Delphi Complete Works of William Wordsworth
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Old heroes and their sufferings and their deeds —
Yet in the regal sceptre, and the pomp
Of orders and degrees, I nothing found
Then, or had ever even in crudest youth,
That dazzled me, but rather what my soul 215
Mourned for, or loathed, beholding that the best
Ruled not, and feeling that they ought to rule.
For, born in a poor district, and which yet
Retaineth more of ancient homeliness,
Manners erect, and frank simplicity, 220
Than any other nook of English land,
It was my fortune scarcely to have seen
Through the whole tenor of my schoolday time
The face of one, who, whether boy or man,
Was vested with attention or respect 225
Through claims of wealth or blood. Nor was it least
Of many debts which afterwards I owed
To Cambridge and an academic life,
That something there was holden up to view
Of a republic, where all stood thus far 230
Upon equal ground, that they were brothers all
In honour, as of one community —
Scholars and gentlemen — where, furthermore,
Distinction lay open to all that came,
And wealth and titles were in less esteem 235
Than talents and successful industry.
Add unto this, subservience from the first
To God and Nature’s single sovereignty
(Familiar presences of awful power),
And fellowship with venerable books 240
To sanction the proud workings of the soul,
And mountain liberty. It could not be
But that one tutored thus, who had been formed
To thought and moral feeling in the way
This story hath described, should look with awe 245
Upon the faculties of man, receive
Gladly the highest promises, and hail
As best the government of equal rights
And individual worth. And hence, O friend,
If at the first great outbreak I rejoiced 250
Less than might well befit my youth, the cause
In part lay here, that unto me the events
seemed nothing out of nature’s certain course —
A gift that rather was come late than soon.
No wonder then if advocates like these 255
Whom I have mentioned, at this riper day
Were impotent to make my hopes put on
The shape of theirs, my understanding bend
In honour to their honour. Zeal which yet
Had slumbered, now in opposition burst 260
Forth like a Polar summer. Every word
They uttered was a dart by counter-winds
Blown back upon themselves; their reason seemed
Confusion-stricken by a higher power
Than human understanding, their discourse 265
Maimed, spiritless — and, in their weakness strong,
I triumphed.
Meantime day by day the roads,
While I consorted with these royalists, 270
Were crowded with the bravest youth of France
And all the promptest of her spirits, linked
In gallant soldiership, and posting on
To meet the war upon her frontier-bounds.
Yet at this very moment do tears start 275
Into mine eyes — I do not say I weep,
I wept not then, but tears have dimmed my sight —
In memory of the farewells of that time,
Domestic severings, female fortitude
At dearest separation, patriot love 280
And self-devotion, and terrestrial hope
Encouraged with a martyr’s confidence.
Even files of strangers merely, seen but once
And for a moment, men from far, with sound
Of music, martial tunes, and banners spread, 285
Entering the city, here and there a face
Or person singled out among the rest
Yet still a stranger, and beloved as such —
Even by these passing spectacles my heart
Was oftentimes uplifted, and they seemed 290
Like arguments from Heaven that ‘twas a cause
Good, and which no one could stand up against
Who was not lost, abandoned, selfish, proud,
Mean, miserable, wilfully depraved,
Hater perverse of equity and truth. 295
Among that band of officers was one,
Already hinted at, of other mold —
A patriot, thence rejected by the rest,
And with an oriental loathing spurned
As of a different cast. A meeker man 300
Than this lived never, or a more benign —
Meek, though enthusiastic to the height
Of highest expectation. Injuries
Made him more gracious, and his nature then
Did breathe its sweetness out most sensibly, 305
As aromatic flowers on Alpine turf
When foot hath crushed them. He through the events
Of that great change wandered in perfect faith,
As through a book, an old romance, or tale
Of Fairy, or some dream of actions wrought 310
Behind the summer clouds. By birth he ranked
With the most noble, but unto the poor
Among mankind he was in service bound
As by some tie invisible, oaths professed
To a religious order. Man he loved 315
As man, and to the mean and the obscure,
And all the homely in their homely works,
Transferred a courtesy which had no air
Of condescension, but did rather seem
A passion and a gallantry, like that 320
Which he, a soldier, in his idler day
Had payed to woman. Somewhat vain he was,
Or seemed so — yet it was not vanity,
But fondness, and a kind of radiant joy
That covered him about when he was bent 325
On works of love or freedom, or revolved
Complacently the progress of a cause
Whereof he was a part — yet this was meek
And placid, and took nothing from the man
That was delightful. Oft in solitude 330
With him did I discourse about the end
Of civil government, and its wisest forms,
Of ancient prejudice and chartered rights,
Allegiance, faith, and laws by time matured,
Custom and habit, novelty and change, 335
Of self-respect, and virtue in the few
For patrimonial honour set apart,
And ignorance in the labouring multitude.
For he, an upright man and tolerant,
Balanced these contemplations in his mind, 340
And I, who at that time was scarcely dipped
Into the turmoil, had a sounder judgement
Than afterwards, carried about me yet
With less alloy to its integrity
The experience of past ages, as through help 345
Of books and common life it finds its way
To youthful minds, by objects over near
Not pressed upon, nor dazzled or misled
By struggling with the crowd for present ends.
But though not deaf and obstinate to find 350
Error without apology on the side
Of those who were against us, more delight
We took, and let this freely be confessed,
In painting to ourselves the miseries
Of royal courts, and that voluptuous life 355
Unfeeling where the man who is of soul
The meanest thrives the most, where dignity,
True personal dignity, abideth not —
A light and cruel world, cut off from all<
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The natural inlets of just sentiment, 360
From lowly sympathy, and chastening truth,
When good and evil never have the name,
That which they ought to have, but wrong prevails,
And vice at home. We added dearest themes,
Man and his noble nature, as it is 365
The gift of God and lies in his own power,
His blind desires and steady faculties
Capable of clear truth, the one to break
Bondage, the other to build liberty
On firm foundations, making social life, 370
Through knowledge spreading and imperishable,
As just in regulation, and as pure,
As individual in the wise and good.
We summoned up the honorable deeds
Of ancient story, thought of each bright spot 375
That could be found in all recorded time,
Of truth preserved and error passed away,
Of single spirits that catch the flame from heaven,
And how the multitude of men will feed
And fan each other — thought of sects, how keen 380
They are to put the appropriate nature on,
Triumphant over every obstacle
Of custom, language, country, love and hate,
And what they do and suffer for their creed,
How far they travel, and how long endure — 385
How quickly mighty nations have been formed
From least beginnings, how, together locked
By new opinions, scattered tribes have made
One body, spreading wide as clouds in heaven.
To aspirations then of our own minds 390
Did we appeal; and, finally, beheld
A living confirmation of the whole
Before us in a people risen up
Fresh as the morning star. Elate we looked
Upon their virtues, saw in rudest men 395
Self-sacrifice the firmest, generous love
And continence of mind, and sense of right
Uppermost in the midst of fiercest strife.
Oh, sweet it is in academic groves — 400
Or such retirement, friend, as we have known
Among the mountains by our Rotha’s stream,
Greta, or Derwent, or some nameless rill —
To ruminate, with interchange of talk,
On rational liberty and hope in man, 405
Justice and peace. But far more sweet such toil
(Toil, say I, for it leads to thoughts abstruse)
If Nature then be standing on the brink
Of some great trial, and we hear the voice
Of one devoted, one whom circumstance 410
Hath called upon to embody his deep sense
In action, give it outwardly a shape,
And that of benediction to the world.
Then doubt is not, and truth is more than truth —
A hope it is and a desire, a creed 415
Of zeal by an authority divine
Sanctioned, of danger, difficulty, or death.
Such conversation under Attic shades
Did Dion hold with Plato, ripened thus
For a deliverer’s glorious task, and such 420
He, on that ministry already bound,
Held with Eudemus and Timonides,
Surrounded by adventurers in arms,
When those two vessels with their daring freight
For the Sicilian tyrant’s overthrow 425
Sailed from Zacynthus — philosophic war
Led by philosophers. With harder fate,
Though like ambition, such was he, O friend,
Of whom I speak. So Beaupuis — let the name
Stand near the worthiest of antiquity — 430
Fashioned his life, and many a long discourse
With like persuasion honored we maintained,
He on his part accoutred for the worst.
He perished fighting, in supreme command,
Upon the borders of the unhappy Loire, 435
For liberty, against deluded men,
His fellow countrymen; and yet most blessed
In this, that he the fate of later times
Lived not to see, nor what we now behold
Who have as ardent hearts as he had then. 440
Along that very Loire, with festivals
Resounding at all hours, and innocent yet
Of civil slaughter, was our frequent walk,
Or in wide forests of the neighbourhood,
High woods and over-arched, with open space 445
On every side, and footing many a mile,
Inwoven roots, and moss smooth as the sea —
A solemn region. Often in such place
From earnest dialogues I slipped in thought,
And let remembrance steal to other times 450
When hermits, from their sheds and caves forth strayed,
Walked by themselves, so met in shades like these,
And if a devious traveller was heard
Approaching from a distance, as might chance,
With speed and echoes loud of trampling hoofs 455
From the hard floor reverberated, then
It was Angelica thundering through the woods
Upon her palfrey, or that gentler maid
Erminia, fugitive as fair as she.
Sometimes I saw methought a pair of knights 460
Joust underneath the trees, that as in storm
Did rock above their heads, anon the din
Of boisterous merriment and music’s roar,
With sudden proclamation, burst from haunt
Of satyrs in some viewless glade, with dance 465
Rejoicing o’er a female in the midst,
A mortal beauty, their unhappy thrall.
The width of those huge forests, unto me
A novel scene, did often in this way
Master my fancy while I wandered on 470
With that revered companion. And sometimes
When to a convent in a meadow green
By a brook-side we came — a roofless pile,
And not by reverential touch of time
Dismantled, but by violence abrupt — 475
In spite of those heart-bracing colloquies,
In spite of real fervour, and of that
Less genuine and wrought up within myself,
I could not but bewail a wrong so harsh,
And for the matin-bell — to sound no more — 480
Grieved, and the evening taper, and the cross
High on the topmost pinnacle, a sign
Admonitory to the traveller,
First seen above the woods.
And when my friend 485
Pointed upon occasion to the site
Of Romarentin, home of ancient kings,
To the imperial edifice of Blois,
Or to that rural castle, name now slipped
From my remembrance, where a lady lodged 490
By the first Francis wooed, and bound to him
In chains of mutual passion — from the tower,
As a tradition of the country tells,
Practised to commune with her royal knight
By cressets and love-beacons, intercourse 495
‘Twixt her high-seated residence and his
Far off at Chambord on the plain beneath —
Even here, though less than with the peaceful house
Religious, ‘mid these frequent monuments
Of kings, their vices and their better deeds, 500
Imagination, potent to enflame
At times with virtuous wrath and noble scorn,
Did also often mitigate the force
Of civic prejudice, the bigotry,
So call it, of a youthful patriot’s mind, 505
And on these spots with many gleams I looked
Of chivalrous delight. Yet not the less,
Hatred of absolute rule, wh
ere will of one
Is law for all, and of that barren pride
In those who by immunities unjust 510
Betwixt the sovereign and the people stand,
His helpers and not theirs, laid stronger hold
Daily upon me — mixed with pity too,
And love, for where hope is, there love will be
For the abject multitude. And when we chanced 515
One day to meet a hunger-bitten girl
Who crept along fitting her languid self
Unto a heifer’s motion — by a cord
Tied to her arm, and picking thus from the lane
Its sustenance, while the girl with her two hands 520
Was busy knitting in a heartless mood
Of solitude — and at the sight my friend
In agitation said, ‘‘Tis against that
Which we are fighting’, I with him believed
Devoutly that a spirit was abroad 525
Which could not be withstood, that poverty,
At least like this, would in a little time
Be found no more, that we should see the earth
Unthwarted in her wish to recompense
The industrious, and the lowly child of toil, 530
All institutes for ever blotted out
That legalized exclusion, empty pomp
Abolished, sensual state and cruel power,
Whether by edict of the one or few —
And finally, as sum and crown of all, 535
Should see the people having a strong hand
In making their own laws, whence better days
To all mankind. But, these things set apart,
Was not the single confidence enough
To animate the mind that ever turned 540
A thought to human welfare? — that henceforth
Captivity by mandate without law
Should cease, and open accusation lead
To sentence in the hearing of the world,
And open punishment, if not the air 545
Be free to breathe in, and the heart of man
Dread nothing. Having touched this argument
I shall not, as my purpose was, take note
Of other matters which detained us oft
In thought or conversation — public acts, 550
And public persons, and the emotions wrought
Within our minds by the ever-varying wind
Of record and report which day by day
Swept over us — but I will here instead
Draw from obscurity a tragic tale, 555
Not in its spirit singular, indeed,
But haply worth memorial, as I heard
The events related by my patriot friend
And others who had borne a part therein.
Oh, happy time of youthful lovers — thus 560
My story may begin — oh, balmy time
In which a love-knot on a lady’s brow
Is fairer than the fairest star in heaven!
To such inheritance of blessedness