Rules Are Meant to Be Broken

by N. J. Nielsen

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  Sebastian was angry at himself. Once again he had

  stupidly revealed too much. Why couldn’t he just stop?

  Sebastian tipped back his head draining the glass of

  whisky. He knew why he had lost control. The stupid bitch

  had once again been in his rooms, invading his space. She

  was here purely to piss him off by rubbing it in how Lucio

  had taken what the rest of the Eldren had promised him.

  Luckily he knew of a way to release al the pent up rage.

  He would go into the depths of this fucking dreary place

  and take it out on the creature. Chained to the wal as he

  was, Sebastian knew he could calm himself without being

  hit in return.

  As he neared the chamber Sebastian wondered if

  anyone other than him and the boy knew the creature was

  even stil there. Whether or not they did, at least Sebastian

  knew he wouldn’t be disturbed.

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  Upon waking Michael knew the first thing Christian saw

  when he woke was a bundle of feathers sitting right in front

  of his face. Then frowning deeper as he looked past Drack

  to where Michael was lying on his side facing him. Needing

  to do something, Michael tried to smile but it felt off

  somehow. Al Michael could do was stare into Christian’s

  beautiful blue eyes which were warily watching him.

  Sighing, Michael started with the obvious. “Good

  morning.”

  “What are you doing here?” Christian asked.

  Slowly Michael reached out and ran the back of his hand

  across Christian’s cheek. “I had a bad dream.” The

  movement caused Drack to hop further back on the pil ow.

  “Don’t you want me to be here?” Michael asked softly.

  Right then and there Michael wanted to wipe the pain

  and confusion out of Christian’s eyes. He hated knowing he

  had put it there with the way he had treated him yesterday

  when he found out the truth.

  “I thought you were angry with me, that you couldn’t

  forgive me. You said you hated me.”

  “I was… I am… I can’t… I don’t know what the hel I

  mean. I never hated you.”

  “What now?” Christian asked.

  Michael didn’t know how to answer him, so he decided

  to show the only way he knew how. He placed his hands on

  either side of Christian’s face, moving it slowly toward his

  own. At first he didn’t think Christian was going to respond.

  The moment Christian wrapped his arms around him,

  Michael relaxed into the kiss. Strangely Christian tasted

  exactly as he smel ed, as if he had just finished eating a

  packet of honey jumble biscuits. Lust washed over him and

  Michael moaned as Christian pushed his tongue into his

  mouth. It felt like he was memorizing every nook and

  cranny, and Michael loved every moment of it.

  A smal flicker of guilt washed through him, as a tiny part

  of him knew he was only here because he would need

  Christian in the future. Yet the larger and more twisted part

  of him was here for exactly this. His heart was wil ing to

  overlook the pain Christian had caused him. His heart knew

  what it wanted, and it wanted Christian.

  Running the tip of his tongue around the edge of

  Christian’s lips, Michael traced their perfect outline.

  Stopping, Michael pul ed away to gaze into his eyes. “I think

  Charm was right about me al along. I do love you more

  than I have ever loved anyone else. No matter how angry I

  am with you.” Michael didn’t let Christian respond as he

  invaded his mouth again. “I’l always want you,” he breathed

  as he broke away.

  It was strange to feel his body responding in the exact

  same fashion, if not more, than it had with girls he had been

  with. It was much stronger than what had occurred with

  Rhys. Michael pushed al thoughts of Rhys and past

  girlfriends aside, as he didn’t want anything ruining this time

  with Christian.

  Moving closer Michael groaned as Christian pul ed their

  bodies closer together and wrapped a leg around him. This

  felt right. Michael pul ed away for a moment, trying to focus

  on his surroundings. His decision to come back to this bed

  was throwing him out of balance. There was something he

  needed to say, but for the love of al he held holy he couldn’t

  think what it was. Not when Christian was this close and

  touching him.

  His cock hardened as Michael let his hands run down

  the side of Christian’s body. He didn’t want to stop but this

  was going beyond the point of kissing and hugging.

  Michael couldn’t remember if caressing and touching were

  on the list of what was al owed. Michael’s breathing had

  become ragged as he waited for Christian to respond.

  “Michael, ” it was al Christian got out before Michael felt

  Christian’s hands running al over his body touching every

  inch of skin they could.

  Shame filtered through his mind and Michael hated

  himself for giving in to his lust, but he knew he would hate

  himself even more if he pushed his desire for Christian

  aside. Right now he needed it. He needed to know this

  thing with Christian wasn’t wrong. In his heart Michael

  wanted to be able to forgive Christian for what he had

  done. Slowly pul ing away, Michael hesitated; he wasn’t

  sure what was meant to happen after the kissing and the

  hugging, the touching and the feeling. Wel he did know, but

  he wasn’t sure how to initiate it, or even if he should. Maybe

  what they were doing now was okay for today. Maybe this

  was al they needed for now.

  “Chris, we need to move Drack before we squash him.”

  Michael lifted the bird and placed him on the dresser out of

  harm’s way. Al the time Christian’s hands ran lightly over

  his skin. Turning back to Christian he went back to kissing

  him.

  Anticipation froze Michael in place as Christian pul ed

  away and spoke softly against his ear. “I want to try

  something, but I don’t want to freak you out, so let me know

  if you want me to stop.”

  Damn, he loved how Christian’s beautiful blue eyes had

  a spark of happiness back in them. Happy, looked good on

  Christian.

  Christian gave Michael a shy smile before slowly

  disappearing beneath the sheets. Michael felt nervous and

  excited, stil not quite believing any of this was real y

  happening. Michael couldn’t believe he had gone from

  being straight to bi in just under a month, yet everything in

  him screamed this is what he wanted. This is what he

  needed. And now he was just who he was supposed to be.

  Inhaling sharply, Michael bucked his hips at the first

  touch of heat as Christian’s mouth closed around him. It

  was so intense it almost made him come right then and

  there. His hands gathered fistfuls of sheet with the

  sensation. It was a strange feeling, not quite the same as

  when Gena had done it to him al those months ago. With

  Gena it had been a
wkward and embarrassing, this was

  just…he couldn’t think of the words to describe it. Tingles

  raced over his skin and Michael relaxed as he realised he

  was actual y enjoying the feeling. It was nice. It was more

  than nice! Michael panted as Christian swirled his tongue

  around the head of his cock, and found a spot which made

  him lift off the bed as his back arched. He groaned as

  Christian continued to lick and kiss and gently bite the

  entire length of his hard-on. Praying for the strength to hold

  off, Michael gritted his teeth as Christian swal owed his

  length while working his hand down to the bal s hanging

  below. Electricity zapped Michael as he felt his aching bal s

  draw tight as Christian cupped them in his hand and softly

  squeezed them. Michael cried out as Christian worked over

  his length, taking him deeper with every stroke. His body

  began to buck and he couldn’t hold himself stil .

  “Fuck,” he moaned as Christian worked his magic and

  soon found himself thrusting deeper into Christian’s mouth

  while Christian grasped the base of his erection,

  concentrating al his attention just on the head. The slight

  tugging action was enough to send him over the edge.

  Michael sighed in contentment, his body stil tingling as

  he waited for Christian to reappear.

  “How was it? Did I do it right?” Christian was nervous as

  he crawled back up Michael’s body and lay beside him.

  Nervously he watched as Michael seemed to need time to

  catch his breath and get himself back under control.

  Michael answered by kissing him deeply and Christian

  knew Michael tasted his own seed. As they broke apart,

  Christian felt Michael shiver before he slid the sheet down

  so he could perform the same action. It shocked him a little

  that Michael didn’t seem to want anything blocking his view.

  It was as if he wanted to see Christian’s reaction, or more

  he wanted Christian to see him. As Michael tugged on

  Christian’s boxers, Christian lifted his hips enough so

  Michael could continue sliding them down until they

  dropped to the floor with the sheet. Loving the fact that

  Michael’s eyes never once left Christian’s face. He looked

  to be both terrified and excited.

  Trembling Christian waited as Michael came back up

  until he was stretched out on the bed beside him; Michael

  began by kissing his mouth, letting his hands wander of

  their own accord. He loved the way Michael let his

  fingertips explore gently as they traced patterns over his

  skin. Christian shuddered, but not in disgust and could tel it

  was turning Michael on. It was as if Michael enjoyed the fact

  he could affect Christian this way with nothing more than

  this slight touch and a kiss. Oh, and how Michael’s touch

  affected him, the simple run of a fingertip over his nipple

  had them standing in hard peaks just waiting to be played

  with and Michael didn’t disappoint him, both fingers and

  teeth had him arching into Michael for more. With every little

  touch he felt as though he was burning from the inside out.

  Final y Michael’s lips left Christian’s nipples and

  travel ed down the length of his body. Michael chuckled and

  Christian knew it was because he felt Christian’s stomach

  muscles quiver under his lips, but Christian couldn’t help it.

  It was as if his body knew this was supposed to happen

  and was reacting ahead of time. Michael stopped on his

  journey of exploration and blew a raspberry in his bel y

  button, which made him laugh. He thrust up as Michael

  grasped his erection, and pul ed it to his lips. Heat rol ed

  through him as Michael kissed the tip, and then pul ed back

  a little to stare at it. Biting his lip, Christian wondered if it

  was because he was uncircumcised and so different from

  Michael. Had Michael never seen a foreskin up close

  before? He groaned as Michael moved his hand making it

  cover, and then uncover the tip of Christian’s hard cock.

  Lifting his head, Christian watched in curiosity as Michael

  stuck out his tongue, and pushed it into the hood, licking the

  head which was hidden there. Moaning, he shuddered with

  the tingle running through his body. It felt wonderful and he

  wanted more. Christian knew then and there he would

  never get enough of this — enough of Michael.

  Christian moaned again. Michael was driving him crazy

  with lust. He was so much more sensitive there, and the

  feeling of Michael’s tongue was intensified as Michael

  hummed against his head, the vibration making his bal s

  tingle in anticipation and need. Michael pul ed back the

  foreskin, and proceeded to mimic Christian’s treatment of

  his own erection. It took a moment for Michael to work out

  what had to be done. At first it was clumsy, but Michael

  soon got the hang of it. When Michael let go and used his

  teeth to bite his hip before tel ing him to behave, he smiled

  wickedly and Christian thrust his hard on back in the

  direction of his mouth. A moan fel from his lips as Michael

  licked the bite mark and got back to business. Al Christian

  was capable of doing in the moment in time was winding

  his fingers into Michael’s hair to hold him closer. Damn, sex

  had never been this good before, and he loved how

  Michael was wil ing to explore his body this way. Gasping,

  Christian almost lost it as Michael kept changing how hard

  he sucked, pushing further, until he had swal owed the

  entire length down his throat. Christian was amazed when

  he realised Michael didn’t seem to have any gag reflex. His

  orgasm raced through his body and Christian cried out in

  pleasure as Michael hummed around his cock, he couldn’t

  hold back any longer.

  Christian gasped, “Don’t stop.” The pressure of his hand

  increased gently. Christian couldn’t stop himself from

  thrusting as deeply as possible, he loved the feeling of

  Michael’s nose pressed into his pubes and he loved the

  vibration caused by Michael humming around his hard

  cock; it felt fricken fantastic! Christian could get used to this

  very fast. Everything shattered as he screamed out

  Michael’s name, orgasming harder than he ever

  remembered doing so before.

  Pul ing back slightly, Michael swal owed as quickly as he

  could as Christian exploded into his mouth. Michael

  couldn’t have pul ed away, even if he had wanted to. He

  drank down every drop loving the taste which was

  everything Christian.

  “How was that?” Christian asked shyly, stil panting to

  catch his breath.

  Coming back up the bed Michael straddled Christian’s

  legs and kissed him softly before he sat up and grinned.

  “Wet and kinda salty,” Michael answered truthful y. “So, is

  this now al owed?”

  Laughter bubbled out of Christian as Michael pul ed him

  up into his embrace, kissing every part of his face his lips

  could reach. It felt right as Christian wound his
arms tightly

  around Michael’s waist, and hugged him back, and Michael

  loved the feeling of closeness. The sense of belonging as if

  he had final y found his home.

  “What are you thinking?” Michael asked in between

  kisses as he slowly moved his legs until they were

  comfortably wrapped around Christian’s waist. Nothing

  before had ever felt this perfect, and he knew right then he

  was going to be able to forgive Christian ful y.

  After a moment Christian answered with al seriousness,

  “I was just thinking — I real y am gay, and I’m happy about

  it.” Christian pressed into Michael, kissing his chest. “What

  we just did was actual y easier than I expected it to be, and

  strangely, a hel of lot better than I thought it would feel,

  especial y when your mouth was humming as it was

  wrapped around my cock. I couldn’t believe how much you

  turned me on.” Christian’s fingers traced patterns lightly

  over Michael’s back. The tip of his tongue flicked across

  Michael’s nipple. Grinning as it stiffened.

  “Chris, ” Michael began hoarsely. “Stop,” Michael

  couldn’t think while Christian tortured him this way,

  “Please.”

  Freezing, Christian’s fingers ceased their movement.

  His tongue froze at Michael’s request.

  “Tel me you’re mine. Tel me you wil always belong to

  me.” Michael lifted Christian by the chin, so he could stare

  into Christian’s eyes and real y see what he was feeling.

  Michael wasn’t sure why he needed to hear it said out loud,

  but he did. Mainly Michael wanted the voice to be wrong.

  And he wanted Christian to return the love he was feeling.

  “For the rest of our eternity. I wil always be yours,

  Michael.” Christian’s fingers resumed their movements. “I

  think I love you,” Christian stated, his arms tightened around

  Michael. “Tel me you can forgive me,” Christian pleaded

  softly into Michael’s chest.

  “I’ve already forgiven you,” Michael laid his cheek

  against the top of Christian’s head. “And I know I love you. I

  think I always have.” His embrace tightened as he tried to

  convey al he could not say with actual words. Because

  honestly, there weren’t enough words in the whole world to

  describe just how he was feeling right at this moment.

  A scream of pure anguish tore through Michael’s mind.

  The pain and frustration which fol owed were with him until