Unconditional
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“Fuck.” I shut my eyes and take a few steps back. A frown finds her sweet face. “I…I should take a shower.”
Disappointment spreads across her features and she sits back down and nods. “I’ll wait here.”
“Or…” I clear my throat, the words getting stuck there.
“Or?” Her eyes light up and the hope in her voice makes my dick painfully hard.
“You want to join me?” I nod towards my bathroom. She’s off the bed and in the bathroom before I can say another word.
My eyes rake over the bathtub that just last week I had watched with bated breath as Maddie bathed and teased me mercilessly. I’m playing with fire, getting into a shower with her, but at least I had a prayer at getting out without fucking her. I knew if I sat in a bubble filled tub, the scent of lavender and Maddie’s sex flooding my nostrils, I wouldn’t last a minute before I let her sheath herself on my dick. Without a condom at that.
“Baby, did Aria ever put you on the pill?” I ask, suddenly feeling a bit apprehensive about fucking her virgin pussy raw and unprotected. My brain has also taken notice that it’s the first time I’ve called her baby and by the look on Maddie’s face, she’s noticed as well.
“Yes.” She nods as her teeth find their way into that bottom lip. “Last year. Are you asking because…I need it?”
I clear my throat. “You’re about to be naked and wet. I don’t know what’s going to happen in the next thirty or so minutes…” I swallow. “One look at you and I lose all reason.”
“Are you going to make love to me without a condom?” Her voice squeaks slightly and I note the goosebumps popping up everywhere when she pulls her shirt off.
I rub my hand across her chest and unsnap her bra letting it slide down her arms and to the floor with a resounding thud. I slide my fingers through her belt loops and pull her to me by her jeans and then pop the button. I rub circles into her stomach and kneel in front of her as I lower her jeans down her legs. “I don’t want anything between us.” A growl rumbles in my chest as the urge to plow into her raw takes over.
“Me neither. I want to feel everything. I want to feel your cum shooting into me. I think I can feel it, right?” Her innocent eyes blink down at me as she steps out of her jeans and her scent surrounds me. I stare at her pink sheer panties, her dark slit shining through the fabric. I lick my lips and before I can stop myself, I press my lips to her sex through her panties. “Cal,” She whimpers.
“Fuck. I need to get you naked.” I stand up and pull my shirt over my head and unbutton my slacks before sliding them down my legs. When I look up, her eyes are glued to my dick and she swallows.
“I knew you’d be big.” I follow her gaze to find my dick standing proudly and pointed directly at her as if it knows that’s its home. “I’ve dreamt about you stretching me, claiming my virginity, making my pussy conform to your cock, so it’ll never want another.”
Fuck me.
I grab her panties and rip them at her hips, letting them float to the ground so she’s completely nude. I take a step back; my eyes raking over her perfect body and turn the water on. “Get in.”
She walks by me and I tap her ass gently, enthralled by the way it shakes under the smack. She giggles and turns around, her back pressed against the tile and the water hitting her naked body. I swallow as I lower my briefs to the ground, exposing myself to her and I wonder if she can hear my heart pounding in my chest over this intimate moment. Her eyes, staring at my dick, light with excitement and intrigue. I’ve always been praised for my physique. Hard muscles cover my arms and legs, with abs I work hard to keep in place. Maddie licks her lips and I’m hard at her response to my body.
“Cal,” she holds her arms out towards me, “come here, let me touch you.” I obey her command and step into the shower, closing the glass door behind me and then we are naked in front of each other for the first time.
I don’t immediately wrap my arms around her because my self-control is withering and I’m trying to keep some semblance of it. We’ve never touched while we’ve both been naked and I don’t know that I’ll be able to control myself once I do.
Water trickles down her body in rivulets. I want to kneel in front of her and catch every drop of water that drips off of her with my tongue. Her nipples pucker under my gaze making the points erect and I grit my teeth to stop from pulling them into my mouth. My eyes wander over her perfect body and she shifts nervously.
She must sense my apprehension because she drops her arms. “How far can we go?”
“I wish we’d set some boundaries first, because right now…looking at you naked and wet I just want to pin you to the wall and fuck the life out of you.”
“I’m not opposed.”
What did you expect, Cal? “Maddie…”
“What? Is this really all about my birthday? I’ll be eighteen in less than a week. Besides isn’t seventeen the age of consent in like half the states and sixteen in a number of them too?” she argues. What are you going to do when she’s legal?
“It’s about a whole lot of things.”
She takes a step forward and I freeze. “Don’t be nervous,” she whispers as her hands find my chest. She runs them up my chest and to my shoulder and stands on her tippy toes, planting a gentle kiss to my lips. “Do you love me?”
I look down at her and the sincerity in her eyes washes over me like the warm water raining down on us. “You know I do.”
“Then touch me. Please. I’m so desperate to know what your fingers feel like inside me. What your tongue feels like there. Maybe you don’t want to fuck me yet. But please, please God, touch my pussy.”
I feel her words shooting through me like an electric current. “Jesus, Maddie. Where did you learn to say things like that?”
“Porn.” She smiles wickedly.
My fingers find her nipple and I rub it between my thumb and index finger. “I feel sick. Thinking of all the depraved things I want to do to you.”
Stop touching her.
“You’re not sick.” She gasps when I flick her nipple. “But these depraved things…tell me.”
“These tits,” I grumble as I put my hands on both and push them together. “I want to slide my cock between them and thrust over and over until your silky skin jerks me off and I come all over them. I’ll come so hard and so much that some gets on your face, coating your pouty lips and I’ll watch you lick it off. Lick my cum off your tits because every drop of it belongs in your body somehow. Your mouth, your pussy, your asshole. I want to drain my cock in every one of your holes.” I press her against the wall, letting my cock rub against her stomach making me harder than granite. “You think I don’t want to touch you? Believe me, baby, the second I touch you with my tongue or my fingers, I’ll never stop touching you. I’m fucking dying for a taste of your perfect pussy. This pussy that’s belonged to me for longer than anyone would deem appropriate.” My hands snake down and spread her puffy lips. “Once I have a taste, I’m never going to want to give you up, Maddie. So, I hope you’re not planning to ask me to.”
I rub the lips of her pussy, not pushing inside and she shudders at my touch. “Never. I want you. Forever.” She gasps as one finger pushes between her folds and rubs her clit gently. “Oh my God,” she sobs and I actually see the tears forming in her eyes. “You have no idea how long I’ve waited for this.” She holds my face in her hands. “You make me whole, Cal.” Her cheeks turn pink and she looks down at where we’re connected. “Please don’t ever give me up.”
I trail kisses down her face, her neck and over her shoulder as I continue to rub her sex. I feel her words in my heart and my head and my dick and it makes me want to give her everything. Marriage, a baby, everything she could ever want.
Is that where this is going?
One leg wraps around me, opening up her sex even more. “What do you want?” I ask her as I begin to rub her clit harder, I dip a finger into her sex and she’s practically soaking which makes my mouth water and cum
pool at the tip of my cock.
She looks up at me, emotions swimming in her blue pools that are highlighted by thick eyelashes that hold drops of water from the shower. “Everything,” she whispers.
“Be more specific.” Say the words, Maddie.
“I didn’t know that I could ask for it?”
I pull away from her slightly, my fingers still in her most intimate place and eye her curiously. “Why?”
“I mean I don’t know if it’s possible.”
“When have I ever denied you anything? Anything you want it’s yours.”
“Even…you?” Her eyes stare into mine and for a moment I feel like I can’t breathe from the rawness of her question. My heart squeezes as the words form and move through my body to sit on the tip of my tongue.
I clear my throat. The hot water, the steam, the naked woman all adding to the intensity of the moment. “Even me.” My voice is hoarse and laced with arousal. I’ve been with a number of women in my past but never have I felt so vulnerable or intimate with a woman in my life. Never has a woman expressed such a need for me that I felt with every fiber of my being. Every part of her calls out to every part of me and I want to protect it and keep it away from anyone and everyone who would say what we have is wrong.
Dirty.
Sick.
“I want it all.” Her lip trembles and I lean forward and capture it between my teeth.
I don’t respond at first, my mind trying to calm my dick down that’s hard and ready to breed the fertile woman in front of me. “You can have it all.”
“I…I can?”
“I want it all too,” I tell her honestly, my voice barely over the sounds of the running water.
“Fuck me,” she whispers. “Put your dick inside of me and give us what we both want. I know your heart belongs to me.”
“Always,” I grunt.
“I want to know your dick is mine too.”
“It’s yours, Maddie.” I look down and cup her pussy. “Is this mine?”
“You know it is.”
“I’ll break the neck of any man who thinks it’s not.”
I rub my cock against the lips of her sex and begin to rock against her slippery cunt, probing her opening with the blunt tip. “You never have to worry about that.”
Say it again. I’ve never been the type of man that required any kind of validation but with Maddie, I’m fucking desperate for it. “I don’t?”
“No, Daddy.”
My cock jumps and she whimpers as it tickles her clit. “I had plans to lay you out and make love to your pussy with my fingers and my tongue and make you come over and over until you were loose and languid and drunk on me and then I’d take your virginity slowly, making love to you until your body couldn’t take it. But now…” I stare down to where we’re connected, where my dick is an inch inside of her. “I want to take you like a fucking animal. Rut into you like a beast and rip your precious body apart and put you back together a new fucking woman.” I push slightly harder and I watch as the wind leaves her in a gush. “My. Fucking. Woman.”
The word leaves her lips like a prayer and my dick is the holy word. “Yes.”
And then in the shower, her legs and arms wrapped around me like ivy, I press my cock fully into Madeline Shaw, the most important person in my world for the past ten years, just as a scream so sexual and passionate leaves her lips that I almost shoot my seed inside of her. She burrows her face in my neck and bites her teeth into the flesh and whimpers as I fuck her mercilessly against the wet tile. “You okay?” I press my lips to her shoulder and I feel her nod.
“Don’t stop,” she whispers.
“Never. Your pussy is gripping me so hard, it’s taking everything not to come yet.”
“I want you to.” She squeezes and I groan, wishing we were laying down because I have a feeling this orgasm might kill my ability to stay upright. Fuck, she’s tight. “Come inside me, Cal. I need it so bad, I can’t take it.” I fuck her almost brutally, drilling her into the tile so hard I wouldn’t be surprised if we break through it. My fingers grip her hips as I pull and push her harder on my dick. I look down and see the bright red evidence of her virginity on my dick and I wonder if I’ve really hurt her. But the beast doesn’t care. He wants to rip her open and feast on her insides. Kiss away the fear and terror that lurks within her and swallow any pain she’s ever felt.
“I’ll make it better. I’ll kiss your pussy till it feels better.” I grit out, as the orgasm takes hold of my body.
“It doesn’t hurt. It feels…so…good…” She stammers between thrusts. Her eyes are squeezed shut, her nails digging into my shoulders and her mouth slightly agape and I know, in this moment, I’ve never seen anything more beautiful. I could search the world, explore the seven wonders, meet Jesus Christ himself, and I’d never witness anything more magical or powerful than this look on Maddie’s face while I’m inside her. “Holy fuck, I think I’m going to come.”
“Come on my cock, baby. Touch your pretty clit until your cunt creams all over me.”
“Oh, God keep talking.” She moans and I feel her hand moving between us.
“You know what’s going to happen the second we get out of this shower? I’m going to bend you over and lick you from your pussy to your asshole and then back. Settling on your sweet folds until you come so hard you black out.”
“Oh my God!”
“I can feel you quivering. Jesus Maddie, you’re so fucking sexy.” How did I have any shot in hell in staying away from her? I want to feel her warmth in my bones and her words in my soul. I want to worship at her feet from now until I took my last breath.
“I’m gonna… gonna…” Her eyes fly open, blue irises staring straight at me as she goes over the edge. Tears roll down her face just as her eyes flutter shut and roll back in her head. She digs her nails harder into me, her heels digging into my ass and pushing my dick deeper into her if that were possible. “OH MY GOD!” she screams. I swallow them with mine just as I feel myself succumbing to my climax. An orgasm so powerful that it thunders through my chest and comes out my mouth with a roar that sounds more animal than human. I slam my fist against the wall next to Maddie’s head, as my orgasm continues pumping rope after rope of thick, hot cum into her womb.
Primal feelings bloom in my chest and I suddenly feel myself hoping that my cum is more powerful than the pills she takes that keep her from getting pregnant. I know it’s the high of the orgasm causing these feelings and in twenty seconds when the sense of euphoria wanes, I’ll be counting down the minutes till her next period, but for these twenty seconds, I relish in the thoughts of her swollen tits and a round stomach full of my baby.
“I can’t wait to get you pregnant.” The words leave my lips at the peak of the high. Words that escape me before I can stop them and she gasps in response.
“Me too.” She runs her hands through my wet hair and pulls gently.
I swallow hard as my cock falls from between her pussy lips and I press my mouth to hers. “I hope you’re not tired,” I murmur against her mouth. I make love to her mouth, rubbing my tongue against hers. She nibbles on my bottom lip before biting down harder and I groan.
“Plans to keep me up all night?” She grins as I set her onto shaky legs but I wrap my hands around her hips just in case they give out on her.
“Try for the rest of your life,” I tell her with a smile. I turn the water off as it starts to cool slightly and lead her out of the shower.
With the water off, I’m hyper-aware of a noise somewhere else in the house and I put my hand over Maddie’s mouth just as she begins to speak. “Did you hear something?”
Her eyes are wide and she shifts them from side to side before she shakes her head.
I open the door to the hallway and I hear the television in the living room blaring. What the fuck?
“Stay here.” I grab my sweatpants and t-shirt and pull them on as I jog down the stairs wondering who the fuck barged in my house unannounced.
r /> I’ve made it two steps into the living room when Henry’s fist comes flying at my face.
HENRY IS TALLER THAN ME by at least two inches, but I’m much bigger. Years of police training has given me muscle and cat-like reflexes, unlike my older brother who spends his days behind a desk as an accountant. I move just before his fist can make contact with my face and instead of tackling him like I would anyone else who thought it was okay to put their hands on the chief of police before I slapped my cuffs on them, I take a step back.
“What the fuck, Henry? What—” He comes charging at me again, prepared to take another swing, when I grab his arm and pin it to his side before slamming him against the wall with my forearm pressed against his throat. Fire blazes in his eyes. Eyes with lines under them from staring at a computer screen eighty hours a week.
“What. The. Fuck.” I grit out at him.
“What the fuck is right!?” He spits out and I loosen my grip on his throat as his voice is strained alerting me that he’s struggling to breathe. I let up so I don’t crush his windpipe and take a step back.
“You take another swing at me and I will take you the fuck down,” I warn and watch as his fists flex and straighten, knowing that a fight against me isn’t one he could win.
“You fucking…” He stares at me with his eyes wide and harsh. Demanding. Angry. “She trusted you. We all did! You’re disgusting, Cal. How could you do that to her, you sick fuck?” He looks at the stairs and my heart races thinking about Maddie sitting on the steps hearing every second of this conversation. “You’re raping her.”
“WHAT?” Bile rises in my throat hearing his accusation.
“Legally. And I use that word because you’re a goddamn cop. Do I think you forced your dick inside of her? No. I’ve seen the way she looks at you with stars in her eyes, I’m sure she got on her knees willingly…” I clench my fist and take a step towards him for his disgusting comment. He glares at me, daring me to come forward. “But she’s not eighteen and in the eyes of the law it’s rape.”