The Ravana Clan Vampires: a Young Adult Paranormal Romance (Complete Series)
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The celebrations of our latest win rose up around us as we walked back into the Ravana estate from the triage tent. Bodies lined the stone halls, vampires and guards alike, some of them half tipsy with drink. When Connor and I walked by, they stopped and stared. More than a few came up to us and gave me their sincerest congratulations. I preferred those to the ones who just stared and pointed. It was as if I was a sideshow in a carnival with how some people reacted. The music was loud, and the voices carried throughout the estate. Even when we were past the worst of it, the joyous laughter still echoed in my ears. If this was what tonight was like, what would tomorrow bring?
With one hand on my back, Connor lead me to the door that opened to the Ravana’s private quarters. Once inside with the door firmly closed behind us, nothing of the outside could be heard. It was tomb quiet until Stephan’s light chuckle came from the other room. My steps quickened, eager to make my way to them again. I turned into the adjacent room to find them all there, sitting in different ways across the furniture. Gregor stood as soon as we came into view. His large footsteps carried him to me within a matter of seconds and before I could comprehend what was happening, he towered over me and brought me into his arms. He squeezed. My breath caught in my throat, not from the fierceness of his hug, but from the unexpectedness of it. My hands came up awkwardly around his waist until he stepped away, his face in pure awe. “Ariana, I couldn’t be more thankful for what you did. You’ve allowed us our hope.”
“Gregor,” Isabelle shamed. “You said we weren’t going to talk about the fights tonight.”
He put his chin in the air, playful defiance burning in his eyes. “I said we weren’t going to talk about my fight tonight. We can praise Ariana any way we want.”
My cheeks burned as the whole Ravana family stared back at me. Their expressions—all of their expressions—were easily recognizable, just astonishing coming from two of them. If I wasn’t mistaken, I saw across all six faces the same affection, the same love. Even in Gregor’s usually hard stare, I could see the softness of his feelings for me. His eyes appraised my body, looking under the surface to what might be lingering underneath and not to my outward wounds. True concern etched in his features. Isabelle, who’d been more forthcoming for her feelings for me, was smiling, her eyes shiny with unshed tears.
I blinked, and the scene was still there. A family.
A family I wasn’t an outsider in. I was on the inside, looking in from the inside and not the cold, harsh reality of the outside. This entire family cared for me more than I’d realized and I’d put my life in danger before even bothering to wonder if they did. Maybe Isabelle didn’t speak up for me just because she didn’t want her sons to get hurt, but because she didn’t want me to get hurt either. When Gregor said he couldn’t send me in to fight because of his sons, perhaps he was also saying he couldn’t sacrifice me for himself either.
Connor broke the awkward silence as I gawked at them. Inching me forward, he said, “Good thing Stephan’s cream worked, right?” He made a face. “I thought we were in love with Quasimodo there for a second.”
Stephan stood. “It wouldn’t matter to me if she looked like Quasimodo all the time.”
Nicolai coughed into his hand. “Bullshit.”
Isabelle snapped her head in his direction, and he just smiled back with his toothy grin that was impossible to be upset with.
I rolled my eyes at them all, wanting nothing more than the spotlight to be off me. “Did I hear something about dessert?”
Isabelle stood, setting her teacup down on the table in front of her. “Of course. We were just waiting. We weren’t sure how long you guys would be.” She picked up the skirt of her dress and made her way to the dining room. “Christian, can you help me for a moment?”
He immediately stood from the settee and followed his mother into the other room, not before giving me a chaste kiss on the cheek as he passed. Gregor stepped back and opened his arms wide as an invitation to sit wherever I wanted in their spacious family room. I chose a spot between Stephan and Nicolai, lowering myself into the cushions carefully. I might need one or both of their help to get up when we were ready to leave. If I stayed in place, my muscles would lock up and start to ache. Nothing to fear, however, since I was sure Stephan had brought some of his cream into my room to use on whatever body part I wanted later.
As we sat back, we watched Christian and Isabelle come in with tray after tray of culinary delicacies. I saw pie, and cake, and ice cream. My stomach grumbled, filling the room with an awkward echo. Gregor just laughed. “I guess fighting to the death makes one hungry. Remember that for tomorrow, my dear,” he said loudly to Isabelle who was in the other room. “I’m going to have to eat a whole feast when I’m done.”
“Whatever you want, Gregor,” Isabelle said brightly, the amusement in her tone evident.
The last tray was filled with little cups of chocolate pudding. Being the gentleman that Christian was, he asked me what I wanted and brought me back a scoop of ice cream and some pudding to snack on while everyone else got up to get theirs. Connor grumbled about Christian not getting him any and Christian rolled his eyes, “Next time you put your life on the line for us, I’ll get you dessert.”
“Promise?”
Christian peeked back at his brother, looking at him as if to say that scenario would never happen. Nonetheless, he smiled. “Promise.”
The whole scene reminded me of happier times. I could live a lifetime hearing their brotherly banter and not have enough of it. I had a feeling Isabelle felt the same way. She sat on the edge of the couch, her beautiful face open and lively as she watched the exchange. Declining food herself, she stuck to her tea. She got up only once to get Gregor an individually wrapped cheesecake. He looked at her with fondness before peeling the wrapper back. He didn’t eat as much as his sons did, or even myself. Whether it was nerves, or thinking ahead to the fight tomorrow, he more than likely didn’t want the sugar equivalent to a Mack truck sloshing around his insides. It was probably for the best. Instead, they sat back, staring at us like two proud cockatoos, their hands never straying far from the other.
Though we weren’t as lively as the parties going on outside the private residence, we passed the time by telling childhood stories. I was mostly quiet, but I loved hearing the princes tell of the little nuances in their lives that popped into their heads. Of course, there would always be one who remembered it differently and in a slightly more beneficial way to his own part in the story, so a tiny argument wound ensue that made us all laugh even more.
As the hour grew late, my eyes got heavier. Soon, I was drifting away on Stephan. I tried to fight it, but at some point, I gave up and cozied up to him as comfortable as I could get, wrapping my arm around his and placing my head on his shoulder at an angle that wouldn’t leave me with a sore neck. As I drifted in and out of consciousness, I noticed that the laughter turned to more serious talk. As Gregor wanted, the conversation never steered toward his fight, but stayed to the future. Not just any future, either. Isabelle and Gregor both were curious about our future plans.
Did we intend to marry?
Have children?
What were my feelings on becoming a vampire?
My eyes stayed closed even though my subconscious latched onto these questions. They didn’t bring fear, or hesitation. They brought an immeasurable eagerness for the path that lay ahead of us. The world was wide open and clear at our feet. We may not have the promise of the full safety of the clan yet, not until after tomorrow’s fight, but we had the Ravanas’ blessing. At some point over the last few months, they’d opened their hearts to me. I was no longer the human girl their sons wanted to bring into their world, but a fixture in their family. I was someone to bring into their future plans, and someone to tell stories about in the future on a night such as this.
Isabelle’s soft voice carried through the expanse of the room. “One night, you’ll be telling stories to your children about what their mother did. If
they’re anything like her, they won’t be shocked or surprised, but they’ll have that fire in their soul that makes them want to be like her. That makes them always want to strive for more and do better even when the odds seem like they’ll never be in their favor. We need more people like that in the world. Whether guard, or human, or vampire, we need people who will stick up for others, with the determination to do what’s right even at a cost to themselves.” There was a long silence until she said, “Yes, boys, I believe you have made a match beyond matches, and I am so very proud of you all.”
27
I awoke in Christian’s arms. The familiar fresh scent of the comforter filled my nostrils along with the inexplicable, overwhelming feeling of safety that Christian’s presence always brought. I blinked my eyes open first and looked around. The sun was already high in the sky, shining through the windows as if it didn’t have a care in the world. Today was one of those days that reminded me of the subtle differences between my princes and me. Outside, the servants were hefting up their safety UV light net and little by little, the pure brilliance of the sun faded in the room. I lifted my head to watch it subside.
“You’re awake,” Christian said, his voice tired and half groggy.
I looked down to find myself still in the clothes Connor brought me last night. “How late did we stay up?” I asked, turning toward him.
His gaze flitted over my face before focusing on my own eyes. “Do you mean how late everyone but you stayed up?” he teased.
I grinned. “Yeah, I guess that’s what I mean.” I bit my lip. “I’m sorry. I hope your parents weren’t mad. I can’t explain to you how exhausted I was.”
His lips thinned. “There’s no need to explain yourself.”
His change in demeanor caught me off guard. I just blinked at him.
He brought his lips to my forehead and kissed me gently. “I realized yesterday that getting mad at you was like being furious with myself. It doesn’t matter what you did. Everything turned out fine, and even if it didn’t, even if the inexcusable happened, it would never change my feelings for you. To stay angry with you about something you did based on who you are is entirely unnecessary and I apologize for even feeling that way.”
“You don’t—”
He squeezed me, breaking my thought off mid-sentence.
“I mean it, Ariana. I was wrong, and I can now say with absolute certainty that there is not a thing in this world that you could do that would change my feelings for you.”
I raised my eyebrows. “That’s quite a statement, Prince.”
He relaxed, his voice growing heavy again. “It’s nothing but the truth.”
“I’m going to have to hold you to it then.”
“Be my guest.” He turned, bringing me in his arms until I straddled him. I sat up, working the muscles in my neck and back. “Did I hurt you? Stephan put some cream on you before he left earlier. I thought you might be feeling better.”
I took a look around the room, for the first time realizing the extreme quiet the room wasn’t usually filled with. “Where is everyone anyway?”
“They went down to see Gregor. He wants to meet with each of us individually before the fight, but we also didn’t want to leave you alone.”
“I’ll be fine,” I told him. “I can stand to be alone for a little while if you need to leave.”
I tried to move off him, but he stayed my hips, centering me above him.
I sucked in a breath at the firm pressure pressing against me. He stilled, watching my face. This day was like a new breath of fresh air. It held the hopes of everything I’d worked for. I smiled, taking it all in before I leaned over and sealed my lips to his. He reciprocated, biting down on my lip before running his tongue over the sting and kissing me until I was breathless. “Are you okay to do this?” he asked. “You’re not hurt?”
It didn’t matter if I was in a wheelchair like T.J., I’d still want this. Instead of telling him so, I lifted my shirt over my head. Christian stared wide-eyed at me. It was evident he had no preconceived notions about what might happen when I woke up. I liked surprising him. I liked the look of complete and utter awe as he stared at me like it was the first time. I helped him with his shirt and pants until his clothes were all on the floor and he did the same for me. I positioned myself on top of him and lowered until he was fully inside. Taking him into me soothed any of the leftover aching muscles and the tired, draining thoughts following along since yesterday. With slow movements, I gauged his reaction until I couldn’t stand it anymore. I didn’t want slow and steady and drawn out. I wanted quick and heady. I wanted the excitement of it.
I leaned over the taut muscles of his chest and quickened my movements. His hard ridges massaged my insides, beckoning me to take him deeper and quicker.
“God, Ariana,” Christian said. His thumbs massaged my nipples when he could get ahold of them. He arched into me, and I let out a grateful cry.
I wanted relief. I wanted his relief inside me, bringing us close together again. I moaned as he leaned up, taking my nipple into his hot mouth. “Oh, Christian, I want to come. Come with me.”
He put a hand on the small of my back as he continued to tease my nipple, sucking and kissing in rhythm with our hips. He pressed down on my back, and I fought against him, taking more and more of him until the pressure built.
“Yes,” I called out. “Soon.”
He nodded, his lips still around my sensitive skin.
The door creaked open and my heart skipped a beat. Christian put his hand on my chin before I could look away, making me focus entirely on him. “Don’t stop. You said you wanted to come.”
At his words, and the burning feel of another set of eyes on me, I came hard and fast. My insides clenched Christian again and again, and then he pumped into me, a quick burst as he lost himself. Caught up in the moment, I collapsed on top of him. Our chests brushed against one another's as we tried to regain focus. “Oh, God,” I said.
Two hands picked me up from behind. Startled, I blinked over at a mess of dark hair and even darker eyes. He pressed my chin into the air and kissed me. His lips consumed my own, demanding and raw. Christian pushed my hips back to slide out of me and Nicolai pulled me to him, his hand on my ass, kneading it with his skilled fingers.
The bed creaked, and I looked over at Christian. He smiled, his eyes dancing with enjoyment. He leaned over and kissed my cheek. “Have fun.”
I gasped, reaching out for him, but he was already retreating, pulling his pants up as he headed for the door. Nic’s kisses were never-ending, forcing gasps and sighs from me as they explored. The evidence of his pleasure was already thick and hard against my bare stomach.
“I’m not going to lie,” Nic said. “That was fucking hot. You were riding him like,” he bit his lip. “Christ, Ri. I can’t control myself. I want some of that.”
He lowered my feet to the ground while he tore his shirt off. His rippled muscles were on full vampire hotness display. His pants tented in front of him. His hand immediately went there, squeezing his hardness. I dropped to my knees, my fingers automatically reaching for the button of his jeans. I pulled it through the hole, then unzipped his pants before yanking down on the waistband. His boxers went next until his dick sprung free. A liquid bead formed on top. On my knees, I inched closer, wrapping the base of him in my hands before putting him in my mouth. His hands curled into my hair until they moved to the back of my head. I didn’t need his help, they stayed there only to steady me as I took him in as far as he could go and sealed my lips around him as I pulled away.
“Fuck, Ri,” he groaned.
My arousal was back, pooling just at my center. I sucked and sucked and sucked, keeping up with his strokes until he pushed my shoulders away and lifted me up. He turned me around and bent me over the bed. I let out a quick cry of surprise as I bounced there before his hand kneaded my ass again.
“Put your ass in the air for me, Ri.”
I was aching for him. I’d do an
ything for relief. After I complied, he widened my stance and slid his dick toward my entrance. I lifted higher and higher until he squeezed inside. We both moaned until his hips were flat against my ass.
I trembled against him, so much pent up desire flowing through me. The thought of being caught with Christian. How that seemed to set Nic off, making him want me even more. He rubbed the top of my ass and up onto my lower back as he made exploratory strokes. Every time he brought me back, I pressed against him hard, sending a jolt of pleasure through me.
“You want it like that, Beautiful?” He quickened the pace.
I wrapped my hands in the comforter as I took his strokes in stride, bracing myself against his power. “More,” I croaked out.
His left hand moved over my back as his right held onto my hips. “You fuck my brother, I’m going to fuck you, Ri. I’m going to take you hard and fast until you can’t take it anymore.”
“Ohh,” I moaned. His strokes and his words collided, sending me in a swirling frenzy. There was nothing but the all-encompassing feel of his dick sliding through me, and the acute pleasure. I bit my lip. “I’m going to have Stephan, too. And Connor. I’m going to take them inside me until they come.”
Nic growled. My thoughts expanded. I pictured all my princes in one beautiful moment of ecstasy.
Nic’s hand followed the line of my hips until it came to rest against my clit. “All of them? Not before me.” His finger teased my sensitive skin in tune with his pumps. I cried out from the pleasure, and he did it again and again.
“Oh, Nic.”
I tried to move his hand. Not because it didn’t feel good, but because it was all too much. I was being bombarded from all sides.
“Hands on the bed,” he ordered.
I did as instructed, bearing down on my teeth as I took his pumping hips like I was his plaything. Call me crazy, but I liked being his plaything. “More!”
He grunted, his pace becoming almost unbearably fast until there was no end and beginning, just one long string of arousal.