Love Locked Down

by Candace Mumford

  “ Terrence why are you doing me like this? I'm your sister! I've always been there for you and the minute you get home you wanna do me like this?”

  “ Do you like what Tamera? Do you like the sister who I did almost two years for? You know what I now know? I now know that Cordell was never really doing shit to you like you claimed he was because if he was really stalking your ass, putting hands on you, there would be no way in hell you'd be fuckin' that nigga. I found out all about it Tamera so don't even twist your lips and try to deny it. Do you really think I didn't do my homework? Hell the day I went to jail that nigga was up in my goddamn house. You're lucky I've been this easy on your ass. After all I've done for you? I've been raising your black ass for years and that's the level of loyalty I get from my own flesh and blood? I love you Tamera, but your ride on my back is over with. Let that nigga Cordell take care of your ass now. I gotta go.” I said hanging up the phone.

  Just then Dana walked through the doors of the club. Dana was a sight for sore eyes. I immediately walked over and gave her a hug. She smelled delicious, like brown sugar and vanilla. I wanted to eat her up right on the spot.

  “ I guess you missed me too huh? Dana said laughing as she ran her hands over my back.

  “ You damn right I did.” I said grabbing her bag and leading her up to my office.

  “ April if anyone comes for me or calls I'm busy for the next two hours.” I said walking towards the staircase Dana right beside me.

  “ You got it boss.” April said turning back to her stack of paperwork.

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  29. Right Where I Belong

  Dana

  We walked through the doors of Terrence's office and I could feel my body coming alive just being near him . I turned around and found him leaned against the door staring at me. I leaned against his desk looking at him hungrily.

  “ I hope you're hungry.”

  “ I'm starving.” Terrence answered removing his snow white v-neck t-shirt and walking towards me. Slowly sliding the straps of my maxi dress down until my breasts sprang free. Terrence slowly fondled and molded my breast together before placing a nipple in his mouth and slowly sucking until my nipples were hard and pebbled. He alternated between each breast,each second that passed made me grow wetter. Terrence slid the remainder of my dress and panties down to a pool of ripped fabric at my feet. Terrence brought his hands back up to my perfectly trimmed mound. I could hear him groan low in his throat and his breath quickened.

  “ Why are you so wet?”

  “ Because my husband makes me this way.” I answered as I ground my pelvis into his hand and kissed him so I hard I felt like I was sucking out his soul. I wanted every part of this man inside of me. My entire being was in a frenzy to consume each and every part of him. I dropped to my knees quickly unbuckling his belt and pulling down his pants and boxers.

  I gazed up at Terrence and licked her lips before circling the massive head of his dick. I firmly held his dick and licked along the length of his shaft and played with the head of his with my tongue. Meanwhile my hands were gently caressing his balls. I began sucking on his dick and was I wasn't worried about gagging, my husbands dick was the one I'd ever sucked so any gag reflex I had was long gone. Terrence's dick was huge and my mouth was small but I managed to deep throat all nine inches. Terrence rolled his eyes in pleasure and grabbed the back of my head guiding my mouth up and down his thickness. I increased my pace and sucked his dick faster gently massaging his tight balls. Terrence softly pushed me away and sat back in one of the wing-backed leather chairs at his desk. I straddled him, reached down and slid his dick up and down my pussy until he was coated in all my juices. Terrence groaned, reached up and ran his fingers through my hair, he tightened his grip and brought his lips to mine.

  I slowly eased myself down on his dick. We were stared into each others eyes, I could feel myself falling more in love as every inch of him filled me. When I was balls deep,I finally exhaled and smiled at him. Then I began to ride mercilessly. I needed to make up for lost time. I bounced up and down,swiveled my hips in a circular motion and she gasped and moaned with pleasure and Terrence did the same. Terrence took hold of my hips and met me thrust for thrust. He felt incredible. I could feel my orgasm building and I leaned forward and ran my tongue over his ear, "Terrence I'm about to come. Fuck me harder ! Please fuck me harder! I begged" Terrence pulled out and flipped me over the chair sliding his thickness back into me giving me the pounding I'd begged him for.

  I screamed out Terrence name as my body shook from an intense orgasm. Seconds later I heard a loud FUUUUCK! As Terrence shot his hot,creamy load inside of me. I buried my head in his neck and showered it with kisses. I sighed with contentment. We both sat in the chair cradling each other for another twenty minutes before my stomach began grumbling.

  “ Damn girl! You need to eat fast, stomach sounding like a goddamn bear growling RARRR!” Terrence said busting out laughing.

  “ Shut up! I was already hungry when I got here. I was just more hungry for you than I was this food. And your crazy ass ripped my dress. What am I supposed to wear?” I said standing up to stretch. Terrence slapped me on the ass and walked into his bathroom to wash up.

  “ Why don't we just do a quick wash up, take this food home and then we can change and come back?”

  I stopped fiddling around with my torn dress. I could hear the water running in the bathroom through the open door.

  “ Can't you just come home tonight baby? I really want us to talk. I have things I need to say to you and I don't want to rush....,”

  Terrence walked out of the bathroom zipping up his pants.

  “ Baby I know, I have some things I need to get of my chest with you too so we can get on track and move forward and if there was anything I could do to stay home with you tonight,please believe I'd do it but we got three private parties going on tonight. April is already short handed. I had to fire Tamera right before you came in....,”

  “ What? You really let her go? What did she do?” I asked incredulously. I mean I knew he had some shit on his chest concerning his sister when he made her get a job in the first place but now he'd fired her? After the way she'd treated me though, I didn't have a bit of sympathy for her ass. I knew she'd more than likely done something to deserve being fired.

  “ I don't even wanna talk about that bullshit. It had to be done. There are too many dependable people out here looking for a damn job especially one paying as much as I do. You would think she was over here making minimum wage they way she acted like she couldn't come to work. Enough of that shit. Let me make a few calls while you use the restroom then we can go home for a little while.” Terrence said walking behind his desk and picking up the phone.

  “ Okay baby.” I grabbed my purse to at least run a comb through my hair and fix my lipstick, I glanced down at my legs and giggled to myself, I'd never even removed my black Louboutins. I closed the door behind me so that I wouldn't interfere with Terrence's phone calls.

  I suddenly heard yelling coming from the other side of the door. Damn who is he yelling at like that? I thought running my brush through my hair. The yelling became louder and something about the sound of Terrence's voice wasn't right. I quickly went into my purse and grabbed “ Little Girl” my pink nine millimeter. I slowly eased the bathroom door open my heart racing directly in front of me a man in a mask was pointing a gun directly in Terrence's face and demanding money. I could hear Terrence trying to explain to the man that there was no money in his office. Something in me snapped. Seeing my husband defenseless when he was the strongest person I knew filled me with a range of emotions most of which I never knew I had inside of me. In three long silent strides the butt of my gun was pointed at his head.

  I was shaking on the inside but my arm was steady and so was my voice.

  “ The last thing I wanna do is take a black mans life but I swear before God if you don't drop that muthafuckin' gun you have pointed at my husband's head I'll b
low your fucking head off.”

  “ Bitch if you know what's good for your ass you better get over there with that nigga and give me the money! I know it's in here!” the masked man screamed before he made a sudden movement to try and grab my wrist and I made good on my threat.

  I pulled the trigger and the man slumped to the floor. I stood there naked, splattered with his brains and blood all over me. I dropped my gun and began trembling.

  “ Terrence I love you, I love you so much.” I stammered between sobs.

  “ I love you too baby.” Terrence said quickly wrapping me up in his arms.

  “ I love you, he was going to kill you. They're going to lock me up Terrence. I'm going to jail.”

  “ You're not going to jail baby, I got you.”

  Part 2 – The Finale Coming Soon!

  Soul Cry Excerpt

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  “ Let me tell you something about crazy people.

  The sex is unbelievable.”

  Amina

  I stretched slowly and adjusted my eyes to the darkness of the room. My body felt like every inch of it had been worked over in the best possible way. I turned onto my back smiling and reached for Roderick but only found empty space. I raised to my elbows,looking around the dark room.

  The scent of weed filled the air and I could see a slight glow from his blunt. I turned on my nightstand lamp.

  “ Why are you all the way over over there?” I asked.

  “ No reason. Just thinking.”

  I immediately got nervous. I could only imagine what he must think of me. I hadn't known this man 24hrs and I'd just done things to him my ex-boyfriend of four years had begged me to do to him during our relationship. Did he think I was like this with every guy I met? That was far from the truth.

  “ Come here.” he called from across the room. I swung my legs to the side of my bed and grabbed the sheet to wrap around my body.

  “ It ain't cold in here. You don't need that sheet.” Roderick said reaching for an ashtray to lay down his blunt. Where did he even get that from? I don't even smoke. Katrina does. Had he been all over our apartment while I'd been asleep? Damn. How long had I been out?

  I made my way over to the chaise lounge I had in my bedroom where Roderick had made himself comfortable. I could feel myself begin to melt all over again as I straddled his lap. His large hands gripped my ass pulling me in close to him, his soft lips latched onto my my now hardened nipples. I could feel myself beginning to drip in anticipation of having him buried deep inside of me once again. My hips began to swirl involuntarily in his lap. I could feel Roderick's thick nine inches hardening beneath me. Our lips quickly found each other and we greedily licked and sucked at one another. I didn't know what it was about this man but my new craving for him was insatiable.

  “ Mmmm,Roderick...,” I moaned,he grabbed a fistful of my hair gently yanking it back so my neck was exposed as he ran his teeth and tongue down the length of my neck.

  “ Why didn't you wait?” Roderick hissed,his warm breath on my skin only heightened my growing,urgent need for him.

  I continued grinding on his lap,my hand automatically reaching for his granite hard dick. The beautiful,bulbous head of his dick was poking out of the band of his boxers, resting against his hard abdomen glistening with the evidence of his arousal for me. I unconsciously licked my lips. My mind flashed to just hours ago when his thickness slid in and out of my throat. I wanted more of the salty,sweet taste of him. I couldn't help but lick my lips. I wanted to taste him again. My body was on ten at the thought of his smooth head between my thighs again.

  Before I knew what was happening, I was literally tossed off Roderick's lap. The heat of his hands all over my body was replaced by cold air and he was standing over me glowering. His full lips pressed into a thin line of distaste.

  “ You so ready to fuck you can't answer my goddamn question?”

  “ Wha...what?” I shook my head in confusion.

  “ I asked why didn't you wait?”

  I felt like a pitcher of ice cold water had been thrown on me.

  Why didn't I wait? Why the hell didn't he wait? Typical ass man. Trying to hold me to a different standard than him just because I'm a woman. I stood up from the chaise lounge to find something to put on. I definitely didn't want to stand here arguing with him buck ass naked. My mind told me not to sleep with his ass and I should have listened! My stupid heart was the one telling me he was something special and to take a chance. I was in a state of pure shock. How dare he pull this shit. Roderick firmly took hold of my arm preventing me from leaving his side.

  “ Stand your ass right here. It ain't like you're shy about being naked. It's a little to late for that don't you think.” he stated the venomous glare still in his eyes.

  “ So what? You made the decision just like I did to have sex on the first night now all of a sudden I'm a hoe? A slut. Well you know what Roderick so are you!”

  Roderick shook his head at me like I was some dumb child.

  “ You would think I'm asking you something as simple as that wouldn't you? I'll bet money all you've dealt with are the kind of men that would ask you why you fucked on the first night huh? Better yet that boy. If you're even telling the truth about only giving him the pussy. Amina do you think another man is going to make you feel like I make you feel? Don't you realize you met the man for you yesterday? Me. I'm the man you should have waited for.” he asked pulling me closer to him placing his hand on my jaw so that I couldn't escape his intense gaze.

  “ What are you talking about Roderick? All I know is you have no right to try and judge me...judge your damn self. You're just as wrong as I am.” I said yanking my arm free.

  “ I want to know why you didn't wait for me? You should have waited for me Amina.” Roderick screamed punctuating each word with a jab to his chest.

  Oh hell no! This brotha has lost his damn mind. What the hell is he talking about wait for him? He was starting to scare the shit out of me and I'd allowed him to stay at my place. Katrina was off Lord only knew where with his friend Damien.

  “ You need to leave. This felt different to me...I thought you were different which is what allowed me to be with you tonight. I was wrong.” I said tying my robe around my waist.

  “ You weren't wrong. That's why we're here now. Didn't you ever pray for the perfect man to come into your life. A man that was all yours. Made for you? Only you. You never prayed for that Amina?”

  “ Oh course I did Roderick. What woman doesn't?” I asked still bewildered by his strange line of conversation. I began slowly making my way to my nightstand. I always laid my cellphone there. I may need to call 911 if he kept this crazy shit up or became violent.

  “ So why didn't you wait for me? If you prayed like you just said you did, you should have known I was coming for you. Cause I'm here now... and I wish you'd kept your damn legs closed. The thought of you being with another man,letting another man inside your body is enough to make me sick right now.”

  I was floored.

  “ You mean to tell me you're asking me why I'm not a virgin? You're not complaining about the fact we slept together on the first night...but that I'm not a virgin period. Are you kidding me Roderick?”

  “ Do I look like I'm kidding?That's exactly what the fuck I'm asking you.” he spat. Roderick leaned down and picked up his blunt taking a few long,deep puffs before his eyes landed squarely on me again.

  I sat down on my bed looking at him. I should have been scared as hell since he sounded like a complete lunatic to me but I couldn't help but be slightly curious because he looked serious as hell. Did he forget the fact we'd only met hours ago? Yet he expected me to save myself for a man I didn't even know I was ever going to meet? Hell my ex-boyfriend was the man I'd thought would be my future husband and I'd given my all to him,including my virginity. The only reason we broke up is that we simply grew apart. We still spoke often and were the best of friends. I loved his family and they loved me. It was just ti
me for the both of us to move on.

  “ Roderick I hardly think judging by the performance you laid on me tonight that you were a virgin. Were you standing around with your dick in your hand, jacking off waiting until you met me?” I hoped pointing out this small fact would help him get over whatever crazy ideas he had in his head.

  “ I'm a man. I didn't need to wait you should have. Fast ass. A man is supposed to be able to sexually please his woman. Which is exactly what I did. Or were you not satisfied?” he asked sliding his boxers down his body and walking towards me.

  Roderick pushed me back on the bed and untied my robe. My heart caught in my throat. All my anger about our current line of conversation was flying right out the window. I knew I should be insisting he get the hell out of my apartment. Out of my life while I could hopefully still walk away from him but already ,in one night I didn't have the strength to tell him to leave. My body was responding to him all over again even though my mind still took offense to the things he'd just said to me.

  “ I'm letting you know right here,right now I want you Amina. I can feel it in my heart, in my bones. My spirit is telling me you're the one for me. That's why I'm tripping like this baby but I know how to fix this.” Roderick said climbing on me like he was a lion and I was his prey. I had no choice but to move onto the middle of the bed in an attempt to put a bit of distance between us. It was killing me inside because all I wanted to do was be close to him. So close I didn't know where I ended and he began.

  “ That can't be fixed Roderick. I've only been with one other man if it's any consolation. Marquise was my boyfriend since I was 16 and we were together for four years. We broke up six months ago and you're the only man I've been with besides him. So please don't try and make me feel like a whore because I'm not.” I said softly. I was so wet it was embarrassing. Especially since his eyes were glued to my slit and I was getting wetter by the second. I attempted to close my thighs and exhibit a sliver of modesty,even the tiniest shred but Roderick wouldn't let me hide from him. His strong hands held my thighs raised and bent at the knees and spread apart. No escaping him.

  “ I'ma make it brand new again.” Roderick said spreading my legs as wide as they would go.