A Good School
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A GOOD SCHOOL
Richard Yates was born in 1926 in Yonkers, New York. After serving in the US Army during the Second World War, he worked as a publicity writer for the Remington Rand Corporation, and for a brief period in the sixties as a speech-writer for Senator Robert Kennedy. His prize-winning stories first appeared in 1953 and his first novel, Revolutionary Road, was nominated for the National Book Award in 1962. He is the author of eight other works, including the novels A Good School, The Easter Parade and Disturbing the Peace, and two collections of short stories, Eleven Kinds of Loneliness and Liars in Love. Richard Yates was twice divorced and the father of three daughters. He died in 1992.
ALSO BY RICHARD YATES
Revolutionary Road
Eleven Kinds of Loneliness
A Special Providence
Disturbing the Peace
The Easter Parade
Liars in Love
Young Hearts Crying
Cold Spring Harbor
The Collected Stories of Richard Yates
RICHARD YATES
A Good School
Table of Contents
Cover
About the Author
Also by Richard Yates
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
Foreword
A Good School
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Afterword
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First published in the United States in 1978 by Delacorte Press/Seymour Lawrence
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To the memory of my father
Draw your chair up close
To the edge of the precipice
And I’ll tell you a story.
– F. Scott Fitzgerald
Foreword
As a young man, in upstate New York, my father studied to be a concert tenor. He had a fine, disciplined voice that combined great power with great tenderness; hearing him sing remains the best of my early memories.
I think he sang professionally a few times, in places like Syracuse and Binghamton and Utica, but he wasn’t able to make a career of it; instead he became a salesman. I imagine he joined the General Electric Company in Schenectady as a delaying action, in order to have a few dollars coming in while he continued to seek concert engagements, but before very long the company swallowed him up. By the time he was forty, when I was born, he had long since come down to the city and settled into the job he would hold for the rest of his life, that of an assistant regional sales manager for the Mazda Lamp Division (light bulbs).
People still asked him to sing at social gatherings – “Danny Boy” seemed to be the popular favorite among request numbers – and sometimes he did, but more and more often in later years he would decline. If pressed, he would take a backward step and make a little negative wave of the hand, smiling and frowning at the same time: all that, he seemed to say – “Danny Boy”; the years upstate; singing itself – all that was in the past.
His office in the General Electric building was barely big enough to contain a desk and a framed photograph of my older sister and myself as small children; it was in that cubicle that he earned however much money it took to send my mother what she asked for every month, year after year. They had been divorced almost as long as I could remember. He greatly loved my sister – I think that must have been the main reason for his unflagging generosity to us – but he and I, after I was eleven or so, seemed always bewildered by each other. There seemed to be an unspoken agreement between us that, in the dividing process of the divorce, I had been given over to my mother.
There was pain in that assumption – for both of us, I would guess, though I can’t speak for him – yet there was an uneasy justice in it too. Much as I might wish it otherwise, I did prefer my mother. I knew she was foolish and irresponsible, that she talked too much, that she made crazy emotional scenes over nothing and could be counted on to collapse in a crisis, but I had come to suspect, dismally, that my own personality might be built along much the same lines. In ways that were neither profitable nor especially pleasant, she and I were a comfort to one another.
The art of sculpture and the idea of aristocracy had always appealed to her equally, and so, after the divorce, she became a sculptor who longed to have rich people admire her work and accept her into their lives. Both her artistic and her social ambitions were forever thwarted, often in humiliating ways, but there were occasional tantalizing moments when everything seemed to be coming together nicely for her.
One of those times occurred in May or June of 1941, when I was fifteen. For the past year or so she had conducted a small weekly sculpture class in her studio, which was also the living room of our Greenwich Village apartment, and one of her students was a rich girl of exceptional beauty and charm named Jane. I think Jane must have romanticized my mother as a struggling artist, as many people seemed to do (I did too); in any case, upon dropping out of the sculpture class to get married, she invited us to attend the wedding.
It was a real Society wedding, held outdoors on Jane’s parents’ enormous lawn in Westchester County, and we’d never seen anything like it. The groom was almost as stunning as the bride, a young naval officer in a flawless white uniform with a choker collar and stiff black-and-gold epaulets. There was an orchestra, there was a dance floor on a specially-built platform trimmed with white canvas, and there were what seemed hundreds of lovely girls who danced with their partners as soon as Jane and her naval
officer had used his fiercely gleaming sword to cut the cake.
I was wearing a cheap, big-shouldered winter suit, badly outgrown, that my father had bought for me at Bond’s in Times Square. And if I was uncomfortable, I hate to imagine how my sister must have felt: she was only about a year younger than Jane; she knew none of these splendid boys and girls; her clothes must have been every bit as wrong as mine; and still she trailed along with me after our mother, smiling, moving from one cluster of chattering guests to another over those acres of lawn, nibbling tiny watercress sandwiches.
“Is this boy in school?” a woman’s harsh voice inquired.
“Well, actually,” my mother said, “I’ve been trying to think of a school for him, but there are so many schools and it’s all so confusing I really—”
“Dorset Academy,” the woman said, and now I got a look at her: big, gruff, a good deal of loose flesh under the chin. “It’s the only school in the East that understands boys. My boy loved it.” She shoved a folded watercress sandwich into her mouth and chewed it mightily. Then, talking around her chewing, she said “Dorset Academy, Dorset, Connecticut. Don’t forget it. Write it down. You’ll never be sorry.”
I wasn’t home the day W. Alcott Knoedler, headmaster of Dorset Academy, came to visit my mother in response to her letter of inquiry, but I heard about it afterwards in great detail. The headmaster himself! Wasn’t that something? He’d happened to be in New York; he’d had her letter with him; he’d just dropped by to tell her about Dorset. She apologized breathlessly – her studio was a terrible mess; she hadn’t been expecting visitors – and when she heard the tuition fee she could only tell him how sorry she was: fourteen hundred dollars was out of the question. And the remarkable thing was that W. Alcott Knoedler didn’t go away. Occasionally, he explained, it was possible to arrange a downward adjustment – perhaps even half the normal tuition. Would seven hundred be within her means? Could she consider it, at least? And would she and her son give him the pleasure, later in the summer, of being his guests for a tour of the Dorset campus?
“He was just – I don’t know – just the nicest man,” she told me. “I can’t tell you how nice he was. And it sounds like such an interesting school. It’s very small, only about a hundred and twenty-five boys, and you see that means each boy gets more personal attention and so on. Oh, and do you know what he said?” Her eyes were bright.
“What?”
“He said ‘Dorset believes in individuality.’ Doesn’t that sound like the perfect kind of school for you?”
Our tour of the campus that July was a delirium of acquiescence. It was, as my mother must have said twenty times, a beautiful place. Dorset Academy lay miles from any town in northern Connecticut. It had been built and founded in the nineteen-twenties by an eccentric lady millionaire named Abigail Church Hooper, often quoted as having said her life’s ambition was to establish a school “for the sons of the gentry,” and she had spared no expense. All its buildings were of thick, dark red stone in what we were told was “Cotswold” architecture, with gabled slate roofs whose timbers had intentionally been installed when the wood was young so that in aging they would warp and sag in interesting ways. Four long classroom-and-dormitory buildings formed a lovely quadrangle, three stories high and enclosing many big trees. Beyond it, along curving flagstone walks, lay an attractive assortment of other buildings large and small, each with its sagging roofline and its display of deep, expensive lead-casement windows, and there were rich lawns.
But it would take me years to see what brighter people seemed to notice right away, that there was something fanciful and even specious in the very beauty of the place – a prep school that might have been conceived in the studios of Walt Disney. And this was another thing I was a long time in learning, though I suppose I might have guessed it from the tone of the woman’s voice at Jane’s wedding: Dorset Academy had a wide reputation for accepting boys who, for any number of reasons, no other school would touch.
Back in New York and filled with high purpose, my mother made an impassioned telephone call to my father, at the office, to get the money. I think it took several such calls, but eventually, as usual, he came through. The academic paperwork was accomplished with surprising dispatch, and I was enrolled as a member of the fourth form (tenth grade), to begin my studies in September.
The next step was to buy my school uniform, for which the men’s clothing department at Franklin Simon’s held the exclusive franchise. In the daytime, Dorset boys wore tasteful gray tweed suits – the clerk said two of these were customary, but we held the line at one – and there was an option to wear the official Dorset blazer, of burgundy flannel with blue piping and the school crest on its breast pocket, which we declined to buy. There was a separate, mandatory uniform for evening: a double-breasted black jacket and striped trousers, a white shirt with a stiff detachable collar (regular or wing) and a black bow tie.
“Now,” my mother said as we left the store. “You’re a Dorset boy.”
Not quite. The part of the headmaster’s spiel that had interested me most was that Dorset boys performed “community service” – they felled trees, they did farm work, they rode around like laborers in the beds of pickup trucks – and so our shopping wasn’t complete until I’d taken my mother to an Army and Navy store and picked out the right kind of dungarees and work shirts, the right kind of high-cut work shoes and an imitation Navy pea coat. If all else failed, I felt I could hold my own at Dorset Academy in an outfit like that.
It isn’t hard to guess how my father must have felt about all this. The notion of an expensive boarding school must have struck him as preposterous, and the cost of it must surely have put him into debt. But he was very agreeable about it to me. He took me on a rare visit to his West Side apartment, just the two of us, and served a good dinner of lamb stew that I think his girlfriend must have left simmering on the stove for us that afternoon (I had met her on several nervous occasions, but she’d probably decided to leave us alone that evening). His home was refreshingly clean and neat after the chaotic sculpture shop where I lived; when we’d stacked the dishes we sat around talking for a couple of hours – hesitantly and awkwardly, as always, but I remember thinking we’d done better than usual. And he sent me home that night with two gifts that he thought might be useful for a boy going away to school – a well-worn, heavy suitcase of the old-fashioned kind called a “Boston bag” that finally fell apart during my senior year, and a fitted leather shaving kit, new-looking and stamped with his initials, that stayed with me all through my time in the Army until I lost it somewhere in Germany.
And I imagine he must have been agreeable about it to everyone else. I can picture a scene that might have taken place in the outer office of his floor when he and another employee, in their shirtsleeves, each with a handful of business papers, might have paused to exchange friendly greetings over the allday clatter of business typewriters. I see the other man as being bigger and heartier than my father, possibly extending his free hand to clasp my father’s shoulder.
“How’s the family, Mike?” he would say. My father’s name was Vincent, but everyone in the office called him “Mike”; I’ve never known why.
“Oh, they’re fine, thanks.”
“That pretty little girl of yours gonna be getting married soon?”
“Oh, I don’t know – not too soon, I hope; but sure, pretty soon, I suppose.”
“You better bet she is. She’s a sweetheart. And how’s the boy?”
“Well, he’ll be going off to prep school in the fall.”
“Yeah? Prep school? Jesus, Mike, isn’t that costing you an arm and a leg?”
“Well, it’s – not cheap, but I think I can handle it.”
“Which prep school?”
“Place called Dorset Academy, up in Connecticut.”
“Dorset?” the man would say. “Don’t think I’ve ever heard of that one.”
And I can see my father starting to turn away then, concluding th
e pleasantries, looking tired. He wasn’t old that summer – he was fifty-five – but within eighteen months he would be dead. “Well,” he would say, “as a matter of fact I’d never heard of it either, but it’s – you know – it’s supposed to be a good school.”
Chapter One
At fifteen, Terry Flynn had the face of an angel and the body of a perfect athlete. He was built on a small scale, but he was utterly beautiful. Walking fully dressed among his friends, he moved with a light, nimble, special grace that set him apart from everyone; just by watching him walk you could picture the way he would leap to catch a forward pass, evade any number of potential tacklers and run alone into the end zone for the winning touchdown as the crowd went wild.
And if Terry looked good in his clothes, that was nothing compared to his performance every day in the dormitory when he stripped, wrapped a towel around his waist and made his way down the hall to the showers. He had what is called muscle definition: every bulge and cord and ripple of him was outlined as if by the bite of a classical sculptor’s chisel, and he carried himself accordingly. “Hi, Terry,” the boys would call as he passed, and “Hey, Terry”; within a very few days after his arrival at Dorset Academy, Terry Flynn had become the only new boy in Three building to be universally called by his first name.
In the shower room, which also contained the two toilet stalls and four sinks on that end of the hall, he was splendid. He would make a modest little show of whisking the towel away from his loins, proving he was hung like a horse; then he would step into the hot spray and stand there posing, shifting his weight from one foot to the other, a soaked and glistening statue. The little-finger of his right hand had been broken once in a football game and never mended properly; it wouldn’t bend, and the delicate stiffness of that finger, which looked at first like an affectation, lent just the right note of insouciance to his personality.