Never a Saint (Polished P & P Book 2)

by Lila Rose

  Clearing my throat, I watched him kneel on the bed and palm his cock while his heated gaze ran over me. “Tell me,” he demanded.

  My brows dipped in question. “What?” I asked, my tone soft.

  “Tell me what you do with the dildo.”

  Rolling my eyes, red covered my cheeks. “You already know.”

  “No.” He shook his head. “I might already know, but I wanna hear it outta your sweet mouth, baby.”

  How could I resist? Even when it embarrassed me, I reached out and ran a hand gently up and down his thigh and said, “There’s times I have a need. A need to feel full. It’s those times I slather the dildo up and use it to fuck myself so hard I’m lost in the sensation and come like I haven’t in years.”

  “You won’t need it anymore… unless I use it on you,” he told me, his jaw clenching.

  I cocked a brow. “I won’t?”

  “Fuck no. I’ll always be there for any urge you get.”

  “Then show me,” I said.

  “Please,” Zion clipped.

  Fuck me.

  “Please,” I whispered.

  “First, you get my fingers. I want to watch them glide in and out of your tight hole. I wanna see how lost I can get you before you even get my cock. I’ll fill you more than any dildo, lover, and you’ll take it, wantin’ more and more. But only if you’re good will I give it to you.”

  “Okay,” I complied.

  His grin was smug. I’d let him have it, though, because I loved losing control, and I had a feeling that Zion was starting to understand, and he liked it.

  “Spread ’em, Kylo.”

  I parted my legs, wincing only a little, which Zion didn’t catch, thank fuck, else he would have stopped. I didn’t want to stop for anything. Zion climbed between my legs. He leaned down and took my mouth in a demanding kiss, and I gave it over to him. I curled my arms around his back and ran my hands up and down over his warm skin.

  “Fuck, baby, I can’t wait to be in you,” he mumbled against my lips before moving down to my neck and chest, where he sucked on my nipple.

  “Zion, please,” I begged, wanting his touch.

  “What do you want, lover?”

  “You,” I told him through heavy breaths.

  He licked down my body, paying attention to my hip with his teeth, tongue, and lips. “Where do you want me?”

  “Your fingers in me.”

  “You’ll get it when I say, baby.”

  I groaned in frustration, my body already begging for release. My cock was so fucking hard and leaking from his attention.

  My heart thumped harder over the extra beat when Zion grabbed the lube. I edged my legs apart a little further. Eager, ready, and needy.

  I hissed out a breath when he bit down on my hip and pushed a finger inside me. “Yes,” I yelled, gripping his shoulders and rocking down on his finger.

  My vision blurred when another finger joined the other and ran over my prostate.

  “Zion, please, fuck, please, just get in me.”

  “You want my cock?”

  “Yes,” I demanded on a yell.

  “Lover, you ain’t ready.”

  “I am. Promise, I am.”

  “When I say, Kylo,” he told me, and I grumbled under my breath only to lose that oxygen when he scissored his fingers inside me, stretching me for him.

  Later I would question how he knew what to do, but not right then.

  “Jesus, baby, you’re so tight.”

  He hovered over me. Unable to resist, I grabbed him, pulling him down and kissing him while I locked my thighs around his lower half and ground my ass down on his fingers.

  Zion tore his mouth from mine. “Settle,” he demanded.

  “I can’t. I need—”

  “Kylo,” he growled.

  “But—”

  “Do as I say,” he clipped.

  Grinding my teeth, I unlocked my grip from his shoulders and hips.

  Zion smiled, removing his fingers. “Good, baby.” He leaned back to his knees and grabbed the lube. “As a reward for listenin’, you can have me.” He ran lube over his own leaking hard-on. “Roll over,” he ordered. With a slight cringe from a pull on my leg, I quickly rolled over like a man on a mission—something Zion found amusing, since he chuckled.

  He kissed my lower back. “Love that you do as you’re told, lover.” He kissed my ass cheek. “Gets me so fuckin’ hot.” I shifted my legs apart around him as he kissed my other ass cheek. “Christ, you look good spread out for me, your hole callin’ to me.”

  “Zion, please,” I begged and jutted my ass back.

  He slapped each cheek, causing me to cry out. “Patience, baby.” He ran his hands over my ass slowly, like a gentle massage. “Hell, Kylo, fuckin’ love your body.”

  Zion dropped a kiss to my waist, my shoulder, and I glanced over to see him there looking down between our bodies. When I felt his tip nudging against my hole, I knew what he was watching.

  I lifted my ass up a little, and the tip of his dick sank in. I gripped the sheets under me when he pushed in slowly, filling me in the best fucking way possible.

  “Zion.” I moaned his name when he was all the way in and pressing in just the right spot.

  “Holy hell, lover. Fuck me, you feel good.” He kissed my shoulder again and I got more of his weight when he went to one elbow. He pulled back out of me and pushed in with a groan.

  He threaded his fingers from his free hand with mine and held on while his thrusts got a little wild. Sounds fell from my mouth. I loved him inside me. Loved him fucking me.

  “Yes, fuck, Zion, you feel good.”

  Groaning, he rested his forehead against my back for a moment while he fucked my ass like it hadn’t been before. It felt different with him. Better. More intense. He placed a kiss to my shoulder. Needing more, I tipped my head back a little and he pressed against me to kiss me.

  My dick rubbed into the bed, giving me the friction I needed while Zion’s cock pushed, rubbed, and slid in the perfect way.

  “Zion,” I cried, clutching at the sheets. “Close,” I warned.

  “Me too, baby, me too. You feel fuckin’ fantastic. Christ.” His thrusts weren’t in any rhythm; they were frantic, just lost to the feel, to the pleasure.

  My body tensed for a second as my balls drew up. I tightened around him and rubbed my cock into the sheets as the first wave hit me. My cum shot out over the bed, my ass clenched around Zion, and I heard him grunt, then groan. His grip on my hip squeezed, and finally, he thickened inside me, the warmth of his cum filling me and feeling so damn right.

  “Fuck,” he clipped, his forehead resting onto my back even as his hips pistoned in and out at a fast pace. His orgasm sent mine into a longer one, and by the time both of us were coming down, we panted out our breaths.

  “Jesus motherfuckin’ Christ,” Zion said as he slowly slid out of me, causing me to shudder, and flopped down beside me on the bed. His arm and leg curved over me, hugging me close to him as we took in the extra oxygen we needed. “Lover, that was somethin’ fuckin’ special.”

  Hell, that was just what I’d been thinking.

  “Agreed.” I smiled.

  He grinned back and leaned in for a kiss.

  Some tension that I didn’t really want to register I had left me. So maybe I’d been worried about his reaction, feeling weird over having me for the first time. But hearing him call it special… meant the damn world to me.

  Just like he did.

  Epilogue

  Kylo

  “Kylo,” Zion growled. “If you don’t get the fuck up here, I’ll rip your dick off—shit, I won’t. Unlatch your motherfuckin’ teeth, lover. Yeah, baby, that’s better. You know I wouldn’t rip off the part I love most—fuck, I love all of you.”

  Zion’s dick dropped from my mouth. “Wait, what?”

  His hooded eyes gleamed down at me. “I ain’t just sayin’ it because your teeth are close to my dick, but I do love you, Kylo.”

/>   Christ.

  Jesus Christ.

  My body heated, my heart pounded, my pulse raced.

  He loved me.

  Zion Storey loved me.

  Yeah, we’d been dating for a while, but I didn’t expect him to blurt out the “I love you.” Still, it was how I felt for him, and he needed to know.

  Climbing up his body, I lay over him. He smiled softly, wrapping his arms around my waist. I was surprised he didn’t grind up against my hardness with his own, but he just watched me.

  He took my weight easily and brushed hair from my face before cupping my cheek. “You mean everything to me,” he told me.

  My body hummed. I licked my lips, and then said, “You know I love you too, right?”

  His smile grew. “I know.”

  I rolled my eyes, my insides feeling light. “Cocky.”

  “You like it.”

  I shook my head. “I love it.”

  “Move in with me?”

  He’d been asking me for the last couple of months, and I’d said no each time. Even when he’d moved into his new digs, which were sweet. However, I couldn’t say no any longer, because he was my future.

  “Sure.”

  His eyes flashed. “Yeah?”

  “Yes, Zion. I’ll move in with you.”

  He whooped before rolling over and taking my mouth in a slow but hot kiss. He pulled back. “I didn’t hurt your leg?”

  Smiling, I shook my head. “Stop askin’ that. You know it’s doin’ a lot better.”

  He kissed my jaw, my neck, my shoulder. “I can’t help it. I worry about you like a little old lady does about her pets.”

  “Are you callin’ me a pet?” I asked.

  He chuckled. “Maybe. But a cute pet.” He pecked my mouth. “A sweet pet.” He took my bottom lip between his teeth and bit down. Letting go, he ran his tongue across the sensitive flesh. “A sexy pet who will fuck his master?”

  My heart was already hammering in my chest because it was Zion and he’d driven my body crazy with every touch. But it kicked up into a speed a race car driver would be surprised by.

  “You want me to fuck you?”

  He hummed under his breath.

  “Slide my cock in your ass?” I asked.

  He rubbed his hard cock against mine, his knees dropping to the bed beside my hips. I gripped his ass tightly and moaned.

  “I’ll do it.” Of fucking course I would. “But don’t expect me to call you master.”

  He harrumphed but followed with “Fine. But maybe on a few occasions?”

  “I won’t—”

  “I’ll sing to you more.”

  Fucking hell.

  “I’ll think about it.”

  He chuckled. “Knew that would work.”

  “Zion, you could become a star with your voice.”

  He shook his head. “Not somethin’ I’m after. I’m just happy bein’ the star in your eyes.”

  I shoved at him and snorted. “Fuckin’ hell, you’re corny.”

  “You like it,” he said.

  Again, I shook my head and said, “I love it.”

  The humor dancing in his eyes left. “You woke me up in the best damn way, or I would have lost out on havin’ this with you. Know it won’t be fantastic all the time. Know we’ll argue, but I need you to know I’ll do everythin’ I can to make sure you’ll be sleepin’ at my side. That you’ll still love me until we’re fuckin’ old. That’s how serious I am with you.”

  Holy shit.

  My organs were rejoicing with one another in the center of my body. I cupped his cheek and said softly, “I’m right there with you, Zion.”

  “Good.” Then his smile was back. “Can’t thank you enough for offerin’ up to suck me off that first time.”

  Lightly laughing, I pulled him close and told him, “You’re welcome.”

  “Now, are you gonna pleasure me, lover?”

  “Oh yeah, in a way that’ll blow your mind.”

  He lowered his head and kissed me. Blindly reaching out, I grabbed the tube of lube, opened it, and squirted some onto my fingers. As Zion got me hot with his mouth, I reached between the gap and gently ran my fingers over his puckered hole. He sighed against my lips. It surprised me he wanted this, but then again, he surprised me a lot over the time we’d been together.

  He pushed back on my fingers and I slowly inserted one. He stilled for a moment, but then relaxed and kissed me harder, our tongues dancing against one another’s. I withdrew the finger and pushed back in with two. He groaned against my lips.

  We stayed like that for a while, so I could stretch him, get him ready for me. Each time I played with his prostate, he would lift his ass up on my fingers and make noises in the back of his throat.

  Christ, I would never get over how Zion was mine and how damn hot he was.

  He pulled back, both of us breathing heavily. “Need you, baby,” he said, his tone rough.

  “Then you’ve got me.” I’d already rubbed lube onto my hard-on, so I tapped his thighs and said, “Lift a little.”

  He did. Reaching between us, I took hold of my cock and rested it against Zion’s hole.

  “Relax for me, sweetheart,” I ordered and witnessed his eyes heating even more when I used an endearment. “Good,” I said when he took a breath, and slowly, I started to slide up inside his tight ass.

  Wrapping my hand around his erection, I moved my fist up and down his length. He groaned, and I slid past the barrier. He closed his eyes and sucked in a sharp breath, pausing.

  “It’s okay. You’re good. Just take it easy.”

  He nodded and shifted down on me a little more. His hands pressed into my shoulders as he held himself up. I used my free hand to run up and down his thigh and waist.

  “Fuck, babe, you feel fuckin’ good. So good, Christ,” I muttered.

  As soon as I was all the way in, Zion stopped moving and opened his eyes. He blew out a shaky breath. “Not sure what the hype is—fucking hell, Jesus Christ, again,” he yelled when I’d rocked my dick against the right spot. I did it again, and his whole body tensed around me. His ass squeezed my dick harder, and hell, I loved it.

  Taking his waist in both hands, I lifted him slowly and then pulled him back down, making sure I pressed against his prostate.

  “Yeah, fuck yeah, Kylo.”

  Soon enough, Zion took back control, and he rode me like he’d done it a million times before. His eyes stayed locked onto mine until he dipped and took my mouth in a hot kiss. Our tongues and bodies danced together in ways that had me feeling so damn much. I wrapped my arms around Zion, dug my feet into the mattress, and even when my leg twinged, I lifted his hips and thrust up into him. He stilled, groaned, and kissed me harder. I did it again and again, knowing my body slipped closer to its release.

  Zion broke the kiss. “Fuck, I’m close.”

  “Me too,” I said, cupping his face before sliding my thumb into his mouth where he sucked it. I moaned and grunted when he bit down and groaned around my thumb as his ass clamped around my cock and hot jets of semen warmed my stomach from his climax. I couldn’t hold back; I couldn’t stop it. His release dragged out mine and I pumped my cum into his ass.

  Zion collapsed on top of me, his nose gently swiping up my cheek. He breathed heavily as he said, “I’ll get off soon.”

  I snorted. “You already did.”

  He chuckled. “Yeah, baby, I did. Can’t understand why all men aren’t out there gettin’ their asses fucked. Hell, that was damn powerful.”

  “Told you.”

  “You did.” He leaned in and kissed my cheek before gently moving off me and to my side. “You make me giddy inside, Kylo. Fuckin’ giddy. How fucked up is that?”

  Turning my head, I smiled at him. “Not stupid, just because we’re guys doesn’t mean we can’t feel giddy over each other.”

  “We’re hardass bikers. Giddy shouldn’t be in our vocab.”

  “Bullshit. Not when we got love between us.”

 
; “Yeah, that’s true.” He got to his elbow and stared down at me with a grin. “You’re movin’ in with me.”

  I smiled up at him. “I am.”

  “Love you, Kylo.”

  Running a hand up his chest, I told him, “And I fuckin’ love you, Zion, but I still won’t call you master.”

  He threw his head back and laughed. When he finally calmed, he leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. There, he said, “I’ll wear you down.”

  Hell, he probably would. I’d do anything for Zion Storey.

  Acknowledgments

  A massive thank you to the doctors, nurses, and everyone who’s helping out through the pandemic.

  It’s been such hard times throughout the world. I know I wasn’t the only one scared. I know I wasn’t the only one worried about everything going on. I also know I wasn’t the only one who would have picked up a book to get lost in so the real world and concerns would disappear even for a moment. I hope things are settling down for everyone, but still, make sure to take care and stay safe!

  Thank you to my Muffkateers (readers group) and everyone who has picked up a copy of Never a Saint.

  Jay at Designs by Juan, you always outdo yourself with each cover we work on together!

  My family, thank you for your support. You all mean everything to me.

  There is always a thank you to Becky at Hot Tree Editing. You make my life easier, and I seriously love working with you!!

  To my beta team: Lindsey, Amanda. B, Darlene, Nikki, Miranda, Amanda. E, Annissia, Casey, and Allena.

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