Jilted
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Carter thinks of sliding his palm up Link’s thigh, right under the drape of the kilt’s fluttering skirt to the snug black briefs beneath, then under those too. He doesn’t, because they’re both too unsettled with the strangeness of the situation, and because the stables haven’t entirely lost the lingering smell of horse. There’s also a hotel to go back to, without the threat of a wedding guest one of them might know walking in.
Making eye contact with Matthew’s mother as Jamie came down the aisle, for example, was an unpleasant moment Carter wishes they both could have avoided.
“Is this weird for you?”
Link’s head tilts. “Making out in a horse stable? Eh, it’s not the first time.” Carter laughs, and Link says more seriously, “It’s… less weird than I thought it would be?”
“Yeah,” Carter says. “I get that.”
Jamie called Carter personally before sending him an invitation, insisting that it was only because of Carter that she and Matthew got past the initial turmoil and were still together and getting married, and of course Carter had to come to the wedding. And who else would he bring but Link? Though he was okay with going by himself, if Link needed him to.
“When Jamie started to walk down the aisle,” Link says, toying with the collar of Carter’s sport coat, “I was back there for second, waiting at the other end. And when it was me, then, I just—I knew something wasn’t right. That the way I felt wasn’t the way you should feel when someone is walking down the aisle to you.” Link’s hands move to fret with Carter’s tie, and Carter covers their hands with his own. “The way Matthew looked at her…”
“Yeah,” Carter says. “That’s the way you look at someone when you know—”
“It’s right,” Link fills in, holding Carter’s gaze for a long, meaningful moment, then sighs and says, “So are we gonna make out in this barn or what?”
“Is there a significant difference, do you think, between a barn and a stable? I’d venture that a stable refers to a building specifically built for livestock, while—”
“Okay,” Link steps back with a wry grin. “We’re talking about this stable instead. You are so lucky you’re cute.”
Walking with hands clasped and footsteps echoing on the stone floor, Carter points out interesting architectural details, and Link admires the handcrafted ironwork on the windows and doors, explaining how it was created. The high, pitched roof looks entirely rebuilt, and it’s clear where the stones had to be filled in, and where the dark stains of overgrown vegetation couldn’t be completely washed away. The process of saving and refurbishing the old building must have been tedious and enormously challenging; certainly bulldozing it and starting over would have been an easy call for most contractors.
Someone must have seen something worth keeping in this forgotten place: a second chance, another chapter, a beginning where others would have seen an ending.
“We should get married here,” Link says, fingers trailing the bricks of a low window; some old, some new. “It suits us.”
Carter stops, shakes his head. “No.” Link stops too, surprised. “I mean, I love the mix of old and new, the ironwork and how sturdy the building is and how much sense it makes here, but it’s not us.” Link’s eyebrows pull together; a little crease forms between. Carter goes up on his toes and kisses it, taking a breath in and out with his lips still pressed to Link’s forehead.
He pulls back enough to see Link’s eyes, and his breath catches at the way Link looks at him, as if Carter is somehow the amazing one. “You and me,” Carter says. “We’re something new.” He and Link needed the past to find each other, but they don’t need the lingering fingerprints of other people’s stories on their hearts as they move forward together. Carter and Link aren’t the castoffs at all.
They are the meant-to-be.
Acknowledgments
Thank you to Annie, Candy, and CB for believing in this story, and in my ability to tell it.
To my family for their endless patience and support, and my Interlude Press author family for being so incredibly talented and kind; you all inspire me.
About the Author
Lilah Suzanne is a queer author of Amazon bestseller Broken Records, part of the Spotlight series along with Burning Tracks and Blended Notes. Lilah also authored Spice, the novellas Pivot & Slip and After the Sunset, and the short story Halfway Home, which was featured in the holiday anthology If the Fates Allow. A writer from a young age, Lilah resides in North Carolina and mostly enjoys staying indoors, though sometimes ventures out for concerts, museum visits, and quiet walks in the woods.
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