The Blurring

by Angela Peach

  “Oh god…oh Spence, I love you so much!” I declared, happily and freely. Then my rolling eyes suddenly clocked where we were. “Wait, what about your neighbours?” I whispered.

  “It’s ok! They won’t see or hear us” she said, smiling reassuringly, but all I could concentrate on was that her mouth was hovering so, so close to my nipple, which was desperate to be sucked by those warm wet lips. As if sensing my thoughts, she lowered her face and enveloped my nipple in her velvety soft mouth, giving a gentle suck as her tongue teased the tip. I groaned in pleasure as my eyes rolled back and a thousand fireworks exploded around my body. I didn’t care if her neighbours were sat along the edge of the fence watching with popcorn and binoculars-nothing and no one was going to interrupt us this time! She played with my other breast in her hand, squeezing it gently in her palm before swapping sides with her warm, wet mouth. I was experiencing so much pleasure, I was sure I could go insane from it! Her tongue was blazing a trail of fire across my skin, and I pulled it hungrily up to my own, kissing her passionately and deeply.

  “Tristen, I want to make love to you, right here, right now. Are you ok with that?” she asked, nuzzling my neck with soft kisses.

  “Oh god, yes! I’m so ok with that!” I cried back, ready for her. She looked at me and smiled, nervously.

  “I’ve never done this before.”

  “It’s ok. Neither of us have! I’m sure we can wing it?” I said, hearing a tremor of nervous excitement in my own voice.

  “Wow! Are we actually, really doing this?!” she laughed, and I laughed back.

  “God, I really hope so!”

  We kissed again, and this time there was more than a subtle purpose to it. She manoeuvred her body over mine so as not to crush me, even though I wanted her to grind herself into me, like in my dreams, until we were indistinguishable as two bodies! She ran a hand slowly and lightly down my side, leaving a trail of fire on my skin, then paused at the band of my shorts briefly before continuing tentatively lower and lower until her fingertips were grazing the top of my thigh. Then, moving agonisingly slowly, she traced her way up shyly up my inner thigh until her hand was resting softly on my pulsing clit.

  “Take them off? Please?” I begged breathlessly. She didn’t need telling twice. She pushed herself up and with shaky hands removed first mine, then her own shorts and underwear. When she eased herself back down, it was slowly and I knew it was because of the electricity between us. As soon as her naked body made contact with mine, any control we might have been clinging onto was going to burn up! I found it hard to draw a breath-I wanted her so badly, I’d give up breathing just to have her touch me right now!

  Then there was contact and we both gasped aloud as our legs slid together, and found each other’s wetness waiting eagerly. It was incredible! Spencer’s mouth found mine and she gently rocked herself on me, back and forth slowly on my thigh. She was so wet and hot, the sensation of this alone would have been enough to tip me over the edge! But her thigh was also rubbing teasingly on my clit, and I moaned at the pleasure streaking through me from this. I gently lifted my hips from the ground, matching her movements with my own. Her moans of pleasure got louder with mine, and I knew we were both going to come very soon! We held hands, entwining our fingers together, holding on as the pleasure built and built in us both, and when we came, we cried out in each other’s mouths at the same time! It was quite possibly the most intense orgasm I’d ever experienced in my life and it seemed to fill my entire body with a deep satisfying heat.

  We caught our breath, lips still locked together, in shock over what had just happened.

  “Tristen…I don’t think I’ve ever experienced anything that intense before” Spencer eventually managed, saying aloud what I’d just been thinking. I opened my eyes to look at her, and my pounding heart skipped a few beats. She was so beautiful, she was almost glowing!

  “I didn’t even know you could…you know, make love like that!” I said, and she shook her head.

  “Me neither! It was incredible!”

  We stayed like that for a few minutes until she brought her hand up to touch my cheek, my lips.

  “How is this possible? To feel like this after one week?” she asked, but I didn’t want to talk anymore. I kissed her tenderly, abandoning myself to her completely. She caressed my body lovingly with her hand, running over every curve until it got to my thighs, and I knew we were about to take our love making to the next level, and oh was I ready! I opened my legs to give her as much access as she needed, and when her fingers found my clit and started to softly massage it, I felt myself fall down a deep, deep hole of exquisite pleasure!

  “Is this ok?” she asked, her tongue flicking on my earlobe.

  “Yes! Please, don’t stop?” I begged, biting my lip. Ok?? It was better than any, or even all, of the orgasms I’d ever had…and this was just the start!! Every nerve, both inside and outside, of my body felt awakened to sensations I didn’t even know existed!

  Then, before I could stop her, her beautiful lips were kissing their way down over my breasts and past my stomach. I felt a small butterfly of panic-would I have to fake this? Surely she’d know if I did? How could I tell her I hated oral sex? Should I tell her to st…

  “Oh god!” I cried out, everything I’d just been thinking now completely irrelevant! If I thought I’d been falling down a hole of pleasure before, then I was now spiralling out of control through the cosmos! As she lovingly sucked and licked and kissed my clit, I writhed and moaned in pure, sublime ecstasy! Then she slid two fingers inside me and I cried out her name as she worked me up past levels of pleasure I never knew were possible, let alone existed!

  It built up and up and up until it was unbearable, and still it continued to escalate, and I heard myself begging with her, unsure how much more I could take!

  To say I simply orgasmed would have been the understatement of the millennium! Every atom in my body exploding in every direction for miles around before slowly returning and resettling would have even been putting it mildly!

  It was a while before I was able to open my eyes. Even longer before I was able to focus on Spencer as she patiently waited for me to recover. Without a word, I kissed her, tasting my musky scent on her, and wanting nothing more than to taste her muskiness, and let her experience what I just had. She rolled willingly onto her back, telling me how much she loved me as I kissed her neck while her fingers gripped the back of my head. Her body was so soft, like silken velvet, and I loved how it played on my lips as I traced them along her curves. Loved how her goose bumps raised to meet my tongue as I licked her salty skin.

  I moved down her body, kissing my way down her legs teasingly, then back up the inside, licking her inner thigh until she pleaded with me to take her. I lifted my eyes to watch her as I lowered my mouth to her clit, so swollen I was sure I could see it pulsing! Her breasts were rising and falling with each gasp of breath she was drawing in, her eyes watching me, almost frantic with anticipation! I licked it softly, and she threw her head back and pushed her hips toward me. I licked it again, loving the way it tasted, and before I knew what I was doing, I had sucked her into my mouth, gently massaging the tip of her clit with my tongue. She cried out, and wrapped her legs around my head, holding me there while she rocked against my mouth. I brought up my hand and gently pushed two of my fingers into her wetness, causing her to cry out again. Her juices were intoxicating and I wanted to stay there forever, loving how she pushed herself uncontrollably onto me, loving her increasingly loud moans of pleasure, loving her! But all too soon, it seemed, her climax arrived, exploding like a dam and she screamed as her body stiffened and arced from the ground! I was mesmerised! She juddered as wave after wave of pleasure crashed over her relentlessly, but I waited until I was sure it was all finished before I moved back up to join her. There was a sheen of sweat across her dark skin and her cheeks were flushed a deep red. I traced her jawline with my lips, waiting for her to come back down.

  “Oh my go
d! What just happened?” her voice was full of shock and awe.

  “I think we quite literally made love to each other” I said, kissing her neck. She blew out a long, shaky breath.

  “Tristen, it was so much more than that! I mean, the earth didn’t just move-it felt like it exploded! It…it felt like we were the only two souls in the universe! I didn’t even know where we were!”

  “I know! It feels like we’re one now. Like we’re complete.”

  We looked deep into each other’s eyes, souls, feeling the intensity of the moment. Then suddenly, she looked over my shoulder.

  “When did it get dark?” she exclaimed, and to my surprise, I noticed that the sun had set, and we were now bathing in the starlight! But it was still really mild and we’d been generating a lot of body heat! “Do you want to go back inside?” she asked.

  “No, not yet. Let’s stay out here!”

  “Ok, hold on then. I’ll be back in two minutes” she gave me a long lingering kiss, then ran inside the house. The second she was out of sight, I ached for her, a feeling that started in my heart and spread through my whole body rapidly. I was just on the verge of pushing myself up to go in after her, when she reappeared, arms laden with stuff.

  “Sorry I took so long! I made us a snack, and I grabbed a duvet and some blankets-we can sleep out here if you want?”

  “Mm, sounds lovely!” I said, smiling happily at her.

  She’d brought out a small selection of fruit, crisps and chocolate with a large bottle of water.

  “I missed you when you were gone” I said as I chewed on some chocolate.

  “I missed you too! The whole time I was inside, I just wanted to drop it and run back out! This is totally insane, Tris!”

  It felt like the most natural thing in the world to snuggle naked under a blanket and eat snacks while looking at the stars with her, and we spent the next few hours talking, touching, and loving each other before drifting off, tangled up together.

  It was the happiest I’d ever been!

  CHAPTER 13

  I was having an extremely hard time controlling myself around Spencer, and I could tell the feeling was mutual! But Pam was due to arrive at any moment and we agreed she’d probably appreciate it if we were both dressed and decent when she did. However, the only way we could both stop from undressing each other was by keeping at least five feet apart! But this was easier said than done. No matter what we did, or where we tried to go, we felt an irresistible pull to where the other was!

  I was currently in her lounge on the sofa, reading through the hypnosis notes while Spencer was in the kitchen making some ice cream smoothies with fresh banana. Well, I was trying to read them-what I was actually doing was watching her legs, and before I was even aware that I’d stood up, I found myself behind her with my arms wrapped around her waist and my lips on her neck.

  “Mm, that’s naughty!”

  “Only if I do this” I said, sliding one hand underneath her top and the other down her shorts. “Technically, I’m not undressing you, so we should be ok!”

  “But I don’t think I can…con…trol…oh yes, right there” she whispered as my fingers rubbed on her clit and she leaned on the work surface. She turned her head to me and I kissed her, not caring if Pam knocked now-Pam could wait!

  Twenty minutes later, and we were both sat on her kitchen floor, flushed but still dressed and drinking the nearly melted smoothies, when there was a knock at the door.

  “Hi! You must be Spencer and Tristen? I’m Pam. I did get here a while ago, but something told me I should hang back for twenty!” She winked at us! “How are you both?”

  I think it was fair to say we’d both expected someone completely different when we opened the door. Maybe a kooky old lady, or a zany middle aged woman? But definitely not the hot babe who looked like she’d just stepped off the beach! Wearing a tiny bikini top and matching sarong tied round her waist, and with trendy shades balanced on top of her bleached blonde hair, Pam held out her hand to us, smiling. “Not what you expected, huh?”

  I suddenly realised we were both gawping stupidly at her, and for a brief moment, I wondered if Spencer found her attractive.

  “Uh, no! Please come on in?” Spencer said, shaking her hand. After we’d made our introductions, we went through to the back garden to chat.

  “Ok, so first I’m going to tell you a little about myself and how I work so you can understand why I’m here. Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve always had really strong feelings about things, what you might call a sixth sense, and usually those feelings are accompanied by a sort of knowing. I’m not here to tell you what you should or shouldn’t do, and I’m not saying that what I tell you will be one hundred per cent accurate. I don’t want anything from you, either. The information I give is given freely” she paused to make sure we understood, then sat forward. “So, yesterday morning I had the strongest urge to call Mel. I haven’t seen her for years, so when her face popped into my head, I knew there was going to be more following! So I did some gardening…it relaxes me, which helps the messages come through easier, and man! It was like a tornado in my head!”

  I glanced at Spence and saw her eyebrow twitch upwards-I obviously wasn’t alone in finding the image of Pam gardening hard to picture!

  “The first clear feelings I got were that Mel knew two people who needed help. And just as I was pruning my lavender bush, BAM!! It was fucking intense!” Pam laughed and clapped her hands together, her wide eyes animated! “I mean, I’ve never come across anything like this before! You guys are causing some crazy ripples in reality, but I think you both already know that much, right? You’re like two crazy magnets-when you’re together, reality rolls on by like it should, but if you try and separate? Whoa, it’s like everything around you starts to strain and bend and blur!”

  I heard Spencer draw in a sharp breath next to me, and I sat back feeling faint.

  “I’m guessing by your reaction that I’m pretty close to the mark here with all this?”

  “Yeah, that’s putting it mildly” I managed to say.

  “Are you ok for me to carry on?” We both nodded. “Ok, well you guys were fated to be together. As in nothing, and I mean nothing, could have prevented it. It’s almost like it’s important to the universe that you are together! Do you have any idea what that means? It means that you have a very fucking important purpose! You two, when you’re together, are near enough invincible! But I wouldn’t go stand in front of a lorry, or jump off any tall buildings or anything to test this!” she said, laughing. I felt the blood drain from my face.

  “Tris…Sunday?” Spencer said, taking my hand. I swallowed, my mouth suddenly dry.

  “On Sunday, I er…I had a sort of waking dream…a really realistic waking dream, where I jumped off a roof to kill myself. Except I didn’t remember falling asleep, and I’m not even suicidal in the slightest!” I said, my voice sounding strained.

  “Holy fuck!” Pam’s mouth fell open. “You bent reality! I knew it! Reality…it isn’t real for you anymore, is it?”

  I shook my head, and Pam cocked hers to one side, as if listening to the breeze for a second, then turned to Spencer.

  “You…you’re her solid…her anchor? You stop things from blurring! But you’re worried? You’re worried because you know something…”

  “Stop it! Please, I don’t want to hear anymore! I…I think I want you to leave!” Spencer said, clearly very upset. However, Pam just looked at me calmly.

  “Tristen, would you go inside for a few minutes? We need a quick private chat” she said, and I was amazed at how serious she now was.

  “Spence?” I looked at her, feeling a little scared and apprehensive at leaving her. She was quiet for a minute, chewing it over.

  “It’s ok babe. She’s right. Just give us five?”

  I reluctantly stood-neither would look at me, and I felt like I should be part of this ‘private’ chat. But I went inside and watched through the window as they talked together,
watched as Pam moved closer to take Spencer’s hand, watched as their intimate chat seemed to upset my girlfriend (I loved the fact I could call her that!) until there were tears falling from her eyes, and then I could still only watch as Pam pulled her into a warm embrace, stroking her hair gently. I realised my knuckles were white from gripping the work surface, and I took a deep breath and relaxed them. I knew Spencer loved me-this jealousy was more that I couldn’t be the one imparting comfort when it was needed.

  After what seemed like hours, they drew apart and Pam must have said something funny because they both laughed, then Spencer came inside to get me.

  “What the hell was all that about?” I asked.

  “She’s really good, Tris! She knows stuff…I mean, I don’t know how she knows, but she does!”

  “O-k, but what were you talking about?” I persisted. She took my hands in hers and kissed me lightly.

  “Do you trust me?”

  “Of course I trust you!”

  “Then please, just trust me when I say that whatever was said out there was for me, and me alone?”

  “You’re keeping secrets from me already?” I half joked.

  “Pam doesn’t think it’s in your…our, best interests for you to know. At least, not yet anyway. Come back out-she wants to tell us more” she said, pulling me towards the door.

  Pam was hovering near a small tree, touching its branches lovingly.

  “Did you get the notes?” she asked and Spencer slapped her forehead.

  “One sec” she said, and ran back in. Pam looked curiously at me.

  “She told me about the pretty intense session you both had!”

  “Intense isn’t the word, freaky and scary, yes.”

  “I’m going to have a listen to it in a minute, but I wanted to read through the notes at the same time. It’s such a beautiful day, isn’t it! I think I’ll head to the beach when I leave here” Pam enthused, squinting into the sky smiling.