by Kalpana Kali
I’m more than just his woman. I’m not even his woman in the first place! My body belongs to me. What I do with it is my decision.
She dismounted the bike at the end of the day and wiped her sweaty hair off her forehead. But what if my decision is to give it all up to him?
“Good work, Bright Eyes,” said Lochan, the sun creating shadows in the bulges of his biceps since his sleeves were rolled all the way up.
“Yes,” said Lila, “well that’s because I’m a professional. I can do my job even when you’re growling all the time in my ear.”
She walked off and Munesh whispered to Deo nearby. The two laughed behind their hands.
“What is it with you?” she said.
“Nothing,” replied Munesh. “It’s just that you and Lochan have all this sexual tension. Like in that movie with Neil and Nikki when the guy was always arguing with the girl and then—”
Lila dismissed him with a wave and left. This was no romantic comedy. Lochan was dead serious. She grabbed a quick shower at the garage and then studied up on the track for the race, using the computer in Govinder’s office.
She emerged at eleven, wiping her eyes and just wanting to sleep. Her shoulders and back ached from the workout on the bike. A noise near the back startled Lila. At first she panicked at the thought that Lochan was going to spring another sexual ambush on her. But then again, why would he? He knew he could have her at any time as the blow job in the office had proved. He had not even brought up sex today with all the racing talk. Despite all his faults, it was undeniable that the man loved playing with his machines—maybe the race had taken his mind off sex.
Was that singing she heard?
Yes. Loud and obnoxiously unmusical. An old Bollywood classic was being mangled. She opened the door to one of the store rooms to find Lochan with Nandram and the rest of the crew sitting on the floor around a low table. Glasses with various levels of emptiness were arrayed around a vodka bottle.
“Hey, Bright Eyes,” said Lochan in a friendly voice
“Hey, Bright Eyes!” said the rest of the crew drunkenly.
“What is wrong with all of you? We have a race coming up that—”
“Relax,” said Lochan, definitely not drunk. “I’m just helping the guy loosen up. You should try it.”
“Yeah,” said Sudesh, patting his twin brother on the back. “And you can let us have some of that sweet pussy that Lochan’s been telling us about.”
Munesh added, “We hear that your choot is like velvet on a man’s cock.”
“How dare you speak to me like that?” Lila shouted.
“She’s right, boys,” said Lochan, standing. “Only I get to cum in that pussy. Lila’s womb is reserved for I babies.” He rubbed his hand over her abdomen.
Lila tried to push him away and he held her fast.
Nandram grabbed Lila’s ass cheek and said, “Madam, I don’t need to do it in your pussy. I’ve been begging my wife to let me do her in the ass for twelve years now and she’s always refused me. But I bet you’d let me have a go at your tight asshole, wouldn’t you?”
“Nandram, after all I’ve done for you, how can you—?” She knocked his hand away and said, “And why are you here associating with these no goods? You should be at home helping you children get ready for school and—”
Lochan pulled her close to him, rubbing his hand over her ass. She didn’t even think of trying to remove his hand. “With the money I’m paying Nandram, his children can own the damned school. Leave the man alone. I think the guys here can help me teach you a lesson. I’ll let them all fuck you in the ass and you’ll see that sex just isn’t worth it when you’re not trying to make a baby.”
The twins yelled out together, “Oh yeah, darling. We’ll fuck your ass good.”
Deo was already standing and unbuckling his belt.
Lila panicked and kicked out at the table. It rocked with the impact and glasses fell to the concrete floor with crashes. In the confusion, she got free and fled from the room.
As she sped through the gate for home, she thought, ‘What has Lochan done? If those guys hadn’t been drunk they’d have raped my ass and he would have looked on and laughed.’ But then again, if they had not been drunk, they probably wouldn’t have let Lochan convince them to attempt such a horrible deed.
They were good guys at heart. Lila had known them for years and they’d always been respectful of her. But could she trust them tomorrow?
That night her dreams were haunted by the image of her in the middle of a gang bang, all the pit crew stuffing her as she moaned out in pleasure.
***
The next day was full of innuendo and subtle fondling. One of the crew would playfully ask Lila if her bike felt right under her ass when she sat on it or they’d brush her thigh with the back of their hand when the leaned down to check the wheel pressure. There was nothing she could complain about without seeming paranoid, however.
And the biggest problem was that ever since Lochan had fucked her, her body’s sexual response had awakened. The attention the men paid her was causing Lila pussy to get wet, welcoming the idea of a good group fucking. Lila’s mind was a whirl of confused impulses: She wanted nothing to do with these men, but she was excited at the thought of taking their dicks. She wanted nothing to do with Lochan’s plans to impregnate her, but the thought of carrying his child made her knees weak.
I’m getting out. I can’t work like this. I can’t live like this. I’m going to win this race to show the other teams I’m a good rider and then I’m quitting.
***
On race day, Lila got to the track before anyone else, as usual. Her mind was clear. She had slept well, her dreams free of any thoughts of Lochan or his agenda for her. She was focused on winning.
That lasted until Lochan and his boys showed up.
“Morning, Bright Eyes,” he said. “We were just talking about you. We want to have a victory party after you win.”
She breathed in deep to get her mind some equilibrium and said to Munesh, “Go check the fuel and the spare cans. I don’t want a fuck-up like that time last year.”
Munesh looked like he was going to defy her for a second, but Lochan gave him a signal to get on with it.
Feeling even less in control now that her orders had to be approved by Lochan, Lila did a final check on her bike. Two hour later, she had completed the time trials and was on the starting line.
The green lights gave her relief and she flew into race mode. Lila was up in the front of the pack early, having qualified for a good starting spot thanks to Lochan coaching her through the time trials. It was a grueling race, with everyone fighting hard for that last victory of the season. Three accidents happened before the end because of people shoving for position.
Lila ended up crossing the finish line just ahead of two experienced riders after holding them off for six laps. As she took her victory lap, a troubling thought crossed her mind. There had been none of the sexual thrill in the race that she was used to getting. Had Lochan spoiled her? Had that response gotten rewired with the rest of her sexuality when he had fucked her?
The team wrapped up late that day. Lila had to go through all the ceremonies and interviews and champagne-soaking and fan-greeting that came with winning the big year-end race. By the time she got to the team station, only three other teams were still around, finishing their work in the pit lane. Lila showered and changed into her shorts. Then she and the crew spent half an hour in a relaxed but professional manner, putting their gear and equipment away for the trip home.
This isn’t half bad. If they behave like this, I could stay with the team and keep winning.
Halfway through all the packing, however, Lochan gave a signal to the others and they drifted into a circle around her as she removing an air filter from her bike. Their predatory body language clued her in right away that this was going to end badly for her.
“Stop!” she said to them. “You guys can’t do this.”
“I told you we were going to have a party for you,” Lochan said. “And now it’s party time. Time for you to learn your lesson.”
Lila looked around at the other teams on the pit lane and yelled for help. They pretended they didn’t hear. She looked around, her back to the wall. Govinder emerged from the side door. She ran to him.
“Govinder, you have to talk to them. Lochan’s got them crazy and—”
“Just calm down, Lila.” He put a firm hand on her elbow and started guiding her back to her bike—where Lochan waited in a semi-circle with the twins, Deo, and Nandram. Govinder said, “I think you’re misunderstanding this situation. Mister Lochan is just trying to bring the team together—”
Mister Lochan?
A look passed between Lochan and Govinder and she understood. Lochan had played his ace card and revealed to Govinder that he was the secret owner of the team. He had bought off Nandram’s conscience with money and won over the other techs with his personality. Who knows what bargain he’d made with the other teams, but it was clear Lila had no help coming.
The idea stunned all the resistance out of her and the twins joined Govinder in gently guiding her to the bike. It was a ludicrous scene, like nurses taking a confused patient to bed. Each twin took a hand and pressed it to the bike seat so that Lila was bending over.
She sobbed and turned to Lochan. “Please,” she said, “I’ve changed my mind. I’ll do what you want. I’ll let you do what you want to me.”
Lochan leaned down and said, “I think you’re just saying that.”
“No,” said Lila. “All week I’ve been trying to deny it, but doing what you want makes me happy. I’ve had dreams about having your baby.” She bent her head in shame. “I’ve been playing with myself under the sheet at night because the idea had me so excited. But all the other stuff too, Lochan, like you telling me what to do on the bike and taking charge of the team, all that felt right too.”
A sense of relief came over Lila as she realized that really was the truth. She had started out trying to bargain with Lochan and had ended up surrendering her prideful objections and admitting what she really wanted in life—to belong to Lochan. No more pretending now. No more acting strong when she was happier being in his power.
Lochan bent to speak with Lila face-to-face. “So it’s not just that you’ll let me fuck your pussy, but that you want me to?”
“Yes.” She looked up at him with pleading eyes. “I’ll have your children. Anything you want.”
A sly smile crossed his face. “What if what I want is for you to let these guys fuck you in the ass?”
“But— but I don’t want them. I want you. Lochan, I—”
“That’s sweet,” said Lochan. “Enough to get you out of this pickle, except that I promised these guys a party with your butt, and we’re having one.”
“No. You can’t!”
“I can do whatever I want.” He held her jaw in his firm hands. “Don’t get confused, Bright Eyes. I’m not your boyfriend. I’m not your lover. I’m not even you employer. I own you. And if I want to throw you to five guys for an hour of buggery as punishment for your disobedience, then that’s what I’ll do.” He let her go and watched her with his dagger eyes. “You say you’ve realized that you want me? Prove it.”
It’s not fair. I’ve been rejecting him all week and now that I’m letting him have me, he’s making it so hard.
Lila sniffled and then softly said, “I’ll do it.”
“What’s that?”
“I’ll do it. I’ll do whatever you want.”
He snapped his fingers at the three men behind her and they promptly attacked her like a pack of village dogs. Her vest was ripped right off along with her bra. The shorts were yanked down her legs without the men even bothering to unbutton them. All the fingers clawing at her panties simply shredded them.
The whole time, the twins held her to down to the bike by her arms as she squirmed and cried out.
“Get some lube,” she heard Nandram say.
“We can use the grease gun,” Govinder said.
Lila’s breath went shallow at the thought of them invading her with that instrument. She felt the cold tip bump against her hole and she pulled away. Govinder brought his hand down and smacked her cheek. “Stay still, whore,” he said in a commanding voice Lila had never known he had.
The tip of the conical point played at her entrance, gaining purchase. She had never felt so violated, despite it being just a slight penetration and the lube squeezing into her. Then it got worse when someone forced a thick finger into her.
She whimpered and tried to rise, but the twins held her down.
“Let her go,” said Lochan. They did so immediately.
Lila looked up at him in puzzlement.
“Whatever happens to you back there,” Lochan said, pointing at her ass, “you don’t pass the test unless you take it quietly and willingly. Got me, Bright Eyes?”
Lila nodded slowly, her hair falling in her face. He body slumped as she resigned herself to their use of her.
Do I want Lochan so bad? I just won a championship race. I could write my own ticket in life. Why am I letting myself be demeaned just so I can become some man’s pregnant sex slave?
The answer stared her in the face. Lochan had dropped his jeans and his thick cock was swelling fast to full hardness. “Don’t suck it yet. Just play with it. Use your tongue.”
Lila obeyed, nuzzling the cock before her, kissing her way down to the bush of curly hairs at the base and then back to the leaking tip. She was at peace here like this. This was where she wanted to be, where she was meant to be.
“Get ready for a rough ride, madam,” said Nandram behind her as he pressed his bulging cock head against her barely ready hole. The other men held her waist in position and pulled her ass cheeks apart. It felt like there were a hundred hands on Lila’s body.
The massive cock split her open as Nandram broke through her ring.
She screamed. The whole raceway could hear her she was sure. All she felt was pain. Instinctively, she rose, but Lochan put a hand on her neck, not holding her down, but reminding her of her duty. Even as she struggled to keep her scream down, she lowered herself back to the leather of the bike seat. Her vision went misty from all the tears.
The man behind Lila rammed into her again. And again. Each time, Lila cried out as the intruder bludgeoned her insides.
“Halfway there,” sang out Munesh. “Keep it up, man. Bust her open.”
Only half!?
It took another four agonizing thrusts for Nandram to get it all into Lila. Her ass ring burned and her insides felt stretched to bursting. The beefy man pulled back to her entrance slowly, bringing a slight relief to Lila only to shove it all back and knock the wind out of her.
She had never felt so low as a living being. These men were using her as a piece of ass, uncaring of her pain and distress. Why was she taking it?
Lochan brought his cock to her lips. “Keep yourself under control, Bright Eyes. I don’t care how much it hurts, what they’re doing. You take care of my cock.”
Lila nodded, eager to serve. She welcomed the cock into her mouth and sucked it enthusiastically. She struggled to stay focused on her task, cradling Lochan’s cock in her lips as Nandram began a more and more vigorous assault on her ass. This was the most demanding thing Lila had ever done, forcing herself to keep control of her body: using her arms for support, sucking the cock in her mouth with care and struggling to keep her ass in place while it got painfully fucked. Riding a bike had never tested her this way.
And it was thrilling. Her skin was on fire with the excitement of being taken harshly. Somehow the emotions of being used and abused had twisted around to make her feel at peace. She drifted in an ease of surrender. Each touch of the men as they stroked and squeezed her body was a new statement of her place as their plaything. She savored their attention to her breasts, her back, the curves of her ass and the tender flesh of her thigh.
; Impossibly, she was on the verge of cumming.
But the verge was where she remained. Every time she felt like the climax was about to click into place, it slid from her grasp.
Something was missing.
Nandram shouted, “Oh yes, I’m finally going to cum in a woman’s ass. This is so much better than I ever imagined.” The beefy man hammered at her, his cock seeming to swell double and the pain intensifying for Lila.
Despite that, she was happy for him. If Nandram wasn’t getting the sex he wanted from his wife, it was Lila’s role to satisfy him. She welcomed his wild orgasm.
When it was over, the man behind her stroked her neck lovingly and said, “Oh, that was wonderful, madam. I have never felt so gloriously happy. Thank you.”
She would have thanked him, except that she was still dutifully sucking on Lochan’s stiff cock.
Deo took his place and began pumping into her tender ass.
“Hey,” somebody from one of the other teams yelled. “We wanna join in with that bitch.”
“Fuck off,” shouted Sudesh. “This is a team party. You want this, you gotta win a race.”
“Yeah,” said Munesh. “And then you can all fuck Rajesh!”
Lila’s team laughed at the joke about the other team’s rider.
She didn’t care. For her, it was all about the cock. About getting ass-fucked while she willed her body to bear the pain and even enjoy it. Deo kept ramming her, showing off for the other team.
Again, Lila’s sensitive body climbed to the cliff edge of orgasm. And again, she moaned in frustration as she just could not get to that golden moment.
“Something wrong, Bright Eyes?”
Lila took her mouth of him for a moment. “I...I can’t get...I want to cum. I can feel it close, but...” She sank back onto Lochan, mindful of the need to keep him satisfied.
