Savage Saints MC Series (Complete Box Set)

by Hazel Parker

  But professionally… I needed her. I really, truly, honestly needed Amber. I didn’t want to go to prison, not even for a few months. There were so many Mercs in the cells that it would only be a matter of time before I got killed if I went in there. That was the fucking terrifying part, the thing that had started to hit me after Trace had let us know they were still running around.

  It didn’t matter if my sentence was life in prison or just six months. It only needed to be long enough for the Mercs to get me because once they did, it was all over. They were not going to be kind and benevolent spirits, nor were they just going to stare at me from a distance. They were going to fuck me up to make an example out of me for what had happened to Diablo… and there was not a goddamn thing that we could do about it.

  We had a couple of members in prison doing short stints, sure, but we had told them to lay low on purpose. We didn’t need the jail cells full of war and full of our members getting killed. Besides, most of them were in on very minor charges; the most serious one was some sort of aggravated assault that was six months, not exactly the kind of thing worth developing a relationship in prison over for.

  And even if this wasn’t the case, even if I knew that I wasn’t going to get shanked and murdered within just a few days of going to prison… I didn’t want to fucking go!

  Goddamnit!

  I took my glass and threw it back toward the bar, watching it shatter against the wall like my hopes and expectations for Amber. How could she? How could she had gone through with that, knowing it was probably a bad idea, but still done it anyway?

  Fuck.

  I had enough on her that I could blackmail her into doing it. I had more than enough information on her that I could make life a living hell for her.

  No, no, no, Splitter, don’t be that guy. If she leaves… it fucking sucks. You’re better than that.

  I knew my emotions were getting the best of me. I knew that I was losing my mind. Throwing the glass actually helped some, but it would take a good day or so before I could calm myself back down to the point of thinking rationally.

  I just… fuck…

  And now that the DMs were back on the streets or threatening to get back onto the streets…

  Could life get any worse?

  Well, the answer to that was yes. Amber could officially quit, I could get shot at by the Mercs, and I could die. But could life get any more unstable and confusing? That, I wasn’t sure about.

  I could have used another thirty drinks or so to calm myself. Just… anything to deal with the fucking night—

  A window shattered. I suddenly turned right and saw a brick had flown through. I hurried behind the bar to grab a gun, but before I leaned down, bullets fired. I quickly took cover, but was still mortified that I was a lone defendant against a probable army of criminals—or, really, an army of Mercs.

  Because in Green Hills, whatever petty criminals existed, they sure as shit weren’t stupid enough to fuck with us.

  Only about a half-dozen shots fired off, but they were fucking terrifying. I had no backup, and no safety for at least ten minutes before the rest of the Saints would have shown up. I let about two minutes of silence pass by as I attempted to calm myself before I turned the corner.

  I didn’t see anyone on the other side. No one had broken in, although bullet holes marred the windows and the wood. I crawled on the ground, military-style, moving toward the window, positioning myself for a clear shot.

  But when I got there, there wasn’t anything to see.

  “Motherfuckers,” I growled. “Motherfuckers!”

  I thought of running into the street, taking matters into my own hands, and adding a few murders to my rap sheet. The fuck did it matter at this point?

  Instead, I turned to see the brick had a note attached to it. I tore it trying to take it off the brick, but what was written was still abundantly clear.

  “You killed our leader. Now we kill all of you. This is step one. -Devil’s Mercs.”

  If not for the fact that I wanted Trace and the rest of the Saints to see what was in my hands, I would have torn that fucking paper to shreds, lit it on fire, and then pissed on it for good measure. Instead, I took my gun to the couch, laid down, and did my best to go to sleep.

  I think eventually I passed out, but all I know is that when I finally did, the sun was starting to rise.

  * * *

  I was awoken by a familiar voice, which, thank God, because if not, that gun would have been fired instinctively.

  “Jesus fucking Christ,” Trace said as I opened my eyes.

  I looked over to see that the door behind him had not yet even closed. He was the first one in besides me; I had left the place exactly as I had gone to bed last night.

  “I wanted you to see what the fuck the DMs did last night,” I said, rising from my sleep. “I wanted you to realize that they are going to come after us, and if we don’t do something…”

  “Splitter,” Trace said. “Leave it to me to figure it out, OK?”

  I snorted, grabbed some water, and stared at the damage.

  “How did this happen, anyway?”

  “Well, Amber and I were here last night, after you left, having a little fun… no, not like that. That’s… that’s a different story. But in any case, she left. I was outraged, trying to calm myself.”

  “OK, timeout,” Trace said.

  Damnit. Now I have to tell Trace what’s going on? Fuck, man. So much truth-telling and emotional conversations these days. Why don’t I just get a fucking therapist and spill everything out?

  “Why were you outraged? Why did she leave? What happened? I need to know, Splitter. You staying out of jail depends on it.”

  “I know, I know, I’m fully aware,” I groused.

  That, and Trace was the one who had authorized us to spend club funds on the legal defense. For that fact alone, he had a right to know what the hell was going on.

  “I made a move to kiss her, and it was great at first. But then I tried to move it forward, and she freaked out. Said she was thinking about dropping the case, that she couldn’t think straight. She did message me after she left to say that she needed twenty-four hours before she would make a decision so she could make the right one, but fuck, man. It’s not looking good. I’m not so sure that things will be landing in our favor.”

  “Goddamn,” Trace said, looking sadder than he was upset.

  And who could blame him? The more time that went by from last night, the less energy I had to be angry. I was still pissed, to be sure, but it was more of a simmering pissed off than a volcano waiting to explode. I just couldn’t muster the same level of intensity and passion that I had the night before, and I’m not even sure that I wanted to. What good would it have done?

  At least Trace, whether because of his experience with Jane or otherwise, could keep a more even-keeled feel to things than I ever could. Hell, I’d fucking cried last night; couldn’t remember the last time that Trace had done something that soft and weak.

  “So, she left, and I was stewing and angry, and then I heard a brick fly through here, the brick you see. I went to get my gun, but then bullets came, about a dozen of them. And that was it.”

  “That’s it?”

  I nodded.

  “A drive-by,” Trace said. “A warning.”

  He sighed.

  “And on top of what Amber told us about needing to lay low…”

  When he made that point, I just felt utterly exhausted and defeated. We either had to lay low or get revenge; one would have the DMs running all over us and laughing, the other would have the police getting the excuse they needed to shut us down and arrest us. It was die by the sword or die by the state, it seemed.

  And I made it so much worse because I couldn’t keep myself from kissing the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.

  Or, to be more precise, from grabbing the ass of the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.

  Fuck me, indeed. Especially because it had not actually
gotten me fucked.

  “We need to call hall immediately,” Trace said. “I’m sending out messages now. In the meantime, let’s put the brick and the message in the hall so that the rest of the team knows what’s going on, but we can clean up this place. Sound good?”

  I huffed.

  “I don’t think anything sounds good right now.”

  But it was the best option that we had. If our lives were going to be cleaned up, well, perhaps it started in the most literal fucking sense of the word by picking up all the debris and trash in here.

  As Trace sent messages out, I grabbed the brick and the paper, took them to the hall, and carefully put them in the middle. I might as well have put our own tombstone right there, with the insignia “Here Lies the Savage Saints. Too Fucked on Both Sides to Do Anything About It.”

  OK, maybe that was a bit dramatic, but with everything going on… fuck, I had no idea.

  I then headed inside and helped Trace clear the room. It was a much easier and quicker job than I think either of us had anticipated, so the two of us just retreated to the hall. Trace had his jacket on, but I had mine over my wife-beater shirt and my gym shorts, making me look the complete opposite of… well, an MC member.

  As the guys walked in, they tried to keep it somewhat lighthearted by giving me shit about my clothes, but for the most part, I didn’t say a word. Trace welcomed them all in, but the mood, aside from those very brief one-liners, was one of very serious, dour, and stern expressions. Mafia was the last one to walk in, and though he walked in with a smirk, he didn’t even get a joke out before he saw everyone’s expressions. He went dead silent as he took a seat.

  “By now, it should be obvious why we are all here,” Trace began. “We got attacked last night. That brick and that note you see lying on the table are courtesy of the DMs.”

  A few swears went up. Trace lit up a cigarette. I couldn’t help it. I bummed one off of him as I continued to mope, half-listening, half-wondering why the fuck I had been such an idiot with Amber.

  “Our lawyer, whom Splitter and I met last night—”

  “Yeah, he did,” Krispy said.

  No one laughed. Krispy apologized and looked down at his feet.

  “We met her last night, and she advised us to lay low. Here’s the problem that we are facing. If we don’t do anything, the DMs feel inclined to attack us more. If we do, the law comes down on us. So it’s simple. Who is the biggest fucking threat right now? Is it the club whose leader we just killed and whose supplies we just wiped out? Or is it the California State Police and the district attorney, who more or less have unlimited funds to attack us with?”

  No one even dared cough at that moment. Trace had the room under complete control.

  “That’s what I thought,” he said. “What I’m going to say is going to suck, but it’s the truth. No more parties. No more celebrations. We don’t do a goddamn thing here but talk, have no more than three drinks, and work as mechanics until this all blows over. So help me God if I catch one of you assholes causing a disturbance in public, I will not send Amber your way.”

  The very mention of her name made me bow my head.

  “What’s your problem?”

  I looked up to see BK staring at me. Of all the people I had not expected to pipe up during this meeting, it was the massive but quiet sergeant in arms.

  “I’m sorry?” I said, an accusing tone in my voice.

  “You’re usually good for piping up about something,” he said.

  “The fuck is that supposed to mean?” I said, tension building rapidly.

  “We’re in a spot right now where we need you present,” BK said, his tone not exactly aggressive… but BK’s tone never really changed, either. One had to listen to his words to understand what he was saying. “You are clearly way the fuck out in some lala land.”

  “Does it have to do with the lawyer?” Krispy said. “She’s a real stunner. Did you get your dick sucked and your heart broken?”

  “That’s enough!” I roared.

  “That’s more like it,” BK had to say.

  “Shut the fuck up!” I snapped. “All of you assholes are over here cracking jokes, but none of you are facing a goddamn life sentence. You all just get to sit here whenever Trace calls you, get to fuck a bunch of whores, and pretend that life’s great. Meanwhile, I’m here about to take the fall for the club and be a scapegoat for everything we’ve done wrong to the public. You wanna know why my head is in the fucking clouds? Maybe it’s because it’s the last few chances I’ll get to relish my freedom before the state puts a goddamn orange jumpsuit on me!”

  I sure as hell hadn’t intended to lash out like that, nor had I ever thought that I carried such resentment for BK and Krispy. And in some ways, I still didn’t. It was just an intense thing said in the face of an intense accusation.

  But it sure as hell did put quite a stir in the room. For several seconds, BK and Krispy were just left speechless. Even I was left speechless at what I said. I actually became emotional and felt myself on the verge of tears, but I refused to allow myself to do that.

  “We’re not here to judge who the hell is going through what,” Trace said, his voice as even-keeled as possible. “Right now, Splitter is going through a lot, and frankly, he could be taking the fall for a lot of us. We are spending as much as we can with his lawyer—no more fucking jokes on that—but we have to acknowledge that no war is a guaranteed victory. And make no goddamn mistake about it, this is a war of a certain kind with the authorities.”

  He sighed, leaning back in his chair as he took a puff of his cigarette. The place was as silent as I had ever remembered it being.

  “We are laying low for the time being. I am the president, and that is the call that I am making. If anyone wants to discuss it with me, this is your chance.”

  No one said a word.

  “We are all a little on edge. We thought that killing Diablo was going to make things peaceful and calm, and it seems all we’ve done is awoken the politicians and police and ignited the DMs. We can handle that another day. But for now? Everyone go home. Relax. Eat pizza, watch TV, I don’t give a shit. Just do it alone or with people who are not in this room. Got it?”

  More than got it, Trace. I need to get my mind right after the last twelve hours.

  “Dismissed,” Trace said, banging the gavel.

  And with that, for at least what I figured would be a couple of days, the Savage Saints were officially on break.

  And then my phone vibrated with a text notification.

  Chapter 10: Amber

  I think I prayed harder for clarity on what to do with the case than I had for what to do with my now ex-husband.

  OK, perhaps that was a slight exaggeration, but it wasn’t as much an exaggeration as it might have been when I started the case. With my ex, it was just a matter of seeking forgiveness for what I was going to do; I had married young, not known any better, and paid the price for not having the long-term vision that I did now. It sucked horribly, but I knew I would not make the same mistake again.

  With Splitter… what had I done?

  When I got home, I was so exhausted that it actually turned out to be a blessing, because I didn’t have time to toss and turn, to risk calling him and turning it into a two a.m. cry-fest. I can’t say that I slept well—I had more than a few nightmares about my kiss with him getting out into the public for all of the world to see, ruining my reputation everywhere—but at least I can say I did sleep.

  When I woke up, the answer wasn’t any clearer.

  Stay on the case, continue to support Splitter, and carry some serious personal and professional risk? Or leave the case but also all but sentence a man to life in prison?

  He did confess to you that he murdered people. What could be a more cardinal sin than that? Do you really want to defend someone who does that?

  But he’s like a soldier. It’s for the greater good. It’s not ideal, of course, we don’t want violence, but what would Los Ange
les and Green Hills look like without what he had done? Probably a lot more violent, right? He had to use fire to prevent another fire.

  Or is that just you trying to rationalize for him?

  I didn’t know. I was really glad that I gave myself the twenty-four hours of cushion that I did because had I asked for time until the morning, I don’t know what I would have said.

  To try and move on from all of the madness and insanity in my head, I went to the one thing that seemed antiquated but I still liked to do—I turned on the morning news.

  The morning news gave me the chance to see what serious news affiliates were discussing, and if something was important enough that it jumped off of TMZ and the tabloids and into the morning news, I knew I had to pay attention to it, most especially if it was my client. For the most part, though, it was just local politics, traffic, weather, and the whole typical newscast.

  Many of my L.A. friends wondered why I didn’t go online for such news, but the answer to that was easy. It was much easier to get jumpy and go other places online than it was passively engaging with the television. I didn’t have to worry about checking five hundred other things when I was watching TV.

  The first half of the broadcast did not present anything stunning to me. A note about local politicians voting on a scooter initiative was one thing. They talked about the morning commute, which, surprise, surprise, was horrible. I at least wouldn’t leave for the office until about nine, although I got much of my work done from home regarding emails and the like. They mentioned that it would be a clear day all across the greater Los Angeles area, that the smog had declined to the point that, at least temporarily, things would look good.

  And that’s when, after the second commercial break, a news story popped up.

  “Peters Auto Repair in Green Hills was the victim of a drive-by shooting last night,” the newscaster began.