I swallow like a good girl for one man while the other cums inside me.
After we lay in the bed for a while. No one speaking, both of them holding me from either side. The bitch in me wishes Susan could see me now. I have them both. I won. Game over bitch. I’m the motherfuckin’ queen around here.
I lay in bed smirking until I realize that there will be talk and questions. I know we need to set some more ground rules and I’m not sure what I will tell Sophia, but I want this to work. There is no turning back I love them both too much to lose either of them. Most people might think I am crazy for allowing them to fuck on the road, but I can’t expect them not to get theirs when I have them both. I know there will be times that jealousy will arise, and I hope by giving them that it will combat any issues that may come up.
“This doesn’t mean you get to take my place at any Dr’s appointments,” Grady suddenly says in a drowsy but firm tone.
“Noted,” Mateo replies, nuzzling his face against my tit. I stroke my fingers through both of their heads feeling more content than I ever have.
“This what you wanted?” Grady questions looking up at me.
“Yes.” I smile. “This exactly what I wanted.”
Chapter 32
Susan
I watch from the parking lot seeing Nikki kissing Cruiz then Grady. What the fuck? I need to talk to Grady, and I knew he would be here. I know I need to come clean with him about the abortion. He deserves the truth. I am going to tell him everything then I am leaving town.
Except it will have to wait, I thought facing Grady with Nikki around would be hard enough, but Cruiz too? I’ve dealt with his threats more than enough over the years. Ever since I convinced him to fuck me all those years ago. And right now, with everyone threatening to kill me, if he sees my face after knowing all of the shit I did and helped mother to do, someone is going to really do it.
I don’t know what to do right now. I’m terrified to be anywhere in this town. Mother is already dead, and I know if anyone finds out what I’ve done, I’ll be next. I should have been dead already but part of Happy still cares about me, at least, that’s what I tell myself.
I call Shelia, that whore who ate my cunt. She has an apartment in the bad side of town maybe I can lay low there until I get things figured out.
“I need to see you. Meet me in thirty at that little diner on the edge of town.”
Getting in my car I light up a cigarette. How did everything get so utterly and completely fucked? I shouldn’t have had the abortion. I should have kept the damn thing for insurance. Grady would never hurt a woman pregnant with his kid. I listened to Mother like I always did. Look where that got me. On the fucking run. I get to the diner and slide into the back booth. I order a black coffee.
Shelia shows up about ten minutes later. She seems nervous. On edge and jittery. She’s tweaking. “Hey, what’s up?” She wipes her nose as it continually drips. “You gonna drink that?” The whore picks up my coffee cup and takes a hearty sip.
“Not anymore. Do you have any dirt you can give me on any of the guys? Doesn’t matter who as long as it’s something good I can tell my father.”
Crippled with paranoia she looks around the dining room of the small diner. “I shouldn’t even be here,” she whispers cryptically.
“What are you talking about?”
“I’m not supposed to talk to you, but I thought maybe you called because you wanted to see me.” She smirks. “I know you like me.”
“Just tell me what you know.”
“I can’t help you, Susan. I want to but I am already on thin ice and if they found out I’m here with you…” She takes her finger and slices across her throat. “Maybe once you clear things up, ya know.” Shelia grabs my hand and squeezes.
I pull away from her. “If I can’t count on you then what good are you to me?”
Her bottom lip trembles. “I’m sorry.”
“God. Don’t cry. Ew.” I grimace.
“Susan, they will kill you. You should run. I can drive you to the bus stop.”
“No.” I shake my head. If Happy wants me dead he’ll make it happen. There is no running I will just have to win Grady over. There has to be a part of him who cares about me.
He’s my only chance.
My survival depends on him. I leave the table and go to the bathroom. Fucking Shelia. I lean against the sink, gripping the counter for support as I stare at my reflection in the mirror hating the world. Everything has gone to shit. I went from having it all to being nothing.
The door bounces off the wall and Shelia walks in. I shove her into a stall and bring my mouth down on hers. Might as well have a little fun before I face off with Grady.
“On your knees, slut,” I order her.
She complies immediately, smirking at me, as I pull up my skirt revealing I don’t have on panties. I hook one of my legs over her shoulder and use the stall wall for support as she dives tongue first into my cunt to fuck me with her skillful mouth.
I pull on her hair. “Faster, bitch!” If I can’t get Grady on my side and end up dead, at least I’ll go out knowing the feel Shelia’s mouth on my cunt, something I’ll never get again. Better make this last for a while before facing hell straight on.
Chapter 33
Grady
Waking up next to Nikki? Best fuckin’ feeling I’ve ever had. I lift my head and see Cruiz on her other side, I expect to feel jealousy, but I feel nothing. Just peace that I can have what I want. Plus, doesn’t hurt that Nikki gave permission to fuck on the road too. Not like I would have stopped doin’ that shit anyways. The hard part is keeping my dick outta the whores at the clubhouse. I’m still a prospect, lotta the bitches there won’t touch me yet, without permission. A few I’ve been dying to try out too. Guess we’ll just have to see what happens when the time comes. Don’t think I could give up easy pussy every fuckin’ day. Not saying I don’t love Nikki’s cunt, best I ever had, but one pussy for the rest of my life? Fuck that shit.
I get out of bed, and dress. I need to head home anyways, shit to think about. I lean over the bed, kissing Nikki on the forehead and leave.
It’s still dark when I open my front door and instantly, I’m alert. Flipping on the light to the living room, there Susan is. Bitch has been hiding for weeks now. I don’t take my eyes off her sleeping form on the couch as I get my cell out and text Happy that I found her.
Seconds later he pings back that he’s on his way. I see her purse on the coffee table, and notice paperwork sticking out. I grab it, and what I read has me wrapping my hands around Susan’s neck, startling her awake.
“You killed my kid, bitch?”
“I-I can explain,” she chokes out, struggling to breathe, her breath smelling like cunt, at least she had some pleasure before showing up back here.
I want nothing more than to kill this bitch, but before I get the chance Happy and a few other members of the club come in the front door.
“This bitch murdered my kid,” I grind out, letting her go as I stand up. I turn to face Happy, shoving the paperwork, including the receipt that shows she got an abortion.
Happy stares at Susan in disgust and then turns, looking at the others. “We in agreement?” He asks them.
“Yes,” they say in unison.
“You kill this bitch, you have your patch,” he tells me. And I grin, slowly as I turn to face Susan.
“Fuck yeah, I’m gonna have pleasure doing this.” Cruiz steps up behind me putting a hand on my shoulder, didn’t even realize he was here, as Susan shrinks back from both of us. “How we doing this?”
“Think we should have a little fun first.” I stroke my jaw and smile menacingly at Susan. “You take the bottom half I’ll get the top.” I grab her arms and he takes her legs as one of the other club members places tape over her mouth. Her eyes bulge in fear and she pisses herself.
“You really are a weak ass bitch.” I laugh at her as she shakes. Her fear gives me more pleasure than I ought to admi
t but the cunt is going to get hers. We take her to the bedroom and strip her down before tying her spread eagle to the bed. I get a soapy rag and clean her cunt. “Gonna run a train on you, bitch!”
I hear someone yell, “Choo, choo. All aboard.”
“Get in line boys.”
I know Happy left, Susan at one point was his daughter, but he’ll get proof of her death after when I take him her heart. Bitch killed my kid. She’s gonna feel some Goddamned pain. She’ll know what a broken heart feels like. I didn’t love this cunt, but she had no right making the choice for me. Sure, I told her to do it, but I never thought she would.
“Don’t worry. Ain’t nobody sticking their dick in your used up pussy.” I grab a wire hanger from the closet. “It’ll hurt for a long ass time.” I smile at her as she fights against the restraints. “After everyone has a turn fucking you wherever they want with whatever they want I’m gonna shove my gun up your asshole and pull the fucking trigger. Hope you’re horny.”
Chapter 34
Cruiz
I didn’t expect to throw up after killing Susan but here I am like a pussy tossing my dinner up on the side of the road in a plastic bag like a bitch. That shit was brutal. Grady totally lost it on her when she taunted him about the abortion. The things she said even had me wanting to shoot her in the cunt and asshole. Susan had a violent but justified end.
“You okay, princess? Or do we need to stop and get you some antacids too?” Grady laughs.
“Fuck you, asshole. By the way tomorrow night is my night to be with Nikki so gonna need you to watch Sophia for us.”
“That’s cool. I want her to get used to me being around seeing as I am asking her and Nikki to move in with me.” He grins and I roll my eyes.
“You know I will be moving in too, don’t you, fuck head?” His face falls. “Did you really think I was just going to let Nikki ride off into the sunset with you and just fuck her when you’re busy? I’m going to ask her to marry me. You’re the side bitch. Bitch. After your kid is born, I’ll be knocking her up with mine first thing.”
Grady charges at me and we both go to the ground. He punches me in the side, and I jab him in the ear.
“You’re not putting a ring on her finger!” He roars, spitting at me.
“You’re not the boss of me, motherfucker. Why don’t we let her decide what she wants? But man, we both know you aren’t the marrying type. In this dynamic you know you’ll be sticking your dick in club pussy too. I’ll be the one to be faithful to her, just don’t be bringing some disease back to us. Feel me.”
“My kid ain’t calling you daddy.” He rolls away from me.
“We’ll see.” I give him a smug look. Daddy’s home and his name isn’t fucking Grady. It’s Mateo Motherfuckin’ Cruiz.
Chapter 35
Grady
“Seriously. Did you have to beat each other up like animals. Jesus. I love you both but if neither of you can handle this…” Nikki shakes her head as she dabs my bottom lip with a wet rag.
“Fucker started it by saying he was gonna put a ring on your finger.”
“Baby, its sweet that you care but the choice is mine and I want to marry Mateo, but it doesn’t mean I love you any less. Hell, you can put a ring on it too, we might not be able to marry legally but at least we know what we have is real.” She kisses me and I moan into her mouth loving the taste of her mixed with the blood in my mouth.
I grab her ass. “Need inside this pussy. Spread them legs and let me in, Nikki.”
“Not now. Sophia is home.” She pushes against my shoulder.
“We need to talk about our living arrangement. Cruiz and I are gonna look at some houses. We want a big place that gives us space and privacy.”
“You two are going house hunting together.” She laughs as she gives me a yeah right look.
“We worked out our differences.” I shrug. Sort of, we at least agreed about maybe building something instead, since I plan to knock her up often and he said the same thing, and we’ll all need our own rooms. Fuckin’ hell, can we really arrange this shit, or will half the time be played out like some ‘who’s the daddy’ bullshit?
“We’re really doing this, aren’t we?” She smiles at me and I pull her into my lap.
“Yeah we are.”
Cruiz walks into the kitchen and leans down to kiss Nikki. Watching them makes me hard as fuck because Nikki is so into it. I can feel her grinding on my growing erection but then we hear Sophia coming out of her room and we all break apart.
Chapter 36
Nikki
“I thought you were seeing Mateo?” Sophia questions as she comes into the kitchen. I guess she picks up on more than I thought, and I am glad the guys are wanting to look for a bigger place. The walls here are paper thin.
“It’s complicated, sweetie. We’ll talk more about it later. Okay?”
“So, what? I’m going to like have two dads or something?”
“We’re not talking about this right now. You need to get ready for school and I have a doctor’s appointment.”
“Fine.” She rolls her eyes. Stopping short at the hallway she looks back at me and says, “But just so we’re clear either one of them is better than my Dad.”
Grady smiles at that like the conceited bastard that he is. I leave him and Mateo on their own to sort out who is going to my appointment with me this morning. I’m excited to hear the baby’s heartbeat.
I get into the shower and let out a sigh as the hot water sprays over my body. The bathroom steams up and I feel utterly content other than the fact that I don’t know how to approach this new situation with Sophia. Hell, it’s new to me too, but I won’t lie to my daughter. I grew up not knowing shit about the truth. I won’t do that to Sophia. As I am lathering up my loofah the bathroom door opens and Grady appears, watching me through the glass.
“What are you doing?”
“Finishing what we started in the kitchen. Cruiz is dropping Sophia at the school then he is meeting with some realtor who called him on his way out. So, it’s just you and me and I plan on taking full advantage.” He smirks at me and drops his jeans to the floor.
“We don’t have time for this. I don’t want to be late for the appointment.”
“I’ll be fast.”
“What if you slip or you make me slip. Shower sex is bad for your health.”
“Then hurry the fuck up so I can take you to bed. Need to be buried inside you. Right now.” He holds his hardening cock up, stroking it. I lick my lips and hurry through the motions. This pregnancy is making me so damn horny all the damn time. Grady doesn’t even let me finish rinsing off or get a damn towel. He opens the shower door once he’s decided that he has had enough waiting for me to be done. I don’t exactly think I should go to the doctor with a freshly banged pussy, so I drop down on my knees and blow him instead. Grady doesn’t complain but I am left wanting more.
We get to my appointment and since it is my first one, I spend the first few minutes filling out paperwork. I don’t have to worry about medical expenses because we live in Canada. I return the new patient forms to the receptionist and then I am called back to get my weight and to give a urine sample.
Grady stays in the waiting room because it will be a few minutes before I am taken back for an ultrasound. When I come back out to wait with him, I can’t help but smile. He’s reading one of the parenting magazines off the rack. He’s taking this more seriously than I thought he would. Honestly, I was expecting him to blow this off and send Mateo in his place instead. For once it is good to be wrong about someone.
Grady looks up at me. “Everything okay?”
“It’s fine. Just waiting to be called back to the exam room. Whatcha reading?” I take up the chair next to him again.
“Whether breast fed is best or not.”
“Oh.” I blink. The surprises just keep on coming. “I haven’t decided.”
“What’d you do with Sophia?”
“Well…” I lower my voic
e feeling ashamed. “I bottle fed because Tricky didn’t want me unavailable to him. He um had this weird fetish…you remember the room at the strip club…it was his.”
“Freaky bastard,” he mutters under his breath. “My baby will have the best so if he wants titty milk that’s what he’ll have.”
I laugh. There’s the Grady I know. “So, you think we’re gonna have a boy?”
“Yup. Every first born in my family was a boy. Won’t be any different now.” It hits me that I don’t know anything about his family or how he came to prospect for the Jacks Devils. We have so much to talk about. I know just about everything there is to know about Mateo and his folks.
“Do your parents live nearby?”
“Not anymore. Pops moved to California about four years ago after my Mom died in a car crash. She fell asleep at the wheel.”
“I’m so sorry.”
He shrugs. “You didn’t kill her. Nothing to be sorry for.”
“I suppose not.” I let out a nervous laugh under my breath and finally my name is called. We go into the exam room and find out that I am almost through my first trimester. Everything looks great with the baby and we might be able to find out the sex at our next appointment.
We were going to go out for lunch, but Grady got a call from the club and dropped me back home.
Chapter 37
Cruiz
“Just wait till I show you this place, baby. It’s fucking perfect. Three stories so Sophia can have a floor to herself if she wants.”
“Wow that was fast,” Nikki says on the other end of the line.
“I’m ready to be with you all the time. I paid my realtor extra to find us exactly what we want as quickly as possible and this is what he came up with. If I pick you up now, we can do a tour before he’s out for the day.” Grady and I talked about building something huge, but that would take too long, so the next best thing was found, and I don’t care how much cash I gotta sink into the place, plus it’s perfect for if we need to expand.
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