Rewriting Stella

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  to redness, hóng from sauce cooked one hour long,”

  threw in her mother, educating through

  these unassuming tidbits. “Is bamboo

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  pigs’ food, then?” Abu asked, for having seen

  so many stiff stalks marking lines outside.

  “Not much. They actually have the best cuisine

  by eating food detritus meals provide.

  They scarf down things we haven’t room to eat –

  and let me say, to watch them eat’s a sight –

  and turn it into table-ready meat.”

  Stel added in, “We’re similar, despite

  the different species. We use goats for that.”

  They talked how livestock’s rural life’s linchpin,

  before the question of what habitat

  can best serve China’s pig production. “When

  I know that answer I’ll get back to you,”

  said Jiang, who worried he already knew.

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  “Esteemed colleagues in Agriculture, please

  re-share your estimates of price impacts

  on common foods if we should choose to seize

  these lands now farmed as quite productive tracts.”

  The Chairman showed no disapproval, nor

  excitement—no reaction better served

  his arbitration mission, guarantor

  that interests of the nation be preserved.

  “The farmers on this land hold mostly small

  and fractured plots, passed down from fathers for

  some generations. Few have wherewithal

  or credit to invest in or explore

  the benefits of mechanizing. Their

  production’s therefore small, they often share

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  their labor in return for others’ aid

  at planting and at harvest times. They grow

  rice, rapeseed, wheat, soy, corn, tea, peanuts. Weighed

  against production China-wide, they’re low

  enough to barely change the price if stopped.

  We estimate at most a one percent

  increase within the region.” “What’s been dropped?”

  replied the Chairman, timbre malcontent,

  “a million farmers growing food each year

  do almost naught to change the price? I get

  hands’ inefficiency compared to gears

  but have to think there’s more to story yet.

  You know a dinner isn’t ready till

  there’s pork, beef, chicken, duck, or gutted gills.”

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  “We looked at meat as well, sir, and we found

  that pork production plummeted elsewhere.

  About a third of pigs the nation ’round

  come now from Sichuan. That has swelled. The share

  was only ten percent two decades back.

  This basin that we’d flood accounts for ’bout

  a third of that, suggesting on this track

  the price would rise a tenth.” “That’s all throughout

  the country?” “Yes.” “And what about nearby,

  what price change hits the local market stalls?”

  “Accounting thoroughly for trade’s supply

  between the provinces,” speech slowed to crawl,

  “stochastic estimates have prices rise

  about a quarter.” “That would be despised.”

  211.

  When all had eaten up to point of burst

  to trudge through long-lost time the mother posed

  a walk. Elders uninterested dispersed

  and tidied up or prematurely dozed.

  Abu, Ai, Stella, mum, Ayi, and BLING

  went sauntering around the property.

  The night was still, with lightest chilly sting

  preluding winter. Past downed crops were trees,

  mute sentries lined up in between the plots.

  They cut the winds that ripped the topsoil at

  a greater strength each year, gusts forty knots

  when storms rolled down from mountaintops to flats.

  Decreased predictability impaired

  poor farmers’ chance to reap what they prepared.

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  Deep space provided backdrop to the field

  of cypress, pine, and oaks. “That mountain there’s

  too steep to farm, but makes a nice windshield

  for common folk like us to farm downstairs.”

  Stel’d missed displays of trees that punctuate

  horizon less predictably than squares

  of rooftops, urban concrete chunks whose straight

  lines’ trigonometry all eyes ensnare.

  The unpredictability of stars

  to untrained eyes was as a splotch of paint,

  a glowing mass whose sparseness vastly jars

  with density imposed by land’s constraint.

  Stel recognized some forms she knew, recalled

  she’d seen no constellations from the sprawl.

  213.

  Once walk concluded, Ai took Stel by hand

  and guided her to grandest bedroom. They

  as guests would share what luxury farmland

  could muster: past the etched-wood entryway

  stood four-post bed that through the darkness shined

  a muted red, as if dawn redwood knew

  its namesake, and with sunlight intertwined

  so as to slightly beam. Carved curlicue

  on bedpost showed that artisan’s intent

  was to create an object that would bless

  its passengers’ nocturnal Nod descent,

  symbolically those sleepers dispossess

  of worldly stress. Confucian duty bound

  free will stay hid by day, in dream be found.

  214.

  “It’s not that hard to fall asleep when I’m

  at your place in the city,” Stella spoke

  to Ai, and thought about the anodyne

  sensation urban buildings all evoked.

  “There’s something raw when nature’s in your face,

  when stars are mixed up in the hemisphere,

  that feels like you’re at once where commonplace

  and foreign meet. The air lacks phlegm out here,

  lacks dust and anxious buzz of city air.

  It has this humid freshness that I want—

  one whiff tricks senses, makes me feel elsewhere,

  adrift on thoughts of home.” The doleful taunt

  would linger in the breeze as blanket fold

  compressed her soft and slow till dreams took hold.

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  In dream she woke to sunlight, ventured out

  to see the road trip canyon. Bounded rise

  of mountain arc ’round basin awed, the route

  escaping farmland valley hid from eyes.

  From stance on bound’ry crest she watched the flood

  turn tawny cut-straw plains to inland sea.

  Her feet gave way as nude cliff made from mud

  eroded, void of roots’ fast guarantee

  that ground stay grounded. Foot-thick currents swept

  her quick from shore. At sea, her panic swelled.

  She’d grown up thinking water’s to be schlepped,

  not massive ’nough to buoy bodies. Held

  by crushing, clashing currents, flailing for

  her life, she sank beneath the rapids’ roar.

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  She woke in sweat with gasp as if her lungs

  had stilled themselves throughout aquatic dream.

  She bit her teeth upon her outstretched tongue

  to stop their chattering. Her breath was steam

  that populated air with haunted shapes.

  Her stirring stirred up Ai, who whispered, “Stel,

  what wrong?” in tone as if with mouth agape.

  “It’s just a nightmare,” she replie
d, “I fell

  into a flood and drowned, I lost control.”

  Ai took that in. “You study so much, you

  have stress, no break,” she said, tried to console

  with logic’s explanation. Stel withdrew,

  feared fact that visions left her mind unmade,

  as stitching holding selves together frayed.

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  “I think you see you most in charge,” Ai said,

  “like do the things correctly then can make

  the things you want to happen more, instead

  of other things.” Stel heard through word mistakes

  a reticence from Ai toward self-made ways,

  a doubt that hustle’s real. Stel breathed and paused

  to think of energy used every day

  to mold her world, how much of it she’d caused

  to go her way. It worked. It also crushed.

  The high stakes testing Ai lamented too

  hung heavy on Stel’s neck, yet clearly mushed

  she and Abu to China. Misspent youth

  is well-spent youth to some: rejecting friends

  for facts accelerates the adults’ ends.

  218.

  At dawn a songbird covey made alarm,

  reminding world to start afresh, a new

  chance to exert control on earth, to farm,

  turn produce from fields otherwise bamboo.

  Ai’s words hung low in Stella’s waking mind,

  who wondered if past bent too toward nerd’s deed,

  directing so toward triumph she’d defined

  herself. (She’d muse for years.) Meanwhile, birdseed

  that Ayi’d scattered ’round the grounds brought brood

  of wingéd friends from morning call to sills.

  At breakfast, three small creatures came and cooed

  from Marley’s Exodus, their rounded trills

  reminding those familiar everything

  would be all right. Stel’s reverie did spring

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  upon the recollection of those words,

  since reggae held a special place back home.

  The bongo flava music she once heard

  was hip-hop born from Rasta beat and tone.

  Between two bites of saturated rice,

  a porridge made from last night’s residue

  that’s dense in calories to quite suffice

  for day’s work in the fields, a lone cuckoo

  descended when were absent other fowl.

  The mother was delighted, turned to tell

  the story of this cunning bird whose foul

  adaptive parasitic habits well

  ensured survival of her species. “She,”

  began the lesson, “undeservedly

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  lacks stamina to raise her hatchlings, but

  must somehow keep her species live. So what

  has she devised to get out of this rut?

  A strategy thought uncompassionate

  exploiting all her less quick-witted peers.

  She waits until a mother bird flies free

  then zooms down, finds one egg, and slides it clear

  beyond the nest edge, drops her own, then flees

  and hides again. When mother bird comes back

  she’ll nurture equally this foreign egg,

  not noticing it’s different from the pack.

  And so the cuckoo gets what by own leg

  she couldn’t have provided for her own,

  except by using others’ stepping stones.”

  221.

  Jiang muttered in Chinese to hosts, to share

  the conversation with them. They, of course,

  knew how the cuckoo handled birth unfair

  by finding ways to channel others’ force.

  “A man who holds power differs just a bit,”

  he said in English, comment meant for Stel,

  “for he won’t need to sneak around to get

  the thing he wants. Authority compels,

  eliminates the need to wait.” “Yes, but

  to have another knowingly commit

  to things against their interests means that what

  they do for you is but proportionate

  to how you whip them,” wife said, “getting done

  the goals you’ve set means sharing them with none.”

  222.

  Abu sat wide-eyed, listening as sponge

  to two philosophies that clashed on how

  to change the world: one military lunge,

  the other more guerrilla. Jiang allowed

  his wife her point with deferential nod,

  appropriate for family audience.

  “Let’s show our guests a sample patch of sod

  where nobles once considered gaudy thence-

  forth crafted wonders standing test of time:

  a testament to leadership of wise,

  enlightened leaders helping people climb

  to heights that they’d not for themselves devise.”

  And so they planned a drive to see craftsmen

  of engineering feats in Dujiangyan.

  223.

  Jiang proudly stood at lookout on the shore,

  scanned outward through an unexpectedly-

  clear sky, laid eyes on structure he adored

  that tamed a river’s wrath. Reflectively,

  he started through its history. “Back when

  this region was in Warring States, an age

  around two-fifty BC, leaders then

  saw nature as as nasty and enraged

  as other kingdoms. Yangtze’s curves left silt

  amassing so that plains nearby were prone

  to floods, and with them famines. So they built

  a structure that could tame it. See that stone?”

  He pointed, “That, they made with heat. Those rocks

  weren’t blasted, nor did they have tools to knock

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  them free. Instead they set up massive fires

  right at the base for warmth. Cliffs would expand

  and crack with chill that followed dying pyre.

  Eight years of bonfires set by hands of man

  were needed to create that channel. Wood

  was fashioned into tripods so to hold

  those bamboo bundles of the levee. Could

  you think of any project quite this bold

  today, near-decade burrowing and four

  years spent constructing what you wanted? Yes,

  but only here. Millennia of lore

  are testament to how we have finessed

  the contours of the natural world just so

  to fit our needs.” His braggadocio

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  struck Stel as overbearing. Though she knew

  that Jiang Long’s pride for China ran quite strong

  she hadn’t seen it as temporal glue

  adhering past with present. Did he long

  to play a part in China’s narrative,

  to build great things so he could point them out

  as monuments each that would dare outlive

  their architects and engineers? “A drought

  is only harmful to the unprepared,

  a flood the same,” he said, “so we flipped from

  the victim to the victor when we paired

  control of flow with irrigation. Come,

  and let me show you its museum.” He gleamed

  as if the water flow were his bloodstream.

  226.

  Surprise though it might be to readers who

  grew up in places where museums exist,

  it was the first time Stella’d seen a room

  whose only purpose was to reminisce.

  It housed a hundred artifacts or more

  each from the era when the dam was built.

  Their purpose was to sit, be seen and stored

  away from light and air that might make wilt
r />   those trinkets anchoring our histories.

  She’d known of naught but herd and house and land

  that passed down on the kinship list. Glories

  were kept in word and story, not in hand,

  back home. It felt peculiar someone paid

  to build a place to show the old and grayed.

  227.

  She split from Jiang and strolled with Abu past

  the cabinets of items labeled in

  both English and Chinese, none colorfast,

  each fading. “I’m afraid I’m feeling grim,”

  lamented Stel, tad puzzled by the place.

  “It’s like I’m happy that they have these links

  back to their heritage. Yet, all encased,

  they don’t feel real. I like things that can sink

  into my hand, that have a weight and feel.

  No thing can be authentic without touch.”

  “That’s ’cause they’re not your culture. They’re surreal

  to you, like folklore. Shared ID is clutch,”

  Abu replied, “were this all Syrian

  like Jiang I’d think this work Shakespearean.”

  228.

  A knock on Chairman’s door. “Come in,” he said.

  “I’ve that report on cultural impact,

  prepared at your request.” The overfed

  young Secretary dropped it, quickly backed

  toward door when stopped. “Thanks. Please come in, sit down.”

  He nervously complied and eased his weight

  into the cushions’ grip. “You’re known around

  these offices as erudite. The late

  Qin state and peers in ancient Sichuan were

  the subject of your dissertation, no?”

  “Yes, Chairman. Analyzing what’s interred

  beneath our feet to learn what there’s to know

  about ourselves has been my passion since

  my childhood.” Forte words and tone evinced

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  his pride that Chairman knew enough of him

  to ask this type of question. “Help me, then.

  I see what you’ve prepared is far from slim—”

  he motioned to the volumes staff had penned.

  “I’d benefit from listening to you,

  from hearing what a scholar stands to gain

  or lose if we should flood these avenues

  our ancestors did tread and their remains.”

  Forgetting of his station, young man launched

  into his personal philosophies

  on research inquiries that would be staunched

  were artifacts ’tween hills be lost in seas:

  “Of course you’ve heard, Chair, sir, of Sanxingdui,

  who showed that China’s cultures fanned, conveyed

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  modernity through interaction. Back

  before we found their artifacts we’d thought

  we came from Yellow River stock who’d whacked

 

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