Cassandra Goddess of Harmony

by Debbie Behan

  ‘Wow. So he’s like the coolest sorcerer ever, but a good one.’

  He nodded. ‘Yet, while he is my right-hand man, you and he are equal and he was letting the boys know that. Try not to judge him too harshly for what he did in there. He meant no disrespect. It is a great honour to have Woody sit by you as an equal. In my time I have rarely seen him do this.’

  Cassie was stunned. ‘That’s quite an honour then. I keep forgetting you men have come from an ancient era and many of the rules of old still apply.’

  He grinned and moved from the wall he leant against, going over to her. Cassie felt his massive arms go round her and leaned into him as she listened to his voice that had gone husky and sexy. ‘That’s why I hate sharing you, sweetheart. The wait for someone like you to come into my life has taken forever and then some. That being said, I have to stop being so possessive and give Woody the time he needs to show you how to use your powers correctly. We both know your family has squashed your ability to draw on your gift naturally so I believe a session or two with him will sort it out in no time.’

  * * * *

  Woody came in a little bit later, embarrassed that he had to interrupt them. They had been mucking around in the hay and he found them in a passionate embrace.

  ‘Oops! Just wondered if you had found the bridle yet.’ He coughed, amused.

  Kayden stood up, pulling Cassie up with him and brushing her off. ‘We were just discussing you.’

  A slight grin etched the corners of Woody’s mouth.

  ‘My girl here needs to start practising to use her powers without being coaxed. Maybe while we’re breaking in her horse you two could take off and get a bit of practising in.’

  Woody wasted no time putting his hand out to Cassie. He had been asking for time to help her for weeks, only Kayden was being impossible about sharing her for even an hour or two. He wondered what had changed his mind. ‘At last, K man, you’ve come to your senses. Come on Cassie before he changes his mind.’

  She slipped her hand onto his outstretched arm and Kayden winked good-naturedly at his woman as Woody dragged her out. ‘I promise to have her back in a couple of hours,’ he said, yelling over his shoulder while opening the car door for Cassie to get in. Within minutes they were thrashing through the bush on a red-dirt track, dust blowing around them in a cloud. They drove up onto one of the hills before they stopped for a look. Cassie followed Woody to a spot where the view was spectacular. They sat on an old tree stump overlooking flat land that went for miles. The red earth was habitat to snakes, scorpions and many other smaller insects and bugs that she watched scatter, not only to hide from the sound of their voices but to protect themselves from the scorching sun. Some small lizards ran under grey and black boulders that were shaded by green ferns that gracefully sprouted from black stumps. Large ant mounds stood meters high, dominant over shrubs and bushes. Dried twigs from trees that had weathered too many storms were strewn around, adding to the amazing sight of this outback land now called home. The old tree they sat under had branches that stretched out far beyond them, showing the years it had graced the earth. Everything here was fascinating to her.

  Woody gave her a minute to relax and enjoy Mother Nature’s vast landscape. Then he turned to her with a slight hint of apology in his eyes for having to disturb her peace. She could tell he was reading her every emotion. ‘For me to get to the bottom of this, Cassie I need to know a bit about your power. What age did you notice it and what did your parents do to stop you using it? You can skip over bits you prefer not to relive although all of it will be relevant. Are you okay to talk to me about it?’

  ‘I would prefer never to have to discuss my parents for the rest of time. However, if this is the only way I’m going to learn to use my powers on my own so I can take Starburst on the next trip, I’ll try to recall a little of it for you.’ She coughed and fidgeted. ‘The first experience that comes to mind was at the age of six. I was in the garden playing when a man, one of Dad’s friends, came and picked me up and sat me on his lap. He touched me in a weird way that confused me at first and then scared me. His hands were scratchy as he held me far too tightly and I started to cry and threw up my hand to stop him. Next thing I know, I’m flat on my backside. I’d thrown him across the lawn and broken his arm. I was terrified that I had hurt the man and Dad gave me a hell of a spanking, even though I tried to tell him what happened.’ Cassie took a deep breath as she shuddered and shook the thought from her mind. She grabbed a stick from the ground and dug into the red dirt, making patterns as she recalled the next time she upset her parents. There were too many times.

  ‘After that, the magic just seemed to happen whenever I put my mind to it. I knew it was bad to use it, but I was just a kid and spent far too much time on my own. My parents freaked out if they caught me so that’s when I started to use them secretly. Mainly just to move things around my room—you know, just playing—except I was caught often and was severely punished time. At ten years old I was sick of being locked up with no outdoor activities: Not even allowed to go swimming in our pool. That’s when it went to far. Frustrated and angry I eventually broke the lock on the door, going out into the garden where I played. The trouble over that little slip was not worth it as they barred me from roaming the house, ever, even when no one was around. That was when it really was hard to handle. It’s just when you get older you understand more and it’s hard to deal with the fact your parents don’t want you around them at all.’

  ‘So what actual age did you stop using your powers? Was it around ten years old?’

  ‘Yes, pretty much. I’d stopped using my powers altogether by eleven, thinking they might even trust me again one day but they never did. Then it all went pear-shaped and I ended up here. I’d been locked up for so many years by the time they tossed me out that I had even lost the sensation of how grass felt beneath my feet.’

  ‘Pear-shaped, what do you mean?’

  Cassie threw away the stick she’d been playing with and sighed. ‘Mum and Dad went away on business and while they were gone the nanny threw a pool party. She said to stay in my room or she’d tell my folks that I organised it. She was very kind to me but she did have a mean side so I did as instructed. The music was loud so I only glanced out my window for a minute to see what a party looked like and a boy saw me and waved. I ducked away from the window but he must have been inquisitive and came and found me. The stupid nanny left the door unlocked and he barged in. With beer on his breath, he made a grab for me, wanting a kiss. As he forced himself on me he said I wouldn’t have been spying on him if I did not want some of him. I had no experience with boys and tried to explain that I was just looking, but not at anything in particular. He swore and got angry, then came at me again but before he even reached me I had smashed him through the bedroom door. The nanny heard the crash and the boy was taken to hospital suffering a concussion and whiplash. He had to wear a neck brace.’

  Tears ran down her face as she recalled this story. It had struck deep; it had been the final straw and the last time she ever saw home. She knew she was a bad person but she had started to confess her sins to Woody now and like her tears, they just kept pouring out, so she let them. ‘Mum and Dad were furious when they found out what I’d done to that poor boy. They had to pay the parents a huge sum to keep it quiet and then I heard them fighting and Dad was saying I was evil and I was too dangerous to keep around any longer. He said I would kill them in their sleep given half a chance and he wanted me gone. I cried myself to sleep that night and when I woke I’d been blindfolded and crammed into a box. That’s when I busted out and found that I was somewhere between Perth and Mt Newman. Checking my watch, I’d lost two days so assumed I must have travelled for that amount of time. I swore to myself that if I survived I’d never use my powers again. Well, that was until Jason …’ Cassie stopped, realising she’d gone too far and had said enough.

  ‘What happened with Jason
? You have to tell me everything, Cassie. Holding on to all this hurt’s not going to heal what you’ve been through.’

  More tears sprung into her eyes. ‘It’s a secret and if I tell, you might get angry.’

  ‘Cassie, he didn’t.’ He seemed to guess, his voice almost a whisper.

  She shook her head. ‘No, he didn’t get a chance to go too far. I threw him against the wall and nearly put him through it. That’s how Kayden guessed about my powers.’

  ‘K was there? Blatzing hell, Cassie. The rotten bastards. How can you stand being around them?’

  ‘Woody, let me explain. They had only seen me all dirty and thought I was a plant to infiltrate your group. I’d been locked in that box for over two days and then was caught in a dust storm. I smelt bad and was covered in red dirt from head to foot. The kidnappers had been rough when transporting me so on top of that I was all bruised from banging around in that stupid container. He just thought … it was a mistake and he has apologised heaps.’

  Woody sat very quietly and she could tell he was fighting back anger.

  Cassie burst into tears, stood and walked away, hiding her face so he couldn’t see her face screwed up with emotion. How embarrassing this all was. Why did I tell him so much? Shit, shit, shit! She was annoyed with herself.

  Woody was at her side in seconds, pulling her in for a hug. ‘Stop running, Cassie and face this mess with me. It’s the only way to get through it,’ he growled at her and she cried more. He sat back down on the log, cuddling her until she calmed down. He handed her a hanky to wipe her face. ‘That is the last time you ever cry because you think something is your fault, Cassie,’ he said softly. ‘None of this was your fault and you have to start believing that. I wasn’t angry for one particular thing—I was mad at all of them. The dirty old man that needed castrating, not just a broken arm, your stupid uneducated parents and the nanny who should have been the one packed in a box. And yes, Jason for not knowing what a treasure you were,’ he said, kissing her forehead. ‘You have been treated appallingly for most of your life and it is remarkable you have stayed so sweet and kind. You’ve had every reason to go off the rails and maybe even use your talent for evil, just to get what you wanted. Instead you stayed the course and kept love in your heart. So from this day forward there will be no more blaming yourself, Cassie Wyatt,’ he said, holding her shoulders and looking deeply into her eyes. ‘No more, Cassie. It stops here now.’

  ‘But if I didn’t have this power my life would have been so different.’

  ‘Yes, that is true. However you have powers and they led you to us and we are all so glad they did.’

  She smiled weakly. ‘Me too.’

  ‘You were a gifted child, Cassie that’s all. Your parents were idiots and should have asked for help from others like yourself. Instead they tried to slap it out of you and kept you imprisoned in your bedroom. Their actions were criminal and I can’t believe you had nobody around you to let you know how truly clever you are or how your talent, later in life, would be used for something as incredible as we do now. Cassie, you are now involved in an organisation whose primary job is to save the world, sometimes weekly. You are one of the most important souls in the universe.’ He lifted her hands. ‘These are the hands of a very exceptional and powerful woman: a gift from the gods. You will find that in time, others will bow down to you for the lives you save. Never let me hear you say anything is your fault again.’

  Cassie felt his sincerity and it gave her confidence that she got it all wrong. ‘Is that what you had, someone who understood?’

  He grinned. ‘My whole life I was being prepared for greatness. My grandma always told me that a power like mine was not given to just anyone. I was selected from millions to one day do something that would be beyond any of my wildest dreams. I just wish she were still around to see how great my life is now. You too have been selected from millions to carry a gift that is so incredibly special and I want you to feel as happy as I do, Cassie but until we can open up all the wounds of the past and then heal them, the future will stay foggy for you. Come, walk with me, we’ll have a bit of a stretch,’ he said, pulling her to her feet. Taking her arm, he put it through his like the old-time gentleman she felt he was. ‘When you were in your room and used to move things around, did you have to be angry to do that?’

  ‘No, I just did it for something to do.’

  ‘And you say you were around eleven years old when you stopped practicing.’

  ‘About then. I just felt really upset that everyone hated me so I stopped experimenting.’

  They had come to another big tree that was lovely and shady, with a mat of grass beneath it. Woody stopped and pulled Cassie down. She giggled at his quick movement. He laughed with her, saying it was all part of his plan to clear her head. He asked her to trust him; by now Cassie found trusting this sweet man very easy.

  ‘On your back, woman,’ he joked as he laid her down onto the grass.

  They rested quietly on the soft ground. Woody leaned on his elbow, watching her. Finally when he began to speak, the soft of his voice made her feel dizzy. She closed her eyes as she concentrated on the words he spoke, already knowing he was using strong magic to calm her.

  ‘Cassie, I have to see what this session has uncovered and need you to work with me. Open your eyes, sweetie and look directly up towards the sky through the trees and tell me what you see.’

  ‘Nothing. Mainly just leaves are in the way,’ she answered, looking from the leaves back to him.

  He smiled. ‘Relax your mind and look again. Move the leaves out of the way and feel the sun on your face.’

  Cassie frowned, looking again. She thought about how nice it would be to have a little sun on her skin. She closed her eyes again and could almost feel the heat. She blinked against the blinding light. Her eyes popped open and she wanted that image in front of her, so using the determination of that thought, she parted the leaves slightly, feeling a little of the sunshine. Excited that her old gift was returning with ease, she moved the whole branch. The rays shone down and the sun was so strong it stunned her. A little blinded by the light and shocked that she had accomplished her task, she flipped the branch back.

  She sat up, astounded, staring at Woody. ‘I did that, hey? I wasn’t just imagining it?’

  He grinned. ‘Yes, you did it. Now lie back down, I haven’t finished with you yet.’

  Cassie lay back down but was breathing heavily, still thrilled with her efforts. Woody could feel her emotions drum through him and stroked her head gently to relax her. ‘This time I want you to look up at the sky and seek out the joy of the sun. How nice it would be for both of us. Try to softly float us both out into the sunlight. Lay us where we can both relax and enjoy it together.’

  She closed her eyes as she imagined the sun. Her face twitched with the effort of moving them into the warmth. This time when she snapped her eyes open the shade covered them like a dark cloud and she used everything she had to take them from within it. As if in a dream, both of their bodies lifted and floated gracefully as if they were held together on a feather-down bed, light and comfortable. She relaxed, feeling the air flowing under her. Then there was the sensation of slowing and settling when the earth met their bodies again. The ground was warm and the bright glare made her squint. She looked into Woody’s kind green eyes. It was only when his red locks caught her attention, glistening in the sunshine, that she realised she had definitely completed her task. She ginned and he smiled back.

  ‘You have exceeded all my expectations, little one. No more for today. Just relax now and enjoy the sun that you have just worked so hard to get us into.’ He bent and kissed her forehead before closing her eyes by placing his hand over them. As if by magic she felt herself going into a world of peace as she drifted off to sleep. When she woke, he was still watching her and grinned. ‘Feel better now?’

  Cassie nodded. ‘How did
you do that? I feel like I’ve just had my batteries recharged; that I could get up and run home.’

  ‘I have a little magic up my sleeve that I keep for very special angels when they need a little healing. I made you experience some terrible memories that have now been dissolved, not removed. They are just in a place now where they won’t harm you anymore.’ He stood up, put out his hand and helped her up off the ground. ‘We’ll need a few more sessions, Cassie, are you okay with that?’ he asked.

  She nodded and laughed as he ran with her down the hill to the car. When they stopped at the bottom, she was still giggling as she breathed heavily from the quick jog. ‘What was all that about?’

  ‘I filled you with magic. Running should tame it down. The effects can be tricky sometimes but I’ll be around you for the next few hours. Don’t worry, you’re in good hands.’

  He opened the car door for her before getting in himself. Another courteous gesture that made her grin at his sweetness. As if in a hurry, he switched on the ignition and kicked life into the motor. Within seconds the vehicle was sliding slightly before it bumped roughly along the exposed track. ‘Sorry I rushed you, sweetie but it took me long enough to get this session with you. Be blowed if I want to piss off your man on the first one.’

  Kayden was waiting with a big smile when they pulled up. Cassie ran and jumped into his arms. He swung her around. ‘Hi, beautiful.’ Putting her down, he tucked her under his arm and leant against the car so he could talk to Woody. ‘How did she do?’