To Beguile a Beast

by Elizabeth Hoyt

  She started forward, but as she did so, he exclaimed and dropped the pencil.

  “What is it?” she asked.

  His head jerked up and he glowered at her. “Nothing, Mrs. Halifax. You may leave the tea on that table.”

  She set her tray down on the table indicated but ignored his demand to leave. Instead she hurried over to him. “What’s wrong?”

  He was rubbing his right palm with his other hand and muttering about females who wouldn’t listen.

  She sighed and took his right hand gently in hers, surprising him enough that he abruptly fell silent. His forefinger was a reddened stump under an inch long. His little finger had been amputated at the first knuckle. The remaining fingers were long with slightly broader tips, the nails well shaped. They were beautiful fingers on what had once been a handsome hand. She felt a streak of sorrow pierce her middle. How had something so beautiful come to be mutilated?

  She swallowed down the lump in her throat and said huskily, “I don’t see an injury.”

  He glanced sharply at her, and her eyes widened as she realized her faux pas. “A recent injury, I mean.”

  He shook his head. “It’s merely a muscle cramp.”

  He tried to withdraw his hand from hers, but she hung on. “I’ll see if Mrs. McCleod can warm a salve for you later. Tell me exactly where the cramp is.”

  She held his hand between both of hers and massaged his broad palm with her thumbs, pressing firmly. His hand was warm, the skin smooth. He had calluses at the base of his fingers as if from some type of physical work.

  “There’s no need—”

  She looked up, suddenly angry. “Why isn’t there need? You’re in pain and I can help you. It seems to me that there’s every need.”

  He looked at her, his eye cynical. “Why would you care?”

  Did he think she’d back away at his harsh words? Run with girlish tears on her face? She wasn’t a girl—hadn’t been one since the age of seventeen.

  She leaned into his face, still holding his hand. “What kind of woman do you think I am? Do you think I let just any man kiss me?”

  His eye narrowed. “I think you’re a nice woman. A kind woman.”

  The patronizing answer nearly drove her to violence. “A nice woman? Because I kissed you? Because I let you touch me? Are you mad? No woman is that nice and certainly not I.”

  He simply looked at her. “Then why?”

  “Because.” She took his face in her palms, the left side of his face bumpy and ragged under her hand, the right side smooth and warm. “I do care. And so do you.”

  And she set her lips against his. Deliberately. Softly. Putting all her longing, all her loneliness into the gesture. She started the kiss lightly, but he tilted his head beneath hers, angling and opening his mouth, and somehow she found herself on his lap with his tongue in her mouth.

  Not that she protested. She’d been waiting for this for days now, and the reality set her limbs to trembling. She’d been a mistress, a bought woman, for all of her adult life, but this was something beyond her experience. A sharing, an exploring. She was an equal in this place with this man, and somehow the knowledge that she was as accountable as he, as involved as he, made her all the more aroused. Her fingers actually shook against the wool fabric of his coat as he explored her mouth with his tongue. Sweetly, darkly, erotically. Until she feared that she might meet her culmination simply from his lips.

  She drew her head back, gasping. “I—”

  “Don’t stop me,” he murmured. His hands were on the laces of her bodice, rapidly pulling them free. “Let me see you. Let me touch you.”

  She nodded and watched him. Stopping was the very last thing on her mind. His face was intent, his one eye entirely focused on the task of opening her bodice. She could feel a blush start at her throat. It’d been years since Lister had bedded her, and even then she didn’t remember this intensity, this single-minded purpose. What if she disappointed him? What if she was unable to please him?

  Her bodice parted, and he drew it off her, laying it absently on the table along with her fichu. His gaze never left her bosom. He began working on her stays.

  She cleared her throat. “Can I—”

  “Let me.” His eye flicked up to hers. “Do you mind?”

  She shook her head, biting her lip. She held very still as her stays drew apart. His fingers brushed her bare skin, but he didn’t pause. She was conscious of each breath she drew into her lungs, of his own even breathing, of his unwavering gaze. Then her stays were off, and he drew her shift down her shoulders until she was bared to the waist.

  He simply stared.

  She raised her hand without thought, instinctively moving to cover herself.

  He caught her wrist and drew it to her lap. “Don’t,” he whispered. “Let me look at you.”

  She closed her eyes then, because she could no longer bear the sight of his gaze taking her in.

  “You’re beautiful,” he murmured. “Beautiful enough to drive a man insane.”

  He traced the forefinger of his left hand from the rapid pulse at her throat, down, down to the swell of one breast. She waited, her breath nearly stopped. He drew his finger slowly to her nipple and circled it, making it pucker.

  She swallowed.

  “I want this,” he said.

  She opened her eyes to see him staring at her intently, his mouth hardened into an arrogant, flat line.

  His gaze flicked up to capture her own. “I want all of you.”

  Her mouth went dry. “Then take me.”

  He reached behind her and shoved aside the mess on his desk. She heard pencils skitter and drop to the floor and the thump of a book. Then he grasped her about her waist, lifting to set her on the heavy table.

  “Take off your skirts.” He rose suddenly from his chair and strode to the tower door, locking it.

  When he returned to her, she was still fumbling at the ribbons at her waist. He pushed her hands aside and began working at them himself. She felt a wild spurt of joyous laughter start in her mouth, but she tamped it down ruthlessly. Instead, she reached up and around his head and drew the tie from his hair. The heavy dark locks fell forward against his lean cheeks, wild and untamed, and she threaded her fingers through them, reveling in the intimacy.

  He didn’t even seem to notice her gesture, so intent was he on removing her remaining clothing. A moment later, he flung aside her skirts. She was left in just her stockings and shoes and would’ve felt more than a little silly if he wasn’t so grave as he drew them off. Then she was naked, sitting with her bare bottom on his wooden table, and he was looking at her as if she were Aphrodite come to life. It was a heady feeling, being regarded thus. Heady and frightening at the same time, for she was no Aphrodite. She was simply a woman past her third decade. A woman who’d had only one other lover in all her life.

  “Alistair,” she whispered.

  He shrugged out of his coat. “Aye?”

  She didn’t know how to put her concern into words. “I don’t… that is, I’m not very experienced with… with…”

  A corner of his mouth kicked up. He was only in shirtsleeves now. “Helen, lass, dinna fret.”

  And he brought his mouth to her breast, sucking strongly, warmly, on her tender nipple. She arched her back in reaction, catching his head, holding it close to her breast. She stroked her fingers into his silky hair. Maybe he was right. Maybe she shouldn’t worry. Maybe she should, for this short while, merely feel.

  He switched to her other breast, holding her in the curve of his left thumb and forefinger. He thumbed the damp nipple he’d just left, starting twin flickers of desire in her. She widened her legs, trying to pull him closer, but he was solid and heavy and wouldn’t move until he was ready.

  A small whimper of frustration escaped her lips.

  He raised his head, his cheekbones flushed, and his eye gleaming roguishly. “Is this what you want?”

  He held her gaze as he trailed his hand down over her tre
mbling belly and into the curling hair at the juncture of her thighs.

  “Alistair!” she gasped. “I don’t know if—”

  “Don’t you?” he murmured, his gaze growing heavy. “Don’t you know, Helen?”

  And as she watched his face, mesmerized, embarrassed, and hotly aroused, he touched her there. Her lips parted in soundless wonder. His thumb rubbed her in gentle circles. His fingers softly petted her, parting, stroking, exploring.

  “Oh,” she gasped.

  “Look at me,” he whispered. “Keep your eyes on me.”

  He entered her with his finger, slowly, smiling when her eyes widened. He withdrew the finger and thrust again, his thumb keeping up the soft circling at her center. Her eyelids drooped. She felt hot. She was afraid she might make some awful animal sound if he continued, and at the same time she didn’t want him to stop.

  “Helen,” he crooned. “Bonny Helen. Come and cover my fingers with your sweet dew.”

  Her head fell back, lolling restlessly on her shoulders. It was as if she were in a dream. She was a wanton, a lovely desirable wanton, and he was a man worshipping her. She felt his hot mouth on her throat, kissing, tonguing, and it began. Little tremors that built to a shaking, pounding rush of heat and pleasure—so much pleasure that for a time she lost herself entirely.

  When she opened her eyes long moments later, he was watching her, his hand still softly stroking.

  “Did you like that?” he asked, his voice more tender than she’d ever heard it.

  She could only nod, heat rushing to her cheeks.

  “Good.” He withdrew his hand and unbuttoned the flap of his breeches. “Let’s see if we can do that again, shall we?”

  She just had a glimpse of pubic hair and dark flesh—a good deal larger than she’d expected—and then he stepped between her legs. He kissed her. Gently. Lightly. But her focus was on what was going on down there. He nudged her, and she inhaled at his heat, at the broadness of—

  She broke the kiss and said breathlessly, “I don’t—”

  “Shh,” he murmured. He nibbled at the corner of her mouth. “It’s simple biology, really. I am made for inserting myself in you. You are made for receiving me. Thusly.”

  “But—”

  He thrust, the crown of his penis parting her folds, opening and stretching her. Her eyes flew wide open.

  He was watching her with a demonic gleam in his eye. He smiled slightly and thrust again. She felt him invading her, entering her.

  “You see?” he purred. “So simple.”

  He ground his hips one more time, and the base of his penis met her mound. He was completely seated within her. She’d never felt a fullness like this. He swallowed and she knew suddenly that he was not nearly as sanguine as he pretended. His cheeks had flushed, his eye narrowed, and his mouth curved almost in a sneer.

  “An interesting fact you may not know,” he said in a low, gravelly voice, “is that once the male has ventured so far, it is almost impossible… ah!” His head tilted back, his eye closing as she clenched internally. He opened his eye, his mouth now curved down in savage determination. “Impossible for him to stop.”

  He withdrew fractionally and surged into her again. “He is compelled to complete the act as if”—he thrust again, this time harder, firmer—“his very life depended on it.”

  She smiled and wrapped her legs about him. He braced one hand on the table beside her hip, the other on her bottom and set a demanding rhythm. The table shook and thumped and something glass toppled over the edge and shattered on the floor.

  And she didn’t care. The laughter bubbled up in her throat again, and this time she let it free. She threw back her head and laughed as Sir Alistair made love to her with his strong, quick, determined body. She grinned at the ceiling in pure joy and felt his heavy cock sliding and rubbing against her, filling her full, and she’d never felt so light.

  So free.

  And then another wave hit, catching her by complete surprise and tossing her high, sailing on a crest of pure, exquisite pleasure. And at its peak she looked down and saw him, thrusting still faster into her, his broad shoulders bunched and tensed, his hairline gleaming with exertion. He arched back his head and shouted. And then he went still, trembling and jerking within her, his face gone curiously smooth.

  She didn’t recognize the expression on his face at first, and then she realized: it was peace.

  AH, GOD, IT’D been a good long while since he’d last coupled with a woman—not since before Spinner’s Falls, in fact. He’d forgotten how heady the feeling was. Actually, Alistair thought as he panted against Helen’s neck, he didn’t remember it ever having been this sweet. This glorious. He smiled, holding warm woman flesh against himself. Perhaps some things did improve with age.

  She wriggled a little under him, as if the table was too hard for her soft arse. He straightened and looked at her. Her face was flushed, her eyes slumberous, and the surge of ridiculous masculine pride that went through him was probably only natural. What man wouldn’t feel pride at having pleasured such a woman?

  “Oh,” she said softly. “Oh, that was… um…”

  A grin tugged at his mouth. She sounded dazed.

  “Wondrous?” he suggested, kissing the corner of her mouth.

  She sighed. “Um…”

  “Blissful?” He palmed a plump, heavy breast, sliding his fingers over the delicate rose nipple. Breasts were rather marvelous, all things considered, and Helen’s were particularly fascinating. Made one wonder why they couldn’t be uncovered and free all the time, civilized ideas of modesty be damned. Of course, then other men might ogle them, and that wouldn’t do at all. He palmed her other breast as well. No, best to keep them covered. That made the private unveiling all the more exciting.

  His eye narrowed at the thought, and he looked at her speculatively. She’d let him couple with her again, wouldn’t she? If he was lucky. In fact, if she let him wait just a few minutes more, he was certain he could perform at least once more this afternoon.

  As if she’d heard his thought, she suddenly straightened. “Oh, goodness! They’ll be back from their walk soon.”

  “Who?” he demanded, loath to give up his handfuls of breast.

  “Your sister and the children,” she said impatiently.

  She wriggled again and his limp cock slipped rather ignominiously from her sheath. He sighed. Not right now, then. He bent and gave each breast a farewell kiss and then straightened and rapidly buttoned his breeches. When he finished, Helen was still trying to dress without much success.

  “Let me,” he said, and gently nudged aside her fingers from her stays. He laced her, hiding those magnificent breasts, and then helped her don the rest of her clothes, all the while considering how to phrase the demand.

  He smoothed the fichu at her bosom and inhaled. “Helen—”

  “Where are my shoes?” She suddenly bent, searching under his table. “Do you see them?”

  “Here.” He fished them out of his coat pockets where he’d absently stowed them before. “Helen—”

  “Oh, thank you!” She sat in his chair to slip them on.

  He frowned down at her impatiently. “Helen—”

  “Does my hair look all right?”

  “Lovely.”

  “You’re not looking.”

  “Yes, I am!” The words came out a good deal more forcefully than he’d meant. He closed his eye, damning himself for a fool. When he looked up, she was staring at him inquisitively.

  “Are you all right?”

  “Yes,” he ground out, and then took a deep breath. “Helen, I want to see you again.”

  Her brows knit as if in faint confusion. “Well, of course we’ll see each other again. I do live here, you know.”

  “That’s not what I meant.”

  “Oh.” Her harebell-blue eyes widened, and he briefly considered just taking her again on the table, good manners be damned. He didn’t have trouble communicating with her when they made love.
“Ohhh.”

  He suppressed his impatience. “Well?”

  She took a step toward him until her breasts—those sweet breasts!—nearly touched his chest. Her face was still a little flushed, very prettily pink, and her eyes sparkled. She stood on tiptoe and kissed him chastely on the mouth, but when he moved to deepen the embrace, she darted away.

  She walked to the tower door and paused to look back at him over her shoulder. “Perhaps later this evening?” She slipped out the door, closing it quietly behind her.

  “BUT I DON’T like fish,” Jamie said as they trudged home from their ramble with Miss McDonald and Miss Munroe. “I don’t see why we should have it for supper.”

  “Because otherwise it’s a waste to catch them,” Abigail said. She was out of breath, because Puddles had decided to stop walking and now she and Jamie took turns carrying him. “If we didn’t eat the fish, it’d be a sin.”

  “But I didn’t catch them!” Jamie objected.

  “Sad, isn’t it?” Miss McDonald said cheerfully. “How one is doomed to eat the catch even when one is completely innocent of the fishing?”

  “Phoebe,” Miss Munroe grunted, “you’re demonstrating the wrong attitude.”

  “Personally,” Miss McDonald whispered loudly to Jamie, “I make sure to fill up on bread and soup. Can’t stand fish myself.”

  “Phoebe!”

  “Now if only they could learn to hook a good Yorkshire pudding, I’d be quite content to dine on the catch,” Miss McDonald mused.

  Jamie giggled and Abigail felt a small smile tug at her lips. They hadn’t found any badgers on their ramble, but it’d been quite fun, anyway. Miss Munroe was very stern, but she knew all kinds of interesting things, and Miss McDonald was funny.

  “Ah, here we are,” Miss Munroe said as they came within sight of the castle. “I’m for tea and some muffins, I think. Who’s with me?”