“Me, too.”
As clichéd as it sounded, Belle knew in her heart it was true.
***
After demolishing a pizza and the rest of the wine, Belle and Ally sat together on the outdoor sofa, fingers clasped, shoulders resting against one another’s in the waning light of dusk. Belle slid the empty pizza box aside with her foot and extended her legs across the coffee table.
“We had his service over the weekend.”
“You did? I wish I had known. I would’ve come, even if it was just to lurk in the shadows.”
“It’s okay. My parents and sister were here for it. Craig and Charlene Wheeler even came. He’s buried in Judy’s plot with her. I’m having a footstone made with his name, Frankie Ashford.”
Ally gave her a quizzical look.
“I figured since Judy was such a fan of Frankie Avalon…”
“That’s sweet. You’ll have to take me to see it one of these days.”
Belle agreed with a smile.
“I talked to Shirley the other day,” Ally said.
“How’s she doing?”
“She’s a tough old bird, but after our conversation…” Ally shrugged.
Belle jerked her head toward her. “What did you—did you tell her about Bob?”
“I had to. It was one of the worst experiences of my life, but I owed it to a lot of people, both here and gone.”
“What did she say? Did she deny it?”
“No. She just listened with a mixture of shock, guilt, and an emotion I can only explain as relief. She’d believed her daughter when she’d told her about Bob, but I don’t think she had the capacity to fathom the full scope of the situation. After I talked with her, she seemed like a woman who’d spent her entire life under the thumb of a controlling man, probably verbal and emotional abuse, too.”
“Do you think she facilitated his behavior?”
“Not in an active role,” Ally said. “I know it sounds like I’m sticking up for her, but I’m not. She was truly horrified when I told her about the DNA results. She had no idea of the extent of his perversions. She’d somehow dismissed his assault of their daughter as a ‘moment of weakness’ by an otherwise upright man.”
“I guess I should credit her for sending Debra away. Some women in that position would’ve been too afraid to do anything except turn a blind eye.”
“I saw that when I was on patrol in the city,” Ally said.
Belle scoffed. “And the evangelicals say gays are unfit parents.”
“I’m not perfect by any means, but after six years raising Chloe, I can assure you that nobody would get away with hurting her.”
“I’m sorry you had to go through this.” She kissed Ally on the cheek. “Does Shirley hate your guts now?”
“Surprisingly, no. She thanked me for everything I’d done for her and Bob. But the best part is that her daughter is speaking to her again. They’re going to work on having a relationship.”
“I’m glad something good found its way out of this dumpster fire.”
“A lot of good did, Belle. Judy and her child are together, Craig and Charlene Wheeler received some long-overdue closure, and best of all…” She waved a finger between them. “Right here.”
“This really is the best.” She leaned against Ally and sighed.
“You know what else I was thinking?”
Belle’s heart fluttered. What was happening? Was she going to throw caution and good sense to the wind, drop down on one knee, and go for it? She swallowed hard and forced her voice to sound casual. “What?”
“I’m thinking of starting a sexual-abuse-survivors’ support group.”
Belle exhaled the breath she’d been holding and smiled. “That’s a great idea.”
“You think so?”
“Absolutely. It’s exactly what this repressed community needs.”
Ally laughed and pulled her closer.
“So, my realtor dumped me,” Belle said.
“You were dating your realtor?”
“No,” Belle said through a giggle. “After I turned down the second offer on the house for my exact asking price, she said I should stop wasting her time and call her when I’m truly ready to sell.”
“Ooh, that feisty little shit.”
“I know, right?”
“What did you tell her?”
“Okay.”
“You mean it’s not listed anymore?”
“She’s coming by tomorrow to get the sign,” Belle said, casually examining her fingernails.
“Wow. I guess that makes you an official ‘Danvillin’ now,” Ally said with a big smile.
“I guess so.” Belle sneaked a coy peek at Ally from the side. “But now I own a house with three huge bedrooms, a family room, and a massive yard.”
“Thinking of getting boarders?” Ally asked with a sassy grin.
Belle smiled. “You might say that.”
***
As Ally and Belle guided a blindfolded Chloe through the house and out onto the patio, the three of them cackled as they tried not to trip over each other’s feet and Red, who was traipsing along at their heels.
“When can I look? I’m getting dizzy,” Chloe said.
Belle and Ally stopped her on the patio, not wanting to get too close to the crate temporarily placed toward the back of the yard.
“Right now,” Ally said, then prolonged the torturous suspense a bit more. “Are you sure you’re ready?”
“Do you need more time to get your balance back?” Belle added.
“No, I’m ready, I’m ready,” Chloe shouted.
They positioned her body toward the crate off to the left and slipped off her blindfold.
“What is it?” she said, then nearly burst with excitement. “Is it a greyhound?”
“Go see,” Ally said.
Chloe bolted across the leaf-strewn yard toward the crate, and Ally and Belle trailed closely behind. Belle held up her cell phone to capture the big reveal on video.
“Oh my God,” Chloe yelled when she opened the door and saw the brindle rescue greyhound chilling inside on a plush dog bed.
With Red’s assistance, she coaxed the dog out of the cage and, after waiting for her to sniff out her approval, hugged and kissed it.
“You like her?” Ally asked.
“I love her,” Chloe said. “What’s her name?”
“Daisy,” Ally said.
“Hi, Daisy.” The dog dropped down next to her, rolled on her back, and twisted in the crunchy autumn leaves. Chloe soon joined her on the ground, but Red preferred to sit and watch their shenanigans.
“You want to tell her?” Ally said softly to Belle.
“She’d probably rather hear it from you, don’t you think?”
“No,” Ally said. “You really won her over. She was furious with me when I told her we’d broken up.”
“Really?” Belle said, effusive with pride.
“Don’t gloat.” She kissed her sweetly.
“Are we keeping Daisy here?” Chloe said.
“It’s a good idea, right?” Ally said.
“I guess it’s better than the condo. She’ll have a huge back yard,” Chloe said, sounding disappointed. “But I wish she could live with us.”
Belle and Ally exchanged smiles.
“She can’t, sweetie,” Ally said. “We just don’t have the room.”
“I know,” Chloe said.
“Why don’t you come and live here with her then?” Belle asked.
Chloe beamed up at both of them. “Is she serious?”
“Well, since Red spends most of his time here,” Ally said, pretending to be nonchalant. “Why not? I’ll be coming along, too, if that’s okay.”
“Yes, yes,” Chloe exclaimed with a fist pump. “This is awesome.” She ran over to them and pulled them in for a group hug.
Belle kissed Ally while they were still entangled in the embrace. “Thank you.”
Ally smiled. “For what?”
“
For bringing love and life back to this place.”
About the Author
Jean Copeland is an author and English teacher at an alternative high school in Connecticut. Her first novel, The Revelation of Beatrice Darby, won the Alice B. Readers Lavender Certificate and the 2016 GCLS Goldie Award for debut author. She’s also the author of the Rainbow Awards honorable mention The Second Wave and Summer Fling. When not writing, Jean enjoys traveling throughout Connecticut discovering its colonial history, and newest wineries and craft breweries. Feminism, organ donation, and shelter animal adoption are causes dear to her heart.
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