Goddess of the Rose

by P. C. Cast

Chapter Five

  THE Wild Fork was located in the heart of Tulsa's Utica Square - a beautiful area filled with lovely landscaping, mature trees, trendy shops and fine restaurants. As usual, it was a busy Friday night and all the outside tables were already filled with hungry patrons. Mikki glanced surreptitiously around her. No, she didn't see any solitary men. He was probably seated inside. She checked her watch again. It was 7:10. She hated being late. Sighing, she entered the restaurant.

  The harried ma?tre d' was taking the names of a party of six. He assured them the wait would not be too long and then with an effeminate flutter of his long, slender fingers, he waved the group into the waiting area. When his gaze shifted to Mikki his businesslike expression was immediately replaced with a welcoming grin.

  "Mikki! Get yourself on in here. It's been ages since I've seen you. "

  Mikki returned his smile, and they shared a soft, girlfriend hug.

  "Blair, you handsome thing, when are you going to kick Anthony out of your bed and invite me in?" Mikki teased.

  Blair giggled and pretended to blush.

  "Hush, bad thing. Tony's working tonight. He'll hear you and turn positively green with jealousy. And you know green is his worst color. "

  "As a striking redhead, I think it's tragic that some blondes can't wear green," Mikki simpered, batting her eyes coquettishly at her friend.

  Blair stepped back and studied her. "And dahling, you are looking yummy tonight. That hot little skirt is just to die for! What's the occasion?"

  Mikki's grin faltered. She had almost forgotten. Almost.

  "I'm meeting a blind date here. "

  Blair sucked air and clutched his pearls. "Tragic," he said. "Let me guess. Nelly had something to do with this?"

  Mikki nodded.

  "Not another transient doctor?"

  "Well, kind of. This one isn't a medical doctor. He's some kind of professor - an engineer or something. He's guest speaking at TU next week. "

  Blair's eyes widened. "Get out of town! Sounds dreadfully dull. "

  "Be nice. I'm trying to be. "

  Blair's shocked expression froze, and he lowered his voice. "Wait . . . he must be Mr. Dark and Dangerous who's been here for about twenty minutes. Girl, he's not bad at all!"

  Mikki felt a little skip of anticipation and tried to remember the description Nelly had given her of Arnold Asher.

  "Is he medium height, kind of stocky build, shaved bald head with a small diamond stud in one ear?" she asked.

  "That's him. Totally. And he has a yummy mustache. Tony and I were just whispering that he reminded us of a cross between a mob boss and that fabulously sexy Telly Savalas - may he rest in peace. " Blair hastily crossed himself.

  "Stop it. You're not Catholic. "

  "Girl, you know I believe in covering all bases. "

  Mikki rolled her eyes at him. "So what you're saying is that he's cute. "

  "Cute?" Blair squeaked. "He's simply delicious. "

  She squared her shoulders. "Well, good. I mean, I didn't expect anything else. You know Nelly wouldn't fix me up with anyone who was hideous. " Which was true. But there was a whole hell of a lot more to a man than appearance. "Lead on. I'm ready to meet Mr. Delicious. "

  Blair took a menu and turned. Over his shoulder in his most professionally snobby ma?tre d' voice, he said, "Follow me please, mademoiselle. " He started walking toward the section of the restaurant relegated to its far side.

  "Hey. " Mikki tugged on his sleeve. "This is the I'm-on-a-sexy-date seating area. "

  "That's where he asked to be seated," Blair said, eyes sparkling. "Somewhere private. "

  "Huh," Mikki said.

  "You may have gotten more than you bargained for with this one, little missy," Blair said in his truly abominable John Wayne accent.

  "Please. No John Wayne tonight. My stomach is already churning from nerves. "

  "Oh, relax. I have a good feeling about this one. "

  Mikki followed Blair through the restaurant to the dimly lit side room that held intimate little tables and couples who were close talking. Blair stepped to the side so she could be seen by all the tables. A solitary man wearing a tastefully expensive black jacket and pants with a silk knit sweater underneath that was a lovely shade of cool green looked up from the book he was reading. His head was shaved, and the light caught a small diamond earring in his left ear. Nelly had been honest in her assessment. She had described Arnold Asher as 'attractive, but not in a traditional way. ' Mikki had to agree. The man was definitely interesting looking - a little dark and bad boy-ish, and decidedly masculine. She felt a stab of unexpected pleasure. She wasn't attracted to traditionally handsome men - there was something about them that she found too much. After spending time with a "handsome" man, she often felt like she'd eaten too many rich desserts. And all too often she'd discovered that their inside was as empty as their outside was full and attractive. But an unusual or interesting-looking man . . . Mikki watched as he recognized the rose in her hair and waved a hand at her.

  "Bingo!" Blair said.

  Mikki smiled and strode purposefully forward to meet her date. He stood as she approached his table.

  "You must be Mikki Empousai," he said as his eyes slid appreciatively down her body.

  "Yes I am, Arnold. It's nice to meet you. "

  They shook hands. His grip was strong and warm, and as welcoming as his smile.

  Blair held her chair out for her, and she sat.

  "Wow . . . I . . . " Arnold stumbled over his words, sounding shocked and a little nervous. "I'm sorry, I just suddenly had the overwhelming impression that we've met before, even though I know that's not possible. "

  "Really?" Mikki laughed a little, enjoying the appreciation that was clear in his eyes. "Do you usually dabble in the psychic? I don't remember Nelly saying anything about that. "

  His smile stayed warm. "I like to call it being intuitive and willing to be open to new possibilities. "

  Feeling her face flush with the obvious interest he was showing in her, Mikki's eyes dropped to the book he had been reading. The title was My Losing Season . . .

  Mikki gasped, reaching for the hardback. "Pat Conroy! You like Pat Conroy?"

  "He's one of my top ten favorite writers," Arnold said.

  "Mine, too. I love him! The Prince of Tides; The Great Santini, The Water Is Wide . . . "

  "Beach Music, The Lords of Discipline," he continued for her.

  "I adored Beach Music. "

  "So did I. Almost as much as The Prince of Tides. I hated that it got some bad reviews," he said quickly.

  "I couldn't agree more! Pat Conroy's prose is magic. I cannot understand how anyone could give him a bad review. "

  They sat and smiled in happy surprise at each other, and Mikki felt a rush of something she hadn't felt for a long time on a date - hope.

  Blair's romantic and totally exaggerated sigh changed into a contrived cough when Mikki glared at him.

  "Oh-mi-god, excuse me," Blair said. "Something tickled my throat. "

  "Blair, honey, you can bring me a glass of my usual chianti. " She glanced back at the still-smiling Arnold. "Are you hungry? I skipped lunch and would love an hors d'oeuvre. "

  "Sounds good to me. "

  "Fantastic. How about the olive bread? It always makes me think of Italy. "

  Arnold nodded and Blair hurried away.

  "So you're a Conroy fan," he said. "Which is your favorite?"

  "Probably The Prince of Tides, but I love them all. " Mikki stroked the cover of the book before passing it back across the table. "I haven't read that one yet. "

  "You have to! He gives amazing insight into his life. "

  "I'll be sure to get it. " They shared a look of complete understanding, and Mikki felt another lovely flutter of hope. "You said he was one of your top ten favorite authors. Who are some of the others?"

  Arnold leaned forward, obvio
usly warming to the subject as only a true booklover could. Mikki studied him as he talked. No, he was not traditionally handsome, and she did tend to prefer her men taller - and younger. But there was definitely something about him, something intelligent and experienced and sexy.

  "It's hard to narrow them down to ten. I suppose with Conroy I'd have to add Herman Wouk. "

  "The Winds of War. What a fabulous book!" Mikki said.

  "And don't forget War and Remembrance. "

  "Couldn't do that. "

  "Then I'd have to go from there to James Clavell," he said.

  "King Rat, Tai-Pan and the best, Shogun," she said, barely nodding at Blair as he brought her wine and their olive bread.

  "I didn't like the miniseries, though. "

  "Richard Chamberlain as Blackthorne? Please. No, no, no. I really hate it when a great book is turned into a cheesy miniseries. "

  "Unlike one of my other top ten picks - Larry McMurtry's Lonesome Dove. "

  Mikki paused mid-bite of her olive bread. "I loved the book and adored the miniseries. "

  And from there they launched into a lively discussion of the settings depicted by their most beloved authors, from McMurtry's West to Wilbur Smith's Africa and Egypt. Somewhere in the middle of their conversation they managed to order and eat dinner. Mikki felt like she wanted to pinch herself. She couldn't remember the last time she'd had such great dinner conversation with a man. With girlfriends it was the norm to have easy, interesting discussions. With men it seemed - at least to Mikki - almost impossible. Yet before she knew it, she'd killed three glasses of chianti, eaten an excellent meal and was just ordering an Irish coffee for dessert instead of the Death by Chocolate Cake that had been tempting her. She was nicely buzzed and having a great time - and was completely surprised when she glanced at her watch and saw that almost two hours had passed.

  She sipped her coffee and felt his eyes studying her. The question on his face was so clear she smiled and said, "What?"

  "It's just so amazing. "

  "Actually, I was thinking the same thing," she said a little shyly.

  "I can't believe I found a woman who has actually read, and can appreciate, more than a trashy romance novel. "

  Mikki felt the beginning of cold water being dashed on her warm, happy buzz. Had he actually said "trashy romance novel"? As in the wonderful Nora Roberts, and the ever-delightful MaryJanice Davidson, Susan Grant, Gena Showalter, Sharon Sala, Merline Lovelace, and a host of other fabulous women authors who had kept her company on long nights and made her laugh and cry and sigh happily?

  "What do you mean by that?"

  Oblivious to her change in tone, he went on enthusiastically. "I mean that it's unusual that an attractive, available woman has read and comprehended some interesting books. "

  "I've made it a point to read a wide range of authors and genres. I think it gives an important added perspective to what might be an otherwise narrow view of life," she said carefully, trying to keep her tone neutral. "I was wondering, Arnold, have you ever read any of Anne Tyler's work?"

  "Tyler? No, I don't think so," he said.

  "She won a Pulitzer for Breathing Lessons, you know. "

  "Did she?" He flashed his smile again. "Good for her. "

  Mikki cringed internally at his patronizing tone. "How about The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova?"

  "No. "

  "I thought you liked historicals," she said.

  "I do. "

  "Hmm. Then how about The Mists of Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley?"

  "The Arthurian myth told from a woman's point of view?" His laugh was sarcastic and condescending. "I wouldn't consider that historical. "

  "Did you read it?"

  "No, of course not. I choose to stick with Tennyson or T. H. White. " His hand rubbed his forehead as if she was causing his head to hurt. "I like things that are tried and true. "

  "Okay, then what about any of Nora Roberts's books? I read a statistic once that said that every sixty seconds someone buys a Nora Roberts novel. Sounds as if she is definitely tried and true. And statistically, at least, you might have read her - maybe even on accident. "

  "Nora Roberts? Doesn't she write those bodice rippers?"

  Blair fluttered up to the table. "I'll just leave the check here. " He put it next to Arnold's arm. "But there's no rush for you two, take . . . " Blair's words trailed off as he recognized the look of narrow-eyed annoyance Mikki had trained on her date. He cleared his throat. "What I meant to say is that I'll be happy to take this for you whenever you're ready. " With a worried glance at Mikki, he retreated to watch from the waiter's station.

  Blair's abrupt departure made Mikki realize that she needed to fix the expression on her face, but when she glanced at Arnold she saw she needn't have worried. He wasn't looking at her. He was frowning over the bill.

  "Is there a problem?" she asked.

  He looked up at her and then slid the bill over so she could see it. "No. No problem at all. I was just figuring up my part of the bill. "

  "Excuse me?"

  "Well, you were the one who ordered the appetizer. You had one more glass of wine than I did, and that Irish coffee certainly wasn't cheap. "

  Disbelieving, Mikki blinked and tried to find her voice.

  He reached into his wallet and got out a twenty and two tens. "That should take care of my part, plus a tip. " Then he looked expectantly at her. "Are you paying with cash or a credit card?"

  Mikki burst into laughter. "You want me to pay for my half of dinner?"

  "Of course," he said with a perfectly straight face. "Times have changed. Today's women want to be treated equally and with respect. I'm just showing you the respect you want. "

  "Perfect," Mikki said, still laughing. She could feel the lovely redheaded fit brewing just under her breastbone. This was going to be truly delicious.

  "This is just perfect. Okay, here's the deal Dr. Asher - that is how one formally addresses you, isn't it?"

  He nodded, looking vaguely confused.

  "Good. I want to be sure I get this right. Here's the deal, Dr. Asher. It's not showing me respect to use rhetoric about what today's women want as an excuse to be cheap. It's actually showing me the opposite. I don't care what year it is. If this is a date - and I was under the impression that it was - then it should be a point of pride and good manners for a gentleman to pay for a lady's dinner. That's being respectful. But you wouldn't understand that because you clearly do not respect women. Your attitude about what you believe women read is as patronizing as your obvious disdain for female authors. " Mikki reached into her purse, pulled out three twenty-dollar bills and plopped them on top of the check. "And here's a newsflash for you - those so-called trashy romance novels outsell all other genres of writing. Many of the authors are insightful and well educated. They create worlds filled with strong, passionate women and honorable, heroic men. You should try reading some of them. Those female romance authors you disdain could definitely teach you a thing or two about being a man. " She stood up and put her purse over her shoulder. "Good night, Dr. Asher. " He started to stand, clearly struggling to say something. "No, please. Don't get up. I want to remember you just like this - confused and speechless. It's a good look for you; it certainly beats patronizing and chauvinistic. "

  Grinning wickedly, she turned and sauntered lazily out of the dimly lit room.

  She was still grinning as she strolled down the sidewalk. God, she was glad she'd told him off and walked out! She had never been a wimpy, doormat kind of a woman; she had an extraordinarily low bullshit meter. God, didn't it just figure! He had seemed interesting and sexy at first. But like most men, he had turned out to be a disappointment.

  Whispering through her subconscious was the thought that no man had been able to get close to her because she had never been able to allow herself to share the secret that pulsed through her blood . . . but the thought was fleeting, and she quickly stifl
ed the stark honesty of it with a tipsy laugh and a little impromptu twirl in the halo of light under a streetlamp.

  She'd never actually walked out on a date before.

  It was exhilarating!

  Her steps slowed. Lately, she'd been thinking more and more that maybe she wasn't meant to have a permanent relationship. Maybe tonight had been the final sign she needed. Something like a modern omen. She was different, and it was becoming more and more clear to her that there was no "right" man for her. He didn't exist. Oddly enough, the thought didn't make her feel sad or lonely. Instead, it made her feel wise, like she had come to a realization that her friends weren't mature enough yet to understand. It gave her a sense of release that was almost overwhelming.

  Mikki walked past McGill's, a popular local pub, and considered ducking in for a quick drink. But the door opened and a current of noise rolled out, changing her mind. She didn't feel like dealing with shouting above a din of music just to order a drink. Plus, she'd probably had enough - not that that was a bad thing. She wasn't driving - she was flying! Mikki laughed and walked on, breathing in the cool October air.

  As she left the business district and got closer to Woodward Park and her apartment, the buildings changed from posh shops and restaurants to the stately old oil mansions that surrounded the park. Mikki loved this part of Tulsa. It made her wish she had lived during the 1920s. She would have been a flapper. She would have cut her hair short, worn loose beaded dresses that shimmied when she moved, had too much to drink and danced all night. Between parties she would have crusaded for equal rights for women.

  Kind of like she'd done tonight, she thought happily. Well, minus the dress, the haircut and the dancing. She did a happy little skip step under the next light and laughed at herself. Maybe not minus the dancing. She'd have to go back to the restaurant tomorrow night for dinner and get all the gory after-she-left details from Blair and the gang.

  The sidewalk was interrupted by the road forking in front of her. Mikki was at the juncture of where the mansions gave way to Woodward Park. Here was where she usually crossed the street to her apartment. Hesitating, Mikki looked into the park. She didn't detect any strange shifts in perception that might signal one of her episodes. Actually, until that moment she'd forgotten about the weirdness that had crept into her life with her recent dreams.

  "Just goes to prove dumping a man is good for what ails me," she said pleasantly to herself.

  And everything did look utterly normal. The free-standing antique streetlights scattered throughout Woodward Park speckled it with pools of creamy light. The wind whispered through the well-tended oaks, calling softly the change of seasons and causing a cascade of leaves to scatter like mini-tornados that had been taught to heel. And smack in the middle of it she could see the soft illumination of the stage lights for the Performance in the Park rehearsal. Faintly she could hear the actress speaking her lines . . .

  "A little love is a joy in the house,

  A little fire is a jewel against frost and darkness . . . "

  She started to cross the street toward home but hesitated, looking longingly at the park, awash in light and sound. It was so lovely. It looked like a magical oasis in the middle of the night - a special little sub-city of her very own. A teasing breeze whisked from the park and twirled around her body, enticing her forward with the cinnamon scent of autumn leaves.

  Why not?

  Mikki checked the time. It was only nine. The park and the rose gardens didn't close till eleven. Nelly had specifically told her to go on with her normal life. It was definitely normal for her to walk through the park and visit her roses. She'd make her way around the rehearsing actors and then take a quick stroll through the gardens. She really should check on the roses that surrounded the construction site. She'd been concerned that all the tromping of the workmen's booted feet with their clumsy comings and goings was overstressing the roses.

  Mikki glanced up at the darkening sky, reminding herself that it was the night of the new moon. If the roses needed help, what better time could she choose to give it to them?

  She'd make one pass through the central tier and be sure the workers had cleaned up their mess and not manhandled the roses. Then she'd go home, pour herself a glass of bedtime wine and curl up with a good book . . . by a female author!

  Or, her errant thoughts whispered enticingly, she could just go to sleep. Wouldn't she rather revisit her dream lover than do anything else?

  With a supreme effort of will, she steered her mind away from that line of thinking. She couldn't start living life around her fantasies. Then she really would be crazy.