A Fire Upon the Deep

by Vernor Vinge

  Note 1469

  Poor Johanna started crying then. She had spent most of a year hating the pack these were from, yet — “They seem to be victims, too. It’s b-bad to be three, and no one will ever let them be more.”

  “Well,” continued Flenser, “I would like custody of what remains, I—”

  “Never! That one was almost as smart as you, even if crazy enough to defeat. You’re not going to build him back.”

  Flenser came together, all eyes staring at the Queen. His “voice” was soft: “Please, Woodcarver. This is a small matter, but I will throw over everything,” he jabbed at the maps, “rather than be denied in it.”

  Note 1470

  “[Oh, oh.]” The crossbow packs were suddenly at the ready. Woodcarver came partly around the maps, close enough to Flenser that their mind noise must collide. She brought all her heads together in a concerted glare. “If it is so unimportant, why risk everything for it?”

  Flenser bumped around for an instant, his members actually staring at one another. It was a gesture Ravna had not seen till now. “That is my affair! I mean … Steel was my greatest creation. In a way, I am proud of him. But … I am also responsible for him. Don’t you feel the same about Vendacious?”

  Note 1471

  “I’ve got my plans for Vendacious,” the response was grudging. “[In fact, Vendacious is still whole; I fear the Queen made too many promises to do much with him now.]”

  “I want to make up to Steel the harm I made him. You understand.”

  “I understand. I’ve seen Steel and I understand your methods: the knives, the fear, the pain. You’re not going to get another chance at it!”

  Note 1472

  Note 1473

  It sounded to Ravna like faint music, something from far beyond the valley, an alien blending of chords. But it was Flenser answering back. Pilgrim’s translating voice held no hint of sarcasm: “No knives, no cutting. I keep my name because it is for others to rename me when they finally accept that … in her way, Tyrathect won. Give me this chance, Woodcarver. I am begging.”

  The two packs stared at each other for more than ten seconds. Ravna looked from one to the other, trying to divine their expressions. No one said anything. There was not even Pilgrim’s voice in her ear to speculate on whether this was a lie or the baring of a new soul.

  It was Woodcarver who decided: “Very well. You may have him.”

  Note 1474

  * * *

  Note 1475

  Peregrine Wickwrackscar was flying. A pilgrim with legends that went back almost a thousand years — and not one of them could come near to this! He would have burst into song except that it would pain his passengers. They were already unhappy enough with his rough piloting, even though they thought it was simply his inexperience.

  Peregrine stepped across clouds, flew among and through them, danced with an occasional thunderstorm. How many hours of his life had he stared up at the clouds, gauging their depths — and now he was in them, exploring the caves within caves within caves, the cathedrals of light.

  Note 1476

  Between scattered clouds, the Great Western Ocean stretched forever. By the sun and the flier’s instruments, he knew that they had nearly reached the equator, and were already some eight thousand kilometers southwest of Woodcarver’s Domain. There were islands out here, the OOB‘s pictures from space said so, and so did the Pilgrim’s own memories. But it had been long since he ventured here, and he had not expected to see the island kingdoms in the lifetime of his current members.

  Now suddenly he was going back. Flying back!

  Note 1477

  The OOB‘s landing boat was a wonderful thing, and not nearly as strange as it had seemed in the midst of battle. True, they had not yet figured out how to program it for automatic flight. Perhaps they never would. In the meantime, this little flier worked with electronics that were barely more than glorified moving parts. The agrav itself required constant adjustment, and the controls were scattered across the bow periphery — conveniently placed for the fronds of a Skroderider, or the members of a pack. With the Spacers’ help and OOB‘s documentation, it had taken Pilgrim only a few days to get the hang of flying the thing. It was all a matter of spreading one’s mind across all the various tasks. The learning had been happy hours, a little bit scary, floating nearly out of control, once in a screwball configuration that accelerated endlessly upward. But in the end, the machine was like an extension of his jaws and paws.

  * * *

  Since they descended from the purpling heights and began playing in the cloud tops, Ravna had been looking more and more uncomfortable. After a particularly stomachs-lurching bump and drop, she said, “Will you be able to land okay? Maybe we should have postponed this till—”unh!“— you can fly better.”

  Note 1478

  “Oh yes, oh yes. We’ll be past this, um, weather front real soon.” He dived beneath the clouds and swerved a few tens of kilometers eastwards. The weather was clear here, and it was actually more on a line with their destination. Secretly chastened, he resolved to do no more joy-riding … on the inbound leg, anyway.

  Note 1479

  His second passenger spoke up then, only the second time in the two-hour flight. “I liked it,” said Greenstalk. Her voder voice charmed Pilgrim: mostly narrow-band, but with little frets high up, from the squarewaves. “It was … it was like riding just beneath the surf, feeling your fronds moving with the sea.”

  Peregrine had tried hard to know the Skroderider. The creature was the only nonhuman alien in the world, and harder to know than the Two-Legs. She seemed to dream most of the time, and forgot all but things that happened again and again to her. It was her primitive skrode that accounted for part of that, Ravna told him. Remembering the run that Greenstalk’s mate had made through the flames, Pilgrim believed. Out among the stars, there were things even stranger than Two-Legs — it made Pilgrim’s imagination ache.

  Near the horizon he saw a dark ring — and another, beyond. “We’ll have you in real surf very soon.”

  Ravna: “These are the islands?”

  Peregrine looked over the map displays as he took a shot on the sun. “Yes, indeed,” though it didn’t really matter. The Western Ocean was over twelve thousand kilometers across, and all through the tropics it was dotted with atolls and island chains. This group was just a bit more isolated than others; the nearest Islander settlement was almost two thousand kilometers away.

  They were over the nearest island. Pilgrim took a swing around it, admiring the tropic ferns that clung to the coral. At this tide, their bony roots were exposed. Not any flat land here at all; he flew on to the next, a larger one with with a pretty glade just within the ringwall. He floated the boat down in a smooth glide that touched the ground without even the tiniest bump.

  Ravna Bergsndot looked at him with something like suspicion. Oh oh.“Hei, I’m getting better, don’t you think?” he said weakly.

  * * *

  Note 1480

  An uninhabited little island, surrounded by endless sea. The original memories were blurred now; it had been his Rum member who had been a native of the island kingdoms. Yet what he remembered all fit: the high sun, the intoxicating humidity of the air, the heat soaking through his paws. Paradise. The Rum aspect that still lived within him was most joyous of all. The years seemed to melt away; part of him had come home.

  Note 1481

  They helped Greenstalk down to the ground. Ravna said her skrode was an inferior imitation, its new wheels an ad hoc addition. Still, Pilgrim was impressed: the four balloon tyres each had a separate axle. The Rider was able to make it almost to the crest of the coral without any help from Ravna or himself. But near the top, where the tropic ferns were thickest and their roots grew across every path, there he and Ravna had to help a bit, lifting and pulling.

  Then they were on the other side, and they could see the ocean.

  Now part of Pilgrim ran ahead, partly to find the easiest descent, pa
rtly to get close to the water and smell the salt and the rotting floatweed. The tide was nearly out now, and a million little pools — some no more than stony-walled puddles — lay exposed to the sun. Three of him ran from pool to pool, eying the creatures that lay within. The strangest things in the world they had seemed to him when he first came to the islands. Creatures with shells, slugs of all dimensions and colors, animal-plants that would become tropic ferns if they ever got trapped far enough inland.

  Note 1482

  “Where would you like to sit?” he asked the Skroderider. “If we go all the way out to the surf right now, you’ll be a meter underwater at high tide.”

  The Rider didn’t reply. But all her fronds were angled toward the water now. The wheels on her skrode slipped and spun with a strange lack of coordination. “Let’s take her closer,” Ravna said after a moment.

  Note 1483

  They reached a fairly level stretch of coral, pocked with holes and gullies not more than a few centimeters deep. “I’ll go for a swim, find a good place,” Peregrine said. All of him ran down to where the coral broke the water; going for a swim was not something you did by parts. Heh heh. Fact was, damn few mainland packs could swim and think at the same time. Most mainlanders thought that there was a craziness in water. Now Peregrine knew it was simply the great difference in sound speed between air and water. Thinking with all tympana immersed must be a little like using the radio cloaks: it took discipline and practice to do it, and some were never able to learn. But the Island folk had always been great swimmers, using it for meditation. Ravna even thought the Packs might be descended from of whales!

  Peregrine came to the edge of the coral and looked down. Suddenly the surf did not seem a completely friendly thing. He would soon find out if Rum’s spirit and his own memories of swimming were up to the real thing. He pulled off his jackets.

  Note 1484

  All at once. It’s best done all at once. He gathered himself and plopped awkwardly into the water. Confusion, heads out and in. Keep all under. He paddled about, holding all his heads down. Every few seconds, he’d poke a single nose into the air and refresh that member. I still can do it! The six of him slipped through swarms of squidlets, dived separately through arching green fronds. The hiss of the sea was all around, like the mindsound of a vast sleeping pack.

  After a few minutes he’d found a nice level spot, sand all about and shielded from the worst fury of the sea. He paddled back to where the sea crashed against stony coral…. and almost broke some legs scrambling out. It was just impossible to exit all at once, and for a few moments it was every member for itself. “Hei, over here!” He shouted to Greenstalk and Ravna. He sat licking at coral cuts as they crossed the white rock. “Found a place, more peaceful than this—” He waved at the crash and spray.

  Greenstalk rolled a little closer to the edge, then hesitated. Her fronds turned back and forth along the curving sweep of the shore. Does she need help? Pilgrim started forward, but Ravna just sat down beside the Rider and leaned against the wheeled platform. After a moment, Pilgrim joined them. They sat for a time, human looking out to the sea, Rider looking he wasn’t sure quite where, and pack looking in most all directions…. There was peace here, even with (or because of?) the booming surf and the haze of spray. He felt his hearts slowing, and just lazed in the sunlight. On every pelt the drying sea water was leaving a glittery powder of salt. Grooming himself tasted good at first, but … yech, too much dry salt was one of the bad memories. Greenstalk’s fronds settled lightly across him, too fine and narrow to provide much shade, but a light and gentle comfort.

  Note 1485

  They sat for a long while — long enough so that later some of Pilgrims noses were blistered, and even darkskinned Ravna was sun burned.

  The Rider was humming now, a sort of song that after long minutes came to be speech. “It is a good sea, a good edge. It is what I need now. To sit and think at my own pace for a while.”

  Note 1486

  And Ravna said, “How long? We will miss you.” That was not just politeness. Everyone would miss her. Even in her mind adrift, Greenstalk was the expert on OOB‘s surviving automation.

  “Long by your measure, I fear. A few decades….” She watched (?) the waves a few minutes more. “I am eager to get down there. Ha ha. Almost like a human in that…. Ravna, you know my memories are muddled now. I had two hundred years with Blueshell. Sometimes he was petty and a little spineful, but he was a great trader. We had many wonderful times. And at the end even you could see his courage.”

  Note 1487

  Ravna nodded.

  Note 1488

  “We found a terrible secret on this last journey. I think that hurt him as much as the final … burning. I am grateful to you for protecting us. Now I want to think, to let the surf and the time work with my memories and sort them out. Maybe if this poor imitation skrode is up to it, I’ll even make a chronicle of our quest.”

  Note 1489

  She touched Peregrine on two of his heads. “One thing, Sir Pilgrim. You trust much to give me freedom of your seas…. But you should know, Blueshell and I were pregnant. I have a mist of our common eggs within me. Leave me here and there will be new Riders by this island in future years. Please do not take that as betrayal. I want to remember Blueshell with children — but modestly; our kind has shared ten million worlds and never been bad neighbors … except in a way that, Ravna can tell you, cannot happen here.”

  In the end, Greenstalk was not at all interested in the protected stretch of water that Peregrine had discovered. She wanted — of all the places here — the one where the ocean crashed most ferociously. It took them more than an hour to find a path down to that violent place, and another half hour to get Rider and skrode safely into the water. Peregrine didn’t even try to swim here. The coral rock came in close from all sides, slimy green in patches, razor jagged in others. Five minutes in that meat grinder and he might be too weak to get out. Strange that there was so much green in the water here. It was all but opaque with sea grasses and swarms of foam midges.

  Ravna was a little better off; at the water’s greatest height, she could still keep feet to ground — at least most of the time. She stood in the foam, bracing herself with feet and an arm, and helped the skrodeling over the lip of rock. Once in, the mechanical crashed firmly to the bottom beside the human.

  Ravna looked up at Pilgrim, made an “okay” gesture. Then she huddled down for a moment, holding to the skrode to keep her place. The surf crashed over the two, obscuring all but Greenstalk’s tallest standing fronds. When the foam moved back, he could see that the lower fronds draped across the human’s back, and hear a voder buzzing that wasn’t quite intelligible against all the other noise.

  The human stood and slogged through the waist deep-water toward the rocks Peregrine occupied. Peregrine grabbed onto himself, reached down to give Ravna some paws. She scrambled up the slime green and coral white.

  He followed the limping Two-Legs toward the crest of tropical ferns. They stopped under the shade, and she sat down, leaned back into the mat of a fern’s trunk. Cut and bruised, she looked almost as hurt as Johanna ever had.

  “You okay?”

  “Yeah,” she ran her hands back through disheveled hair. Then she looked at him and laughed. “We both look like casualties.”

  Note 1490

  Um, yes. Sometime soon he needed a fresh-water bath. He looked around and out. From the crest of the atoll ring they had a view of Greenstalk’s niche. Ravna was looking down there too, minor injuries forgotten.

  “How can she like that spot?” Peregrine said wonderingly. “Imagine being smashed and smashed and smashed.”

  Note 1491

  There was a smile on Ravna’s face, but she kept her two eyes on the surf. “There are strange things in the universe, Pilgrim; I’m glad there are some you have not read about yet. Where the surf meets the shore — lots of neat things can happen there. You saw all the life that floated in that madness.
Just as plants love the sun, there are creatures that can use the energy differences down at that edge. There they have the sun and the surge and the richness of the suspension…. Still, we should keep watch a little longer.” Between each insurge of the waves, they could still see Greenstalk’s fronds. He already knew that those limbs weren’t strong, but he was beginning to realize that they must be very tough. “She’ll be okay, though that cheap skrode may not last long. Poor Greenstalk may end up without any automation at all … she and her children, the lowest of all Riders.”

  Ravna turned to look at the pack. There was still that smile on her face. Wondering, yet pleased? “You know the secret Greenstalk spoke of?”

  “Woodcarver told me what you told her.”

  “I’m glad — surprised — she was willing to let Greenstalk come here. Medieval minds — sorry, most any minds — would want to kill before taking even the faintest risk with something like this.”

  “Then why did you tell the Queen?” About the skrode’s perversion.

  Note 1492

  “It’s your world. I was tired of playing god with the Secret. And Greenstalk agreed. Even if the Queen had refused, Greenstalk could have used a cold box on the OOB.” And likely slept forever. “But Woodcarver didn’t refuse. Somehow she understood what I was saying: it’s the true skrodes that can be perverted, but Greenstalk no longer has one of those. In a decade, this island’s shore will be populated with hundreds of young Riders, but they would never colonize beyond this archipelago without permission of the locals. The risk is vanishingly small … but I was still surprised Woodcarver took it.”