The Legends of Camber of Culdi Trilogy

by Katherine Kurtz

  Camber had never even considered trying it for himself, however, having neither Gabrilite nor Healer’s training, and he was both intrigued and apprehensive at the prospect of watching his own actions mirrored through another’s mind. What made matters worse, and would tax his acting ability even more, was the fact that Queron was now laying out the cloak on a spot only a short distance from Camber’s feet, obviously intending it as a surrogate bed from which Guaire would reenact his part.

  As Queron led the compliant Guaire to lie upon that cloak with his face toward Camber and Eustace, Camber suspected that the choice of position had not been entirely coincidental; for Alister Cullen had already been mentioned as having knowledge of the incident about to be depicted. Queron could not be aware of his true involvement, of course, but that would not prevent him from noting the reactions of whoever had connections with the incident, however far removed. Camber had to appreciate the Healer-priest’s foresight. He must never underestimate Queron Kinevan.

  Beside him, Joram, too, had finally regained his equilibrium, his usual curiosity thoroughly reengaged at the thought of witnessing a Deryni skill which he also had never seen. Joram sat forward almost eagerly, his previous despair replaced by alert interest. Even though he had shared his father’s remembrance of Guaire’s “miracle,” and was well acquainted with the care and skill which had gone into the encounter from Camber’s point of view, that was different from seeing it through the eyes of the one for whom it had been intended. Besides, Joram had never been able to resist an opportunity to watch his talented father in action, even when he did not agree with what was being done. Most certainly, he did not approve of what Queron was about to do; for successful re-creation of Guaire’s experience would almost certainly prove the very thing Joram had been trying to avoid. It could only be interpreted as a miracle.

  Joram watched with hushed mind, in tandem with his father, as Queron knelt beside the reclining Guaire and sat back on his haunches, facing toward the archbishops and in profile to Camber. As the room quieted down, Queron laid his hand lightly on Guaire’s forehead and began to extend a heavier control, his own manner stilling and centering as he breathed slowly, in and out. At one point he glanced up dreamily at Jaffray, who nodded minutely, then returned his attention fully to Guaire.

  After a moment, Guaire curled up on his side, as though asleep, and moaned, pulling the edges of the cloak more closely around him. As Queron sat motionless, all stillness now, Guaire opened his eyes hesitantly and appeared to look around.

  Camber knew what must happen next. Shifting his gaze out to the center of the room, toward which Queron now slightly turned his face, he watched a tendril of smoky luminescence begin to coalesce, gradually becoming a motionless figure cloaked and hooded in gray.

  Was that what he had looked like? No wonder Guaire had been frightened at first!

  Guaire rolled over and blinked, staring in amazement as the tall, light-shrouded figure glided a little closer. Alarm animated his face for just an instant as he started to sit bolt upright, but then he froze halfway up, leaning on one elbow, to breathe the ineffable name:

  “Camber!”

  The apparition moved a few steps closer still, then stopped as the hood fell back from silver-gilt hair familiar to nearly everyone in the hall. There was a deep, scarcely breathed, “Ah!” as the face was seen and recognized.

  Camber stared at his own image, transfixed. The face seemed younger than he remembered looking for some years, and Camber realized that this must be the way Guaire had seen him, through idolizing eyes.

  “Don’t be afraid,” his own voice said, spoken by Queron, but projected to sound from the figure’s lips, and almost exactly in Camber’s tone. “I return but for a moment, to ease your grief and to assure you that I am at peace where I now dwell.”

  Camber nodded slightly as Guaire did, caught up in the recollection of that other night, and missed conscious registry of the next few exchanges.

  “… With you gone, the king will endure unchecked,” Guaire was saying earnestly, when Camber snapped back to full awareness. “I fear him, Lord.”

  “Pity him, Guaire,” the apparition replied gently. “Do not fear him. And help those who remain to carry on our work: Joram, and Rhys, my daughter Evaine—my grandsons, when they are older. And Alister Cullen, who brought you here. He, most of all, has need of your support, if you will only give it.”

  “Father Alister?” Guaire shook his head in bewilderment, his voice almost plaintive. “But he is so gruff, and sure of himself. How could I possibly help him?”

  “He is not so self-sufficient as he would have men think,” the response came, a familiar smile playing about the lips. “Gruff he may be, and sometimes far too stubborn for his own good. But he, even more than my children, will miss that companionship we used to share. Will you help him, Guaire? Will you serve him as you served me?”

  All attention focused back on Guaire and waited for his reply, living the moment with him, wondering, awed. Camber could not help admiring the artistry of the man named Queron, who could call so dazzling a recall from Guaire’s drug-fogged memory of that night and now held an undrugged audience equally spellbound. He hid a smile behind one casually raised hand as Guaire looked up shyly at his visitant.

  “I could truly help him?”

  “You could.”

  “To serve him, as I served you?”

  “He is more than worthy, Guaire. And too proud to ask you for your help.”

  As Guaire swallowed, half the audience swallowed with him.

  “Very well, Lord. I will do it. And I will keep your memory alive, I swear it!”

  “My memory is not important,” the figure replied, more humbly than Camber remembered. “The work we began is. Help Alister, Guaire. Help the king. And be assured that I shall be with you, even when you are least aware.” That much was certain, Camber thought. “I count on you to carry out my work.”

  “I will, Lord!” Guaire’s eyes went round as he realized the vision was about to leave. “No! Wait, Lord! Do not leave me yet!”

  The apparition paused to gaze at him with compassion.

  “I may not stay, my son. Nor may I come to you again. Be at peace.”

  Staring at the figure forlornly, Guaire scrambled to his knees and raised his hands in a last, desperate supplication.

  “Then give me your blessing, Lord. Please! Do not deny me this!”

  The familiar face became more solemn, the head tilting slightly as though considering the request, and then a graceful hand was lifting to trace the sign of blessing over Guaire’s bowed head.

  “Benedicat te omnipotens Deus, Pater, et Filius, et Spiritus Sanctus,” the apparition whispered, its form beginning to fade even as Guaire breathed a fervent “Amen.”

  A last vestige of a ghostly hand seemed to touch the trembling head and then disappeared entirely. Guaire remained motionless for several seconds before opening his eyes to emptiness.

  But as he gasped and started to scramble to his feet, Queron roused from his own silence and lightly touched Guaire’s shoulder. Instantly Guaire subsided and collapsed back on his heels, eyes closing, head lolling forward slack on his chest.

  A concerned “Oh!” whispered through the watchers as Queron himself sank back momentarily, passing a slightly trembling hand across his forehead in a gesture which Camber knew masked a fatigue-banishing spell. But then the Healer-priest drew a deep breath and got slowly to his feet, leaning heavily on Guaire’s shoulder for support. His touch brought Guaire back to normal consciousness, to blink and look around bewilderedly as he tried to reorient himself.

  A sigh of relief rippled through the chamber.

  “Your Grace, the thought will occur to some within this company that if I could produce the effect which you have just witnessed, then Guaire’s experience could also have been magically induced,” Queron said, helping Guaire to his feet with a hand under one elbow and picking up the cloak from the floor. “I assure you, this wa
s not the case. Even though his conscious memories were blurred by the effects of the sleeping draught he was given—and I mean to cast no aspersions on the good Bishop Cullen. Sir, you gave him precisely what I myself would have given him, had I been in your place—still, his unconscious mind recorded details of which even he was not aware at the time.

  “What Guaire saw was not a magical projection; Camber was physically present in some way which I cannot explain other than through supernatural intervention. It was not Brother Johannes, who was sleeping in a chair behind Guaire—who has been questioned about his own memories of that night and remembers nothing—and it certainly was not Bishop Cullen. I am willing to submit to Your Grace’s full examination, to be Truth-Read before this entire company at any depth Your Grace may choose to employ, to confirm that I speak the truth and have in no way embellished what Guaire saw.”

  To the murmurings of his colleagues, Jaffrey let his gaze sweep over the chamber, obviously much moved.

  “I think that will not be necessary, Queron, unless—But would you have this done, my lords? Would you prefer that I confirm Queron’s testimony, for form’s sake? I have no objection, nor does Queron, and will gladly do it if that will ease your minds. I see a few looks of doubt.”

  Young Bishop O’Beirne, who had seen mainly the back of Queron’s Camberian projection, glanced uneasily to some of his colleagues for support and stood.

  “Forgive me, Your Grace, but the ways of Deryni are often mystifying to us humans. I think we would all rest easier if Dom Queron’s story were confirmed by one of our own number—by another bishop, that is—such as yourself—if it please Your Grace.”

  As O’Beirne sat down, there were nods of agreement and a few murmurings in his support. Queron bowed as Jaffray’s eyes flicked back to him, handing his cloak to Guaire and coming forward immediately to kneel at the archbishop’s feet.

  Queron inclined his head in submission, and the room grew hushed. Jaffray, with a slow, deep breath to prepare for the merging with his former brother’s mind, reached out to touch his right fingertips lightly to Queron’s temple. His eyes closed and he breathed out slowly, and for a little while nothing disturbed the quiet of the chamber.

  After a moment, Jaffray drew another breath and raised his eyes, blinked, let his hand drop to clasp Queron’s hand briefly. Some of the serenity he had gained from dipping into Queron’s mind stayed with him as he glanced around the room and Queron stood.

  “Dom Queron speaks the truth,” he said quietly, his voice reflecting a little of his awe. “Guaire did see what we have seen, and through no Deryni beguilement. I can only agree with Queron’s judgment that it was a genuine miracle.”

  Whispered comment murmured through the chamber, then eased as all realized that Jaffray was not finished.

  “Other things I have read also,” Jaffray continued, “which have considerable bearing on this case, and I will allow Dom Queron to present them in the due course of this hearing. However, at this time, I would bring to your attention another piece of information which tends to confirm our speculations concerning Camber’s sanctity.”

  The lords glanced at one another, some sitting forward in their seats, and Camber felt himself tense. Was Jaffray going to reveal the second “miracle,” which Cinhil had witnessed?

  “Dom Queron relates that he and his brethren have conducted further investigation into the matter of the Lord Camber’s status,” Jaffray continued, “including several visits to Camber’s burial place in Caerrorie.”

  Beside Camber, Joram shrank down in his seat. Both of them knew what must be coming next, and if it was not the feared revelation concerning Cinhil, the alternative was nearly as bad.

  “Camber’s tomb is empty, my lords,” Jaffray said. “Queron believes Camber to have been bodily assumed into heaven!”

  The chamber erupted into excited speculation at that, for such a miracle was unheard of in recent times, and surely betokened Camber’s sanctity. Only Joram and Camber did not join in, Joram sitting stunned, eyes wide with horror, his bishop gazing at him in what appeared to be deepest sympathy.

  As the chaos died down, Jaffray slowly turned his attention to Joram. Queron still stood on the dais at Jaffray’s left, his gaze following the archbishop’s.

  “Father MacRorie.” The archbishop’s words silenced all further conversation. “Your expression would seem to betoken disbelief. Can it be that you were unaware of the body’s disappearance?”

  Joram stood, too shaken at the discovery to do more than try to stall.

  “I—cannot imagine how Dom Queron can have learned such a thing,” Joram stammered. “M-my father was buried in a private family vault, beside the tomb of his wife, my mother. If Queron has violated the sanctity of his final resting place—”

  “The sanctity of his final resting place appears to be assured,” Jaffray interjected. “Unless, of course, you can offer some other explanation for the empty tomb.”

  Joram stared at the floor, his eyes blurring with unbidden tears but remembering the justification they had concocted when they first spoke of moving Cullen’s body.

  “I—I moved his body,” he whispered in desperation.

  “I didn’t quite catch that, Father.”

  “I said, I moved his body,” Joram repeated, louder as he looked up into Jaffray’s eyes.

  “A convenient explanation,” Dom Queron murmured, to Jaffray, but loud enough that everyone could hear it. “I trust that Father MacRorie can substantiate it.”

  “Well, Father?”

  Joram swallowed and nodded, thinking fast. “It—was necessary, Your Grace. M-my father requested it.”

  “He requested it?” Jaffray gasped, obviously inferring a further miraculous occurrence.

  “Before his death, Your Grace,” Joram corrected hastily. “He—was concerned that when he died—and he realized that at nearly sixty, that might be sooner than he hoped, whether in battle or of some other cause—he was concerned that there might be—difficulties. He—feared that the tomb of any Deryni as well known and controversial as himself might be desecrated,” he continued, gathering confidence as his explanation began to take more credible shape. “Perhaps he even feared the very sort of thing which is taking place here today, and did not wish his mortal remains to become a focal point for some well-meaning but illicit cult activity. I but followed his instructions,” he ended lamely.

  “And moved his body to another tomb.” Jaffray nodded. “Which means, then, Father, that you can produce his body for this court?”

  With a sinking feeling, Joram shook his head. He and Camber both knew that what remained of Alister Cullen’s body no longer wore its previous disguise, and could be all too readily identified if it were subjected to the close scrutiny of a Deryni master such as Queron or Jaffray.

  “No, Your Grace, I may not.”

  “Pray, why not? Or is it that you cannot?” Jaffray asked. “Is it because the body was never moved by you at all, and you can account for its absence no better than Dom Queron can?”

  Before Joram could frame a reply, Queron seized the initiative.

  “Your Grace, I fear that the good Father MacRorie is a victim of his own filial piety. I do not know why he is trying to deceive this court, though I believe it to be out of a genuine love for his father, whose sanctity he is disinclined to accept, for some reason known only to himself. But I say to him, either produce Camber’s body or retract the story. I maintain that he cannot produce the body, because he did not know until a few minutes ago that it was gone!”

  Joram bowed his head, unable to refute Queron’s logic. To correct any of the misconceptions could ultimately betray all. He had already said too much. Even now, he was treading on the narrow edge of disobedience to his archbishop.

  “Father, please be reasonable.” Jaffray’s tone was almost conciliatory. “For your sake, I want to believe you. I am not insensitive to what an emotional experience this must be for you. However, I cannot allow your personal sensiti
vities to interfere with the rightful business of this court. Will you submit to my Truth-Read, as Queron has done, if I agree to keep its results confidential as to details? This would also be useful for a future matter which I’m sure you are aware must eventually be brought before this court.”

  Joram could not help an involuntary gasp, now virtually certain that he was trapped. Under no circumstances could he submit to Jaffray’s Truth-Read, though it cost him his life! The removal of Alister’s body, his part in the incident which Cinhil had witnessed—He did not care to think what might happen if Jaffray tried to force him to submit and he had to resist the Gabrilite-trained Deryni.

  But as he opened his mouth to refuse, prepared to endure whatever consequences might befall as a result, Camber’s presence surged into his mind with a force which made him stagger, hands clapped to his head in pain.

  You are under a compulsion not to reveal my final resting place—which, of course, you do not know, since I am not yet dead, Camber’s thought boomed in his mind. If Jaffray tries to force you, the attempt could shatter your mind. The compulsion is very strong. Tell him!

  Groggily, still reeling a little from the force of the communication, Joram straightened to look at the archbishop again, grateful for the physical diversion, which had brought looks of alarm to the faces of Jaffray and Queron and everyone else watching. He could feel his father’s support more passively now, knew that Bishop Cullen was staring up at him with as much concern as anyone else in the chamber. He realized that Camber must have something in mind, but he did not know what it was. He must simply follow orders and trust that he would be guided to do the right thing.

  “It—it seems that I may not permit your reading, Your Grace,” he said, even his voice sounding a little shaken. “I have just been reminded quite painfully of certain—ah—compulsions placed upon me by my father not to reveal his final resting place. In truth, I cannot consciously recall it,” he added, by way of reinforcement. And all of that was true.