Insta Lovers: A Collection of Steamy Novellas

by J. L. Beck

  I gagged as the huge head of his cock slammed into the back of my throat. My eyes watered as his thrusts grew harsher, his fingers sinking into my scalp as he held me in place, while he fucked my mouth. Pleasure coursed through me as I looked up at him, his head tipped back while a mirage of emotions swarmed his expression.

  I was so turned on, I hadn’t realized I was moving my hand toward my pussy, until I felt the wetness against my panties, my swollen clit begging for attention.

  “Damnit. I’m not going to last long with your warm mouth wrapped around my cock.” Nico’s rasped.

  As his grasp grew harsher, I knew he was close, and that only excited me more. Pushing my panties to the side, I slipped two fingers inside my soaked cunt, letting the arousal and need for him wash over me. I was more than soaked, I was drenched, my fingers gliding in and out of my tightness with little ease.

  “You’re trying to kill me Riley, fingering that tight pussy, while sucking my cock…” He spoke through clenched teeth.

  I upped my pace placing a third finger into my swollen cunt, wishing it was Nico’s cock that was slipping in and out of me. Then something happened, something inside Nico snapped.

  Before I could object, he pulled all the way out of my mouth, and picked me up off the floor, slamming me against the wall.

  The air rushed from my lungs, as excitement zinged down my spine.

  His fingers moved from under my dress against my thigh, and then gripped onto my panties.

  I could hear the fabric tearing but if I was being honest I didn’t care. It didn’t matter to me. All I wanted was Nico, inside me, on me, against me, taking me hard and fast just like I knew he wanted too. “Don’t be gentle, Nico. Fuck me, please…” I begged, right as he slammed into me to the hilt, his balls slapping against my ass. Nico might’ve been a criminal, but there was no denying the way he felt about me, or the lengths he would go to show me that I was his, all his. Every single shred of my heart belonged to him, and soon, soon I would tell him that, just as he told me.

  Love wasn’t a crime at all.

  48

  Nico

  My fingers bit into her flesh as I held her in place, each thrust upward hitting that sweet spot deep inside her. She was withering, thrashing against the wall, her lips pink and swollen from my kisses, and her cheeks even pinker as I fucked her like there was no tomorrow.

  Whatever restraint that lived inside me was now gone, and in its place was the ruthless bastard who fucked like a saint and killed with his bare hands, though there wasn’t a single part of me that worried that I would hurt Riley.

  She was my everything, the air I breathed, the heart pumping blood through my body, and as I connected our bodies together I could feel us becoming closer, her pants becoming my own, her whimpers of pleasure that pleaded for more, also becoming mine.

  “You’re so fucking tight, and wet for me. God, you’re bad Riley…” I growled, feeling the need to pull out of her, and fuck her from behind just to show her who it was that was in control.

  As I pulled out, she mumbled a compliant, twirling her around, her chest, and face pressed firmly against the wall while I pulled her ass out, and slipped deep inside her wet channel again.

  “I want to be your bad girl Nico…” Riley cried out.

  Her purr of pleasure and dirty talk was music to my fucking ears. I wanted to hear her say more shit that was going to make me explode.

  “You already are… and you know what bad girls get right?” I strained, trying to gain control over my body, even though it was a losing battle.

  “No… What do they get?” She whimpered against the wall, pushing back against my thrust.

  “Spanked.” I growled, landing a hard smack against her perfectly white ass cheek.

  The sound vibrated off the walls of the small room, as did the loud moan that escaped her sweet lips.

  I realized then that my little inexperienced Riley had a thing for spankings and that I was going to make her orgasm harder than she ever had before.

  “Nico.” She called out, as I smacked her other ass cheek, my hand-print staining each cheek and leaving a perfectly pink splotch behind.

  “Ahhh, my sweet girl like’s getting spanked, don’t you?” I slapped her ass once more, and wrapped my hand into her hair pulling her back against my cock.

  She gasped as if she was choking and I knew it was because she was close.

  She answered me with another moan as I forced more of my cock into her, the angle causing the head of my penis to rub against the sensitive tissue inside her pussy.

  “Come for me sweetness, I want to feel you fall apart against my cock. I want to feel my semen fill your tight cunt to the brim, come on sweetness, fall for me…” I ordered, holding her in place, each thrust inside her was harder than the last.

  “Fuck, fuck, fuck…” She cried out as her pussy convulsed around me, squeezing my cock so tightly I saw stars form in my eyes.

  Seconds later, I met my own demise, my fingers sinking into her scalp, while I held her in place, forcing her tight pussy to take every single drop of my cum. I realized then as I sat snuggly inside her, my head nuzzling against the back of her neck that I wanted her pregnant. I wanted my seed deep inside her, creating our own perfect miracle.

  “If I hurt you… I’m sorry…” I kissed her shoulder, hoping she wasn’t mad at me. It was never my intention to be so rough, but every single time I slipped inside her I became a different man, a man that was so consumed with desire that if he didn’t get what he came for, he would take it.

  Riley shook her head slowly, before gazing at me over her shoulder. Her eyes were glassy and I could tell she was on the verge of crying.

  “That was incredible, and I swear I could feel your heart beating in sync with mine. As if…”

  I licked my lips wanting to kiss the daylights out of her. “As if what sweetness?” I questioned, pulling out of her and twirling her around in my arms so I could gauge her expression.

  “As if we’re meant to be for each other…”

  There was a slight pause and I wondered what I should say to that. Did I even have a response? All I wanted to do was kiss her, and fuck her all over again. She was perfect, and all mine.

  Knowing she finally felt the same way, and the same things I was feeling just pushed me over the edge. “Are you finally saying you love me? That you want me like I want you?” I was too afraid to hear her answer so instead I kissed her, pressing my lips firmly against her swollen ones. I couldn’t let her go, not ever. She was my forever, and one way or another I’d be hers too.

  Her tiny fingers bit into my shoulders, forcing me to pull away and look down at her. I wanted to ravage her again, but I couldn’t. I needed to be gentle with her, she was my angel, my everything, and the last thing I wanted was to hurt her.

  “I love you Nico, and… I… I remember you.” The tears were still in her eyes.

  Fear struck me. Had she seen me do something to someone? I couldn’t stomach the thought of her pretty eyes seeing the evil I’d caused. I was a criminal, a killer even, but when I was with Riley I was at peace, and nothing I’d done in my life could touch me. “What do you remember sweetness?” My fingers threaded into her hair, massaging her scalp, causing her to lean into my chest more, her head resting against my furiously beating heart.

  “I remember you saving me, on prom night, when I went with Anthony.”

  The memory slammed into me like a wave cresting against the beach. That fucker was two seconds away from meeting his maker that night.

  “I told you I was watching you. That I’d been protecting you, and that I always would.” The truth was it killed me to walk away from her that night. I wanted her to be mine then, but knew it was too soon. Her father hadn’t screwed up any deal with me yet, and she was still underage. I hadn’t known the fucker would mark her with his hands, his belt, and his dirty deeds.

  And as badly as I wanted her I didn’t want to take her away from her life believin
g it was enough, even if I knew it was going to go to shit sooner or later.

  “I didn’t realize it was you until now. Something inside me brought that memory back to life, and though it was a horrible memory it was okay, because it was one that ended with you.” She rasped.

  My heart beat faster, my breaths coming out in pants. The desire to take her again was almost consuming me because fate brought me as close to her as I could get. “I would’ve killed that kid for touching you like he did if you weren’t there. It was because of you because of that night that I walked away from him and let him live his disgraceful life. I’d killed people for lesser things you know.” I growled, feeling her laughter slam into me.

  She pulled away, and smiled brightly up at me.

  That smile cracked me straight down the middle and let out all the darkness that was running through my veins. I couldn’t be angry about the past, not when my future was standing right in front of me.

  “I don’t remember you letting him go, but I am proud of you for doing it. Knowing who you’re now makes knowing that even more powerful, it means that you have goodness deep inside you. You just need someone to help you find it.”

  I crunched the inside of my cheek, trying to stop the emotions that were coursing through me. I was a fucking man, a man that coated his hands in blood, but right at this moment I wanted to cry, to fucking bawl like a baby, while holding the woman I loved in my arms. “Goodness lives inside me, and with me because of you Riley. So long as I have you, I’ll strive to be the most perfect man that I can be.” I pressed a kiss against her damp forehead and cradled her face in my hands.

  She was it for me.

  My angel.

  My savoir.

  My life.

  49

  Riley

  The memory of Nico saving me from Anthony’s filthy hands coursed through my mind. Nico thought he was a beast, an evil man that killed and ripped life from people. What he didn’t know was that I saw him completely different than that.

  I knew he’d taken me to protect me from the destruction my father was causing. I knew that Nico wanted to protect me from everything bad in this world including himself. What he didn’t know was that I didn’t want protection from him.

  I’d only been at the house for a little over a month, but I was finding out very soon that Antonio was up to no good. He was always on his phone, and every time I entered a room he would sneer at me.

  I walked down the hall and into Nico’s office. I wanted to surprise him with afternoon sex, so I put on the sluttiest dress I could find, along with a pair of fuck me heels. I had just reached the door when I heard a voice that didn’t belong to Nico but instead to Antonio.

  “I’m looking but I’m not finding anything.” He whispered.

  My heart thundered against my ribcage as I waited just outside the door in silence wondering what was going to happen next. Why was he in Nico’s office without Nico present? Who was he talking to on the phone?

  “I know. I’ll get the jewel and we can settle the debt, just be fucking patient. I’ve fucking got a shit ton going on, and if Nico or his little slut discover I’m stealing then I’ll have a bullet between my eyes. If that happens you can say goodbye to any payment that we agreed on, including your life.”

  Venom-filled words hissed from Antonio’s lips, and it took me a moment to digest the words.

  Antonio. Nico’s right hand is stealing from him.

  I lifted my hand to stifle the half gasp that slipped out of my mouth, my back hitting the wall with a soft thud. All kinds of thoughts raced through my mind, but the biggest one was the fact that I needed to find Nico, and find him fast.

  “Yeah, I’ll call when I find it. Until then don’t fucking call or text me. I don’t want Nico thinking anything. God knows he’s suspicious enough, although, he’ll never suspect that it’s me siphoning from him.”

  His horrid laughter vibrated through me and I turned on my heels, scurrying down the hall. My heart beat thundered in my ears, my eyes trained on the floor as each step I took away from Nico’s office took me further away from the danger I knew I’d never be able to escape.

  “Whoa, whoa…”

  Nico’s warm voice filtered into my ears as his strong hands encompassed my shoulders, stopping me in my tracks, and causing my body to collide with his. Heat rolled off of him and slammed into me, calming the fear running through my veins.I licked my lips nervously, wondering if Antonio was behind me yet or not, or better yet how he is going to escape the room without Nico noticing.

  “What’s wrong beautiful?”

  Nico lifted my chin, forcing my eyes to meet his. Questions poured from his dark depths.

  I wondered what would happen if I told him what I heard. Would he believe me, knowing I was the daughter of a liar, a cheat, and a thief? “Nothing, nothing at all. I was just looking for you.” I lie, and force a smile, praying he can’t see through my words.

  He examines my face for longer than necessary before lifting his gaze to something behind me.

  I can tell the second that everything changes. The air around us shifts and within seconds the warmth that usually oozes from Nico when he holds me disappears. Coldness replaces the warmth in a way I’ve never seen before.

  “Lies will get you nowhere sweetness. Tell me what happened or I’ll find out what happened a different way and it won’t be pretty.”

  His harsh words sent prickles of fear skittering across my skin. “You promised me you would never hurt me, and I don’t want to hurt you, so if I tell you what I just witnessed I know it’ll hurt you and I…”

  Nico cuts off my words when he moves his fingers from my chin and down to my throat, each finger wrapping around my throat slowly. “Tell me Riley. Tell me so that I can protect you, because if you don’t I’ll fuck that information out of you until you do tell me.”

  Desire builds from how much I crave this side of him, the side where he desires pain and blood in trade for injustice. He wants to hurt someone or something. I won’t sacrifice myself.

  “Antonio…” I mumble the word, gasping as he releases his hold on me, his lips smashing against mine in seconds.

  “He’s fucking dead. Tell me what happened.”

  Nico’s barely restraining himself as he peppers my face with a possessive need, but I grin into his lips because he believes me.

  “Boss.”

  Antonio’s voice bleeds like acid rain all around me. Will Nico even believe me if I tell him what I heard Antonio doing?

  “Antonio go into the dungeon, and have a seat would ya?”

  Dungeon? I follow Nico’s gaze that shifts from mine and then back to Antonio’s and the darkness that is Nico lingers just below the surface begging to be set free from its chains.

  Nico’s was a dangerous man and yet my longing for him was undeniable. I couldn’t let him go even if I wanted to, even if he ordered me away.

  “Of course Boss. I’ll prepare the chamber.” Antonio’s voice trembled.

  I knew he too was afraid of Nico who stood poised and still before us.

  Antonio scurried away and down the hall, leaving both of us alone together. Fire burned in Nico’s dark depths and I wondered what was going to happen next. Maybe he didn’t believe me after all.

  “Tell me what you know. I have my own suspicions but I want to know what you heard little one.”

  The growl vibrated out of him and into me, causing my insides to churn. I wanted this man, this dark, dangerous, somewhat callous man to know the truth.

  “Antonio’s trying to find something… a jewel. He owes someone money. That’s all I heard before I went to find you.” I wasn’t afraid, not of Nico. He’d protect me at any and all cost. It was Antonio I was afraid of, and the things he could do to Nico.

  Nico rolled his hands into fists, simmering with rage. “I’m going to kill him sweetness, and as badly as I don’t want you to be there when I do it, you must be. I cannot let you out of my sight. Not when he’s willing t
o wage a war with me.”

  Nico pulled me into his rigid body, his strong arms wrapping around my middle, and forcing me closer to his chest. His manly scent rolled over my senses, making my thoughts heated. I wanted him to fuck me right now, right in the face of danger.

  How was that sane?

  “I can see the desire pooling in your eyes. You’re looking at me as if you’re ready to be ravaged and as badly as I want to do that right now, we have business we must take care of first.”

  He released me as if I was fire beneath his fingertips. A whimper escaped my lips as he took me by the hand, guiding us down the hall and in the direction of the Dungeon. A place I had never been to before.

  “You know that I will do whatever I have to do to protect you right? That so long as I am breathing and my heart is beating, no one will hurt you.”

  I swallowed around the emotion swarming me.

  Was he afraid something was going to happen to me? To himself?

  Fear, and confusion overwhelmed me and I clutched his hand. What would I do if Antonio shot him, or the men that he was trying to settle his debt with showed up here?

  “Nothing’s going to happen to you right?” My voice wobbled giving away my fears.

  Nico stopped us at the very top of the stairs, his eyes burning into mine as he cupped me by the cheek, and spoke softly against my lips.

  “Your worry for my safety is sexy as fuck little one, but no, nothing will happen to me. It’s not my day to die, it’s Antonio’s.”

  His hard kiss bruised my lips, and when he pulls away again I know nothing bad is going to happen. It can’t.

  Not when Nico and I are so close to having our very own happy ever after.

  50

  Nico

  My thoughts are darkened with every step I take into the dungeon. The only thing keeping me sane is the soft breathes from the beautiful woman behind me. I can’t lose control now, not with her life in my hands. Antonio must die even if I don’t want to perform such an act of violence in front of her.