by Cilla Lee
“I do too, but with the wedding I want Zoey’s flowers to be perfect,” I tell him
“Baby I need you.” We hadn’t done anything else since our little swim in the ocean only ever kissing, and heavy petting and I could see it was getting to him
“Go to bed Blaze, we’ll talk later,” I tell him pecking him on the lips, he grabs my arm, stopping me from moving away and I look back up at him “What?”
“Kiss me,” he says
“I did.”
“No, I mean kiss me, not just a quick peek” I smile, leaning into him, pulling him down, his lips so close, and he smiles. “Kiss me baby” I feel myself getting wet and my insides aching as I lean up our lips join together and I feel it all the way to my soul. He steps forward, backing me up against the wall cupping my ass and lifting one of my legs over his making me moan
“Blaze” I whisper, not wanting anyone to see or hear us
“Shh baby,” he rubs my nipple through my shirt, and I look up the hall to see if anyone was coming
“Blaze someone will see,” he stands up grabbing my hand and opening a door, pulling me into a room and pushes me up against the closed door kissing me harder with more urgency. “Oh god Blaze” my body humming as he devours me, he pulls my leg back over his and grinds his dick on me, and I can feel how big and hard he is. “Blaze stop, we can’t,” I tell him out of breath, he always manages to take my breath away
“Fuck Ella, I want you so much,” he tells me almost growling out the words
“Not like this,” I tell him not wanting our first time sleeping together up against some door
“Then let me have a taste baby just one taste.”
“What?” I ask, but he drops to the floor unbuttoning my jeans, pulling them down my legs and I instantly feel embarrassed, the small stretch marks on the side of my legs embarrassing me and I try to pull him up
“Blaze, please” I beg for him to stop, but he mistakes it for desperation even though I feel that as well, I try and cover my marks but he looks up at me. My stomach pouch sticking out and I pull my shirt down
“Don’t hide from me baby, I want you.”
“But I’m...”
“If you fuckin’ say your fat I’m spinnin’ you around and spankin’ that sexy ass, these marks are you, and I don’t give a fuck how many you have, it’s all you baby” he pulls my leg over his shoulder and leans in. The touch of his tongue on my private parts has me jumping “Fuck baby you taste good” I feel so embarrassed with his comment, Joe never told me anything like that and come to think of it Joe never went down on me. I run my fingers through his hair as he looks up at me and he smiles winking and leans back in. The sensations of his tongue on my pussy is out of this world, every lick sends a bolt throughout my body as my heart races
“Oh, Blaze god… that feels… so good,” he licks me deeper sucking on my lips. “Oh god!” his nose nudging my clit with each stroke and I can feel my body tense up, a shiver runs up my body and my nipples ache. “Oh my god” I whisper, trying to keep myself grounded, my head goes back against the door, and I pull him closer to me grinding my pussy on his face (oh my fucking god). “BLAZE!” I yell as my orgasm hits me, my body convulsing and my pussy pulsing even more. I try to catch a breath, but I feel like I’ve run a marathon and I watch as he stands up, my body, enjoying the euphoria of my orgasm and he smiles
“So, I guess I did good,” he says, smiling, even more, making me giggle
“You did amazingly,” I tell him, and he laughs, pulling me to him, and I can feel his hard dick. I reach down, but he grabs my wrist, stopping me from rubbing him “Don’t you want me to” I ask him
“More than you know, I’ve dreamt about you on your knees every night since the beach,” he tells me, and my inner women screams at me to go to my knees
“Then let me,” I tell him, but he shakes his head
“If you pull my dick out I won’t be able to stop myself from fucking you baby.”
“Please,” I beg needing it so much, my mouth salivating with need “Please” I shamelessly beg him
“You want it that bad,” he asks me (fucking hell yes, I want it)
“Just as bad as you did,” I tell him, and he smiles
“Then get naked, if your gonna fulfill my dream your gonna do it right,” I step back, pulling my shirt over my head, and he frowns at me
“What the fuck?” he says, pulling me to him, but I try to cover myself feeling embarrassed, I knew I was too fat. I turn around, but he turns me back running his finger over the two large scars across my chest. “Baby, what happened?” I look down and try to cover them, but he grabs my hands. “I said, what the fuck happened?” I try to get some distance, but he holds me tight “Tell me!” tears come to my eyes and I look down. “Baby,” he whispers in my ear, holding even tighter and I feel all those broken pieces stabbing me again. Joe always manages to ruin something good, and now Blaze won’t want me because I’m damaged. “Ella,” he says, and I look up at him, tears fall down my cheek, and he wipes them away. “Tell me,” he says this time more serious
“My ex done it,” I tell him and I see him grinding his jaw together
“Your ex cut you?” I nod my head, and he lets me go stepping away, and I feel the loss straight away. I pull my clothes back on fast and watch as Blaze paces the room
“Blaze,” I say, but he holds up his hand
“Don’t come near me at the moment.” I bite my lip, feeling scared for the first time as I watch Blaze pace like a tiger in a cage. I open the door and run out to my car, Blaze yells out after me tears run down my face, and I try and wipe them away, but I run into a hard body and look up
“Sorry,” I tell Cuff as he holds me by my arms
“ELLA!” is yelled and I look back at Blaze as he comes into the room and Cuff frowns at me
“You ok darlin’?” he asks me, and I look back at Blaze shaking my head no, and he holds me in his arms
“Ella” Blaze says, and I turn looking at him feeling stupid (you worthless bitch) I hear Joe’s voice, and I start to panic, those feelings of being trapped coming to mine. “Baby,” he says, but I need space feeling a panic attack coming, and I whimper as he touches me and Cuff moves me away from him
“What the fuck did you do to her?” he asks Blaze
“Stay the fuck out of it,” Blaze tells him, and Cuff moves me behind his back as the two, face off, and I step back further and make my way to the door needing to be alone. “ELLA!” Blaze yells as I get outside and run to my car (god I’m so stupid why would he want a fat scared woman like me).
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I don’t see Blaze at all over the next few days spending a lot of time at either work or the cemetery only really going back to the clubhouse to sleep and I start to wonder if being here anymore is such a good idea (time to move on).
Chapter Twenty-Three
Blaze
The minute I kissed her I knew I needed more, the dreams over the past week have kept me awake most days as I try and sleep. That day at the beach was a day that will forever be etched in my mind, her mules of excitement as she came on my dick to her gorgeous fuckin’ tits, fuck she’s like a drug that I need so I can function. The way she held me tighter as she rode my dick has me so fuckin’ hard, her taste alone has me needin’ more. Even her fuckin’ smile has me on edge, and over the past week, I’ve dreamt of her naked on her knees suckin’ my cock, fuck I need her.
As I pulled her up the hall I couldn’t help myself the days and nights have been torture, I just needed a taste of her gorgeous lips (just one taste) “I want to spend more time with you” I tell her even missing playing cards
“I do too, but with the wedding I want Zoey’s flowers to be perfect” fuckin’ Saint needs a punch in the head for takin’ my women away for his fuckin’ wedding
“Baby I need you,” I tell her feeling fuckin’ desperate
“Go to bed Blaze we’ll talk later,” she tells me pecking me on the lips, but I grab her arm “W
hat?”
“Kiss me,” I tell her needin’ her lips
“I did,” she says blushin’ (fuck she’s cute)
“No, I mean kiss me, not just a quick peck.” She smiles at me and my dick gets hard, and I lean down smilin’ at her (fuck she makes me happy). “Kiss me, baby,” I tell her movin’ her back against the wall and reach down grabbin’ her sexy hot ass lifting it over mine when her mouth opens and our tongues touch and she moans makin’ my dick almost explodin’ in my jeans
“Blaze” she whispers lookin’ around to see if anyone’s comin’ down the hall
“Shh baby,” I tell her liftin’ my hand so I can rub her nipple through her shirt
“Blaze someone will see.” I pull her into one of the empty rooms and push her up against the door kissin’ her harder needin’ more “Oh god Blaze” I grind my dick into her so she can feel what she does to me. “Blaze stop, we can’t,” she tells me, but I can’t, I don’t want to
“Fuck Ella, I want you so much,” I tell her so fuckin’ needy for her
“Not like this” and I look at her “Then let me have a taste baby just one taste,” I tell her and kneel down unbuttonin’ her jean and pullin’ them down
“What?” I ask as she tries to push me away and coverin’ her body, I couldn’t give a fuck how many marks she has
“Blaze, please” she begs me
“Don’t hide from me baby, I want you,” I tell her, her cunt calling to me
“But I’m...” she says and I know she’s just about to say something to put herself down and there’s no fuckin’ way I’ll let my women do that no fuckin’ way, not Ella
“If you fuckin’ say your fat, I’m spinnin’ you around and spankin’ that sexy ass. These marks are you, and I don’t give a fuck how many you have, it’s all you baby” I tell her pullin’ her leg over my shoulder leanin' in, and she jumps as my tongue touches her. “Fuck baby you smell good,” I tell her needin’ her to know I want this and how much I need her
“Oh, Blaze that feels so good” I fuckin’ devour her pussy gettin’ her juices all over my face, I want to be covered by her. I want to be able to taste her cunt on my lips for fuckin’ hours. “Oh god,” I rub my nose on her clit as I suck and lick her pussy giving her extra stimulation. “Oh my god,” she starts grindin’ her pussy more, and I suck harder on her cunt, and she explodes her come all over me. “BLAZE!” she yells holdin’ onto my hair as she rides my tongue to completion, her head back and her eyes closed is the best sight ever. I stand up and stare down at her face, her cheeks all flushed pink like her cunt and her lips swollen from our kissing
“Look at my baby,” she slowly opens her eyes lookin’ up, her face tellin’ me I done a good job and I smile at her. “So, I guess I did good” she smiles but blushes
“You did amazingly,” she tells me, her eyes twinkling (damn she’s so fuckin’ hot) she reaches for my dick, but I stop her “don’t you want me to?” she asks
“More than you know, I’ve dreamt about you on your knees every night since the beach,” I tell her
“Then let me” I shake my head because if I get her naked I know, I’ll want to fuck her
“If you pull my dick out I won’t be able to stop myself from fucking you baby,” I tell her needin’ her to know why she has to stop
“Please,” she begs me, and my dick almost explodes as she licks her lips (fuck it) “Please” she begs again
“You want it that bad?” I ask her
“Just as bad as you did,” she tells me, and I smile
“Then get naked, if your gonna fulfill my dream your gonna do it right,” she steps back liftin’ her shirt over her head, and I see two huge deep scars across her chest, and I see fuckin’ red
“What the fuck?” I ask her pullin’ me to him, she tries to cover herself turnin’ around, but I turn her back runnin’ my finger over the two large scars across her chest. “Baby, what happened?” I ask her, but she tries to cover them, but I grab her hands. “I said, what the fuck happened?” I ask her again gettin’ fucked off cause all things are runnin’ through my head and I need to know if this was an accident or on purpose. She tries to push me away, but I hold her to me “Tell me,” I almost yell, and I can see she’s gonna cry. “Baby,” I whisper in her ear holdin’ her even tighter “Ella,” I say to get her to answer me tears fall down her cheek and I wipe them away. “Tell me,” I say this time really needin’ to know gettin’ fucked off
“My ex done it,” she says, and I almost lose my fuckin’ shit
“Your ex cut you?” I ask her, she nods her head, and I step away from her not wanting to hurt her with how fuckin’ angry I ‘am
“Blaze,” she says, but I hold my hand up needin’ a minute to calm down
“Don’t come near me at the moment.” I pace back and forth needin’ to kill the fucker, but the door opens, and I look up and see Ella’s gone. “Fuck!” I run after her needin’ her to know I’m not angry with her, but with her fuckin’ ex who’s a dead man. When I get to the main room Cuff’s holdin’ her, and I see tears runnin’ down her face
“Ella,” I say, but she ignores me. “Ella” I repeat a little calmer. “Baby,” I reach out to touch her but Cuff moves her away from me, and I look at him grindin’ my jaw
“What the fuck did you do to her?” he asks me pissed off
“Stay the fuck out of it” I warn him, but he moves her behind him, and we face each other, and I see Ella step back movin’ towards the door. “ELLA!” I yell out as the door closes and Cuff holds me back
“What the fuck did you do to her?” he asks me again, and I see a few of the others watchin’
“Like I said brother, none of your business” Cuff narrows his eyes at me
“Obviously she doesn’t want to be near you,” he tells me, his hand on my chest stoppin’ me from chasin’ after her
“I said stay the fuck out of it,” I warn him pushin’ his hands away, but he pushes me back
“No, I don’t think I will.”
“Oh, you fuckin’ will, what happens between Ella and me is none of your business,” I tell him gettin’ really fucked off
“She’s all of our business, man, she’s a brother’s sister, and we’re here to look out for her not make her fuckin’ cry, so what the fuck did you do to her?”
“I fuckin’ told you stay out of it” I push him back, and he swings his fist hittin’ me in the face makin’ me stumble, I rush him fast landin’ on the ground on top of him and start punchin’ the fucker
“MOTHERFUCKER!” he yells punchin’ me again, and we land a few more blows my nose bleedin’
“WHAT THE EVER-LOVIN' FUCK!?” Razor yells comin’ out of his office. “YOU TWO FUCKHEADS IN MY OFFICE!” I push Cuff away and get up, slumpin’ in one of the chairs facin’ Razor I grab a tissue off of his desk and shove it up my nose
“What the fuck has gotten into you two fuckin’ idiots?” Razor asks, and we look at each other shruggin’ our shoulders
“Just a disagreement,” I tell him, and he stares at both of us
“A disagreement,” he says and we both nod “and what was the disagreement over?”
“Just shit,” I say
“Just shit” Razor repeats and we both nod again. “Well, if this shit happens again, I won’t be fuckin’ happy you both hear me?” we both nod. “Good, now get the fuck out and clean up that fuckin’ mess.” We both stand and head to the door “Oh, and boys” Razor says, and we both turn “You’re payin’ for the broken table and sofa” he tells us and we both nod closin’ the door behind us and I head to the bar
“Give me a shot,” I ask the Prospect, and he looks at me “What?” I ask him
“Nothin’ man,” he says as I sit
“So, you gonna tell me what happened with Ella?” Cuff asks me, and I shake my head. “Blaze she’s Chance’s sister man,” I look at him
“I know who the fuck she is Cuff.”
“Then tell me why the fuck was she cryin’?” I
take the shot and tap the glass again for another one the scares on Ella’s chest come to mind, and I skull the shot waitin’ for another. “Blaze” Cuff says, and I turn and look at him
“She’s got these two big scars across her chest, and I got pissed off when she told me her ex done it,” I tell him and he frowns at me
“What the fuck are you talkin’ about?”
“She got two knife wounds, right across her chest man, deep cuts and when I saw them, and she told me who done it, I got angry, but I think she thinks I was pissed at her and she ran” he shakes his head at me
“You really are a fuckhead aren’t ya,” he tells me, and I look at him
“How is this my fault?”
“Let me guess, you acted like a caveman instead of comforting her.” I groan takin’ another shot “So what the fuck are we gonna do about the ex?” he asks me, and I look at him
“We,” I say, and he nods his head
“Yes, we, she’s family brother, and no one messes with family,” he tells me, and I smile downin’ another drink
“Well, Mr computer genius, get your ass on that laptop of yours and find the fucker so we can end him,” he smiles headin’ off to his room, and I take another drink.
Chapter Twenty-Four
Ella
It’s the night of the bachelorette party, something I’ve been looking forward to. I’ve gotten to know the girls all more, and even though they still intimidate me, I feel a lot more comfortable around them. I pack an overnight bag and look at myself in the mirror, I’d bought a red dress that hugs my figure showing off my hours glass shape, making sure the front of the dress was high enough to cover my scars. I pair it with black strappy heels and a small black clutch (not bad) I do a little spin and pat my hair, I’d put a little wave in it, and it looked very elegant with my blood red lips and smoky eye making me look a completely different person. I felt very womanly with the matching red lace bra and panty set. When I tried it on in the store, I felt so out of my comfort zone, but the girls assured me it looked amazing. Packing the last of my bag, I do one last check doing a little spin. As I walk out of my door, I bump into Bliss, and she smiles, but I can totally see it’s a ‘fuck you’ smile
