Touch the Dark

by Karen Chance

  I believed him, and not only because I wanted it to be true. Mircea would have protected my parents had they run to him for help. He wouldn’t have permitted a valuable asset like my mother to be killed if he’d known about her. If for no other reason, it would have been bad business to annoy the Pythia and the mages when he could easily put them in his debt by returning her. “How did Tony find me?”

  Mircea grinned. “How indeed, Cassie. Here I was, worried about your safety, when I should have been concerned about what dastardly plans you had for my defenseless servant. What you did to Antonio was rather well reported, even in the human press. My people immediately began searching for you, and I had a watch put on his retainers in case he stumbled over you and was foolish enough not to mention it. In that case, they were to distract him and contact me, but luck intervened. A member of a family allied with him was stranded in Atlanta overnight because of an airline delay, and saw you at a nightclub. You were telling fortunes and it jogged his memory of the young girl he had seen at court. He informed his master, who sold the information to Antonio. Fortunately I had already found you, with help from the Senate’s intelligence network.”

  “Marlowe.”

  “Indeed.” Mircea laughed. “The man is a marvel, although you were devilish difficult to trace, even for him. He wants to meet you, by the way. He said that you must have almost as devious a mind as he does—a rare compliment, dulceaţă. We located you less than a year ago, but it seemed safer to leave you where you were and guard you rather than to risk the Circle discovering that we had you, and invoking the treaty as they are attempting to do now.” He looked sober again. “The Consul is stalling, but it will not last. We cannot fight both the Black and the White Circles at once, Cassie. You understand?”

  “Yes.” I thought back to the number of heart attacks I’d almost had through the years, thinking I’d sensed a vamp here or there, and it had been Mircea’s people all the time. “You could have saved me a lot of trouble if you’d told me what was going on.” Mircea just looked at me. He didn’t bother to say what we both knew: no master vamp, much less a Senate member, would discuss anything with a mere servant. Her life would be planned out for her, and she’d be informed of it when the time was right. “Is that how you knew Tony had found me? Did your people tell you?”

  Mircea gave a rueful smile. “No, you were fortunate there. Antonio ordered a gunman to put two bullets in your brain by midnight, but Raphael overheard it and called me. I gave him my protection and told him to come here. I had had concerns about Antonio for some time, but doing away with a third-level master, even if he is one’s servant, requires finesse. But if he actually went against my direct orders and made an attempt on your life, I could legally kill him for disobedience. I relayed the information about you to the Senate, who had assigned Tomas to you since the sybil’s disappearance. In case they had trouble reaching him, I also contacted some associates of mine in Atlanta, but they had difficulty locating you. By the time they arrived at your office, you had gone.”

  “You could have picked up a freaking phone, Mircea!”

  “I did try to call you, dulceaţă, at your home and at your place of employment. But you did not answer. In any case, you gave us quite a scare. My associates became involved in an altercation with four vampires Rasputin had sent after you. By the time they had disposed of them, you and Tomas had already encountered the assassins Antonio dispatched. Fortunately, you dealt with them quite handily on your own.”

  I was back to being confused. “You mean nine vamps were after me that night?!” I couldn’t believe I’d survived. Master vampires had been taken out with less. “But, if Tony and Rasputin are allies, why send two hit squads?”

  Mircea smiled. “Now you are merely stalling. The short version is that Antonio sent five ninth-or tenth-level vampires to kill you as soon as he discovered where you were. When Rasputin heard what he had done, he dispatched four masters to back them up. He is wiser, I think, than Antonio. He knew that the Senate would have put guardians on you and wanted to make sure that you did not survive. You are the only power that can oppose his actions successfully, dulceaţă. He knows this.”

  My head was spinning. “So Tony’s hit squad went to the club, and yours and Rasputin’s went to the office after I left? Then who left the message on my computer?”

  “What message?”

  I shook my head. This was getting way too complex for me. “Never mind. What you’re basically saying is that everyone is after me?”

  Mircea did not answer because that dark head had gone back to work, licking a path up my inner thigh. His tongue was hot against my skin and his lips were velvet. “I do not know about everyone, dulceaţă, but I certainly am. And now, enough talk.” He smiled at me wickedly. “It is time you paid in full.”

  Chapter 13

  I tried to think of another question quickly, but it was difficult, especially when his hands clasped my buttocks and he lifted me upward. His tongue finally reached its goal and I gasped. He ran it over me slowly, exploring my shape, memorizing my taste, before suddenly plunging inside as far as it would go. I screamed and arched against him, helpless to do anything else, and he drank me in. I felt the beginnings of something building in me, something huge, but before it completely tore my senses away, Mircea lifted himself away.

  I wanted to scream in frustration, but his lips sealed over mine and I forgot. I ran my hands along that silken skin, tracing down his spine, past his ribs to the cleft between those beautiful buttocks. He shuddered over me, and the feeling of him firm and hot against my stomach was almost overpowering. I wanted him inside me more than I had ever wanted anything, with an almost unbearable need. But when I felt a hard, hot weight settle between my legs, I pushed at his chest. “No, Mircea—you promised.”

  He laughed low in his throat, and kissed my neck. “I will be good, dulceaţă.” Before I could say that that was what was worrying me, he dragged that heavy weight along the full length of my sex, not penetrating, but coming teasingly close. I was wet and aching for him, and I didn’t think it was funny. I decided that a little repayment was in order.

  I slipped a hand between our bodies and grabbed him. He was thick enough that my grip could not close, but it definitely got his attention. I squeezed, marveling at how incredibly soft his skin was, and his eyes rolled back in his head. It felt odd to hold him, so hot and so velvety to the touch, and it made me feel powerful. I remembered what the woman in my vision had done to Louis-César’s body and tried my best to imitate it. A few strokes and the mighty Mircea gave a small, half-strangled scream and trembled against me. I thought for a second that I had hurt him, but if anything he only grew bigger in my hand. I grinned into his startled face and, remembering what it had done to the Frenchman’s body, ran a finger across the little slit on the head. He screamed for real this time and stared at me with wide eyes.

  “Cassie, where”—he stopped and licked his lips—“where did you learn to do that?”

  I laughed. This had possibilities. “You wouldn’t believe me if I told you.” I pushed at his shoulder. “Lie down.”

  He rolled over without question and I followed, keeping my grip but careful not to hurt him, recalling how sensitive this flesh was. I let my hand explore him as his tongue had done to me, and found his body fascinating. I’d seen many men nude, but this was my first chance to touch one so intimately, and the fact that it was Mircea was sending my blood pressure skyrocketing.

  I found that the skin on his balls was the softest yet, and ran my fingers gently over it until he was groaning and thrashing beneath me. I liked doing this to him, seeing him this defenseless, his usually perfect hair tangling as sweat began to mold it to his head. It was exciting to make him spread his legs wider, exposing him to whatever I might decide to do. His helplessness was intoxicating, and it made me daring. My repertoire wasn’t exactly extensive, but I have a good memory, and the Frenchwoman had been about to try something with Louis-César that sounded in
teresting. I crawled between Mircea’s legs, running my hands along the taut muscles. He reached for me but I pushed his hands away. “Stop it.”

  He subsided, but the surprise in his eyes told me that he wasn’t used to being ordered around. I grabbed the length of him again as it bobbed about enticingly in front of me. He closed his eyes once more at my touch, a raw, vulnerable expression stealing over his face. I stroked him slowly, not understanding the look of pain since I knew I wasn’t hurting him. “Cassie…” His voice broke and I shushed him. I moved closer and slowly, carefully, licked the straining shaft. It tasted good, slightly salty with an underlying smoky flavor. I liked his scent, too, which was stronger here and faintly musky. The combined sensory overload was heady. I didn’t have any experience to guide me, but I decided to start at the tip and work my way down. It sounded like a good plan, but my tongue had barely touched him when Mircea bucked hard, causing me to lose my grip.

  “Cassie, don’t! I can’t control myself if you—”

  “I said be quiet,” I told him crossly. I needed to focus and it would help if he stayed still and shut up. I told him as much and watched his face fill with astonishment.

  “I was assured you had not done this before,” he began, struggling up onto his elbows.

  I gave him a warning look. “I haven’t. So if you don’t stay still, don’t blame me if you get hurt.”

  He collapsed back on the bed and flung an arm over his face. He muttered something in Romanian and I ignored him. He knew I didn’t speak it, and was just being difficult. If I hadn’t been enjoying his body so much, I might have complained. As it was, I returned to the enthralling study of what made him moan. When I slid my lips and tongue along him this time, he stayed much quieter, except for a slight shudder that he might not have been able to help. I found that I liked licking the tip most, although the taste there was a little bitter. But it was worth it to see him struggle not to move or cry out under my touch, his hands balling into fists at his sides. I decided to see what it would take for the great Mircea to completely lose control.

  I accidentally grazed his skin with my teeth when I took more of him into my mouth, and the sensation wrung a startled cry from him. After figuring out that it had been a sound of approval, I started interspersing regular nips between the licks, and he was soon whimpering faintly, as if he wasn’t even aware he was doing it. A few minutes later, I found his true weakness when I moved lower to lick the downy skin over his balls. He must have been extra sensitive there, or maybe the pressure had been building for a while. Before I realized what was happening, he had grabbed my hips and positioned me above him, so that he was once more pressed against my entrance. It felt so incredibly good, so very right, that I almost let our bodies meld together. But some part of my brain spoke up, reminding me of the price, and I pulled back.

  I moved too quickly and ended up falling awkwardly off the bed. A second later, Mircea’s flushed face peered over the edge of the mattress, looking at me in bewilderment as I sprawled on the rug. I grabbed at my robe, and his eyes darkened. “I will personally shred that offensive garment so it will never hide your beauty again.”

  His voice was hoarse and the look in his eyes was wild. I didn’t waste the time needed to put the robe on but wrapped it around me like a blanket. It was a poor substitute for the warmth of his skin, but it was a lot easier to think with some clothes on. My breathing wasn’t too steady and I almost felt dizzy with need for him, but I backed away until the window stopped me. “We had a deal, Mircea,” I told him shakily.

  He sat up, which was a serious distraction considering that his arousal had not flagged in the slightest. He winced but kept his burning eyes on mine. They were more cinnamon than amber now, a blazing, beautiful reddish light. It was almost as dark as the color that had practically made Pritkin faint; it made me want to run back and throw myself at him. I gripped the window ledge behind me for support and felt its wards sizzle. They were cool compared to the heat of my skin at the moment.

  Mircea ran a hand over his face, and it was shaking. He looked up at me with desperate eyes. “Cassie, please do not do this. I have explained the situation—you know what is at stake. I want to make this pleasurable for you, not to have you hate me because of it. But this must be done. You are not like that ridiculous mage who understands nothing of us. Please do not make this complicated. It could be beautiful.”

  “And if I say no?” Mircea was suddenly very still. The room shimmered with barely controlled power, the way heat waves do over desert sand. “You wouldn’t force me?”

  Mircea swallowed and looked very intensely at the rug for a full minute. When he finally looked up, his eyes had returned to their usual rich brown. “Let there be total honesty between us, dulceaţă. I could invade your mind, use tricks to overcome your reason, and force you to give yourself to me as I know you wish to do. But if I did this, you would never trust me again. I know you too well; I know how you view disloyalty. It is the one thing you cannot forgive, and I do not want you to see me as an enemy.”

  “Then I can leave?” I knew the answer but needed him to explain my options.

  “You know better than that.” Mircea sighed and his face suddenly looked tired. “If we do not do this, the Consul will simply appoint another. I know you have feelings of some kind for Tomas, but I also know how upset you are with him. He betrayed your trust, and although it was done under orders he could not disobey, I do not think you have forgiven him for that.”

  I hugged myself. “No.” There was a time when I’d trusted Tomas, at least as much as I did anyone, lusted after him, and maybe even loved him a little. But that had been the man in my imagination, not the real thing. I felt now like I saw a stranger when I looked at him. I didn’t want those hands on me. Besides, he had invaded my mind once on Senate orders. If commanded, I had no doubts he would do it again.

  “Then Louis-César, perhaps? He is handsome. Would you prefer him?” Mircea sounded a little strangled, and I think for some reason he liked that idea even less than me being with Tomas. Perhaps because the Frenchman was a full Senate member, with equal status. Did he think I’d fall head over heels for the first guy I had sex with, and run off to Europe? If so, he didn’t know me as well as he thought.

  “No.” I didn’t want a man I barely knew, whose touch had sent me into a nightmare twice already, anywhere near me.

  “Then perhaps Raphael? He looks on you as a daughter, as you know, but he would do this for you, if you prefer.” I shook my head. I wouldn’t put Raphael or myself through that. I wouldn’t be with someone who would look on the whole thing as a chore to be endured. Mircea spread his hands. “That was my assumption as well. So you see where we are. If you turn all of us down, the Consul will appoint one of her servants to deal with the matter, and that I do not think you would enjoy. There are no other alternatives. Your abilities are too important. The power cannot be allowed to pass to someone else simply because I have not had time to court you properly.”

  I arched an eyebrow at him. “And what do you get out of it, Mircea? Just security? Or did the Consul agree to honor your claim if this goes well? Do you want to use me, too?”

  Mircea let out a long sigh. “No one controls the Pythia, Cassie. If the power does come to you, I will not be able to hold you. I always knew that.”

  “Then why shield me all these years? Why do it now?” Mircea was right; I did know how vamp politics worked. He had spent a lot of time and energy protecting me, and I doubted it was simply to obtain a clairvoyant for his court. Especially not if, once I became Pythia, he would lose control of my gift. There was more going on here than he had told me.

  He did not look happy, but he answered. His usual, laughing mask had gone, replaced by a stark, pain-filled expression. “You understand what it is to lose family, dulceaţă. So perhaps you can appreciate what it means to me that only Radu remains of all my kin, and he…I told you what was done to him.”

  “Yes.”

  “
What I did not tell you, for I rarely speak of it and you were only a child, is that he suffers still. Every night when he wakens, it is as if it were all being done anew. They broke him, dulceaţă, in mind, body and spirit. Even now, hundreds of years after his torturers are dead, he cries out in agony at their whips and brands. Every night, a thousand torments are revisited on him, again and again.” Mircea’s eyes were suddenly old and terribly sad; they told me that it had not been only Radu who had suffered. “I have thought of killing him many times to spare him, but I cannot. He is all I have. But I no longer believe that one night he will awaken from his nightmare.”

  “I’m sorry, Mircea.” I resisted the impulse to go to him, to stroke his messy hair and comfort him. It was too soon for that. Years of experience had taught me to find out the whole story before offering sympathy. “But I don’t see what this has to do with me.”

  “You are going to Carcassonne.”

  It took a moment for me to make the connection, and even then it didn’t make sense. “You freed Radu from the Bastille.”

  “In 1769, yes. But a century earlier, he was not there. He was held and tortured for many years at Carcassonne.” He said the name as if it was an invective, which to him it probably was. “Do you know the Pythia’s alternate title, Cassie?” I numbly shook my head. “She is called the Guardian of Time. You are my best chance, my only chance. But if the Pythia dies and you lose your borrowed power because you were not yet a fit vessel to hold it, I will lose the only window on time I have ever found.”

  Things clarified. “The Consul promised you a chance to help Radu. That is your payment for having me solve their little problem.”

  He inclined his head. “She agreed to allow me to make up the third of our group. I will be going with you when next you shift. While you and Tomas stop the attempt on Louis-César, I will rescue my brother.” Mircea’s eyes were somber but utterly serious. I knew in that minute that, while he might not force me himself, he would stand aside and watch someone else do it. He might not like it, but he would like even less leaving Radu to his fate. I wanted to hate him for it, but I couldn’t. It was part pity—I couldn’t imagine what it had been like, caring for someone for hundreds of years who was dangerously insane, watching him torment himself day after day and being able to do absolutely nothing about it. But it was more that: despite having every reason to do so, Mircea had not lied. He was right; I could forgive almost anything but that.