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Skye
The last thing I felt like doing that night was going out to a local restaurant for dinner with the entire gang but Olivia insisted and she was being so generous, I did not want to seem like a bad friend. But God, it was the toughest thing to have to pretend to be having fun when my mind was consumed with thoughts of two men and the pressure to make a decision looming over me.
All day, I had been holed up in my room, only emerging in the afternoon to eat something when my stomach could no longer bear the emptiness. Cole and Jasper were nowhere to be seen and when I met my friend downstairs, she told me Richard had taken them out to watch a local soccer game and then they would go on his yacht later.
I was relieved. We were currently practising the no-contact method. They left me alone to think things through and I wished to avoid them because all that testosterone was not helping with my emotional overload.
I did not even want to think about the sexual overload.
Olivia tried to grill me about them both as she sipped on her tea but I hedged a lot and she sensed that I did not want to talk about it. Then she suggested we go hang out in her private spa room and for a couple of hours, everything felt so blissful. I felt carefree and girlie.
If I didn't love them so much, I would tell them both to leave me the fuck alone so I could live in peace. But there could be no peace without the men I had given my heart and soul to. And Jasper...he actually loved me. I never imagined he would fall for me. It was more than a little overwhelming.
I had a sudden vivid image of both of them naked in bed, with me in the middle and they started taking turns with me like a couple of animals in heat.
It should turn me on, right? Well, it did but it also terrified me. What if I felt like it was too much? Maybe I enjoyed being vanilla and all. And what if they decided to double team me? Holy hell. I would die.
I started to grow anxious and my heart pounded in my chest as I sat staring at my drink at the club we went to later that night. Olivia, Richard, Cole and Jasper were dancing and enjoying themselves whereas I was a nervous wreck. How did I get myself into this mess? My fingers shook as I picked up my drink and gulped it down without even bothering to taste the sweet cocktail.
I just wanted to leave. And sleep alone. Now I knew how Cole must have felt last night being caught in the middle.
"Honey?" Cole's voice sounded in my ear and I turned to him sadly.
"Yes?"
He pursed his lips at the misery on my face. "Skye, I'm so sorry but my new client has requested a meeting early tomorrow morning since he has to leave for London soon after so I have to return to Milan. Asap."
I blinked at him. "What? Now?"
He nodded and looked apologetic. "Yeah. I left all my designs at home and I can't get a train for early morning. Need to prepare for the meeting. Will you be alright coming back with Jasper later tomorrow?"
My heart started pounding again. "Huh? You're going back without us?"
He grimaced. "I'm afraid so. It's really important. I have to go."
"But...but we can just go back together," I told him loudly. "Olivia will understand."
He shook his head. "You'll have to drive back then. There's no time to pack and the train leaves in ten minutes. I asked Jasper to bring my stuff when you guys return tomorrow." He rubbed my arm. "But...if you don't want to stay, he'll drive you back tonight okay. I just thought tomorrow would be more convenient since it's already so late."
I began to tremble a little. He was right of course. It was late and there was no need to drive back tonight but he was leaving me alone with Jasper again. And this time, Cole would be in another city instead of in the next room. I was fucked.
"You want to go back tonight?" He asked in concern, probably noting my hesitation and then checked his phone. "I'll let him know. Don't worry. But I really gotta go now, okay." He hugged me tight and kissed the top of my forehead before giving me a warm smile. "I love you. See you later.'
Then he was gone, pushing his way through the crowd and I wanted to beg him to stay but he had work which was a huge priority for him and I did not want to seem like a whiny baby. This was a last minute change. I had to deal with it. I would see him soon anyway.
"Cole. Have a safe trip back," I yelled belatedly but he had already disappeared.
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Chapter 27
Skye
"I can't believe you're making us drive all the way back to Milan at this time of the night," Jasper grumbled as we sped along the road. "Your friend probably thinks you've gone nuts."
I hugged a fluffy pillow to my chest and stared out into the night. Yeah. I had opted not to stay back at Olivia's with Jasper after Cole left. I did not want to spend another night with Jasper without Cole there. It wasn’t safe.
"Thank you," I said softly. He had agreed to take me back without questioning me even once and for some reason, I believed it was because he too was afraid to be alone with me without Cole. Maybe he did not trust himself either now that Cole had sort of given us the thumbs-up.
"No problem," he said, stifling a yawn behind his fist.
"Are you sure you can drive back without falling asleep?"
He cranked all the windows down so that biting, cold air filled the car and blasted some music.
"Pretty sure."
I pressed my hands to my hair to keep it from whipping into my face and yelled, "Jesus. It's cold, Jasper."
He pressed on the gas so that the wind whipped harder. "There's a blanket in the back seat. Why don't you go to sleep? I understand you didn't get much last night due to my overwhelming sensuality."
I looked at him and scoffed. "Oh, please. I slept just fine."
"Mm-hm. You forgot to mention 'right on top of you'." He made quote signs with his fingers and I lunged to grasp the steering wheel.
"Hands on the wheel, Jasper," I hissed.
"Christ. Relax. You've been so damn tense since last night, you're making me anxious too. You think too much, Skye Madison. And you worry even more. Stop."
My response was to roll my eyes. "Whatever you say, Daddy."
He exhaled loudly and thumped his head back against the headrest. "Not again. Is that one of your fantasies too?"
I frowned at his profile. "Too?"
He smiled. "Besides the costume role-play thing you made Cole do last month."
"Oh my God!" I buried my face in my hands in mortification. "You heard us?"
He started to laugh. "Yeah. I wished I was there. You two are such amateurs."
"Oh, yeah, of course. You're the only one who knows everything there is to know about kinky sex, huh? Jasper Wells will see you now."
"I just meant that you guys sounded like you could have used a guiding hand. Or two."
I said nothing. Wasn't this what I had wanted the night I watched that Batman movie, anyway? Jasper instructing Cole how to fuck me while he watched.
I felt a current of desire run through me then and huddled into the seat. It was one thing to fantasize because you knew you couldn't have what you wanted so badly. But when it became your reality, it was pretty weird and worrisome. Real life had consequences. You could leave a fantasy behind at the back of your mind but a real life threesome meant real experiences, memories and repercussions.
It would be a fuck-up of hurt feelings and complications. Right?
"Jasper?"
"Hmm?"
I glanced at him surreptitiously. "All the times you and Cole had a girl between you, was there some kind of...um...tension later? Like did you guys ever fight over it?"
His fingers visibly tightened on the steering wheel. "No. Never," he answered quietly. "But you can't judge a threesome between you, me and Cole based on any of our past hook-ups. We weren't in love with any of those women."
My heart thudded again. It jumped high and hard in my chest. There it was. He had admitted he was in love with me. Oh God, oh God, oh God.
When I did not reply, Jasper reached over to r
ub a hand over my knee. "You're so damn nervous. I get that it's hard for you and you've never done something like this before but it's not like I'm going to pounce on you as soon as you decide to be with me, Skye. I know how to be patient. And I won't ever do something that you're uncomfortable with."
His words calmed me but his touch drove me mad. Fuck. Jasper was touching me. Actually touching me in an intimate manner for the first time ever. It was like he had been waiting for Cole's approval or something. And now it was all go, go, go!
I cleared my throat and slowly, slightly parted my thighs. I hoped he would not notice and I also hoped he would. I was a very confused woman.
Jasper being Jasper, he did notice. I felt his eyes on me as he looked me over, probably trying to decide if my action had been deliberate. Then I held my breath as he moved his hand further up my thigh, trailing his hot fingers over my sensitive skin.
I whimpered. It could not be helped. Jasper's touch unravelled me.
"I loved the feel of your ass under my hand last night," he rumbled. "I woke up once and found us like that but I never moved away. It felt too good."
Something was happening to me. It was like a dam had burst inside. I had nudged open that door by parting my legs for him and now I wanted him to barge through.
His hand crept towards my panties and I moaned softly, arching my back while still clutching the pillow. "Jasper," I gasped as his long, thick fingers found my pussy.
"Oh, fuck," he hissed and plunged two digits into me without wasting another second. "How come you're so wet already?"
I did not answer. I was too busy enjoying what he was doing to me. I didn't want to tell him that as soon as I found myself alone in the car with him, my body had started to feel aroused.
"You like that, baby?" He asked me as he fucked me with his fingers. "Feels good, doesn't it?"
I bit my lip. "Mmm," I said pleasurably. "Yes, it does."
"Fuck, Skye. I knew you'd be a slut for me," he rasped suddenly and increased the force of his penetration. "Cole's sweet little princess and my dirty slut."
I cried out softly due to all the sensations flooding through me. Oh my God, why was I enjoying this dirty, degrading kind of language from Jasper? It was turning me on so much.
"Say it," he growled as the heel of his palm pressed against my clitoris. "Tell me you are my dirty slut, Skye."
"Yeah," I moaned and bucked my hips, my dress riding high on my thighs now. "I am, Jasper. I'm your dirty slut."
He let out a strangled sound of frustration and then cursed, removing his hand. I whimpered in protest at his abrupt withdrawal.
"Let me find a safe spot to pull over," he bit out, driving faster. "I need to watch you."
I licked my lips and my body tightened with excitement. Okay so this was happening. This was really happening. Jasper and I were going to get it on. And I was not scared at all. I wanted it.
He pulled over at a side road nearby a town on the coast and unfastened his seatbelt before getting out of the car. "Back seat. Now," he barked and my lust-hazed brain scrambled to obey. I beat him to the back seat by sliding over the central console right before he joined me and slammed the back door shut.
He grinned at me in the darkness. "Eager, aren't we?"
Yes. Yes, I was. This was so thrilling. Fearing something and dreading it even though it was what you wanted more than anything was just that. Your fear. The desire far outweighed the dread. I was drenched. We were miles away parked on some private road in the middle of the night. And it was just Jasper and his huge body pressed against mine.
I almost fainted with lust right there. Cole would kill us if he knew we simply could not wait for him.
Jasper wasted no time on long, slow foreplay. The need was too great for that. Besides, that was not how we rolled, anyway.
"Lower your dress for me, Skye," he said in a firm but soft voice. "I want to see your breasts."
I did, pushing the dress down and showing him what he wanted, moaning as the cold air brushed against my sensitive tips. Jasper licked his lips and bent to taste them, sucking on them hard and pulling on them slightly with his teeth.
"Oh," I gasped and my legs parted, even more greedy for this man. "Jasper."
He grabbed both of my tits with his hands and squeezed them together, pushing them up crudely.
"So fucking hot," he murmured appreciatively and then bunched my dress up hurriedly.
I lifted my hips to assist him because this felt urgent. Then his fingers were in me again, stretching me and preparing me for his cock.
"You think you can take me, baby?" he panted in my ear and I heard him pull down his zipper. "You've seen how big I am. You've seen me naked. Did you wish to feel my big, fat cock inside you?" he demanded roughly.
"Yes," I moaned, tangling my hands in his hair and then clutching at his biceps because they were so muscular, so strong. "I need it. Please, Jasper."
"'Kay. Here you go then." With one quick, powerful movement, where one of his big hands lifted my ass and the other gripped my thigh, he slid into me.
I saw stars. Fuck. He was big. He stretched me so good. It felt wonderful. So wonderful.
"I'm going to fuck you now," he grated out and proceeded to thrust his hips against mine hard. Fast. Mercilessly. "Oh, Skye, you feel so good and tight. I love it. Fucking love your pussy."
I gasped and held onto him for dear life as he took me. He said he would not pounce on me like some animal but here he was, acting like an animal. He was forceful and rough. He didn't hold back. Now I knew what Cole was so worried about. But he did not have to worry. I loved Jasper and Jasper loved me. I loved the way he took me without inhibitions and owned me.
With a ferocity I did not realise was possible, I climaxed and dug my nails into Jasper's back which was still covered by his t-shirt.
"Yeah, Skye," he growled. "That's it, baby girl. Come on my cock. Come on Daddy's cock, sweetheart."
I knew he was taunting me. Or feeding into my fantasy. Either way, it felt amazing. I gushed onto his swollen dick and then he fucked me harder, almost making the car bounce in his zeal.
Jasper finally groaned and then pulled out of me, raising himself higher onto his knees before spurting cum onto my exposed breasts.
"Christ. That looks good. Take my cum on your tits, baby. See how I've marked you now."
It was the most erotic thing I had ever seen in my life.
"Jasper," I sighed into his chest as he collapsed against me, breathing hard. What. The. Fuck. Just. Happened?
I felt raw and exposed. And used by this giant of a man. And I enjoyed it. I wanted to do it again.
Eventually, he roused himself from his slumber and kissed me softly on the forehead. "You okay?" he asked gruffly.
I nodded. "Ye-Yes. I'm...great." Great? I felt like I was on cloud 9. Floating. On ecstasy or something. What had this man done to me?
"Cole would probably kill me for this," he muttered as he got off me and pulled up his jeans. "Shit. This is exactly what he was afraid of. He knows me too well."
I swallowed, feeling my throat had dried up from all the panting and grabbed some water. He watched me as I drank and then I passed the bottle to him. When he finished drinking, he put the bottle away and then placed an arm around my shoulders to pull me against his side.
"You sure you're okay, right?" He asked in concern.
I laughed a little. "I'm fine, Jasper. Kind of rattled but I'm okay."
He sighed in what sounded like relief. "I knew you had it in you," he teased and kissed me on the lips.
"Mmm. We should find somewhere to stay for the night. It's really late and we don't have to drive all the way back now."
Jasper drew back and looked at me quizzically. "So...you don't want to go home?"
Shaking my head, I dragged my thigh up over his suggestively.
Jasper raised an eyebrow at me and smirked. "You want more of that," he stated confidently.
I nodded.
Jaspe
r laughed indulgently. "Okay. We'll find a place then. This is perfect though. Cole wouldn't have been able to watch me break you in."
"Break...break me in?" I questioned with wide eyes.
His mouth twisted. "Yeah. I can take tonight to teach you all the rough things to expect from me so that you are already over your shock when he joins us in bed tomorrow."
I swallowed hard. All the rough things. There was more?
I watched as he returned to the driver's seat whereas I used some tissue to wipe his load off my chest before rearranging my dress. It was exactly as I had thought right after Cole told me he was leaving me with Jasper for the night.
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