“Yes,” I gasped when he pulled out and pushed in harder.
“Fucking hell. You feel so good,” he gasped as he moved faster. His hands slipped under my ass, pulling me even closer to him. “I can’t get close enough. Deep enough.”
My legs wrapped around him tighter, as did my arms. I needed him deeper.
“Truitt. I think…oh my…I’m going to come again,” I softly cried out as he adjusted his hips and hit a spot that instantly sent me into a tailspin. Stars felt like they burst in front of my eyes, and I buried my face into his neck while I moaned in pleasure.
“Saryn, oh God, I’m going to come.”
The feel of him swelling inside me sent me into another orgasm and we came together. His body moved fast and hard into mine and I held onto him with all my might.
When he slowed and our panting mixed together, I loosened my grip around his neck some, but not all the way. I was almost afraid to let him go. Fear instantly took a hold of my heart and squeezed, nearly throwing me into a panic attack. Now that I had Truitt, I never wanted to let him go.
“That was unlike anything I’ve ever experienced before in my life, sweetheart,” he mumbled into my ear. “I hope you know that no other man will ever be making love to you again.”
The tightness in my chest instantly faded away, and I relaxed my body. Truitt was still inside me, and it didn’t appear he was in much of a hurry to withdraw, which was fine by me.
“I’m totally okay with that just as long as you know it works both ways.”
He buried his face in my neck, and I felt my entire body shudder from the sweet kisses he gave me.
“Deal.”
I had no idea how long we stayed there. Truitt balancing his weight over me, his body still joined with mine. It was a blissful peace I had never felt before, and I longed to feel it every single day.
“You know I’m going to have to go out to my truck and get more condoms. I can’t just do this twice and then leave. I have a feeling I’ll be sneaking out of here before dawn.”
Laughing, I ran my fingers through his hair and let out a contented sigh.
“That was the best sex of my life, and that is not a lie,” I said.
“I agree. Let me go get this condom off and show you what else I can do with my mouth.”
He pulled out of me and I instantly felt the loss. When he rolled off of me, I reached for him. “Truitt, this is going to sound cheesy, maybe a little weird.”
Truitt stopped moving and looked at me. “What?”
“I’ve always wanted to have sex in the shower.”
His shoulders slumped. “How did you conceive your child? Immaculate conception? Does that asshole even know how to fuck?”
I covered my mouth with my hand as I gasped and then laughed. “Yes!” I said, hitting him on the chest. “He was just very boring in the bedroom.”
“No wonder you had the one-night stand. You should have come to me for that, by the way.”
With a roll of my eyes, I sat up and reached for his hand. “Would you mind making another fantasy come true?”
“Baby, you don’t have to ask me twice. You’re lucky I’m always doubly prepared. Can’t complain about the two condoms now.”
He stood up and pulled me to my feet, then reached for a tissue from the box on my nightstand. He pulled the condom off and wrapped it up.
“Grab the other one and I’ll meet you in the bathroom.”
He pulled me to him and kissed me quickly before he smacked my ass and told me to go start the shower.
I practically skipped into the bathroom. I was on a high that I never wanted to come down from. It was still early in the evening, so it wouldn’t be strange for Truitt to still be over here. I was just glad my mother hadn’t wandered over to stick her nose in.
After I turned the shower on and adjusted the temperature, I stepped inside. The hot water running over my still-sensitive skin caused me to groan in delight. Then I felt him behind me. His hands wrapped around me and cupped my breasts as he pushed me into the cold tile wall. I gasped from the cold, then nearly melted when I felt his hardness pressed against my body.
“You’re hard already?” I asked, suddenly feeling shy again.
“I have a feeling me being hard around you is not going to be a problem for us.”
I went to turn, but he pressed me harder against the wall.
“Tell me, Saryn. Did your fantasy about shower sex involve making love or being fucked?”
My eyes closed and I felt my stomach tumble at his words. I loved hearing him talk to me that way. I’d be able to check that off my Truitt Carter fantasy wish list.
Amazing in bed. Check.
Dirty talker. Check.
“Tell me what you want, baby.”
I shivered from the anticipation of him taking me. Would he take me from behind? Just like this? God, I wanted him to so desperately.
With a deep breath, I told Truitt exactly what I wanted. “I want to be fucked. Like this, from behind.”
He kissed along my neck, his hands moving up and down my arm. I was beginning to feel dizzy from his touch. “Have you ever been fucked from behind?”
I shook my head, and I heard him cuss softly and say something about another first for us. I smiled.
“Saryn, I need you to tell me if it becomes uncomfortable. If I hurt you. Promise me.”
His hand slid down my stomach to play with my clit. I pressed back against him and tried to spread my legs apart for him.
“Promise me.”
With a gasp of air, I said, “I promise! I swear I’ll tell you.”
In that moment I would have promised him anything just to feel him inside me once more.
Truitt lifted my leg and pressed his mouth against my ear. “Place your hands on the wall.”
I did as he said. His one hand played with my clit while the other guided himself to my entrance.
“I’ve got you, baby,” he whispered as he pushed slowly inside of me. The feeling was completely different. I honestly felt like I was having sex for the first time. He filled me to the core and I loved it. The hot water, the sting of him stretching me, the feel of the cold tiles against my body, and Truitt inside of me. It all made my head swirl and my knees tremble.
“You okay?”
I nodded.
He moved slowly at first, allowing me to adjust to the feel of him this way. I soon found myself pressing against him when he thrust into me.
“Christ, Saryn. You’re so fucking sexy.”
“Truitt!” I gasped, my head dropping back as he kissed along my neck and pulled out of me, only to push back in harder and faster each time. “Yes! Don’t stop. It feels so good.”
“I’m not going to last long, baby. Are you close?”
I groaned in frustration. Every delicious thrust pushed me closer, but my orgasm felt out of reach.
“Touch yourself, Saryn.”
My eyes shot open, and I held my breath for a moment. Then I did as he said. It only took a few strokes of my fingers against my clit and I was coming hard. I could feel my body squeeze around him. Truitt pulled out and pushed into me harder.
“Saryn,” he panted, his breath hot against my skin as the water rained down on us. “Fuck, you’re squeezing me. God, I’m coming. It feels…fuck…so good.”
I absolutely loved that Truitt talked to me during sex. I loved that he told me it felt good. That I was beautiful. And when he told me he was coming, it damn near made me come all over again.
After he stopped moving, he gently pulled out of me and then lowered my leg. I turned to face him, and before I could say a word, his mouth was on mine. He lifted me up, and I wrapped my leg around him. Then he was back inside me, moving ever so slowly. I could tell he was going down, but it still felt amazing.
He stopped moving and pressed his forehead to mine. The water cascaded down around us and relaxed me even more. “I’m sorry I lost control. Did I hurt you?”
“Hurt me?” I repea
ted with a laugh. “God, no. I wanted more. Needed more. That was … that was something we will need to do often.”
Truitt laughed and looked into my eyes. “I take pleasure in watching you fall apart when you come, because, trust me, it is the most beautiful thing ever to watch you have an orgasm.”
My face felt hot and I pressed my lips together tightly.
“Let me clean you up.”
Truitt lifted me up like I weighed nothing, then pulled out of me again. Like earlier, I missed the connection we shared when he was inside of me. He set me down and then froze. His body went rigid, and his face drained of all color.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
He looked up at me, something etched on his face that was unreadable.
“Truitt, what’s wrong?” My voice was filled with worry.
His throat bobbed hard as he swallowed, and his brows pulled in tight. “The condom broke.”
My eyes immediately went down, only to see that the end of the condom was indeed broken. For a moment I simply stood there, staring at it. How in the world had that happened?
Truitt turned and stepped out of the shower. I quickly turned off the water and followed him. He reached for a towel and wrapped me up in it, the broken condom still on. It touched my heart that he wanted to take care of me even when I knew he was most likely freaking out inside.
“That has never happened to me before. Never. I’m so sorry, Saryn. I…I don’t know why that happened. It wasn’t an old condom. Well, maybe it was older than I thought. Fuck.” His fingers jerked through his hair.
I waited for him to remove it and wrap a towel around his waist before I walked over to him and placed my hands on his chest.
“Truitt, breathe. It’s okay. I told you, I’m on the pill.”
“But…”
My fingers pressed against his lips. “Shh…you’re freaking out and it’s starting to freak me out. Take a breath.”
He did as I asked him to do.
“Listen to me, I’m on the pill. I know that isn’t one-hundred percent effective, but it’s better than me not being on the pill. It’s going to be okay.”
With a simple nod, he said, “I’m sorry. I’d never put you in a situation you didn’t want to be in.”
I placed my hand over his cheek and smiled. “We’re both adults, and I’m pretty sure we both understand what sex can lead to. I’m not worried, and I need you to not be worried.”
“I’m not worried. I want kids.”
My mouth dropped open and I was pretty sure I was rapidly blinking at him in my state of shock.
“I mean, someday. Not right now. With you. I mean, I would love to have kids with you, not right now, unless it happened then I would be happy. I think. I don’t know, I mean, I do, I would, but talking about that right now seems kind of weird since we’re only on our first date and I’ve already unloaded my seed in you.”
He closed his eyes and cursed. “Okay, that didn’t come out right and sounded so unromantic. My mother would probably smack me if she ever heard me say I unloaded my seed in a woman. I just meant—”
“Truitt.”
“Yeah?” he asked, his eyes meeting mine.
“Maybe you should stop talking now.”
With a quick nod, he replied, “Okay. I will. Right now.”
“Should we call it a night?” I asked, hating that our evening might end on a sour note like this.
“Do you want to?”
I chewed on my lip. “Well, you did promise to do naughty things to me with your mouth again.”
He smiled, and I couldn’t help the bubble of excitement that rose up in my chest.
“And I am a man of my word.”
Truitt led me back into the bedroom and spent the rest of the night showing me all kinds of wonderful, naughty things he could do with his mouth and his hands. When I couldn’t take anymore, I dropped onto the bed and sighed as I felt myself drift into euphoria with Truitt wrapping his arms around me and pulling me to him.
“Five minutes. I’m going to rest my eyes for five minutes,” I whispered as I drifted off to sleep.
Truitt
“TWUITT?”
“Mmm?”
“Twuitt, I had a baw dweam.”
I stretched out my arms and let out a groan. “A bad dream?” I said as a yawn slipped out.
“Ah huh. Wus did, too, cause he was scared.”
I smiled. I didn’t want to wake up and ruin the dream I was clearly having.
“Can I sweep with you and Mommy?”
That made me open my eyes with a start. Standing right at eye level was a little blue-eyed, curly-brown-haired girl clutching a white rabbit. Next to her was Rus, his tongue out as he stood there and bounced his gaze from me to Liliana.
“Liliana?” I asked, squeezing my eyes shut and then opening them as I prayed this was all a dream.
When my eyes met hers again, she smiled. “Twuitt!”
Oh. Shit.
I looked over my shoulder and saw Saryn sleeping like a beautiful queen who had been given a dose of drugs that caused her to drift into a hard slumber. Why hadn’t she heard Liliana talking? Weren’t moms supposed to have some sort of super-hearing or some shit like that?
Facing Liliana again, I quickly took in the situation. There was no way she was getting up into this bed. For one, I was butt-ass naked. Two, I was completely naked. Three, I was naked.
“Um, how about I take you back up to your room with Rus, and we read another book?”
Even in the dark I could see her eyes light up. “Okay!” she said, bouncing up and down on her toes.
Okay, how do I get out of bed when I’m naked? I glanced around and saw a robe draped over the chair in the corner.
“Sweetheart, will you hand me that robe?” I asked as I pointed to it. Rus looked in the direction I was pointing, and then back at me. If I hadn’t known any better, I would swear the bastard was smiling.
“This isn’t funny!” I snapped at him.
Liliana rushed over and got the robe, and then rushed back to hand it to me.
“Turn around and close your eyes for me, okay?”
With a nod, she did as I asked. I slipped out of bed and put the robe on so fast I was positive I broke some world record. I turned and looked at Saryn. She looked so peaceful sleeping, and if I woke her up and she knew Liliana had walked in on us in bed together, she would freak out.
I took Liliana’s hand and very quietly walked us out of the bedroom. Once I shut the door, I scooped her up and bounded up the steps with Rus on my heels.
Liliana giggled and wrapped her arms tightly around my neck. “I wuv you, Twuitt.”
My God. There was no way my heart could take any more tonight. None. If I hadn’t already given this little girl my heart, she fully owned it now.
After tucking her back into bed, I picked out another book and strained to read it by the nightlight in her room. It didn’t take long before she drifted back to sleep, her head on my arm and her little hand clasping mine. I glanced at Rus who was sitting next to the bed, looking at me with pleading eyes.
“You woke her up, didn’t you?”
He whined and looked down.
“You couldn’t have come and just woken me up, could you?”
The sound of his tail thumping the floor caused me to roll my eyes.
After carefully slipping out of Liliana’s bed, I motioned for Rus to follow me back downstairs. He ran to the front door and waited.
“You’re gonna have to learn to hold your pee, buddy, if you want to spend the night here.”
The moment I opened the door, Rus caught sight of a cat and took off running at full speed, barking. I had no idea what in the hell time it was, but there wasn’t a light on at Evie and Will’s house, which led me to believe it was late.
“No! Heel! Stop!” I whisper-shouted as I took off running after him. Before I knew it, I was jumping a hedge, running through the garden and chasing Rus, who was still chasing the cat, a
ll through Saryn’s front yard. Dressed in her robe, in my bare feet.
Finally, the cat ran up a tree and Rus stopped in front of it and decided to start barking. When I reached him and was about to grab onto his collar, he heard a noise to his left and took off running, pulling me with him, which caused me to lose my balance and fall. The moment I felt something in my knee tear, I cursed. I clutched my knee and let out a moan. I looked up and saw Ryan standing in front of me and instantly I knew I was fucked.
“Oh, hey there, Ryan,” I said, attempting to stand and groaning in pain as a burning sensation ripped through my knee.
“Hey, Truitt.”
He looked me up and down, and then slowly shook his head.
“I can explain,” I said, trying to push away the pain in my knee. It was then I noticed Rus sitting next to Ryan, looking as innocent as could be.
Ryan folded his arms over his chest and smirked. “Oh, I cannot wait to hear this.”
“Well, you’re probably wondering why I’m dressed in your sister’s robe,” I said, attempting to laugh, only to stop when he raised one brow.
“That would be a good place to start.”
“Well, I needed to wear something because Liliana woke up from a bad dream and…”
The moon was full and I could see Ryan almost perfectly, so when the muscle in his neck twitched, I stopped talking and took a few steps back, as best I could with the pain in my right knee.
“Um, Saryn was passed out sleeping and didn’t hear Liliana, so I had to walk her back up to her room, and I couldn’t very well let her see me naked.”
“Naked.”
My hand rubbed the back of my neck. “Yeah. Um.”
I swallowed hard and glanced over my shoulder, willing Saryn to wake up. Damn me and my ability to make a woman pass out from sheer pleasure.
“I spilled something on myself.”
He tilted his head and regarded me. “Want to try again?”
“I needed to do my laundry?”
Ryan shook his head.
“Your sister seduced me into a night of utter pleasure and I accidentally might have fallen asleep in her bed instead of getting up and getting dressed and going home.”
“My sister seduced you?” he asked, a touch of anger in his voice.
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