Rebellion of a Kingdom: Black Hallows Book 3

by G N Wright

  Max storms around the table and I feel Marcus step even closer to me, but that doesn’t faze Max at all, he doesn’t even spare him a glance as he launches towards me. I catch his fist before it can connect with my face, twisting his arm and forcing his upper body away from me in one of the first moves he ever taught me. I bring the arm behind his back and grab the knife strapped to his belt and bring it around to his throat. I use my feet to swipe his ankles, so he falls forward to his knees. It only works because he expected it and allows it, but still, I appreciate the sentiment behind it. I hear a scuffle behind me as Marcus no doubt tries to intervene. His men chuckle at the performance as I remove the knife and release his arm.

  He stands, turning back to me with a big smile on his face as he ruffles the hair on my head. “Good to know my little warrior is still in there.” I just about return his smile before he engulfs me into a bear hug, just like he used to at the end of our training sessions. Only this time we aren’t playing at winning the battle, we are already knee deep in the fucking trenches of war and our opponent has the winning hand.

  He pulls back and takes me in from head to toe before flicking his gaze over my shoulder to Marcus and Logan, before coming back to me. “Come on, let’s all get caught up and make a plan.”

  I can’t do anything but nod and follow him back over to the table. All the guys give me a nod hello with grim smiles as they gently give my shoulder a squeeze in greeting. I love these guys, aside from Cassie and my family, these guys are the ones who brought me back from the pits of despair and taught me how to fight. Not just physically, but mentally too. They repaired a part of me that I thought would be broken forever. None of the other guys in this room will ever understand the relationship that I have with Max and his team.

  Max clears his throat before starting again. “I’ve got Zack on the way to a medical facility over in Lockstown. Arthur is with him, along with Alex and Seb. They will alert me when they arrive and are secured. I’ve also sent Owen and Josh to pick up Lils and they will bring her back here so they can grab Helen and move them to the safe house. They will be secured with them as well as Harry and Landon.” I feel slight relief knowing Zack will be getting the proper medical attention he needs, but until Helen and Lily get to the safe house, I know I won’t settle. Max knows that too, so he continues on.

  “Us.” He gestures to him and his guys. “Are yours for whatever you need, and I’ve got two other teams on standby if you need them.” I stare at them all wordlessly. I don’t know what to tell them because the compass of my life is gone and without her, I’m nothing but a lost wanderer. How can I guide them on the path of war when I’ve lost my own way?

  When my silence lingers in the air Elijah speaks. “Ash was just giving us the rundown of the Donovan and friends security situation.” He and Liam are making notes on the table in front of us. I see pictures of the Donovan estate, but I don’t look at them, I don’t need to. I could navigate round every inch of that house with my eyes closed. It’s the first place I should have gone when I came back to this shitty town. I should have just gone in the front door and slaughtered every one of them and then left without looking back. If I did that I wouldn’t be here. If I did that, Elliot and Greg Donovan would be dead. If I did that, I would still have my daughter.

  I don’t want to stand here and make fucking plans and look at fucking pictures. I want to tear their fucking limbs from their bodies and bathe in their blood. Every single one of them; Greg, Elliot, their fucking guards. I want them all bleeding at my feet.

  I can hear Max asking questions, his guys coming up with ideas and even the Rebels chiming in here and there, but I ignore it all. I already know what I need to do. It’s what I should have done from the start. I thought having my family, Ash and the Rebels was a good thing. I thought the more people I had on my side, the more I stood a chance at getting what I want. But with more people comes more attention. I teamed up with the most well-known guys on the South Side and thought I could still hide in the shadows. I may as well have dropped Cassie off at the Donovan estate myself with a white fucking flag in my hand.

  Someone has been back to my revenge room and brought all the files up here so they can all go through them. I don’t even bother giving them any focus, I could recite them all in my sleep. It’s all stuff I’ve been over countless times. I don’t need it, what I need is to kill.

  “Okay, what we all need to do now is try to get some rest.” Max starts looking pointedly at me before turning to Ash. “Get cleaned up.” Then to the rest of the guys. “Fuel up and prepare for the next couple of days. They are gonna be hard. War always is, but we got this.”

  They gather everything up and start to filter out of the room, but I linger behind. “We’ll catch you guys up.” I grip Max’s arm to halt him in leaving and I can feel Marcus’ stare, but I can’t look at him. If he looks me in the eyes, he'll see the lies within burning brightly.

  I wait until the room is empty and then I move to close the door and turn around leaning on it before I speak. “I need your help.”

  Chapter 6

  LINCOLN

  Ihaven’t felt this out of control in years. Not since I was a child. Not since I watched my father murder my mother. It wasn't the first time I saw him kill somebody, but it was the first time he killed somebody I cared about. Something in me snapped that day, broke, and it hasn’t been the same since.

  Now the girl I swore I would protect with my life is gone and I have no idea how to get her back. Well, that's a lie, I have plenty of ideas, but none with enough merit to implement. I trail behind Asher as he limps from Zack’s office, he’s a mess and there’s nothing I can do to help him, either. All I know is that I want to.

  Max told us to rest, clearly, he doesn’t know me very well. I couldn’t rest even if I wanted to. Which I don’t. All I want to do is get myself alone in a room with Elliot and Greg Donovan. Dragging out every second as I show them all the skills my daddy taught me. I’m looked upon as the quiet one, the one you don’t need to worry about. What they don’t realize is that’s exactly how I like it. I was forged in the shadows and it's in those shadows that I hunt and kill.

  I watch as he staggers to the kitchen, grabs a bottle of vodka, some towels and a first aid kit before he slips away. I continue to trail after him until I find him in the guest room on the ground floor attempting to open the pack with one hand. I watch him as he seethes in pain, taking heavy breaths as he fights against it. Has anyone other than Elle ever been there for him? Has anyone ever just looked after him, offered him more than the fucking darkness that surrounds him? Elle would die for him without question, but his demons run deep. Even her unconditional love doesn’t change who he is inside.

  The dark prince of the Donovan name.

  I stalk inside, breaking the silence. “Let me.” I attempt to take the supplies from his hand, but he snatches them back.

  “I don’t need your fucking help, Blackwell,” he spits at me while taking a step back, and I don’t miss the grimace on his face in the effort it takes for him to do so. I know his anger isn’t directed at me, not really.

  I grip the wrist holding the first aid kit making him hiss in pain. He doesn’t relent though, locking those dark, stormy eyes with mine. “You wanna fight me, Donovan? Then do it. You wanna hit me, then hit me. I’m not fucking going anywhere and believe me when I say that I can take it.” He stares at me intensely until he sees I’m not going to give in.

  He snatches his wrist back. “Fine.”

  I take the kit from him and start laying it out on the bed as he opens the bottle and takes two big gulps. I try not to watch his throat swallow them down, but I can’t help it. Asher Donovan is a fucking masterpiece made to be looked at, explored, fucking worshipped. I can’t help but admire him. He must be in agony. He took on four guys and came out on top, his daughter has been kidnapped and somehow, he is still fucking standing. He was brought up by a sadistic father and yet he has honor like no other. I won’t le
t the darkness overtake him and win.

  “First, take a shower, then I’ll get you patched up.” I nod to the bathroom behind him before adding, “I’ll get you some clothes for when you’re done.”

  I don't give him a chance to respond before I stalk out, leaving him there. I make my way back to the main living area. Max’s guys are sitting around the island as Helen passes out drinks to them. She looks distraught but is still doing what she does best and taking care of everyone else. I can’t see Max or Elle so they must still be talking, and my brothers are nowhere to be found. I head to my room and grab some gray sweatpants and a pullover for Asher to wear, we are about the same size so they should fit okay.

  I’m heading back down to the guest room when I bump into Logan. “Shit, sorry. I wasn’t looking where I was going.” His voice is flat and nothing like the flirty tone I have become accustomed to. I can’t even imagine what he is going through. His brother might die, his niece has been taken, and he's waiting for his twin to get here before she can be used for collateral too. What a fucking shit show this is turning out to be.

  “You alright?” I ask even though I know the answer.

  He looks up at me and I can see every single one of his fears right there on his face, but he doesn’t speak, just shrugs. What good will words do at this point? We have been putting everything on the line for Cassie and Elle and we failed. I failed. How could I let this happen? I know better than this. I am better than this. I’m the one who sees everything, knows everything, and doesn’t let anything slip past our fucking defenses. Yet Greg not only slipped past, but he also waved a fucking red flag while doing it. How? I’ve been keeping so many tabs on him, watching his every move, and dissecting his every bit of communication, so how the fuck did I miss this?

  I should have fucking known when I saw him at the ball. Should have planted a bullet in his skull the second I placed my gun against his temple. Clean up would have been a fucking nightmare, but at least we would still have Cassie. Without her, I fear this thing we are creating here is all going to fall apart. This house is the only place that has ever felt like a home to me, yet now it's cold and tainted in blood. A family made by choice, now ripped apart at its center. I can’t bear the look on Logan's face, the pain, the fear, it guts me to see it. Not just on his, but on all of their faces, Asher, Elle, Helen, Arthur. All of them barely holding it together.

  Five months ago, I didn’t know any of them, it was just me and my brothers. Now I would lay my life down for every single one of them. Die, if only to save that young girl. If that isn’t true family then I don’t know what is. It’s not like I’ve ever had one. Not since my mother.

  I take a deep breath and nudge him. “Come on, I could use your help patching Asher up.” He needs the distraction and I need the help, he has more medical knowledge than I do.

  He hesitates, thinking about my words before he nods and turns to follow me. “Yeah sure, okay.”

  We enter the room together but find it's now empty and I panic. Fuck. I should have known he’d leave, he’s the loosest fucking canon here. “Donovan,” I yell with a little bit too much force to be casual.

  “Yeah?” He stalks from the bathroom in just a towel, and I falter. My gaze falls to the large angel tattoo on his chest that is still glistening with water from his shower.

  “I erm…” I can’t speak as I take in the dark coating of bruises across his ribs and the cuts to his face. None of it diminishes his attractiveness, but it does remind me that tonight could have been even worse. What would have happened if those guys got the better of him? We could have lost him as well. That thought churns my gut, harder than it should.

  “Fucking hell Donovan now isn’t the time to seduce us,” Logan teases, but his voice doesn’t hold the same hint of humor and sexual tension that it usually does. He’s trying to pretend everything is fine, we all are. Asher barely glares at him and doesn’t even bother to roll his eyes, nothing like his usual reaction. I know Logan is just trying to focus on anything other than what's happening and distract us, but it’s not working.

  He walks towards me gesturing to the clothes in my hand and when I still don’t say anything, he asks, “Are those for me?”

  “Yeah sorry.” I hand them over to him and he nods in thanks before heading back into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.

  “Is now an appropriate time to jerk each other off over what we just saw?” Logan asks, staring after Ash. I huff a small laugh which is all I can manage then cock my brow at him. “What?” he muses. “Don’t act like you weren’t thinking about bending him the fuck over, because I certainly was.” He swipes his hands down his face and I can see that despite the attempt at flirting, he is breaking.

  I clear my throat, ignoring the image he just painted in my head. “I think we can both agree that now isn’t the time for that.” I didn’t wanna add that I don’t think it would ever be the time for that. Logan might be down for the guys, but Asher seems uninterested in any human being, let alone have a specific taste in gender. “Let’s just get these supplies sorted so we can sort Ash out and then make a plan.”

  “Thought Max was making the plans.” He frowns rifling through the first aid supplies on the bed, and now it’s my turn to roll my eyes.

  “You really think I’m gonna leave the fate of Cassie's life in the hands of some fucking stranger who only just showed up?” I thought he was getting to know me a little, but clearly, I was wrong.

  “Max isn’t a stranger; we have known him for years.” He tries to defend him, but I really don’t give a fuck.

  “Yeah, you have, not me. The only thing that concerns me is getting that girl back alive and safe.”

  “For once we agree on something, Blackwell,” Asher responds in a flat tone. I don’t even hear the words because I’m too focused on the sight of him. Asher Donovan in fucking gray sweatpants is not what I should be focused on right now, but I cannot pull my eyes away from him. Lord have fucking mercy on my black soul.

  “Ugh don’t start, Asher. You’ve never given Max a chance,” Logan scolds him.

  “Why would I give him a chance? The fucker hates me,” Ash grunts in disgust.

  Logan sighs, “He doesn’t hate you, just everything you stand for. Your money, family name, upbringing.”

  “Yeah, well that makes two of us,” he mutters under his breath in response.

  “What’s the deal with him anyway?” I ask, gesturing for Asher to sit on the bed so we can get his face cleaned up. Now that he’s showered, the only thing that really needs attention that we can help with is a split eyebrow. His right eye is swollen, and the left half of his face is covered in purplish bruising already, but we can’t do anything about that. I’m hoping Logan can set his wrist before any permanent damage is caused.

  He flops down onto the end of the bed with a groan and Logan and I both halt. He looks at Asher, then me and I just know he is thinking about the sounds he just made as he sat down. Fuck, who made the dark prince of the Donovan family a fucking walking temptation?

  “Zack knows him from school, I think.” He groans again and it’s clear that the vodka isn’t doing much of a job of numbing his pain. I rifle in the first aid kit until I find some painkillers and toss them to him. He accepts them without argument and that's how I know he really is feeling the pain.

  Logan huffs. “There's a little more to it than that.”

  “Well, it’s fucking irrelevant at this point. As long as he doesn’t get in the way of me getting my daughter back, I don’t care.” The deadly tone of his voice cuts us off effectively, silencing the room as he knocks back a handful of painkillers with a swill of vodka.

  Logan takes a deep breath and then drops down to the floor at the end of the bed, silently starting to fix Asher’s face. I see him start to relax slightly and I know what he took is starting to take effect.

  Logan must sense it too because he breaks the quiet, “Told you, I’d be on my knees for you one day, psycho.” He purrs wi
th a teasing glint in his eye, clearly trying to ease the tension, I can still see the pain that hides there though. I see right through his defense mechanism, just like I do with Jace. They are one in the same. They use their good looks and jokes as a weapon to keep people from digging deep enough to uncover their trauma.

  Asher smiles a dazzling, sinister smile as he flashes his eyes to me and then to Logan. “Yeah, well we all know how much you enjoy being a bottom, Lo.”

  I almost choke. Never in my life did I think I would hear something like that come from his mouth. I didn’t even think him capable of being human enough to make a joke, let alone make one in a situation like this. I can’t hide the smile it brings to my face, and as his eyes lock onto my mouth, I can’t help but lick my lips before responding to the taunt.

  “Does that make you a top, dark prince?”

  His gaze flicks to lock with mine. “I’m a top in everything I do.”

  Neither Logan nor I know what to say to that. Mostly because he is right, but also because we know we would both drop to our knees if he asked. Not that he would. Lusting after Asher Donovan is like lusting after a celebrity. Unrealistic and unattainable. The only time they are ever in reach is in your fantasies. But what fulfilling fantasies they are.

  He may not have the upper hand right now, but I still wouldn’t bet against him. I know he is capable of getting his daughter back and I want to be right there to help him. That’s the only thing that matters right now. Bringing Cassie home. I don’t care who I have to kill or what I have to do. I won’t fail her again. Fail him.

  Chapter 7

  ELLE

  After my talk with Max I am feeling a sense of calm for the first time since I walked back into the house. Now that I know exactly what I need to do, I feel at peace. Max has disappeared with a couple of his guys to arrange what I asked for. The rest of his team are set up in Zack’s office making other plans for the Rebels. None of them agree with my plan, not even Max, but it’s irrelevant. They work for me now. A fact I was sure to remind them of. I told them it was my way with their support, or they could leave, and I would do it alone.