“Maybe I should walk, and you follow me to the bedroom,” I said as I looked down at the rug he’d tripped over.
“Are you saying you think I’ll drop you?”
My gaze met his, and I loved how his eyes crinkled at the corners when he smiled at me. A true smile that screamed he was happy simply to be in my presence.
“I am very much saying that,” I said. “If you drop me, we’re both going to get hurt, and then I won’t have the orgasm I am desperately needing from you.”
In that moment he let my legs fall to the ground while he still held onto me with his hand. I busted out laughing, grabbed his hand, and guided him into the master bedroom. One quick check of the front door and we were soon standing in my bedroom. I suddenly felt like that shy sixteen-year-old girl who used to admire Truitt from a distance. The girl who stood on the sidelines as he played football and cheered him on. Or watched him and my brother work the cattle on branding day, trying not to act like I’d been studying every single move Truitt made. Or the girl who laid in bed at night and wished that Truitt would notice me. Ask me out. Tell me he wanted me.
A part of me wanted to weep that we had lost so much time together, but the other part knew we had both gone on our journeys separately for a reason. I wouldn’t regret it, not when I had Liliana.
Truitt walked up to me and cupped my face within his hands. “Are you sure about this?”
I nodded and whispered, “Yes, I’m sure.”
He brushed his lips lightly across my forehead and mumbled, “You look nervous.”
My eyes closed, and I told myself to be honest with him. I needed that from him, so I had to give it in return. “I’m scared to death and feel like this is my first time all over again.”
He ran his thumbs over my cheeks and smiled so sweetly I felt my knees shake.
“Then we’ll go slow.”
When his mouth came to mine, it felt as if something inside my chest exploded in a fury of mad craziness. I had never felt this way before. I had only been with two men, and neither of them pulled out this feeling in me.
I needed to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.
“Pinch me,” I softly said against his mouth.
Truitt chuckled. “Getting kinky a little early on, aren’t we?”
Smiling, I hit his chest and said, “Pinch me so I know this is really happening and I’m not dreaming.”
He dropped his hand from my face, reached behind me, and gave my ass a good pinch.
“Ouch!” I cried out in a loud whisper.
“Sounds like you’re awake to me.”
“Thank God,” I said with a smile as he picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him.
When he pushed me against the bedroom door, he moaned into my mouth, “Yes, thank God.”
Truitt
I WAS IN Saryn’s bedroom. Her legs were wrapped around me as she pushed herself against my hard dick. She wanted me. My God, the woman I had dreamed about so many times wanted me.
Fuck, someone pinch me and make sure I’m not the one dreaming.
Our kiss deepened and something inside me ached with anticipation. Her hands pushed into my hair and she tugged slightly, which caused me to push into her core. She dropped her head back and gasped for air.
“Touch me. Truitt, I need you to touch me somewhere. Please.”
Her begging only added fuel, and I had to force myself not to rip her shirt off. This woman deserved to be treated like a princess. A queen. Not to mention, her brother would kill me if he knew I fucked her like a madman against a door.
I spun us around, walked her over to her bed, and gently laid her down.
“Where do you want me to touch you, sweetheart?”
Her eyes burned with desire as she arched her back up toward me. “God, anywhere, everywhere. With your hands, your mouth, Truitt, please.”
Holy fuck. “Jesus, I think I’ve died and gone to heaven.”
She smiled as she sat up and pulled her shirt over her head, leaving me with a view of her in a white lace bra. Her nipples pressed hard against the fabric and caused me to let out yet another moan of delight. I had dreamed of this woman’s body for so many years, and none of those dreams were even coming close to reality.
I reached behind my back and pulled my own shirt over my head and tossed it to the floor. Saryn’s eyes moved over my body with an intensity that made me shiver.
“If you keep looking at me like that, I may come in my pants and embarrass the hell out of myself,” I said.
She giggled, then crawled over to the end of the bed and reached for my belt. She quickly undid it, then went to work on unbuttoning and unzipping my jeans.
Deep breath, Carter. Deep breath. Don’t come the moment she touches you, please don’t lose your load.
Saryn looked up and met my gaze while she pushed my jeans down over my hips and freed my cock. Her eyes darted down and she licked her lips before meeting my gaze again.
“I’m telling you, if you want this to last, do not touch me.”
Her teeth dug into her lower lip, and she batted her eyelashes at me.
“One taste, Truitt? Please.”
“No,” I said as I placed my finger on her chin and reached down to kiss her quickly. “Later, right now I want to taste you.”
“Oh,” she breathed out. “I’ve never…”
With a frown, I pulled back. “Tim never…?” I stopped my words because simply thinking of him touching her made me want to punch the living shit out of him.
She shook her head. “I’ve only ever been with two men. Tim and that stupid one-night stand, which was nothing to brag about.”
I smiled and took a step back to kick off my boots and finish taking off my jeans. Saryn followed my lead and quickly got undressed.
“Lie back on the pillow, baby, I’m gong to give you that orgasm you want.”
She scrambled so quickly I had to force myself not to laugh. I crawled onto the bed, and she sat up with a jolt.
“Wait! We need to lock the bedroom door.”
I nodded and quickly made my way over to the door. Stepping on something sharp, I covered my mouth to keep from crying out.
“What the fuck?” I said as I reached down and held up the smallest little shoe I’d ever seen. “I’ve just punctured my foot with a tiny high heel.”
“Barbie doll shoe, toss it to the side.”
Toss it to the side, my ass. If I knew myself, I’d step on it again. I placed it on a side table, then locked the door. I was headed back to the bed when Saryn said, “No, wait! What if she tries to open the door and can’t and she panics? We’d better keep it unlocked.”
“Okay,” I replied, turning and unlocking the door.
When I faced her again, she smiled and sank back down on the pillows. “She won’t wake up. Liliana is a heavy sleeper, always has been.”
“Just make sure you’re quiet,” I warned as I crawled onto the bed and placed my hands on her hips. The feel of her body under my hands was the best thing I’d ever felt in my life.
“Let me touch you, feel you, for just a minute or two,” I said, my hands running over her silky-smooth skin.
Saryn moaned softly, squirmed and arched her body as I ran my fingers over her. When I got to her breasts, I cupped them both and then took one nipple into my mouth. Her fingernails dug into my back as she arched her breasts closer to me. My other hand ran down her side and between her legs. She spread open, and I quickly slipped a finger inside her warm, wet body.
“Oh, my God. Truitt!”
She was wet, so fucking wet. I pulled my finger out and rubbed her desire over her clit while I continued to suck and nibble on her hard peak. Saryn jerked her hips and let out a soft, low moan. “Yes. That feels so good. Please don’t stop.”
I smiled and lifted my gaze to watch her. Eyes closed, hands gripped on the headboard, and her mouth open ever so slightly. It was the hottest thing I’d ever seen in my life. I wanted to make her come in every way I possibly cou
ld. The plan had been to make her come with my hand, then my mouth, but I abandoned that and moved my mouth down her body.
“Truitt, I…”
“Shh, let me make you feel good, sweetheart.”
She nodded while she chewed nervously on her lip.
I took my hands and spread her open wider, moaning at just the thought of tasting her. Being the first man to kiss her, taste her, make her come on my tongue. Shit, the thought of it nearly had me coming myself.
“God, you’re fucking perfect,” I whispered before I licked my way through her brown curls to the tight bud of nerves that desperately needed my attention. I loved that she wasn’t shaved bare.
Saryn let out a gasp, then pushed her fingers into my hair.
“Oh, my…Truitt.”
Her voice was soft with a slight shake to it. I went slow, taking my time as I savored her sweetness. Her legs trembled, and I knew it wouldn’t take much to make her come. Being the selfish bastard I was, though, I wanted this to last a bit longer. I pulled back and kissed around her soft lips, pushing a finger, then two, inside of her.
“Wait. No. So close,” she gasped out, attempting to push my mouth back to her clit.
I chuckled. “Not yet, I’m still playing.”
“Truitt.” Her head thrashed back and forth on the pillow and I nearly died when I saw her pinch one of her nipples.
“Does it feel good, baby?” I asked, pumping my fingers faster.
“Yes. More. Please.”
The moment I pressed my mouth back to her clit I knew she was going to fall apart quickly. I licked, sucked, and stroked, until she covered her mouth to hide her moans of pleasure. I held onto her hips to keep her still, and I kept going until her body went limp.
I slowly crawled up her body and smiled when I saw her eyes closed and a very satisfied smile on my girl’s face.
“How are you feeling?” I asked while I placed soft kisses around her neck.
“Can’t speak. No words.”
I laughed and rubbed my nose over hers. “May I kiss you after that?”
Her eyes opened and she nodded, a shy smile on her beautiful face.
When I kissed her and she opened her mouth to me, she let out a slight moan, and I swore my cock grew harder. I wanted to ask her if she liked the taste of herself on her tongue. I wanted to beg her to let me do that to her every single day for the rest of our lives.
She pulled back slightly and sheepishly asked, “Do you want me to…?”
“No. I want to be inside you, but we have to have the talk.” “The one where we give each other a safe word?” she asked with a wink.
“You really are trying to make me come before I even feel you, aren’t you? I was sort of thinking we’d hold off on the kinky stuff until at least the second date.”
She gave me a fake pout. “Okay, fine. No kink. In all seriousness, I’m on the pill, and like I said earlier, I’ve only been with two men. The whole one-night stand disaster, he wore a condom. And Tim, I don’t honestly think in the last five years we had sex more than twice.”
The fact that she didn’t enjoy that one-night stand made my chest feel a hell of a lot lighter.
“I wish I could say I’ve only had two partners, but I’ve had a bit more.”
“Don’t tell me a number, I don’t care about your past. The only thing I care about is that we’re exclusive. I don’t think my heart could take it if you…I mean…I know this seems so soon and all, but I…ugh.”
With a smile, I kissed her gently on the lips. “I have strong feelings for you, too, and I swear to you, Saryn, I will never cheat on you or do anything that would hurt you or Liliana. Not when I’ve waited for you all this time.”
Her eyes widened and then glassed over as if she might cry. I pulled back, but she grabbed onto me.
“No, I’m okay. It’s just, I’ve never met a man like you before. The way you not only think of me, but of Liliana, as well. It’s so damn refreshing. Her own father never gave her much thought. Yet you take her into account with everything. Why is that?”
“She’s a part of you. That makes her someone I care deeply for. Truth be told, that little girl already has me wrapped around her finger.”
Saryn laughed. “She really does.”
“So, back to the talk. I’ve never had sex with any partner without wearing a condom.”
“Okay.”
“Speaking of, do you have any?”
Her eyes widened in horror. “Why in the world would I have condoms, Truitt?”
I shrugged. “It was worth a try. I have some, but they’re in my truck. Let me run out and get them.”
When I went to move, she reached for my arm. “Wait. What if you trip and fall and break something? You do remember the penile fracture, don’t you?”
With a frown, I stared at her. “Seriously? I wasn’t hard when the branch hit me!”
She smiled but then turned serious. “Well, you do have a bit of bad luck when it comes to getting hurt. We’re so close to making love, and I have this terrible feeling something is going to get in our way.”
“Nothing is going to get in the way. I’ll be right back.” I quickly kissed her on the lips and then jumped out of bed. I reached for my boxers and slipped them on before I headed toward her door.
“You’re going out in your boxers?” she asked, sitting up on her elbows.
“Yeah.”
Shaking her head, she laughed. “Truitt, what if my parents see you, or worse yet, Ryan?”
That made me pause and think for a moment. “Wait!”
I reached into my pocket and pulled out my wallet. Reaching behind one of the folds, I found two condoms. I lifted it up and smiled.
“Emergency condoms.”
This time it was her turn to frown. “I don’t know how I should feel about you having emergency condoms in your wallet.”
Laughing, I dropped my jeans and wallet and slipped out of the boxers.
“My father made us put them in our wallets the first time he ever had the talk with us. Told us to always keep one in there because you never know when the mood will strike.”
She rolled her eyes and attempted to hide her smile.
“Now, where were we?” I asked while I kissed up her leg.
“I think you were about to take me to heaven again.”
Laughing, I settled between her legs and used my mouth to do just that.
Saryn
MY CHEST ROSE and fell as I gasped for air. The orgasm was building quickly, and I reached for the pillow next to me and pushed it against my face as I tumbled straight over into another freefall that had my entire body trembling with pleasure.
His mouth. His tongue. His fingers. Lord, the man was stimulating me everywhere all at once and it felt glorious. And something about Truitt being the only man to have ever given me oral sex made it seem even hotter.
My fingers pushed through his hair as I shamelessly rocked my hips against his face. I came so hard I nearly screamed. How was it possible the second orgasm was more intense then the first?
Oh, yes, I could get very used to this indeed.
I used my hand to push his mouth away when I felt like I couldn’t take anymore. The orgasm seemed to go on forever, and if it didn’t stop I was pretty sure I might die from it.
When he moved his body away, I tossed the pillow to the floor and looked at him. He was sitting on his knees, his very impressive dick in his hand as he rolled the condom on.
Lord up in heaven, I was finally going to be with him. The man who had starred in my fantasy the very first time I figured out how to make myself come with my fingers.
Real life was so much better than my dreams.
He looked up and our eyes met. When he smiled and the corners of his eyes crinkled and his dimples came out in full force, I swore I almost sighed. The man was beyond handsome. He was breathtaking. I was positive the angels sang the day Truitt was born.
“You okay?” he asked while he moved up my body an
d placed soft kisses along the way.
“I’m more than okay. I feel like I’m living out a fantasy.”
He raised a brow and then chuckled. “Maybe I’m the one who might need that safe word.”
With a chuckle, I shook my head. “I’ll stow it away until our next date.”
He settled between my body as I opened my legs and felt my lower stomach pull with anticipation as he pressed against me. He leaned down and gave each of my breasts attention while I arched into him, longing for more of him. More of the heat his mouth was providing. More of the pressure he was giving me between my legs. I had just had the orgasm to end all orgasms, and my body was craving more.
Then he looked up and our eyes met.
“You have no idea how long I’ve waited for this moment, Saryn.”
Oh. My. There went the last wall around my heart. It crumbled and opened wide for this man and this man alone.
Please, please don’t hurt me, Truitt.
“Truitt,” I whispered as I laced my fingers into his thick, dark hair. His blue eyes seemed to look directly into my soul, asking for permission to own me, body and soul, and I gave it all to him. Willingly. “I want you desperately. All of you.”
He smiled and reached between us, aligning himself with me, and then slowly pushed inside. I gasped at the feel of him, hard and thick. Goodness, he felt like heaven. When he stilled, I wrapped my legs around him, drawing him in deeper.
“Fuck, you’re so goddamn tight.”
“More,” I panted right before he pressed his mouth to mine and he pushed in deeper.
“Jesus,” he groaned. “I can’t move…if I move I’m going to end this before it even begins.”
With a huge smile on my face, I ran my fingers lightly over his back. The muscles this man had were insane. Each movement made them flex under my touch. A girl could get so used to this.
“As wonderful as this feels with you inside me, I have a feeling we could make it even better if you moved just a little,” I whispered as I placed a kiss on his neck.
“Better? This is fucking amazing, Saryn. You’re amazing.”
My chest tightened with his words, and when he moved, I felt myself come alive even more.
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