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Complete Works of Charlotte Perkins Gilman

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by Charlotte Perkins Gilman


  Sleeping beside the border of the lake;

  And then she planned to leave the little boat

  And roll him down into a watery bed.

  Little she recked of how that beauteous bed

  Would claim her too, while the unhappy night

  Looked down to see the drifting oarless boat,

  The drifting moon-light on the piles of gold,

  The drifting shadows on the level lake;

  And all as vague and silent as a dream.

  Soft stole she to him, noiseless as a dream,

  But he rose up upon his glittering bed,

  And sat there like a lily on a lake,

  And asked her if she’d like to spend the night

  In sitting there by him to count his gold

  Better than floating broadcast in a boat.

  She answered him that she preferred the boat,

  And begged him not to interrupt her dream,

  Stating that she had only thought of gold

  When tossing wearily upon her bed,

  In indigestive watches of the night,

  There in her lonely bower beside the lake.

  But he maintained she ought to like the lake,

  And softly beckoned her into the boat,

  And drowned her in the middle of the night,

  And then returned to dimly drowse and dream

  There on the margin in his shining bed,

  All lit and glimmering with plenteous gold.

  Envoy

  Sweet is much gold and sweet a lovely lake,

  Better a lady in her bed than boat,

  And the best dreams are those that fly by night.

  THE MELANCHOLY RABBIT

  A melancholy rabbit, in distress,

  We heard complaining on the moonlit mead,

  And neither we nor anyone could guess

  If he were ill at ease, or ill indeed.

  We heard complaining on the moonlit mead,

  We sought the lonely wanderer to relieve;

  If he were ill at ease or ill indeed,

  We did not ask — sufficient he should grieve.

  We sought the lonely wanderer to relieve

  With sundry bundles of electric hay;

  We did not ask — sufficient he should grieve —

  If he were used to dieting that way.

  With sundry bundles of electric hay

  The suffering hare was speedily supplied;

  If he were used to dieting that way

  It could be the reason that he died.

  The suffering hare was speedily supplied —

  A melancholy rabbit in distress;

  It could not be the reason that he died —

  And neither we nor anyone could guess.

  A USE OF MEMORY

  Why should I think of dragging clouds,

  Of dreary, dragging clouds of grey,

  When I have seen them floating light,

  Snow-mountains blazing soft and bright,

  Or filmy feathers faint and white,

  On many a bygone day?

  Why should I think of sighing winds,

  Of sighing winds that shake the rain,

  When I’ve felt breezes fresh and clear

  That sing forever past my ear,

  And breaths of summer drifting near

  O’er clover-fields and grain?

  Why should I think of days like this,

  Of days like this, all dark and wet,

  When I’ve known days so grandly bright,

  So full of freedom and delight,

  That, though all after life were night,

  I never can forget?

  MOTION

  We all like motion. Why not grow to feel

  Smooth-rolling Time beneath us, and enjoy

  The steady, quiet, ceaseless flow of years;

  The whirr of flying seconds; the swift beat

  Of minutes as they pass; the beaded days,

  Thick-starred with Sundays regular and swift;

  The moon-set months, fast wheeling up the sky;

  The seasons opening and closing calm,

  Year after year in long processional;

  Even to feel the heaving centuries

  Wheel on beneath us, slow, but moving still?

  CLOSED DOORS

  When it is night and the house is still,

  When it is day and guests are gone,

  When the lights and colors and sounds that fill

  Leave the house empty and you alone:

  Then you hear them stir — you hear them shift —

  You hear them through the walls and floors —

  And the door-knobs turn and the latches lift

  On the closet doors.

  Then you try to read and you try to think,

  And you try to work — but the hour is late;

  No play nor labor nor meat nor drink

  Will make them wait.

  Well for you if the locks are good!

  Well for you if the bolts are strong,

  And the panels heavy with oaken wood,

  And the chamber long.

  Even so you can hear them plead —

  Hear them argue — hear them moan —

  When the house is very still indeed,

  And you are alone.

  Blessed then is a step outside,

  Warm hands to hold you, eyes that smile,

  The stir and noise of a world that’s wide,

  To silence yours for a little while.

  Fill your life with work and play!

  Fill you heart with joy and pain!

  Hold your friends while they will stay,

  Silent so shall these remain.

  But you can hear them when you hark —

  Things you wish you had not known —

  When the house is very still and dark,

  And you are alone.

  [THE GREEN SLOPES CREAM WITH ‘INNOCENTS’ SNOW]

  The green slopes cream with ‘innocents’ snow,

  The woods are warm with Spring,

  Mile after mile

  White fear-blooms smile;

  And then,

  Again,

  As the train whirls swift

  ‘Round the hills’ green lift —

  Pink peach-trees suddenly sing!

  CALIFORNIA COLORS

  A SONG.

  I came from Santa Barbara,

  I went to San Jose,

  Blue sky above — blue sea beside,

  Wild gold along the way —

  The lovely lavish blossom gold

  Ran wild along the way.

  The purple mountains loomed beyond,

  The soft hills rolled between,

  From crest to crest, like smoke at rest,

  The eucalyptus screen

  Its careless foliage drifting by

  Against that all-enfolding sky

  In dusky glimmering green;

  With live-oak masses drowsing dark

  On the slopes of April green;

  More joy than any eye can hold,

  Not only blue, not only gold,

  But bronze and olive green.

  UP AND DOWN

  Up, up, up! On and out and away

  From the little beast I live in,

  From the sweet home life I give in,

  With its dear, close love;

  Out of that fragrant gloom,

  With its crowding fruit and bloom,

  Into the wide, clear day —

  Into the world above.

  Out where the soul can spread

  Into the lives of many —

  Feeling the joy and pain,

  The peace, the toil, the strain

  That is not spared to any;

  Feeling and working as one;

  So is our life begun —

  The life that can never grow

  Till it has widened so.

  The neighborless soul is dead.

  Or — with a sharp-caught breath,

  Int
o a space beyond —

  Wonderful white-blue space,

  Where you feel through shifting time

  The slow-formed life sublime

  Of a yet unconscious race;

  Where you live beyond all tears,

  Where centuries slide as years,

  And the flickering screen of death

  Shows God’s face, calm and fond.

  Even — a moment’s dream —

  A flash that lifts and flies —

  Even beyond our brothers,

  To a day when the full-born soul,

  World-circling, conscious, whole,

  Shall taste the world’s full worth —

  Shall feel the swing of the earth,

  Feel what life will seem

  When we walk the thronging skies,

  And the earth shall sing with the others.

  Down, down, down! Back and in and home!

  Circling softly through

  The spaces vast and blue;

  The centuries’ whirling spokes

  Setting back again

  To time-marks clear and plain.

  As we count the separate strokes,

  The race life-long and free

  Narrowed to what we see,

  Our own set hope and power

  In the history of the hour —

  Back to our time we come.

  In, where the soul is warm

  With the clinging, lingering touch

  Of those we love so much,

  And the daring wings can rest;

  Back where the task is small,

  Easy and plain to all,

  The life that most hold best —

  Humanity’s first form.

  Down! If we fail of this;

  Down to the very base —

  The Universe, the Race,

  Country and Friends and Home —

  Here at the end we come

  To the first gift that was given,

  The little beast we live in!

  Rest and be happy, soul!

  This was an age-long goal —

  This, too, you may nobly love —

  Failing of aught above;

  Feeling that even here,

  Life is as true, as near,

  As one with the will of God,

  As sky or sea, or sod —

  Or aught of the world that is.

  The Poems

  Gilman lived in New York City from 1900-1922

  Gilman was influenced by her great aunt, Catharine Beecher (1800-1878)

  The famous novelist Harriet Beecher Stowe (1811-1896) was also Gilman’s great- aunt

  LIST OF POEMS IN CHRONOLOGICAL ORDER

  THE WORLD.

  BIRTH.

  IN THIS OUR WORLD.

  NATURE’S ANSWER.

  THE COMMONPLACE.

  HOMES. A SESTINA.

  A COMMON INFERENCE.

  THE ROCK AND THE SEA.

  THE SEA.

  THE LION PATH.

  REINFORCEMENTS.

  HEROISM.

  FIRE WITH FERE.

  A TYPE.

  COMPROMISE.

  PART OF THE BATTLE.

  STEP FASTER, PLEASE.

  A NEW YEAR’S REMINDER.

  OUT OF PLACE.

  LITTLE CELL.

  THE CHILD SPEAKS.

  TO A GOOD MANY.

  HOW WOULD YOU?

  A MAN MUST LIVE.

  IN DUTY BOUND.

  DESIRE.

  WHY NOT?

  OUT OF THE GATE.

  THE MODERN SKELETON.

  THE LESSON OF DEATH.

  FOR US.

  THANKSGIVING.

  CHRISTMAS HYMN.

  CHRISTMAS.

  THE LIVING GOD.

  A PRAYER.

  GIVE WAY!

  THANKSGIVING HYMN.

  CHRISTMAS CAROL.

  NEW DUTY.

  SEEKING.

  THE CUP.

  WHAT THEN?

  OUR LONELINESS.

  THE KEEPER OF THE LIGHT.

  IMMORTALITY.

  WASTE.

  WINGS.

  THE HEART OF THE WATER.

  THE SHIP.

  AMONG THE GODS.

  SONGS.

  HEAVEN.

  BALLAD OF THE SUMMER SUN.

  PIONEERS.

  EXILES.

  A NEVADA DESERT.

  THE BEDS OF FLEUR-DE-LYS.

  IT IS GOOD TO BE ALIVE.

  THE CHANGELESS YEAR.

  WHERE MEMORY SLEEPS.

  CALIFORNIA OAR WINDOWS.

  LIMITS.

  POWELL STREET.

  FROM RUSSIAN HILL.

  AN UNUSUAL RAIN.

  THE HILLS.

  CITY’S BEAUTY.

  TWO SKIES.

  WINDS AND LEAVES.

  ON THE PAWTUXET.

  A MOONRISE.

  THEIR GRASS!

  THE PROPHETS.

  SIMILAR CASES.

  A CONSERVATIVE.

  AN OBSTACLE.

  THE FOX WHO HAD LOST HIS TAIL.

  THE SWEET USES OF ADVERSITY.

  CONNOISSEURS.

  TECHNIQUE.

  THE PASTELLETTE.

  THE PIG AND THE PEARL.

  POOR HUMAN NATURE.

  OUR SAN FRANCISCO CLIMATE.

  CRITICISM.

  ANOTHER CREED.

  THE LITTLE LION.

  A MISFIT.

  ON NEW YEAR’S DAY.

  OUR EAST.

  UNMENTIONABLE.

  AN INVITATION FROM CALIFORNIA.

  RESOLVE.

  WOMAN.

  SHE WALKETH VEILED AND SLEEPING.

  TO MAN.

  WOMEN OF TO-DAY.

  TO THE YOUNG WIFE.

  FALSE PLAY.

  MOTHERHOOD.

  SIX HOURS A DAY.

  AN OLD PROVERB.

  REASSURANCE.

  MOTHER TO CHILD.

  SERVICES.

  IN MOTHER-TIME.

  SHE WHO IS TO COME.

  GIRLS OF TO-DAY.

  WE, AS WOMEN.

  IF MOTHER KNEW.

  THE ANTI-SUFFRAGISTS.

  WOMEN DO NOT WANT IT.

  WEDDED BLISS.

  THE HOLY STOVE.

  THE MOTHER’S CHARGE.

  A BROOD MARE.

  FEMININE VANITY.

  THE MODEST MAID.

  UNSEXED.

  FEMALES.

  A MOTHER’S SOLILOQUY.

  THEY WANDERED FORTH.

  BABY LOVE.

  THE MARCH.

  THE WOLF AT THE DOOR.

  THE LOST GAME.

  THE LOOKER-ON.

  THE OLD-TIME WAIL.

  FREE LAND IS NOT ENOUGH.

  WHO IS TO BLAME?

  IF A MAN MAY NOT EAT NEITHER CAN HE WORK.

  HIS OWN LABOR.

  AS FLEW THE CROSS.

  TO LABOR.

  HARDLY A PLEASURE.

  NATIONALISM.

  THE KING IS DEAD! LONG LIVE THE KING!

  HOW MANY POOR!

  THE DEAD LEVEL.

  THE CART BEFORE THE HORSE.

  THE AMŒBOID CELL.

  THE SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST.

  DIVISION OF PROPERTY.

  CHRISTIAN VIRTUES.

  WHAT’S THAT?

  AN ECONOMIST.

  CHARITY.

  SHE WALKETH VEILED AND SLEEPING

  COMING

  LOCKED INSIDE

  NOW

  WOMEN OF TO-DAY

  BOYS WIFE BE BOYS

  FOR FEAR

  MOTHER TO CHILD

  A QUESTION

  THE HOUSEWIFE

  WEDDED BLISS

  FEMALES

  WE AS WOMEN

  GIRLS OF TO-DAY

  WOMEN TO MEN

  REASSURANCE

  THE SOCIALIST AND THE

  THE MALINGERER

  THE ANTI-SUFFRAGISTS

  THE “ANTI” AND THE FEY

  TO THE INDIFFERENT WOMEN

  SONG FOR EQUAL SUFFRAGE
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  SHE WHO IS TO COME

  FULL MOTHERHOOD

  TO MOTHERS

  WE EAT AT HOME

  SPECIAL DRY TOAST

  CHILD LABOR

  EN BANC

  A PSALM OF LIVES

  I WOULD FAIN DIE A DRY DEATH

  A DIET UNDESIRED

  WHY? TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA

  THE INTERNATIONALIST

  AN ARMY WITH BANNERS

  THE GUNMAN

  HIGH SOVEREIGNTY

  THIS IS A LADY’S HAT

  MRS. NOAH

  THE CRIPPLE

  A PROTEST

  PIKERS

  WOMEN OF 1920

  MORE FEMALES OF THE SPECIES

  THE SPEAKER’S SIN

  THE LOVE OF HUMAN KIND

  ANOTHER CREED

  THE FOOL KILLER

  KITCHEN WOMEN

  THE HOUSEWIFE

  THE PROPOSAL

  ODE TO THE COOK

  THE ETERNAL MOTHER TO THE BACHELOR MAID

  TWO CALLINGS

  LIMITING LIFE

  A VANDAL

  THE RABBIT, THE RHINOCEROS AND I

  THE OYSTER AND THE STARFISH

  THE WEEPING NAUTILUS

  THE DAILY SQUID

  SOME NORDICS

  WHY NATURE LAUGHS

  TWIGS

  THE FRONT WAVE

  QUEER PEOPLE

  THE EARTH, THE WORLD, AND I

  THE FLAG OF PEACE

  SONG FOR THE WORLD’S FLAG

  THE KINGDOM

  HAPPINESS

  THE REAL RELIGION

  A CENTRAL SUN

  BEGIN NOW

  HAPPY DAY

  NOBLESSE OBLIGE

  WHERE WOMEN MEET

  TO THE INDIFFERENT WOMAN

  ONE GIRL OF MANY

  THE DEPARTING HOUSEMAID

  THE PAST PARENT & THE COMING CHILD

  MATRIATISM

  THE SOURCE

  I AM HUMAN

  THE COMING DAY

  THIS IS THE YEAR

  THOUGHTS AND FACTS

  THE HUMAN LAW

  THE PURPOSE

  THE PRIMAL POWER

  TWO PRAYERS

  WHATEVER IS

  WINGS

  WORSHIP

  THE ARTIST

  MY VIEW, 1881.

  LITTLE LEAFY BROTHERS

  IN ALABAMA WOODS

  OUT OF DOORS

  THE SANDS

  THE BAD LITTLE COO-BIRD

  A WALK, WALK, WALK

  AUNT ELIZA

  A DREAM OF GOLD

  THE MELANCHOLY RABBIT

  A USE OF MEMORY

  MOTION

  CLOSED DOORS

  CALIFORNIA COLORS

  UP AND DOWN

  LIST OF POEMS IN ALPHABETICAL ORDER

  A-D E-H I-L M-O P-S T-V W-Z

  A BROOD MARE.

  A CENTRAL SUN

  A COMMON INFERENCE.

  A CONSERVATIVE.

  A DIET UNDESIRED

  A DREAM OF GOLD

  A MAN MUST LIVE.

 

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