The birth of Atégina
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Atégina:
How could you, if you watch in the nights, if you share the dreams with me, if we are from the same material, if our shine is more intense only if it rise together. How could you?
Amairgin:
I could not, but when you tell me to believe in you, you let me on my own doubt, that in reality there is not, because I am you, and you live in me.
Atégina:
I need you believe me so I can believe me. The secrets and desires and motives and disappointments will always be kept between us.
Amairgin:
I have faith in you, I believe in the profusion of your feeling, the sensuality of your gaze, the beauty of your contours in the strength of your sea.
Atégina:
I need you to believe me capable of more. More grow and learn and realize
Amairgin:
Don’t you feel my believe?
Atégina:
I feel it in the smallest spark of your being. And you are in me. And I fell in my core, in the most deep of my being. Sometimes is necessary to read. Read the words that express you.
Amairgin:
The expression meaning is read, tell me in my ear, tell me what you want to learn, what you want to drink on me, what I can be on you, inside you, in the core of your infinite being.
Atégina:
I whisper in your ear: Everything!
I do not want to drink from you, I want you immense.
I do not want to aspirate you, I want you to plenary.
I do not want to feel of you, I want you intense.
I do not want to prove you, I want you complete.
I whisper in your ear: Everything!
I want everything you want to be, give, share, receive.
I want you companion of insomnia,
I want confessional of me,
I want to give you my dreams,
Teaching me to follow paths
Who never disregard and stop to feel them.
I whisper in your ear: Everything!
Everything you want to be with me.
Amairgin:
plenary is much more than a moment, is the immensity of desert, the intense perfume of the wet body inside, it is the the missing piece in the incomplete puzzle, is the full offer, the one you give without waiting, it is the profane confession of being everything you want, want and consume, and the absence of shame, forgetting the prejudice, the madness when I meet you in your bed. It is the dream to dream, the glow of embracing the imperfect past tense of the verb to love ... What I want to be, in my arms give you.
Come, whisper me, enchant me ... Sing me in the inmost nook of your soul, be restless in the most insane part of your body.
Atégina:
Be a girl, taught, protected and taken. To know the days slowly, every hour passes slow and gently, no rush to live. Through my eyes pass the river’s water and fell when the sea drain.
See the flower open, the perfume to intoxicate, the fruit arise. Try it still hot from the sun. Taste it sweet or bitter, appreciate its juice...
Arrive in the end of the day, in which the sun visits the moon, with the sea shining, see the people walk, run to arrive, lights to turn on, lives to want to live. Fell the cold of the evening. the body shivering
The will to grow from home just come back to love you. To give me the thirst to have you... Today soft, slowly, to fear, to know... the kiss almost happens and prolong, in your eyes realize that it is much more than a giving: it is a receive ...
Amairgin:
The propagation of the will is a delicious way to increase the desire, thus prolonging the wait of the kiss is to make it intense, careful, tasted and delicate ...
In this twilight, it is the embrace that does not let the cold penetrate you, the wings that I want to touch you, to cover you, to cover you, together enjoy the dying of the day, the kiss of the Sun on the cold moon ... The sweet taste of ripe fruit is the drop that drips from your lips, that my tongue sweetens. I gather you, in the languid touch of the warm body in your soft face, and in my sea water, I want to feel you, in me to plunge, without time, without place, only to feel, to be!
Atégina:
Uncover my body, slowly take off my clothes and unveil the shapes, nacked. See in your eyes the desire of see me, naked, read to receive you.
E begin, thus, like a soft slide, your fingers on me, like drops in the sea. The body crawling of desire and pleasure, wish to taste your salt, dive into you, thirsting to have you.
Amairgin:
There is not bigger ecstasy than appreciate each detail of you, in the softness of the time, no rush to follow. There is not bigger pleasure than a drop??? [gota em ti ser/ gota do teu ser??], to slip from your lips, drip on your chin, and fall on your naked breasts of me. Get around the convexity, and follow until your womb, sea of your precious place, flood your belly button, to after lose myself in ragged ravines of damp and lush braziers.
Descending at dizzying speed, wrapped in the salt of your sweat, fluid of your loves, in me ...
I want to receive you in the arms of my passion, fell your face glue in my outline and your warm body fill me completely.
I follow you, a milimeter after your body, in this calm rhythm, in this dance almost full without touch, of feeling, guess, step by step, without touch each other. Or like this: sweet and soft beginning, increased body rhythm.
Atégina:
I feel you. I fell your movements, your steps, the body almost next to mine skimming without touch. I fell you breathing and more yet, the desire...
Amairgin:
Would be perfect follow your feelings in each detail of your curves, of kisses, of moments...
Atégina:
....
Amairgin:
Dear Atégina, in those moments of pure wrapping, that I surrender to your charms, to your seductions...
Atégina:
Do I need to seduce you? You did not tell me that...
Amairgin:
It does not seem to me, if I surrender.... It is clear. Or do you want I tell you? Do you want I warn you?
Atégina:
And do you want I seduce you?
Amairgin:
I just want what you want, in the flow of this river that descends to you, where I sail, where I shelter ...
Atégina:
Where we recognise each other, and delivering, and discovering, and sharing...
Amairgin:
Always...
Atégina:
Always immortal...
The happiness always depends on someone else besides ourselves. But to know that you are happy is a great part of the way to my happiness.
Amairgin:
The happiness of be twins, that share what is the nexus of senses, is indeed fundamental that one be the reflection of the happiness of the other and contribute in equal proportion to the happiness of each other, but, sometimes, the clairvoyance does not allow them to perceive this, they have no idea how dependent they are.
Atégina:
In an intimate life of 30 years you have to have some excitement
to confuse each other and sometimes to broke the monotony!
What confuse me is hard to explain. But people with a vague speech, without a conducting wire, confuse me! (Or this, or I am tired and finish dispersed.
How dependents they are, and how selfish they are. You cannot arrest a being, a mind, a soul, in time. Everything is mutable, all of us evolve, and we cannot want, neither that the speed follows us, or that stay stagnant like the other.
Hard is our evolution in parallel. And yet we are selfish and too deluded for wanting keep a moment of happiness for the eternity.
Amairgin:
The eternity is a moment, and all of us are like leaves in the wind, the Fall is like that. Sometimes be vague is the only way to be, because be concrete would be to risk being wrong, to tell what cannot be said, and go away before arrive... I will dedicate to alchemy, after all, an ancestral art proper to any Drui
d, is a precise, concise art that has nothing of vague.
Atégina:
You are right, my Druid! Often, you cannot evolve by the fear and It’s up to me to help you. I will not disturb, distract or confuse you: I will let you in your magic word of your alchemy.
Amairgin:
Your freedom concept is interesting, but I do not understand how you allowed that your body be bound to alliances and covenants of the socially correct... I evolve in the learning, and with you I learn, but I do not arrest you, when you want to fly, the air is yours, I just stay here, admiring you!
Atégina
It is not necessary be socially correct. That’s why admit that my dream died, what we dreamed for years over after all. Admit the disappointment, of disillusionment, is that it costs, and that hurts ...
And because the feelings do not die, just change, modifying over the course of days. A subtle change, that only after many days you notice the difference ...
And I will stay here if, you too, want to fly for me...
Amairgin:
Here I am, you found me and I let you discover me, walking away would be sleeping on the wishes,
I do not intent to do it, I want to lear and not let you confuse. I want you thereby, intense, loose and uninhibited, in the creation and magic of beings in me, mine, without ever possessing you.
Atégina:
Yes, I found you. And you accepted me, you received me and you wanted give me you, and I received you too.
You came into me as if you were always here, as if you were a part of me. Just asleep.
I will be whatever you want to be your Atégina, or your servant, that even if never touched, will always be a delivery ...
Amairgin:
For me, darling Atégina, you will always be reason of idolatry, these ways I see, immaculate, lean body in the translucent tunic that covers you, on the altar of my desires. You will never be a servant, because your meaning is so full that it cannot, not be subdued but idolized. Look me in the eyes, and feel me in the skin, as if you were me, and my fingers, your body stroke.
Atégina:
Do not idolize me! I am part of you and you are part of me. We are the same ligth, the same being, the same material. We are couples. Look at me on a llevel playing field.
And yes, I will be your servant so that you feel as my feeling for you is the same as yours for me.
I will do everything you ask me, because by my fingers I will feel yours. Thus, sliding my skin, soft and slowly. I feel you. Feel me...
Amairgin:
Then serve me your pleasure in the pan of your womb, let me command your fire and direct my desire to the center of your core ...
Sleep with me in you tonight, deeply ...
Fourth act
Atégina:
I flew away today, sailing in the hours of the day, escaping the fury of rain and wind.
I slept with you in me, I gave you my whole being, I gave you my flavor, you are part of my being, more than you could ever do.
Amairgin:
Good morning, my Atégina, I see that the night was profitable in inspiration...
Atégina:
Good morning, my immortal. I saw you busy, active in your alchemies. If they were inspired or not, I do not know... But I am with lot will to write yes!
Today I will be a little bit busy. I cannot give you so much attention, but I know that you understand. I will be back whenever possible. Not as fast as I wish, but I will be back.
Amairgin:
Life blows us to do on the other side, it is a distance that expands, an absence that spreads, however, there is a latency that joins it in a fragment of time without limit, that allows me to see you, even without looking at you, that feels even without touching you. I know that I am not the only one, but I know that I feel in different way from many others.
Atégina:
You are unique in how to reach me, to understand me. You are part of me and we will never abandon ourselves, forget us or leave each other. Now that the life’s lines broke the distances and the absences that separated us, only the physical separates us. And these are so shorter than the others.
We are closer and more present for each other than ever.
I feel you in the same different way that you feel me. Unique for each other.
Amairgin:
It is almost a love statement urgent, permanent and exclusive, something that effectively I prefer. I do not dare talk to many people. even get a lot distracted, because I prefer be a little bit more intense, unique in the way of looking, feeling and seeing, that’s why for me is very important that you look to me clearly with the difference that I look to you, with the fullness which I feel you, with the glow with which I admire you.
It is our secret, and it will be equally the key that opens the padlock of time, all doors and will unlock the moments that will allow us to reach the plenitude of wish, od desire and delicate pleasure of taste ourselves...
Atégina:
Make me Goddess with your words. Have you almost with exclusivity is a privilege just within reach of everyone. I feel as if your words were mine. Almost a love statement, unique in feelings and sense. I look at you as a pair, from equal to equal and only I will give to you what you give to me because it will be all that we wish. Our secret is this surrender, admiration and way to feel. That way will be because I am just like you.
Amairgin:
It’s on hope of moments of pure pleasure, intricate secrets, confessions, desires and passions that I let all my feelings flow for you. Just like this I can create a eternal energy floe, that hold you by the waist, that make you pure in me, in complete harmony of the conjunction of the word desire. And to believe that you are Goddess is the minimum that I can offer you, because all of you are a flow of pleasure...
Atégina:
Between secrets, confessions, desires, passions and illusions, we go sharing and being even more unites, more only one.
And the word “desire” will not be sufficient to illustrate the complicity that will chain us. If I am all flow
of pleasure is just because I am a reflection of you...
Amairgin:
The desire is what you want, but all any express sense of a singular form of pleasure too. Not just the carnal, the sexual or empirical, but all in only one, as we are many inside your body, inside the spirit of your soul, we are one, we are unique.
Atégina:
In the same way that I am many in myself and in you. Many but unique, undivided and singular.
The desire only can be understood when includes that all: the material body carnal of luxury, the empirical in affinities of thoughts and senses. It is one all. As we are one with the other, one in other.
I want to be everything! All this desire that variates and it is complex and complete. I want to be in you, this object of desire, as you are in me.
Amairgin:
So open the door to me, let me came inside this world, that is only yours. Show me all details of this moment, of this plenary feeling. I want to inundate you with the flow of my feelings, with the pleasure of my flow. Came! Show me everything....
Atégina:
You are already inside me. The gates never closed, never will close. They are waiting that you transpose them and scroll your garden. Waiting that you detain in each carrel, in each flower and aspirate the intense aroma, in each fruit and drink each flavour, each texture...
Came, I am waiting for you...
Amairgin:
I am coming my Goddess, I want to savour your aromas, taste your nectar, drink in your lips the essence, and sleep in the womb of your desire. Touch me the soul and through it, touch me the body. Sleep inside me.
Atégina:
I desire to share and mix my flavours with yours, my smelling with yours. Create news odours and new relish, as enologists of love, of one and incomparable love. Came, my immortal, make sleep inside you and inside you rest in this feeling of burning lethargy...
Amairgin
:
The reinvention of love is an unequalled project of creation on what two human beings merge one in each other and recreate a new aurora, a new day full of light, of senses that guide us to the altar of magnificence. This is the genesis of a new way of wanting, of desiring, of wishing. Let’s discovery us, create those news perfumes, fragrances that will make us eternals, completed, desired, beloveds. I want your fire on me, in this warm pith of your lips, in this drained kiss hidden between mouths... I want you.
Atégina:
Take me. Merge in me. Occupy all my empty spaces, taste every pore of my skin, every odor that exudes from me. Feel how they intensify with each touch. And on my lips, you will find part of this fire that burns me. Take me. Merge in me. Once and again. This fire, you will discover, will never end.
Amairgin:
The full feel is a source that jets form the mountains of soul, floods our spirit and invades our body with rivers of pleasure. I want to feel your run off, wet me in your current. I want to be incoherent, lose myself, chain me in your torrent and let my absent body on you, but so present in the pores that you bristle, in the feelings that you brought in the dawn of the day in your womb. I want to fully flood you. I want to be the vacuum that sucks your empty, your most intense shiver, the vibration that drives you crazy, the horny that consumes you, in the ardent desire that sleep inside you...Wake up, awake for me...
Atégina:
Wake me up here inside... Make me awake...Suck me the empty, full me of you. Flood me of you, flood my desire of feelings, of pleasure. Make know your thrill in whispered words to the ears, in little touch of lips, in smooths and delicate drops of your mouth’s flavour...And make me vibrate in rhythm of my wish, of my give to you, show me how you want me...
Amairgin:
I want you in the parable of your body, in the curvature of your feelings, as groans, I welcome in the silent voice of my echo. I want you in the trace of my coal, between black and white tones, in the sensible hug of naked lovers on the screen. I want you in the infinite wisdom of your letters, in secrets that you reveal to me. I want you, body and soul, in the volcano of my desires, in the pant of my pleasure, in the most infimum of my feelings. I want you in your whisper, in the hot touch of your body that extends in mine, with it understands and involves. Dissolve me in the sap of your pleasure.