The Gods of Vice

by Devin Madson

  At 210, General Ryoji stopped a few steps ahead. “Lim.”

  “General?”

  I turned, swinging my lantern so fast the flame drew dangerously close to the paper. Behind me, the guard identified as Lim touched a hand to his sword.

  “Run back down,” the general said. “Tell Rashil to send for reinforcements.”

  “But General, there’s no sign of enemy movement, and His Majesty said we could not risk—”

  “Send for reinforcements. There was nothing before the skirmish at Cherry Wood either,” Ryoji said. “Or when they hit us south of Risian. If the bastards want to play games with us, then this is the place they’ll choose. Send for reinforcements.”

  “Yes, General.”

  Fast footsteps faded away down the steps, and I turned back to see the general’s features screwed into a scowl.

  “You would think by your expression that you want to be attacked, General,” I said.

  His eyes darted to my face and a rueful smile dawned. “Not exactly want, my lady, but I don’t like uncertainty.”

  “Surely even if they know we’re here, they don’t know we are doing this. We were careful.”

  The guards behind me stood silent to listen, and I winced at how desperately hopeful I sounded.

  “Yes, my lady,” the general agreed. “But Lord Laroth has a habit of knowing things he ought not. I cannot say I liked the man, but only a fool would not respect his skill and take it into consideration.”

  Darius and I had argued often, but never had I thought to find him truly my enemy. Even after what he had done, and the passage of weeks in which I had called him so, it still felt wrong.

  A grimace crossed General Ryoji’s face. “Apologies, my lady, I did not—”

  “You expressed no thought I have not had myself, General,” I said. “And if you’re right, we had better keep moving.”

  The whole procession lurched on, climbing faster now as though our enemy were right behind us. I tried not to think about the burning in my thighs or the fate that awaited me at the top of the mountain, and instead stared all but unseeing at the novice leading the way. His white robe eddied, ghostlike, about his feet. White robe, white sash, and plain reed sandals. It was an impractical colour for all but those who spent their lives in pursuit of piety.

  I had stopped counting the stairs, but my legs ached enough that we must surely have passed 1,444 and missed the shrine entirely. Absently, I wondered where the path would lead us, it seeming to own no end, when at last the novice turned his head to say, “We are almost there, my lady.”

  I made no answer. My whole body ached. One thousand four hundred and forty-four steps from the village to the shrine had left me cursing my robe, my armour, my helmet, and the heavy soldier’s sandals that were like a weight upon each foot.

  My stomach dropped as the last step vanished beneath me.

  “Welcome to Kuroshima Shrine, my lady,” the novice said, halting beneath an arch of tangled branches hung with wild flowers. Beside me, General Ryoji’s steps crunched to a halt upon the path, light spilling onto his feet. Inside, Kin would be waiting. I had asked him to marry me, but he was not the man I had wanted to rule alongside.

  Don’t think about Katashi.

  Kuroshima Shrine was famous throughout Kisia, so I had expected it to be grand and imposing, not a cosy bird’s hollow. There was no gleaming woodwork or fine art, no thick beams or broad sweeping roofs, just a simple curved wall of interlocking iron branches rising to form a low, rounded ceiling hung with paper lanterns.

  Kin stood in the opposite archway, watching a priest approach across the slate floor. Every fourth tile was painted a jarring red, and whether by accident or design, the man avoided them.

  “Your Majesty, it is an honour to welcome you to Kuroshima,” he said, bowing very low before his emperor.

  “Thank you, Father,” Kin returned, gesturing for the man to rise. “I have long wished to witness so great a part of our empire’s history, and what better occasion than upon the event of my marriage.”

  The priest wore serenity like a blanket and bowed again. “Indeed, Your Majesty. We are honoured beyond words.”

  Although Kin smiled, he did not speak again, leaving the priest to glance around in search of the bride. His gaze hung for a moment upon Tili, a slight frown between his brows at so curvaceous a soldier.

  I pulled off my helmet. Sweat-dampened curls fell loose upon my brow, and the old priest stared, sucking in a breath before sinking into another low bow. “Lady Hana Otako, our shrine is humbled indeed.”

  “You are too kind, Father,” I said, and with every eye on me, I hunted for something more to say. Darius, Mama Orde, and all my tutors had sought to instil in me the sort of grace and learning that would allow the uttering of pretty speeches, but until now I had only been representing myself. Now my words would reflect not only upon Emperor Kin but upon the whole of Kisia. I cleared my suddenly dry throat. “In truth, I feel there is little that could humble so old and so beautiful a shrine,” I said, the courtly words not even sounding like my own. “We are transient, but it endures. Is there somewhere I can make myself presentable, Father?”

  The man’s eyes bulged, and he glanced at our novice guide. A silent heartbeat passed before he said, “Of course, my lady, follow me.”

  Once again avoiding the red slates, he led me toward the opposite archway, my armour clinking with every step. I caught Kin’s eye as we passed, but though his lips smiled, his eyes did not. His attention, like General Ryoji’s, was elsewhere.

  The priest led the way to a small pavilion off the main path. It had a simple reed floor and walls lined with spare robes, white sashes, prayer chains, and pouches of fresh incense. Its smell filled every breath with the taste of sandalwood.

  Tili followed me inside. Frowning, the father was moved to speak, but I stopped him. “My maid, Father,” I said. “We could not be too careful.”

  Tili removed her helmet and bowed to the old priest. “Father.”

  His disapproval did not shift, but with a sharp nod, he left, ignoring Ji and Tanner as they took up silent vigil outside the door. There was urgency despite the calm night, and before the door closed, my sword belt and weapons hit the floor. Whatever other conventions I had persuaded Kin to set aside, I could not kneel before the Shrine Stone armed.

  “Help me out of this,” I said, tugging at the soldier’s knot that held my crimson sash. It went first, followed by the leather tunic and its linen under-robe, gauntlets and breeches—every trapping of the common soldier had been made to size, but once more, tradition dictated I could not take my oath in it. Tili unrolled the ceremonial robe she had carried tied in a bundle, and though its beautiful silk was creased, being dishevelled was a small price to pay. No one watching our progress from the camp at Kogahaera would have reason to suspect Lady Hana made one of the party. They might recognise Emperor Kin, but what could be more natural than an Emperor making a pilgrimage to Kuroshima in a time of war?

  I ran my fingers through my hair, and Tili helped me into my robe. We did not speak. There was little to say, and we had not been good at small talk of late.

  A knock fell upon the door. “My lady?”

  I had no mirror to be sure I was ready, but there was no time to do more. “Enter,” I said, running my hands down my creased robe.

  The door slid to reveal the novice who had been our guide. “I’m sorry, my lady, but Father Hoto is anxious to begin.”

  The young man stared directly at me as he spoke, not effacing his gaze as etiquette required.

  My pulse quickened. “He sent you?”

  “Yes, my lady, he is anxious to begin the ceremony.” Still he did not drop his gaze, and I hunted his face for some clue of what he was trying to tell me. No fear that I could see, no meaningful glance at my sword.

  “Then I will of course come at once,” I said, and only then did he step aside to let me pass.

  Back outside, the air was humid, the night qui
et. I tried to make eye contact with Ji and Tanner as I passed, but neither was used to looking at me. All I could do was stride toward the main hollow, counting the steps behind me. Tanner. Ji. The novice. Tili at my side. No surprises, yet I was fretful with only stiff silk at my hip.

  Light spilled from the main hollow of the shrine, and I strode through the narrow arch only to halt on the threshold, my heart thudding against my breastbone.

  Conceit stood at the altar, a knife pressed to Father Hoto’s throat. Behind him stood a dozen soldiers in Pike black, hooded and anonymous, while Kin’s soldiers faced them across the red slate floor, hands tense upon their sword hilts.

  “Why, Lady Hana, you have kept us waiting,” Conceit said, his pretty features and malicious smile a memory from another life. “How kind of you to finally join us.”

  A grunt sounded behind me and Ji crumpled, his blood spraying over my feet. The novice pressed a bloodied knife to Tanner’s neck. “Don’t move,” he quavered, his white robe splattered with blood. “Don’t move or I’ll have to kill him too.”

  He trembled, but the blade remained steady against Tanner’s throat.

  “She’s thinking about moving,” Conceit said, holding every gaze. Kin’s soldiers hovered out of range like wary cats. “As you can see, your companions have not been welcoming, my lady. And to think I only came to give you this gift.”

  He gestured to the altar. There lay a black sash where a white one ought to be. “It’s a more appropriate colour, don’t you think?”

  No one moved. No one spoke. All eyes were on this man. “No? You don’t get it?” he said, when no one answered. “The sash of a whore instead of an innocent bride?”

  “I’ll slit your slanderous accusations from your throat,” General Ryoji said.

  The man clicked his tongue. “My, my, General Ryoji, how venomous you are toward your guests. But—” He nodded at Father Hoto. “You need him, don’t you? He’s the only one here qualified to perform a marriage ceremony.”

  Conceit laughed suddenly and removed his knife from the priest’s throat. Father Hoto collapsed upon the stones, curled up like a child.

  “Father Hoto.” The intruder knelt at the altar. “Would you do the honours?” He didn’t wait for a response but pursed his lips piously. “I, Conceit,” he said, mimicking a ceremony, “most trusted of the Vice Master, pray the gods never saddle me with such a whore for a wife. I would not wish my children to be born of such loose loins, smeared by the seed of so many men as they claw their way into this world.”

  “Shut him up,” Kin ordered. “Now.”

  Conceit seemed not to hear. “In the eyes of the gods,” he said, “I offer the Imperial Whore this black sash—”

  An arrow leapt for the unguarded Vice and hit him full in the chest. But there was no satisfying crack of bone. No gush of blood. The arrow clattered uselessly off the wall as Conceit disappeared.

  From across the altar, a new Conceit laughed. “I, Lady Hana Otako, the Imperial Whore,” the second Conceit continued in a high-pitched voice. “Cannot wait seven days to have my robe torn off. Take me now, commoner, give me your enormous—”

  The second Conceit rolled as another arrow came at him.

  “Ha! Now we’re playing.” He leapt to his feet. “You would kill a woman making her prayers?” He clicked his tongue reprovingly, and behind him, the small group of hooded Pikes drew their swords.

  “Hold your ground,” Kin growled at his men.

  “Is this how you treat every guest bearing wedding gifts?” Conceit asked as he drew the deadly sickle Malice gave to every Vice in his service. The man’s smile turned predatory.

  “No,” Kin said. “This is how I treat foul-mouthed traitors. Cut him down!”

  As one body, the imperial guards advanced. I had left my weapons with my armour, but I snatched up Ji’s sword and ran in on anger-fuelled steps.

  “My lady, stay back!”

  I shouldered the concerned guard out of the way. “Don’t you dare tell me I have no right to defend my own name!”

  Dark figures swarmed. Someone shouted. Another screamed. I dodged a clumsy swing and charged on, looking for Conceit. He, a flash of blond amid the chaos. Curls of incense smoke framed his tragically beautiful face.

  “Why, Lady Hana,” he said, arching high brows over dead eyes. “Or should I call you Captain Regent?”

  “Shut your mouth or I’ll shut it for you,” I growled, jabbing at his gut.

  Conceit danced out of the way, laughing. “I didn’t mean what I said, you know. I’d have you no matter how many men had loosened you up first.”

  Anger took control and I thrust wildly. A lighter sword might have touched him, but I hadn’t the strength to send this heavy lump of steel through his chest.

  “Dressing like a man doesn’t suit you,” he said. “And that sword makes you clumsy. Perhaps your beloved Kin doesn’t wish you well-armed. Here, have mine.”

  He threw his sword up and caught it by the blade. All confidence, he held it out to me. “Call it a wedding gift.”

  I swung at his outstretched arm, prepared to hit bone. But it was Conceit. Of course there was no resistance, no real flesh, and I fell off balance as the blade passed through him. He did not retaliate, just stood there with a hurt expression and one arm missing. “My lady, I was only being kind.”

  I thrust my sword into his gut. I knew there would be nothing, that I was only fuelling my anger, but rage had me in its grasp. Conceit’s laughing face disappeared, yet my blade found flesh. Black sash. Black short robe. A Pike, his shocked cry like the wail of a bird.

  The Pike dropped his sword, his slim hands fluttering in panic as he plucked at my sleeve. Beneath the hood his shadowed features looked youthful.

  “I… I…” He gulped for breath, like a drowning man. Then a high-pitched moan and a gesture of despair that was all too feminine.

  A woman. Dressed in black.

  “Shit!” I looked into the dying whore’s face. “I’m so sorry! I—”

  Blood oozed down her chin and bubbled in her mouth as she tried to speak and only managed to spit crimson.

  “I’m so sorry.” I yanked the sword free and she fell to her knees. “Stop!” I shouted. “Stop! Don’t kill them, they aren’t Pikes!”

  No one seemed to hear me, so I ran at the closest woman and threw myself between her and the imperial guard seeking to run her through. “Stop! Put down your weapons!”

  “My lady!” The guard lunged, gripping my robe and yanking me forward as a blade touched my side. I overbalanced as he let me go, leaving the room spinning as pained grunts and fleshy sounds sickened my stomach.

  “They aren’t—” Bodies littered the floor. Most wore black, only a few crimson sashes there to break the monotony. Conceit was nowhere to be seen, but his flair for the dramatic had left behind a massacre. Only one robed and hooded woman still stood. I started toward her as someone grabbed my arm.

  “What in the name of the gods do you think you’re doing?” Kin demanded as he pulled me around. “How many times have I told you not to do anything foolish?”

  “Foolish?” I snapped, already turning back toward the woman. “As foolish as striking down enemies who—?”

  It was already too late. The last false Pike had been skewered upon the end of an imperial sword, and it was all I could do not to be sick as she slid to the floor dead. “That was unnecessary,” I hissed, spinning back. “They weren’t Pikes and you knew it.”

  “But they attacked us and did not stop even when their leader was gone. What else would you have had me do?”

  A dozen things, but I could find voice for none of them. It would change nothing even if I could.

  Into the silence, Kin said, “In seven days, you will be my wife, and I will not let you run unprotected into battle.”

  “Then as you are to be my husband, I will not let you run unprotected into battle either. Shall we dig out an Errant board and sit back while others fight for us?”


  He gave a disgusted snort. “An emperor should always lead his men.”

  Kin held out his hand for the sword. My grip on it tightened. “I am the daughter of an emperor,” I said in a soft growl, the words only for him. “I told you I would not sit idle and become a pretty doll for your ministers to leer at. I could have kept the title Katashi gave me, but instead I am here. You gave me your word and I expect you to honour it, Your Majesty.”

  I threw the sword at his feet, the clang of metal on stone loud in the silent space. Kin did not flinch. “I told you not to throw Katashi in my face,” he said, speaking just as quietly. “There are enough whispers about you and him to fill the Valley. I don’t need more.”

  My heart pounded against my ribs, and the shrine full of dead whores and soldiers faded to nothing but Katashi’s warm body beside mine and the soft fall of his hair upon my shoulder as he held me tight.

  “I want you Hana,” he had breathed against my neck. “I want this. May I make love to you? I won’t without your permission.”

  “I need you safe, Hana, not dead,” Kin said, neatening the fall of his bloodstained robe. “The whole purpose of this night is to show the people who they should fight for, not for you to prove your bravery.”

  He walked away on the words, already gesturing to General Ryoji. “Keep guard in case that Vice comes back,” he said. The general nodded and moved away, leaving Kin to contemplate the mess. “Father Hoto!”

  The dishevelled and trembling priest peered over the top of the altar. “Y-your Majesty?”

  “How long were they waiting for us?”

  “S-since this morning, Your Majesty. They k-killed my novices and said that if I did not p-play my part, they w-would kill you and Lady Hana too.” The man straightened, folding his hands together to hide their shaking. “I am sorry, Your Majesty, I am wholly at your mercy.”

  “I have no need of a dead priest,” Kin said. “Do your job and you may consider yourself forgiven for your part in tonight’s farce.”

  “My job?”

  “I came here to be married, Father Hoto, and married I will be.”

  The priest blinked rapidly, then nodded. “As you wish, Your Majesty,” he said, crushing the links of a prayer chain in his hand. “Then if you would care to… care to kneel at the um… at the altar, we shall begin.”