I carry on and knock on the door that has President painted in big black letters on the front. “It’s open,” Happy’s gruff voice calls out.
I push the door open and take a seat across from his desk. “You wanted me to come by?”
“There’s something I need to tell you. I don’t know how you are going to react but it’s something I should have told you a long time ago. I just thought you’d be better off not knowing. I kept something from you all your life thinking that it’d protect you, but I see now that I was wrong in doing something. I know you never knew who your father was but that’s my fault. I hold all the blame. Your mother wanted to tell you, but I begged her not to. I was glad to be the cool and fun Uncle who got to see you on the weekends and on the side. But, Nikki, I’m not that guy. I’m your father.”
“What?” Is fucking with me right now? I sit stunned in silence working it all out in my head. Why Happy insisted he take me in when my mother died. Why Crystal hated me. Why Susan was such a cunt to me.
“I know I have a lot to make up for, but I want you to know that Crystal won’t be a problem anymore. She will never harm you or go near Sophia. I made sure of it. Bitch got what she deserved for killing your mother and for how she treated you. I finally have the truth and it’s time you get it as well.”
All I can do is nod. The man has left me a bit speechless. I want to be mad at him but right now I feel a small pang of sadness for Susan. I know how it feels to lose your mother. Then I recall the hell she put me through, and I smile at Happy, at my father. Quickly, I frown, all this time I had a father and never knew it. The way I was treated all makes sense now.
“There’s more,” he says, breaking the silence. At this point I’m not entirely sure I want to know more. This is already a lot. He starts telling me shit that has me more confused than anything. My mother was his old lady?
“I don’t get it, why was I always treated like garbage, not just with Susan and Crystal, but everyone in town?” I ask him, needing answers.
Happy, dad, Uncle, hell, what do I call him, sits back in his chair and rubs the back of his neck. “I was legally married to Crystal,” he starts. “It was to give her protection, medical insurance and shit like that. She was pregnant. I always thought it was Rhonda’s idea, turns out Crystal talked her into it, anyways, that’s what everyone around knew. They knew we were legally wed, thought Susan was mine. You see Crystal tricked me into sleeping with her. Pretended to be Rhonda then came forward later and said she was pregnant. Told me what she had done. Rhonda loved her sister and forgave her. Went along with her plans but we were still together. Obviously when I was seen with Rhonda and you, everyone jumped to conclusions. Everyone in the club treated you and your mother like queens, and you know it.” He’s right, I always felt at ease here, except when the club whores were around and would glare at both mom and me.
“I wish I had known all of this. Life would have been better, or at least easier, don’t you think?”
He shrugs, looking deep in thought as he pulls out a picture and hands it to me. “This is a picture of your mother and Crystal before you and Susan were born.” I look at it, noticing how similar my mom looks like Crystal. But something is off with this photo. Mom’s hair is dyed red and her makeup so thick it looks like you’d need a chisel to get it off, which is not the mom I knew, she loved being blonde, barely wore make up, and Crystal is curvy, which shocks me, since I’ve only ever known her to be rail thin.
What he says next shocks me. “They were twins, Crystal was the wilder one, she’s the one with all the makeup looking like a natural whore, in that picture.” I look at it again, what the hell. “Once Crystal got pregnant, a stipulation I made was she had to change, couldn’t be wild and reckless anymore, something we let everyone think your mom was. I loved Rhonda more than anything, she was my world.”
I set the picture down and glare at him. “Yeah, except you were married to her sister and obviously slept with her since Tyler is younger than I am.”
“Which was a mistake and a calculating move on Crystal’s part. That broke your mother’s heart and things were never the same after that. I have a lot of regrets, but I hope you know that you were never one of them.” He fills me in, and rage takes over me, that Goddamned cunt. I wish I could kill her. She destroyed my whole world. How on earth did she get away with that shit for so long? Who has their own twin murdered and steals her man like that?
“I think I need to go,” I tell Happy quietly, getting out of my seat. “Thank you for telling me all this, but I need some time.” My head is pounding, and my heart keeps cracking. Susan is my cousin. Crystal was my aunt and treated me the way she did my Mom. I feel hurt…sick. I need to process all this information and all these feelings swimming in my head.
“I understand, but you gotta know, Nikki, that no one will ever hurt you again. I love you beyond the moon.” A memory hits at that moment, and I remember him telling me that when I was younger, and he tucked me in after reading me a story. I gulp, struggling with a reply. And just nod, not trusting myself to speak right now.
I leave the room and instantly Mateo is there, in my space. “What?” I snap at him, wishing he had just left me alone.
“You okay?”
“Fine.”
“We should talk.” He pulls me to him, and I am afraid he will kiss me. That’s the last thing I need right now.
Shaking my head, I step out of his arms. “I’m meeting Grady right now, him and I need to talk, I’ll talk to you later.” I don’t even realize what I’m doing but Mateo’s eyes turn cold.
“That his for sure?” he growls at me, and I realize I was rubbing my small baby bump.
“Mateo, please, just go away right now,” I beg him.
He jerks his chin. “Fine, but we’ll be talking soon too. I’m not giving up, and I’ll be damned if some Prospect takes what’s mine.” He slams his mouth on mine, kissing me with such passion then quickly and storms away.
Oh for fuck sake, I’m so sick of everyone saying I’m theirs. I’m no ones. I’m mine. I wish everyone would back off.
Chapter 29
Grady
I take Nikki back to her condo and see her inside safely. “You finally ready to have this conversation.”
Nikki chews on her bottom lip. “Honestly, no, but I know we need to talk about things. About us. This baby. About…” she trails off and leaves that last part on the tip of her tongue, but I brush it off for now.
“Listen, I know how we got together wasn’t ideal or very fuckin’ romantic but it was real. My feelings for you are real. I want to make you my Old Lady once I’ve earned my cut. You’re having my baby and I care about you.”
She folds her arms across her chest. “What about Susan?”
“What about that cunt?”
“She’s been living with you.”
“Only because the bitch came over one night and never left. Not because I loved her. Cunt was convenient pussy when I wanted it and she kept my place clean. She didn’t mean shit to me.”
“Are you saying you love me, Grady, because you don’t even know me like that. All we have between us is an unexpected pregnancy and sex.”
“That may be how we got our start, but it won’t be our story, Nikki.” Her expression softens at my words.
“That was actually really sweet.”
“I’m only sweet for you. Don’t be telling nobody though. Got my reputation to protect.” I grin at her and she shakes her head. Grabbing her wrists, I pull her into me, wrapping my arms around her, then kissing her forehead.
“This talk isn’t finished. There’s things I need to figure out…I like you and I do want to explore being with you but growing up, there was one man I loved.” My jaw ticks and I grind my teeth hearing her talk about another dude. “He was my world. I thought he would be my one true love. Then he broke my heart and I ran into the arms of that bastard, Tricky, thinking he would be my savior. Only he was a monster of the worst possible kind b
ut now I’m back and that love hasn’t gone away. I still love Mateo Cruiz, and I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but I don’t want to choose between you.”
“What the fuck are you saying? You’re in love with both of us? So what I am supposed to just be okay with sharing you with Cruiz? The fuck, Nikki?” Cruiz must have hurt Nikki by fucking it up with Susan, I remember when he was trying to warn me off her months ago, thought he was just being a prick.
She shrugs. “I’m being honest. I care about both of you. You’re the father of my baby but he’s my first love. Don’t make me choose.”
“We gonna just rotate nights or a is this a threesome. You want double dick is that it?” I get in her face. “Want me in your pussy and him in your ass, Nikki? That the fantasy you have in your head?” I grab her by the back of her hair and tilt her head back. “I don’t like the thought of sharing you with that fucker but if that is what you are asking me to do, I’d do it for you.”
Her eyes widen. “You’d break your rules for me?”
“I’d do anything for you, baby. Told you that and I meant it.” I kiss her lips, pushing my tongue in her mouth, tasting her strawberry flavored lip balm. I break away. “Let’s get one thing straight though. I don’t do dudes. Won’t be no dick rubbing, sucking, or fucking, going down. If he so much as looks at my dick funny, I’ll cut his nuts off.”
She laughs. “Now there’s a picture.”
I growl. “Don’t be dreaming about it either but I bet that shit turns you on doesn’t it?”
She grabs my hand and presses it to her panties under her dress. She’s fucking soaked.
“Nikki,” I warn. “That will never happen.” I pull her panties to the side and thrust a finger inside her. “You’ll never break me like that.”
“We’ll see,” she pants against my mouth as I finger fuck her tight cunt, sliding my digits through her heat.
“No sea to it, it is all dry land.”
“Nothing about me is dry right now,” she says on a groan.
She’s got that right her juices coat my fingers as I pump two in and out of her. “That what you want. The three of us tangled up together in your bed fucking.”
“Yes,” she hisses, squeezing my hand tight with the walls of her sweet pussy.
“One of us behind you and the other in the front. Or you want a dick in your mouth while I eat that pussy? Hmm, baby. Tell me what you want, and I’ll think about giving it to you.”
“Fuck that’s hot,” she coos. I pull my fingers out and lick them.
“Get over here and cum on my cock,” I demand.
She straddles my lap after I have unzipped my pants. Her hot little pussy sinks down on me, grinding warm and needy so fucking greedy. “Cruiz is gonna shove his dick down your throat.” I thrust up inside her. “I’m going to stick my tongue in your pussy and suck your clit until you cream on my mouth while he cums down your throat. Then we’re going to fuck you so damn hard.” I picture it in my head as Nikki rides me and much to my surprise the image gets me off.
“Oh God. Please, Grady.” She throws her head back and cums on my cock.
Chapter 30
Cruiz
Nikki called me said she needed to talk. What I wasn’t expecting is for Grady to be here when I get to her apartment. Sophia is gone to a sleepover or some shit with one of the girls on her cheerleading squad, so I guess Nikki has made a decision. Guess she wants us both to hear it at the same time.
She offers me a beer, but I decline. Ready to get this bullshit over with.
“So, what’s up? I’m here. Tell me whatever it is you gotta say to the two of us.” I’m not leaving without a fight, Grady can have her over my cold dead body.
“Grady and I have been talking and well we have come to a decision. It’s something we both want but we aren’t sure how open you’ll be to the idea.”
I squint unsure if I am hearing her correctly. “What are you asking me, Nikki?”
“I love you both and I don’t want to choose. I want to be with you both of you…together.”
I stare at her in shock. The fuck kinda shit she thinking? Is this just because of the pregnancy hormones? “What the shit? So, what? You want to date both of us? Basically cheating on me with him, with him on me, and if we cheat on you, you’ll kick us to the curb?” Which would be my second time seeing the damn curb after I fucked up by not being able to wait for Nikki to finally put out, and I fucked Susan.
“Yes,” she says, firmly.
“That’s fucked up. If you can fuck both of us, we should be able to be with others too.”
She shrugs. “I don’t see why you can’t when you’re on the road. Just wrap it. I don’t want to know about it. When you’re both home—you’re mine, and only mine.”
I can’t fuckin’ believe she’s okay with this, and Grady is looking smug about it too. If he thinks I’m gonna bow out of this so he can win, he’s got another thing coming. “So, what? You want tag teaming and shit?”
“Think of it as reverse Polygamy. I would never say no to having you both, at the same time, but I think we also need to have our relationship with each other defined more too. Rotate nights, basically we’re monogamous in a way.” She bites her lip, looking shy about saying this but also firm at the same time.
Grady speaks up. “I’m possessive as fuck, but I’m down for this. I’m down for a threesome, but I wouldn’t want it often, not a fan of fuckin’ a woman with another dude, but if it’s what Nikki wants, then that’s what she’ll get. But you and me will never be touching or shit if I can help it. Don’t even get it in your head that I’ll suck your dick or fuck you in the ass and no, motherfucker, I don’t want your dick near my asshole.”
I get what he’s saying, I’m possessive as fuck too, and what she’s saying makes sense. Except part of me hurts like fuck that she can’t choose between the two of us. I vowed that if I ever got her back, I would be faithful. I’m worried that at some point she’ll change her mind about letting us fuck around on her on the road. She says she’s fine with it now, but I can’t help feeling like it’s a test. A test I know Grady won’t pass at all.
“I know I vowed to never want either of you again, because of the Susan shit, but when I think of not having you, either of you, my heart breaks and I feel sick. I need you both in my life, and no matter what you will be because of history, this child, just everything. You know?”
Fuck, her words break me, Grady even has a look of remorse on his face, something I’ve never seen from him before. The room is blanketed in silence, no one speaks. I know I need to speak, I just can’t find the words. Will seeing her with him kill me? Would I be able to reel in my jealousy? Only one way to test this out.
I reach towards her, grabbing her hand and pull her towards me, making her straddle my lap. Her pussy sits directly on my cock, making me harden instantly. I cup her face, bringing it towards me and press our mouths together. She moans as my tongue finds hers. She grinds on me, seeking release—a release right now, I won’t let her have, so I push her away and look to Grady. Hunger lurks in his eyes as he stares at her. Finally, he moves, taking her off my lap and doing the same thing I just did. Well fuck me, watching them together doesn’t hurt. Jealousy is there, but all I feel right now is horny as fuck. I want my dick in her mouth. Want my cum running down her throat and leaking from the corners of her mouth. I just want her and if right now that means Grady comes as part of the package. I will have to suck it up and be a man about it.
Chapter 31
Nikki
Grady slides his tongue in my mouth having no problem kissing me after Mateo just did. His fingers thread through my hair as I reach behind me for Mateo. My fingers grip his as he comes to stand behind me. His lips on my shoulder and his other hand on my ass with raw possession. This should feel completely wrong, but it feels right. Like the pieces of a complete puzzle fitting together. I know what I want, and they are it. I need them both to keep me grounded. This can work. I know it can. It
won’t always be easy but nothing worth having ever is.
I move between them, taking turns kissing them both. Mateo rubs his thumb over my nipple, teasing me over the fabric of my shirt. Grady has his hand between my legs cupping my sex.
“Let’s take this to the bedroom,” Grady’s rough voice grits in my ear.
I look back at Mateo and he nods completely cool with this situation.
The three of us move to my bedroom continuing where we left off. There is no rushing as the three of us lay in my bed with me in the center of a biker sandwich. Mateo kisses my mouth as Grady slides down the bed and pulls my panties down my legs. His lips pepper kisses up my thighs teasing at my pussy. Mateo’s mouth moves to my tits, paying special attention to both as my other man pleasures my pussy. His skillful fingers rub through my slick heat. I look at the two of them feeling like the luckiest woman as they worship my body.
“I want you in my mouth,” I tell Mateo and Grady doesn’t even flinch. He continues sucking my clit and fingering my tight hole.
Mateo’s zipper goes down and his erection springs free. I lick my lips eager to taste him. Wanting to suck him between my lips. On his knees he strokes his length and slaps the head of his dick against my mouth. “You want this dick?” His voice is raspy and sexy.
“Yeah, Mateo. Feed me your cock. Please,” I beg.
He smirks all rugged and sexy and tells me to open wide. I lick up and down his thick shaft, nearly gagging he’s so large. I bob my head as he grabs the back of it guiding the pace he wants to fuck my mouth at as Grady shifts me to my side so he can slide behind me after he gets his pants off. His cock presses between my ass cheeks as he grips my shoulder. “Gonna fuck you so hard and deep, darlin’ Nikki.”
I can’t reply but I moan around Mateo’s fat cock as he stretches my mouth wider. I feel like a queen as they pleasure me simultaneously. Each of us taking and receiving what we want until everyone has their fill.
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