Boy Friend: A Friends To Lovers BWWM Romance

by Tyla Walker

  I stop struggling to break free and face him, man to man. “Go for it then, Sam. But don’t forget, you’re also the one who left her and her child alone. I’m just the guy who’s been in love with her for a very long time, and when you walked out, I just jumped on my chance to make Nikki fall in love with me. Which wasn’t hard, since you set the bar REALLY low, man. So, thanks.”

  Sam smiles even though I feel an aura of intense aggression from his presence, “Don’t kid yourself, Johnathan. You’re just the rebound guy. You know, the guy the girl gets just so she can feel pretty about yourself. But as soon as the main guy comes back, it’ll back to reading Fifty Shades of Grey for you and your right hand, Johnathan.”

  “Oooh, nice burn, bro.” I reach out my hand to him, “Why don’t we just shake it and let the best man win?”

  Sam eagerly shakes my hand, “He already has, Johnathan.” He leaves whistling into the air. Cocky bastard. Nikki should be thanking me for heating him up for her.

  I quickly walk back to Nikki’s apartment to tell her the good news. But as soon as I come in, I find the sexy vixen staring at the door.

  “Hey, is everything alright?” I ask her.

  “I’m no longer sure…” she creepily sure.

  “You’re no longer sure? Is this about which contraceptive are you going to use for when you get back with Sam, Nikki?”

  “No, Johnathan,” she interrupts me, “Listen, I’m not sure if I want Sam back.”

  “Wait, what?” I ask as I pull Nikki out of her trance and unto her couch, “What happened, Nikki?”

  She continues to stare into the open nothingness of her living room, “I’m confused. I…” she tries to continue, but the words just trail off.

  “Shh. It’s going to be alright, I understand.” I comfort her while I put my arm around her shoulder, “You know, I have this funny theory actually. I had this theory that Jessica and Sam were actually hooking up. Silly, right? But then again, when they saw that we weren’t going to wait around for their cheating asses, they realized they made a big mistake.”

  But Nikki doesn’t answer, even when she turns to me. Her blank expression worries me.

  Why are you hesitating only now, Nikki? After everything I’ve done for you.

  “What happened, Nikki?” I ask for the last time.

  “Johnathan, I…”

  Her words trail off into the void of her empty room. Just the two of us sitting side by side in the couch. As I stare into her eyes, I remember the same feeling I had back then. Back when Nikki suddenly kissed me. A strangely melancholic yet exotic feeling. I feel my blood warming as it courses through my veins.

  And in an unguided instant, my lips press unto hers.

  In another instant, I wait for Nikki’s hand violently connecting with my face.

  But it never comes.

  I only feel her passionate kiss and loving embrace.

  Ten

  Nikki

  God, why is his kiss so good? Why is it that Johnathan’s touches leave me wanting more?

  His lips touch mine, our tongues interlock in a wild dance of carnal lust and ferocious passion that none of us can actually just overcome if we want too. Our needs and wants must be satisfied.

  I don’t think I want to overcome this too. I kiss him back with all that I have, my tongue entangling Johnathan’s tongue in a wild fight for supremacy. We let our feelings overtake us, and this is where we are.

  In an erotic situation that neither of us wants to stop. We’re in this together. I close my eyes, tasting Johnathan’s own brand, and marking it inside my mind, body, and soul.

  This is like… that very first time that I felt for Sam too long ago that I can’t remember it anymore… The feeling that I’ve wanted to experience again for a long time. Except this is even better. Damn.

  “Hmm,” I moan and straddle him. My breasts rubbing against his chest, the hardness of his body against my softness, making me realize that there won’t be turning back after this.

  “Nikki,” Johnathan moans my name like a prayer, and I can’t help but want to answer his fervent prayer with my lips once more. Johnathan grabs a fistful of my hair and my body arch in total abandonment of anything that’s holding me back.

  Johnathan’s kisses travel to my ears, and he… God, his tongue licks the outer shell of my ears, and he plunges his tongue in.

  “Oh, God!” I moan; I didn’t realize that my ears are an erogenous zone. My body trembles and my blood sings in anticipation of what’s about to come. My blood floods my entire system as my body heats up, wanting for more.

  “Nikki,” Johnathan moans my name, and he gazes at me. We stare at each other, and an intrinsic sense of belongingness spreads within me. This feels so right….

  His eyes electrify me down to my core, making me feel like my body is a live pulse, and every nerve fiber is alive and very sensitive to his touch.

  “Johnathan… I… I… want you,” I admit to him. What’s the point of lying? Let me think of the consequences later. At least, I have to own up that I want him.

  “Me too, Nikki… me too,” Johnathan groans, and he grabs hold of my waist as he tightly molds my body against his. His hands caress my back, forming every curve, and touching every sensitive parts over my thin clothing.

  Then, Johnathan’s questing hands find the hook of my bra. I gasp when I feel him touch my bare, naked skin. I shiver as goosebumps appear all over my body.

  “Let me,” Johnathan whispers in my ears, I nod my head.

  “Please…” I moan, asking for him to shower me with his caress. “Give it to me, Johnathan. I want you… to take all of me and give me all of you.”

  “Yes,” Johnathan replies to me, and he carries me to his room. He sets me in the middle of the bed tenderly. We gaze at each other, and I know, then and there, that this is it.

  There’s no way of ever going back to the way it was before because we’re going to cross the threshold of friendship. We’re going to blur those lines, and become lovers.

  For tonight...

  I just don’t know if this is the right thing… but as of now, right or wrong doesn’t matter.

  Johnathan takes off his clothes, and here I am, admiring every contour of his body. He’s simply a marvel. Johnathan’s tall, lean, and powerful body gives me so much to desire and crave for.

  “Do you like what you see?” Johnathan asks me as he looms over me, both his hands are on each side of my head.

  “I love it,” I groan, and I trail my fingertips on his skin. The feeling of it is impressive, every sinew is molded to perfection.

  “I’m glad,” Johnathan smiles at me, and his head dips down for another kiss. His hands move over my skin, causing my senses to overload and a reign of fire to course through my body, down to my pussy.

  “Oh… God,” I moan, my back arches in artless abandon when he touch my nipples and one goes to his mouth. The other pebbles and hardens to touch, playing it in between his thumb and forefinger. “Johnathan!”

  My leg’s curve and raise, and my cunt soaking wet. Then, Johnathan spreads my legs, caressing my inner thighs. I close my eyes and savors every sensation.

  “God,” I moan as I feel his mouth touch my pussy lips. His fingers move to open the close lips of my cunt, and he licks the insides of it. “Oh… Oh...My goodness!”

  I can’t help but trash on the bed. My hands tearing apart the bedsheet as I hold on to it. I gasp and almost cries because of too much stimulation.

  “Hmmm,” Johnathan starts sucking noisily, and his fingers join in on the fun.

  “Shit! Fuck!” My body jolts, and I feel the relief come. “I’m cumming!”

  This is an off the charts orgasm, my body quaking as my climax takes over.

  “Perfect,” Johnathan whispers, then, he latches on it and drinks all of my juices. My eyes widen, and I grab hold of his head, pushing him deeper into my cunt

  “Oh...oh…” I whimper as I feel so much more than just a physical connection with h
im. Johnathan crawls up, and we’re face to face. His lips are sleek with my honey.

  He smiles at me, then, I feel him rub his cock on my cunt. I want him… every inch of his amazing cock.

  I hook my legs on his hips and push him towards my pussy. I gasp when I feel him breach my hole with his cockhead. Johnathan growls and latches on my breasts.

  I gasp, and my legs spread. Johnathan grabs my left leg and raises it up. Then, he fucks me hard, his hips thrusting forward and backward.

  “Oh! Oh! Oh!” My cries are growing louder, and Johnathan’s groans are growing fiercer.

  “Fuck!” Johnathan shouts as he rams inside me, deep, fast, and hard. “Oh! Yes! Fucking tight… fuck, baby!”

  “Yes!” I shout as I feel something rise within me. “I’m cumming!”

  “I’m cumming!” Johnathan shouts as he kisses me on the lips.

  Then, I feel him explode inside me, jets and jets of his cum entering me. Luckily, I got that prevention shot. I hate condoms.

  We lay panting on the bed. Johnathan gazes at me, and my face flush red as I hurriedly grab the blanket, but he drags me towards him.

  “Sleep, Nikki,” he says as he closes his eyes with me in his arms. I didn’t move for a while as he drifts off to sleep. I frown when he starts snoring.

  What now?

  Eleven

  Johnathan

  I move my hands, looking for Nikki. Last night was just amazing, and I love having her in my arms. My eyes open abruptly, and my sleepiness disappears when I don’t feel her body anywhere near the bed.

  I sit up and look around. She’s no longer here? I remembered her sleeping beside me last night, and I woke up in the middle of the night with her beside me.

  Something was missing when I didn’t see her as I open my eyes. It would be so lovely when I see her every time I wake up. I lie down my bed and think of last night.

  What do I really feel for her? Last night… it was more than sex. It was more than any feeling that physical connection can offer. There was this connection that we shared, and I can’t figure out what it is.

  I know Nikki felt it too. I wonder if… I’m falling in love with her? Or am I already in love? There are these warm, cozy, and exciting feelings in my heart as I think of her.

  We were just supposed to be friends, but we blitzed through the friendzone and made it to the lover zone. We’re at the point of our life that there are no returns. I don’t plan to return it too.

  Making love with her was one of the best things that ever happened in my life. I didn’t even think of Jessica at all.

  Making love wasn’t part of the deal. Kissing isn’t allowed, and mostly, falling in love is the greatest taboo. But look at what happened now? My heart craves for her, it’s calling out Nikki’s name.

  What am I supposed to do now? What steps should I take? Should I pursue her or not?

  These are tough questions, I don’t have the answer to them, and it frustrates me to no end. Nikki’s my friend, and we have just experienced breakups with our respective partners.

  Love isn’t that easy to develop, right? Or is it just transference for me?

  “Damn!” I shake my head and change my clothes. There’s no point in thinking about this on an empty stomach. I’m better when there’s coffee around, and a piece of pastry to go with it. I wonder if Nikki’s in her room or in the kitchen?

  Time to check it out.

  I know there’s someone in the kitchen since I can smell the tantalizing odor of coffee as I walk closer, and it should be Nikki inside unless she has a visitor this early.

  I try to calm myself, thinking about what to say and what to do in front of her. I’m a bit awkward because of what happened last night, but I don’t plan to apologize or reproach my actions.

  No way. I didn’t regret doing it.

  Nikki’s drinking coffee as I come in, our eyes meet when I enter. I feel like someone shot an arrow to my heart, and it’s a direct hit. I stand rooted on the spot, staring at her beautiful face. She carries the mug to her lips, drinking the steaming coffee.

  “Good morning,” I say in a husky voice. All I can think right now was what happened last night. Nikki looks at me and looks away as fast. My lips curve, she’s still affected.

  “Did you sleep well?” I ask her. “I slept well last night. The most restful night I had for weeks now. I wasn’t able to sleep these last few weeks properly, and your presence brought me that.”

  “I…” Nikki closes and opens her mouth, intending to say something, but she changed her mind. “That’s good.”

  She grabs a bread at the same time as I, our hands touch accidentally. It feels like a thousand electrical sparks attack my body.

  We gaze at each other, and I move closer towards her, slowly. Nikki’s hand goes to my chest, trying to hold me back.

  Nikki shakes her head, stopping me from pushing things. My lips curve, not intending to stop because she wants too. I’ll be damn I do it, and I’ll also be damned if I don’t. Might as well enjoy it, better than to just wallow in misery and what-ifs.

  “Please, Johnathan! We can’t do this again,” Nikki pushes my chest harder. She’s flustered and blushing ferociously. Her red face is such an attraction to a hot-blooded male like me.

  I want her again. I feel my little brother hardened.

  Nikki moves unconsciously, and she hits my bulging cock with her knee. I tremble in ecstasy. Nikki bites her lips when she feels something hard poke the side of her legs. She jumps down the seat and moves farther away.

  But I drag her towards me, hugging him in the process.

  Damn, looks like I’m really in deep shit this time.

  “Let me go, Johnathan! We can’t do this again!” Nikki tries to push my hands away, but it only serves to heighten my need to possess her. I hug her tightly, molding her against my body.

  She feels so good in my arms.

  “Why not? Can’t you just allow me to hug you like this? Can you let me take care of you? What’s there to lose, we already did it last night. Loud and clear,” I tell her. What? She’s going to stay away from me because of what happened?

  Well, I admit that last night was done on impulse, but come on, we did it because we needed it. Not for any other reason…

  I don’t want her to stay away from me, I can’t bear it. I realized and just confirmed that I love her. Maybe this took root a long time ago, and I didn’t even know it?

  I wrap my arms tightly around Nikki while placing my chin where her neck and shoulders meet.

  “Don’t you want to stay like this? Happy?” I ask her. “I mean, we were happy last night. Maybe we can do-”

  Nikki pushes me away, harder this time.

  “I told you we can’t do it again!” Nikki, then, runs away, locking herself up in her room.

  How do I tell her I love her?

  Twelve

  Nikki

  What do I do now? I rub my face and pace around my room. Last night… I slump on my bed, and I can't help but recall what happened.

  My body feels hot, just thinking about it. Every part of my body memorized the feel of Johnathan's touches, and it makes me aroused just thinking about it.

  "God," I moan in frustration. I look at the sleeping Kaley, so innocent and like an angel. I envy her ability to sleep through anything. I sigh for the umpteenth time, thinking that I really need to talk to my mother about this.

  She's the only one that really understands me and always gives me sound advice. I call her number, and she picks up almost immediately. Her sweet voice reverberates over the phone, and it puts me at ease.

  "Mom," I call out to her. Sometimes, I really want to just be with her and be her baby again. Kaley loves her, too, as much as I love her. My mom's the same with Kaley, as she does with me.

  "Yep, Nikki. How are you?" I can hear noise from the background, people laughing and clapping.

  "Are you busy, mom?" I ask her. I swipe my hair to the side, this is what I do when I feel tense. I can't s
tay put.

  "Am I too busy for my daughter?" She asks me. "What is it? You can tell me."

  It seems she left the noisy area because I can no longer hear people.

  "Mom… something happened," I whisper. There's silence on the other line, my breathing hitches.

  "What happened?" Mom asks me after a pregnant silence. She didn't press for it but only ask the question.

  "Johnathan… and I, something happened between us. We had sex, mom." Just the mention of the word brings back the sensations from last night. The memories once again flood my mind.

  "Oh, so you slept with him? Are you regretting it?" My mom asks a direct question. "I mean, was he one thrust, one bullet man? Did he just explode and didn't make you satisfied?"

  Oh God, how can my mom ask me just like that? My face flushes in shame. Gosh, mom can be so vulgar sometimes.

  "Mom!" I manage to squeak out. "It's not like that. Johnathan's… Johnathan's a good lover, okay?"

  "Good? Then, it's sorely disappointing. I would have expected that boy to fare better in that department. I guess not everyone can have the looks and the weapon," my mom says, laughing.

  "God, mom! He's more than good, okay? Johnathan's an excellent fuck, okay?" I tell her in exasperation. "He takes care of me and makes sure that I go mindless while we're at it!"

  "Oh, my! Just as I thought about him. Then, what's the problem? Darling, you can have mindless sex with any man you want. This is a free country," my mom says.

  "Ugh, mom! I need your advice about it and not your consent," I say to her.

  "What's there to advise? If I'm still your age, you won't have a chance with Johnathan. Mind you, I'll make sure that I'll wear him out, and he won't be able to get up!" My mom says to me.

  I can't believe that this is really coming from my mother's mouth. My goodness, she's always so open this way.

  "Mom! It won't be a problem if I'm not in love with him… but I am. Mom, I think I've fallen in love with him, okay? If it's not that clear, it means my heart's beating his name!" I say breathlessly. I said this long sentence in one go.