My bottom lip trembles violently. I can barely get the words out, but finally, I manage, “Wh-why didn’t you?” That’s as far as I get. He already knows what I’m asking at this point. Before he answers, he gets to his feet and leans down to scoop me into his arms. Then he stands there with his face buried in my neck, crushing me so tightly I’m afraid I’ll snap. Yet it’s the best pain I’ve ever felt. He loves me enough to let me go. Completely selfless.
After a while, he lowers himself to the sofa with me still clutched against him. “I didn’t want to do that to you. To take away the man who’d been a father to you. After what my… mother did, I have no right to happiness if it meant taking yet another thing from you. I don’t deserve you, I never have. You’re good and pure. And I’m tainted by everything I’ve seen and done. I’ll never be the man you need. One you’ll be proud of, that—”
“Dear God”—I start laughing— “you absolutely suck at this, Moretti. Do you want to love me or make me end it all? That’s the single most depressing speech I’ve heard since Minka’s last self-help pitch.”
He pulls back, staring at me in shock. Look at that face. I hurt his feelings. “And you think you could do better? You like chick books. I thought you’d appreciate a man pouring his heart out.”
I roll my eyes, feeling strangely happy for someone who has just discovered their stepfather was an evil turd. Maybe the apple hasn’t fallen far from the tree after all. “The men in my books are alpha-badasses, not pussies. They make their women happy in bed, not with sappy speeches. Maybe you should read one of them, then we’ll try this again.”
“Excuse me?” he chokes out, no doubt in disbelief that a woman would question the skills of the great Marco Moretti. I shake my head.
How could seeing him, being held by him, just breathing his scent somehow revive me?
Because he loves you enough to come even if he may have been rejected. I yawn and lean up to kiss his cheek. “I’m tired. Why don’t you let yourself out, and we’ll talk in a few days? Catch ya later, buddy.”
About two seconds pass before I’m flat on my back with a growling man pushing one knee between my legs as he comes down over me. Even in his haste, his touch is gentle as if afraid I’ll break. He stares at me as if seeing me for the first time all over again. “I love you, Belle. And I’m so sorry about—”
“I know. So am I.” There is a time for laughter and a time for tenderness, and he needs the latter now. I cup the side of his face and smile when he turns into my touch. “I missed you so much. And I’m sorry you’ve had to go through this alone. I just didn’t know how to handle everything.” His mother was going to kill me. I looked death in the eye.
“You don’t owe me an apology, baby. We’ve both suffered, and I know it’s not going to be better overnight. I know you have questions. We still have a lot to talk about and to resolve, and I don’t want any more secrets between us. We’ll take everything slowly, just please… give me a chance, Belle. I can’t lose you too.”
“I’m not going anywhere,” I vow as the final pieces of the past break away, and I see only the man before me. “I love you, Marco. I belong to you. I have for so very long.” And finally, I’m where I need to be. We’ve fought through hell, yet we’re still here. A tragedy and betrayal so significant that it should have broken us apart forever, yet we’ve found our way back to each other. I may not have been born mafia, but I was born to love this man. And the biggest blessing of all is that he was also born to love me.
Minka
Neither of them hears the door opening, nor the footsteps tiptoeing through my apartment to pause inches away. “Fuck me. Finally,” Nic whispers as we glance at the sofa to see Nina and Marco sound asleep in each other’s arms. They’re holding each other so close, you can barely tell where one starts and the other stops.
I hold out a hand, and we fist-bump. “I figured they’d either kill or fuck each other to death.”
Nic peers closer before asking, “Should we check them for breath? Make sure they picked door number two?”
Nina lets out a loud snore at precisely that moment, and we both stifle a laugh. “Yeah, I think they’re good. Let’s get out of here. I feel like a peeping pervert.”
“That kind of turns me on,” Nic mutters as he slides a hand down to pinch my ass. “I’d like you to demonstrate exactly how you’d go about the number two you speak of.”
He continues groping me as we retrace our steps. When we reach the door, I pause for a moment, thinking something feels different. Then it hits me. The sorrow that’s hung so heavily over all of us has temporarily subsided. Of course, it’ll be back, but for tonight, our world is at peace, and I couldn’t ask for anything more.
Except to know whether it’s wisdom or stupidity to believe that there will never be retribution for the murders by my hands.
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The End
Coming Fall 2019—Nicoli
Acknowledgments
My amazing editors: Marion Archer and Jenny Sims with Editing4Indies. Love you, ladies!
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I lean my hip against the second-floor balcony and glare at the dark-haired woman below. “What in the fuck is she doing?” I snap to my club manager, Jax Hudson.
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Jacey. The hair is different, but I know the face. It’s haunted my dreams for months.
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Weekends Required
Not Planning on You
Fall For Me
Fighting For You
No Denying You
Always Loving You
Watch Over Me
The One For Me
Wishing For Us
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THE BREAKFAST IN BED SERIES
Keeping it Hot
Room For Two
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THE PIERCED SERIES
Pierced
Fractured
Mended
Rose
Aidan
Lee
Anthony
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About the Author
Sydney Landon is the New York Times & USA Today Best Selling author of: Weekends Required, Not Pla
nning on You, Fall For Me, Fighting For You, Betting on You, No Denying You, Always Loving You, Pierced and Fractured. Sydney is currently working on the next book in the Danvers' Series as well as the Pierced Series. When she isn't writing, Sydney enjoys reading, swimming and the beach. She lives with her family in Greenville, South Carolina.
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