The Defector

by J. C. Andrijeski

  Eventually, though, as people do, Jon got older.

  He picked up martial arts at the end of high school, not long before Dad died. He also switched from glasses to contact lenses, filled out, and started getting tattoos.

  Now Jon had like five black belts, part ownership of a software company, and taught Choy Li Fut, a type of kung fu, as his day job.

  No one had stuffed Jon into a gym locker in a very long time.

  “You’re sure he’s not bi?” Cass said. “Not even a little? Like a secret bi?”

  I let out an involuntary laugh. “You’re welcome to ask him.”

  Her lips pursed. “Maybe I’ll just show up at his place in a trench coat and a teddy one of these days. See how he responds to actual real-girl stimulus.”

  The men sitting there all looked away as her eyes turned in their direction, trying to hide the fact that they were staring at her.

  “Yeah,” I grunted. “Good luck with that.” Walking the cappuccino over to the guy at the counter who’d ordered it, I walked back to her, shrugging. “Personally, though, if you’re going to start going after guys who aren’t card-carrying members of the bag-of-dicks crowd, I’d suggest trying with males of the species who actually like sleeping with, you know, women.”

  She grinned, shrugging eloquently. “Where’s the fun in that?”

  Thinking, I added, “Speaking of dating non-jerks, Jon has good taste in guys usually.” I quirked my mouth in a half-smile. “Instead of playing ‘scare the hot gay guy,’ maybe just ask him for tips on how to pick up, you know, men. With an emphasis on guys who aren’t anything like your father or your bag-of-dicks brothers.”

  She laughed, but I saw my words reach her, even as she shook her head ruefully.

  “Yeah,” she conceded, dumping part of a salt-shaker on a napkin and spreading the granules around with her index finger.

  We’d been friends since we were kids, like I said. There were advantages to that.

  “How’s your mom doing?” she said, even as I thought it.

  I shrugged. “She’s okay.”

  “Really?”

  I looked up from where I’d been rearranging the stack of paper napkins behind the counter. Seeing the probing look in her eyes, I inclined my head. “More or less. Her last bender was two weeks ago, so she’s probably due for another one pretty soon. Last time I went over there, she was watching old tapes of us when me and Jon were kids.” I grimaced, remembering. “She yelled at me when I tried to turn it off, then started crying.”

  “Jesus,” Cass said, wincing.

  “Yeah,” I said flatly. “It was awesome.” Frowning, I shrugged. “Jon tried to talk her into going to rehab again… or at least some kind of grief therapy, but no go. She still won’t even talk about Dad. She watches those videos of him with us, you know, before he got sick… I swear she wants to pretend it never happened. Like he’s on a business trip or something.”

  Cass frowned, watching my eyes. “I really like your mom.”

  I nodded, my throat tightening. “Me, too.”

  I didn’t add that I missed her, but I thought it. In a lot of ways, it felt like my mom died when my dad did.

  Shoving the thought aside, I bit the inside of my cheek, annoyed with myself for even going there.

  I was still lost in my own head when a throat cleared not far from where we were talking.

  I turned, a little startled that it came from so close. I usually had better peripheral radar than that, but this guy walked right up on us like a ninja.

  When I glanced up, I felt my jaw loosen.

  Light, strangely glass-like eyes met mine. A narrow mouth pursed under absurdly high cheekbones and a narrow, angular face. His almond-shaped eyes hinted at what might have been Eurasian ancestry, but his ethnicity was impossible to pin down, and could have been anything from Native American to Mongolian. Whatever it was, it had to be mixed with Scandinavian or German or something, given how tall he was. His coal black hair was straight but curled just the smallest bit where hung down by his ears.

  It was Mr. Monochrome.

  2 / Mr. Monochrome

  HE CLEARED HIS throat again. I heard impatience that time. Annoyance.

  “May I speak with you?” he said. “It’s important.”

  I blinked.

  Nope. He was still there.

  He was also definitely talking to me.

  I glanced at Cass, who was staring up at him, too, her red-lipsticked mouth ajar where she still leaned over the lunch counter, her short-skirted butt in the air. When I glanced back at Mr. Monochrome, though, he hadn’t followed the direction of my gaze.

  Those clear eyes remained locked on me.

  His narrow lips curled in a frown. The impression of impatience strengthened.

  “Now, Alyson,” he said. “It can’t wait.”

  He spoke like someone used to having his words obeyed.

  I wasn’t really someone used to having to listen to people who spoke to me like that, though, maybe because I’d never had jobs high-paying enough that I had to care. Even our boss at the diner, Tom, didn’t go there with me.

  With this guy, I hesitated.

  Maybe part of it was the sheer fact of his physical presence.

  I’d never stood this close to him before, not while he was standing, too, so I’d never really realized how tall he was, or how broad-shouldered. I definitely hadn’t realized that my head only came up to about the middle of his chest. He had one of those frames that made him look more lean than big, more of a runner type than a weight lifter, but now that he stood directly in front of me, I realized that impression might be deceptive, too.

  Up close, he looked more like one of Jon’s martial arts buddies, or even Jon himself. The muscles this guy wore definitely looked functional, not purely decorative.

  Until now, he’d never looked me in the face before, either.

  When he ordered from me, he never looked up from the table, or away from the window. He didn’t so much as glance in my direction when he walked into the diner, or when he left.

  He was looking at me now, though.

  His light-colored eyes stunned me in some way I couldn’t quite articulate to myself, maybe in part because they weren’t what I expected. I’d known his eyes were on the light side, but I hadn’t realized how light. Looking at them now, they appeared to have almost no color at all, apart from a vague tint. I supposed technically they must be blue or gray, but they reminded me more of crystals I’d seen in New Age rock shops. Their lightness was made stranger by his eyes’ almond slant and the pitch black hair, but I didn’t see how they could be contact lenses.

  Maybe he’d gotten some kind of cosmetic surgery?

  Either way, it wasn’t my finest moment, me gaping up at him like a drunk teenager.

  Mr. Monochrome stared back at me, exuding impatience.

  Then, without warning, he moved.

  Before I could jerk back, or get out a single word, he caught hold of my upper arm. His fingers felt like flesh-wrapped steel, not bone; they closed around my bicep like a vice. He gripped me tightly enough that I let out a surprised sound, but I didn’t fight him.

  I was still staring at his face, when something slammed into my chest, a flood of warmth.

  I didn’t see anything, but it felt nearly physical in intensity. It confused me, calmed me, wiped out my ability to think. It was thorough, too, whatever it was. I relaxed totally under his fingers. It didn’t even cross my mind to fight the sensation.

  When my vision cleared, he was watching me, his eyes sharp, filled with scrutiny, as if he was trying to read something in the details of my face.

  “All right?” he said.

  Thinking about his question, I nodded.

  “Okay.” I nodded a second time. The motion felt odd, almost mechanical. “Yes.”

  I saw his shoulders relax, but something about the way he moved, even the nod he gave me in return, struck me as strange. Not in an alarming way; rather, it fascinated me
. He moved oddly. It reminded me of something, that small gesture, those little adjustments of his body and face. The way he stood there. His angular face.

  I tried to remember what it reminded me of.

  He didn’t wait for me to finish that line of thought.

  “Come on,” he said, gruff.

  Before I’d made sense of the words, he’d already dragged me through the opening in the linoleum-topped lunch counter.

  I followed him, without a care in my mind.

  CASS FOLLOWED BEHIND us. I was aware of her, despite that calm over my mind.

  Her voice confused me as it grew increasingly frantic.

  “Wait!” She reached for me, catching hold of my arm when we’d crossed half the space between the diner counter and the front door. The man holding me didn’t pause his steps. Scarcely glancing back at her, he pulled me easily out of her grasp. “Hey! Wait! Where are you going with her? STOP! STOP!”

  I heard the fear in her voice.

  Somehow, it didn’t alarm me, though.

  Rather, it made me concerned.

  Cass was my friend. Why was she upset? What was upsetting her? I half-turned back, about to ask her, when a voice overshadowed the thought.

  It’s all right, Allie. You’re fine. Cass is fine. She just doesn’t understand.

  I nodded to myself, acknowledging the words. Then my brow scrunched.

  “Understand what?” I said aloud. “What doesn’t she understand?”

  He didn’t answer me.

  Despite his silence, my mind still felt calm. I mused over my own calmness, the fact that I was totally unfazed by this strange man leaving my place of employment with me. I didn’t try to fight him at all, which somehow didn’t strike me as strange, either. I followed him obediently towards the restaurant’s lobby, even as my mind turned over what was happening in the distance, watching me and the man with the black hair and Cass as if hovering over the three of us.

  Then a different voice brought my focus back down.

  It was sharp, loud, and it came from right in front of us.

  It was also extremely familiar.

  “What do you think you’re doing, man?”

  My mind wavered…

  Then it clicked back, sharpening to a denser focus.

  My brother, Jon, stood in front of us, his long, dirty-blond hair up in a half-ponytail, probably because he’d just walked here from where he worked at a nearby martial arts studio. He stared from my face to the man standing slightly in front of me. His hazel eyes focused on the hand that gripped my bicep, right before they slid upwards, measuring the man whose hand it was. He looked at me, as if gauging my expression.

  Then his focus zeroed in on the man holding me.

  “Let go of her,” Jon said. “Now. Or I’m calling the cops.”

  There was zero bluster in Jon’s voice, no hint of empty threat. He spoke without emotion, his voice an unequivocal command. It was his martial arts voice, the one he used with his students. I knew that voice––I’d seen it in action when I’d gone to watch his fights and other events––but I’d never seen it used like this.

  Something about it brought my mind back, marginally, at least.

  I tugged on my arm in the tall man’s grip, trying to retrieve it from his fingers.

  The man glanced at me, his grip tightening.

  Calm down, I heard distinctly in my mind. Now, Alyson.

  That time, it didn’t calm me though. Not as much, at least.

  Even so, I couldn’t quite force myself to speak. I frowned at him instead, gritting my teeth as I fought to clear my mind, to understand what was happening, what I was doing.

  The man in front of me faced Jon. “I won’t hurt her.”

  Jon frowned. He looked at me. “Are you all right, Al?”

  I frowned, looking up at the man holding my arm. For the first time, it genuinely crossed my mind to wonder what was wrong with me, why I’d been so willing to go with him.

  “I’m fine,” I said, my voice doubtful.

  Jon’s eyes never left my face when he spoke to Cass. “What’s going on here, Cassandra?”

  “I don’t know!” she said, that worry sharpening her voice.. “He just grabbed her and started walking for the door. They didn’t even talk. She was just… going with him. Like he’d drugged her or something. She didn’t argue with him or anything!”

  Jon’s mouth hardened. He glared at the man holding me, then held out his hand. “Come here, Al.” Jon motioned towards me, a brief flick of his fingers. “Right now. Get behind me.”

  I started to move forward, but the man holding me tightened his grip.

  “No,” he said. He looked at Jon, then at Cass. “I need to talk to her. There isn’t time for this.”

  His voice was deep enough to shock me. For the first time, I noticed his English carried an accent, maybe one he’d been hiding before, or adjusting in some way, at least. That accent sounded German to me. It definitely came from somewhere in Europe.

  Jon stared up at him. “Excuse me? You don’t get to drag women out of public spaces because you decide you want to talk to them, bro. You need to let go of her. Now.”

  “Don’t make me force the issue, Jon.” He glanced at Cass, who now stood to his right, and was edging between Jon and the black-haired man. “Cass.”

  Jon’s light eyes widened perceptibly. Then they narrowed, turning openly aggressive for the first time. “Do we know you, man? How do you know our names?”

  There was a silence.

  Then Mr. Monochrome turned his head, fixing that cold gaze on me.

  “Tell them you’re coming with me willingly,” he growled. “Tell them we’re just going outside to talk. Tell them it’s all right… that they can watch us from inside.”

  “What?” I stared up at him, bewildered. “That’s my brother.”

  “I know who it is,” the man growled back. “Either you deal with this, or I will.”

  Just then, something made him start. He tensed abruptly, turning his head back towards Jon. I felt every muscle in the long body clench next to me, his arms, chest and shoulders suddenly taut as a drawn bowstring. His grip on my arm loosened, then tightened again.

  Fluid as liquid, he moved, sliding his free hand into the jacket he wore.

  When he withdrew that hand, he held a gun.

  Before I could take a breath, much less scream, he aimed the barrel of that gun to my head. I let out a gasp when he wrenched me closer to him, flicking a metal bar on the end of the gun, presumably to unlock the safety, or to cock it. Either way, the gesture was smooth, practiced, and definitely clear in terms of intent.

  My heart… stopped.

  When it resumed, it jackhammered in my chest, adrenaline flooding my limbs.

  Cass screamed.

  I heard other people, diners probably, reacting, too.

  Still, I couldn’t seem to make my mind work well enough to speak.

  I heard Jon yell at Cass to get back, to get away from the gun, to go back behind the counter. I felt more emotions crash into me, people panicking, talking excitedly, chairs screeching as they moved back, as they got out of the way. I could barely process any of that, though.

  I looked only at Mr. Monochrome, and the gun he held to my head.

  Mr. Monochrome continued to stare at Jon.

  Looking up at him though, I realized it wasn’t Jon he was looking at, at all.

  He was staring at the man who’d walked into the diner behind him.

  3 / Glow Eye

  I FOUND MYSELF staring at that man, too. He moved like some kind of predatory animal, stalking in through the glass doors and winding around Jon like he was little more than a pebble in the stream, a minor hindrance to reaching his destination.

  The new man was handsome, startlingly so.

  Auburn hair fell on either side of perfect bone structure, large eyes of pale amber, dark brows, a well-formed jaw, and full, beautifully-shaped lips quirked in a faint smirk. His eyes never left the
man holding the gun to my head.

  The smirk definitely seemed aimed at him.

  “Now, now, Revi’,” the auburn-haired man said. “Let’s not get overexcited.”

  Mr. Monochrome jammed the gun tighter to my head. “You can’t possibly think I won’t do it.” The German-accented voice was cold as ice. “Turn around. Leave. Now, Terry. Or this ends here.”

  My jaw loosened. I looked at Jon, who was staring between the man holding a gun to my head and the one he’d called “Terry.”

  I began to feel like I’d walked into the middle of a movie set. Jon and I felt almost superfluous to whatever was unfolding. I could tell Jon was struggling to make sense of that same thing, of how he’d been shunted aside even as things escalated. Even so, Jon recovered faster than I did. After a bare breath, held up a hand to Mr. Monochrome.

  “Put the gun down, man,” he said, his voice shaken. “Please. Don’t hurt her.”

  Mr. Monochrome’s eyes never left the auburn-haired man.

  “Leave, Terry,” he growled. “Right now. My orders are clear. I will kill her.”

  “No, you won’t.”

  The man holding me gripped me tighter, his hand on my shoulder now, his fingers digging into muscle, practically holding me by my collar bone.

  “The fuck I won’t. Walk out of here. Now.”

  Jon turned, staring at the auburn-haired man without lowering the hand he held up towards Mr. Monochrome. “Are you a cop?” he snapped. “What are you doing, man? Leave! Don’t you see he means it?”

  The auburn-haired man didn’t glance at Jon, either.

  “This is so childish, Revi’,” he said, clicking his tongue in an oddly expressive way as he shook his head. “We both know you will not kill her.”

  “Terry––”

  “The police are already on their way, my friend.” The auburn-haired man smiled. He shook his head, that smile still playing around his full lips. “So is SCARB. Are you really so willing to wear a collar again? Do you miss Asia so much, you’d be happy to return there to live on a work camp?” Clicking his tongue again, he sighed, holding out his hand. “Give me the gun, Revi’. Give it to me, and release her. I will let you leave before they get here.”