The End Game (Thron series Book 1)
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Her house surprises me at first, I don't know why because it's the essence of Jude, plants everywhere, the small living room is modern in black, white and wood, a lot of photos stretch on canvas, different places in the world, all different sizes, the small kitchen is white and wood, a big working island that probably uses them to eat, three high stools in one side of it. Small fridge, an outdated oven that surprises me, all-around big windows, Jude opens a milky glass door that leads outside, a giant dog jumps all over, knocking Jude's balance. "Sit! Sit! You stupid dog sit down! I'll return you to the Arab village I found in! Sit!" I see Jude hands full of scratches from the dog, all her clothes full of hairs, but she has a massive grin on her face, the dog lays on the floor and Jude gives her a nice rub, saying to her she’s a good dog, and she missed her. I go to see the rest of the house, two small bedrooms, the children's room, are filled with animals photos, that look like someone took them in a Safari. All sorts of little things hanging from the ceiling, on the left probably Mattys bed, a mobile made from pine cones in different sizes, lightly painted in white, the brown still showing, and white Christmas balls. There are few framed photos above the bed of Matty with her dad, with the dog, with Jude. On the other bed a solar system mobile, a few framed pictures of Sam also with the family, with Matty and their dad. It's clean and beautiful; both beds have different stuffed animals, big ones. They seem to love animals, a mental note.
I hear Jude coming behind me, she wraps her arms around my waist, "I love this house, I moved in a few weeks after the accident".
"Who took the pictures?"
"I did, Daniel and I went to Africa when he finished his first degree. I love photographing".
"You took all the pictures in the house?".
"I did". I’m impressed.
"Care to show me to our room?" I ask in a suggestive tone. I love that her husband wasn't a part of this house; I wouldn't be able to sleep in another's man bed. Her room is all white and wood; it's the only room that looks busy, there's a queen-size bed, an electric piano, working station with a laptop and a second screen, papers neatly organized on the side of it, tones on markers, pens, pencils, all neatly organized.
“Let us go, Andrew, I want to see my children” she sounds antsy.
“Ok love” I grab her, devouring her mouth, her hands grabbing my shirt tightly. “One for the road,” I tell her, Jude is out of breath, nodding she doesn’t move. “Another,” she says and kisses me with the same passion I gave her.
We go through the town, it’s Saturday, and the town is empty. When we are near Jude's parents house I can hear the commotion, there is a big loan around the house, a big trampoline, and about twenty children playing outside, it’s easy to tell who Sam and Matty are, both small replicas of Jude, though Matty is a bit darker in her colours. A few people are standing around a grill, drinking beer and wine, I'm nervous but happy, a warm feeling washes me, I know I’m going to be a part of this family, and I can't wait, I glance to Jude, she has a big grin on her face. I wonder if she understands I’m going to be apart of this family or she still doubting. Right now, her children are the only thought in her head. A child scream “look it’s auntie Jude”. Everyone turned to look at us; Sam ran to us.
Sam and Matty, both sensitive like Jude, start crying, she seats on her knees, hugging them both tightly, calming them down. My heart goes out to them, if I wondered before, which I didn’t, but if I did, this moment would have confirmed my feeling, I love Jude, I want this, I'm not letting them go.
“Do you remember Andrew?” Jude asks them. I kneel, “hey”, it’s awkward, everyone watching my next move. “I'm so glad to meet you finally, I heard so much about you guys”.
Matty gives me a big grin like her mother; I'm melting inside. “Ando!” she takes my hand and leads me to where she was playing. “Seat Ando” I do.
“Oh bossy-Matty got a new toy,” somebody says.
“It looks like Jude has a new toy,” a woman says laughing.
I look to Jude, and she blushes. “Please leave comments like that to when the children are not around,” Jude says.
“Everyone this is Andrew, we are, well we are partners. His my trainer and my, em, em” she got stuck.
“We’re together,” I say for her. Getting up from the grass and going to shake everyone's hand, Jude introduced me to each of them, Ryan, the youngest brother, hands me a beer. All this time Sam is glowed to Jude's leg, looking at me, so when I finish my introductions I kneel to him to shake his hand, “nice to meet you Sam” he smiles at me “Nice to meet you too Andrew”. Jude always says she talks to them like adults, so I guess that made him warmer towards me.
Dinner is excellent; her family is comfortable going, warm and very straight forward. Jude told me no touching till we speak to the children, but I can't help myself. I am brushing her leg, holding her hand. She seems to be the same, reaching for my touch, for my comfort.
The children are exhausted, and so are we, we say our thank yous and goodnight and take them home. Matty in a stroller and Sam walked hand in hand with Jude.
Jude takes both of them to the shower; I hear Sam complaining but oblige, after that straight to bed. They fall asleep in seconds.
We go to our room, Jude takes off her clothes, I stand watching her “Andrew” Jude warns
“What?” I play innocent, thought my mind I running with dirty thoughts.
“Nothing can happen; I don't want the children waking up and see us.”
“We can be quiet,” I tell her
“Maybe you can” she laugh, getting into bed.
I take my clothes off, she gawking at me, just as bad as I am “Jude” I warned, she turns in bed, her back to me, I get inside, wrap my body around hers. “How can you have sex in a house with children when you have to be quiet?” I ask sincerely, Jude doesn’t answer, I prop up on my elbow, looking to her eyes, “Jude? Did I say something wrong?”
“No” she blushes “it’s you, Andrew, I was never like that before you.”
“Never like what?” I'm enjoying this, she blushes. I whisper “Have you never screamed a man's name before?” she nods. “So you never told a man that you need him?” my cock is hard, pressing her ass, she nods again, I feel her pressing her ass against my cock. “Can you wait until the morning? After the children are in daycare?” she asks. Going back to wrap myself around her, I whisper in her ear “can you?” and lick her earlobe, she shivers.
We both struggle to find sleep but in the end we do, we wake up at dawn from Matty, “mummy potty, mummy potty” Jude put on a robe and goes to her, after getting dressed I go to make coffee, Jude seats on the floor telling Matty stories and singing, after about twenty minutes Sam wakes up, goes to the sink brushing his teeth and washing his face, calling out “mummy I brushed and washed all by myself”
“Well done, baby! Go get dressed.”
They seem to have a nice routine; everyone knows what and when they need to be doing, I hand Jude a mug of coffee. She moans and my cock twitch, Jude notice gives me a devilish look.
We all go together to walk the dog, Sam explains to me every morning they get up earlier than anyone else to walk the dog, he explains what responsibility is, and says that his mum, Jude taught him that.
We bring each of them to their daycare, saying our goodbyes we walk back to the house, the dog goes to the porch.
"Will you play for me?".
She does, opening one of the notebooks and starts playing, all Elton John songs, she hums with the music, she plays Candle in the wind and sing, my heart squeeze in pain when a tear rolls down her chick, she's the most fantastic person I got the privilege to meet and to make mine, I stop her, help her to her feet, we gaze at each other eye, I lift her shirt over her head, she lifts mine, our eyes never waver, I take off my shoes, my jeans, Jude does the same. She takes a step back, unclasping her bra, taking off her underwear ever so slow, I feel my cock jerk, I take my boxer brief off, we stand together, eyes connected, naked. I make the first s
tep toward Jude, lifting her off her feet and placing her gently on the bed, her eyes shining, full of lust and love, Jude loves me. I kiss her, softly, giving her all the love I have, she returns with as much love as me, I trail down her jaw line, moving to her neck, soft, slow kisses, I bite lightly the spot where her neck meets her shoulder, Jude moan, I know she likes that spot, I kiss and suck it for a moment, trailing down i bite her nipple hard, she jolts, a cry of surprise coming out, then I suck her nipple, licking one and playing with the other in my hand, “you’re so soft”, she arches her back to give me more access, I kiss her stomach, I get to her clit and I feel her stopping her breath, waiting, “are you wet for me Jude?” she whispers my name, I insert one finger inside her, a shiver runs throw her, she moans my name, I enter another finger, curling them inside her, she jerks into the mattress, “lean on your elbows love, watch me” she does, eager to do as I say, I take my fingers out of her, licking them, chills running through her, I have never done that before, seeing her body react to me, take the beast out of me, I dive down, eating her, licking, sucking, fingering, her body responds beautifully, her head falls, she moaned, and cries out my name. “Jude, eyes”, she snaps her head back to me, watching me, I feel her muscles tightening, her pussy clenching my fingers, I slow down, taking my fingers out, “Andrew?” she breaths my name, I climbed on top of her, giving her my fingers she suck them in, the beautiful mouth, pink pale lips, her hand goes to my cock, she strokes it a few times, a drop of precome sliding out, she catches it with her thumb, and lick it of her finger, “Jude” i breath, my cock at her entrance, she guides me in, we both in blissful heaven breathing hard, I gather her in one arm, holding her back, the other in her soft hair, I gently pull her hair exposing her neck, I kiss it, sucking and licking. Jude, wiggle herself, needing me, I lay her on the mattress, her hands going up and down my chest, my stomach, back to my shoulders she can't stop touching me, I like that. I take my cock out, playing with my tip on her clit. “Jude love,” I say with gritted teeth, her roaming hands will make me come in a second, I want it to last forever, I hold her hands behind her back, she tries to move, but I hold her in place. I slide my cock back into her, gentle slow movement, I don't want to hurt her, I feel her hand relax, and I let go, she holds my arm and shoulder, I pick one of her legs up, her pussy clenching around me, she moans my name, I start moving faster and harder, feeling her tightening around me, her cries and moans loud, I moan her name over and over, I slammed so hard the bed hits the wall, over and over, I leave her leg, taking one breast in my mouth, Jude clenches hard, holding my cock with her inner muscles, I feel her cream all over my cock, she shouts my name, coming appart in an intense orgazem, I slide in and out of her, rough and hard and I feel the edge of my orgazem, I press my thumb to her clite, she cries out, I feel her juices sliding down my balls, Jude feels it too and reach to grab my balls, “come inside me Andrew, mark me” with those words I came hard, my body jerks, I see stars, still pumping hard, Jude climax again, saying my name over and over, I lean my forehead on hers. “I never felt that way before,” I tell her “this was the best orgasm of my life”.
“Mine also,” Jude says “don't go out, I like the feeling of you inside me”, my cock springs to life at those words and Jude gives me an appreciative humm, I roll to my side, doing as she asked, I hug her close. “We didn’t use protection,” I say concern, afraid of her response. “I know” she huffs.
I slide my cock out of her; the movement sends jolts of pleasure in me, “are you, mad love?”
“Are you?” she asks with concern in her eyes, “not at all.” I lean to kiss her stomach. She seems like she’s about to speak but regret it, “tell me, love”. She chuckles.
“I don't want you to think I did anything on purpose; I don't want your baby” I clench my jaws hard, anger boiling, Jude immediately correct herself. “No Andrew not like that, I may want your baby, shit i do, not now, not like this, I want to want it, I also want to continue to run, I want to compete, I want to work with you, sorry babe I didn't mean it to sound like that, I'm sorry”.
“Babe?” I smile at her, she smiles back, with a dimple, my cock awakening. I whisper in her ear “if we already made it it’s here, no use to put a condom now”, my hand goes to her wet, hot pussy. “I want to hear you scream my name again”, she shivers. I flipped her to her stomach, “touch yourself for me” she obeys, I rub my hard cock between her ass chicks, “I love how obedient you are in bed, a contrast to how hard-headed you’re out of it” Jude freezes, tries to turn to me, but I lean on her to keep her down, I don't know if she’s mad because of what I said or because I slipped out the L-word. “Keep touching yourself; I'll make it worth your while”. She does, I pick her ass in the air and slide inside her wet and ready pussy, she puts both her hand on the mattress, “I didn't tell you you can stop” I slap her ass, Jude gasps, we both freeze, “again” she breath, I slap her other chick, Jude gasps again, we fuck hard and fast, I feel Jude clenching around me, I lean down, biting her shoulder and her shutters, hugging her back to my chest “you’re unbelievable, you’re mine Jude, mine” I growl. And with that, we both come undone.
31. Jude
We lay together, Andrew leaning on his elbow, the other hand stroking my stomach. “Why aren't you on birth control?” he asks. “Did you stop after the accident?”
“Birth control pills kill my sex drive, I stopped using them years ago, I had an Intrauterine device, that use to give me horrible periods, so after Daniel died I didn't see any use of keeping it in me”.
“What are we going to do? I definitely do not want to kill your sex drive, but I don't want you to suffer, I’m definitely not putting on a condom, having you bare and then put a condom, no way” Andrew has a mortified look on his face, I laugh and swat his hand, he chuckles and kiss me. “We’ll figure it out, anyway, we are not having sex the next few days” Andrew looks at me in disbelieve “I'm supposed to get my period” I explain,” and I have an appointment with my doctor while I'm here, he suggested a new kind of intrauterine device."
“First, I don’t understand why a period is a problem sex-wise, second; I will come with you.”
“I don’t know; men are disgusted by it, you tell me. And you can’t.”
“Why can't I?”
“Because you are staying with the children.”
I watch for Andrew reaction, he looks proud, sitting up, “I am?”
“You are, now let's go to the gym, I don't want to loose practise while we’re here.”
“I’ve created a monster” Andrew laugh.
We have an excellent prolonged exercise; I can see people are gawking at us, whispering, I shut it out. I am focusing on the end game, as Andrew taught me.
David comes in, and I introduce him to Andrew, we have a coffee I invite him to, see us at home.
We get home and shower, separately, my shower is too small for both of us. I put on my shorts and tank top, I miss wearing shorts, I'll probably get used to the London weather but still, I see Andrew in the mirror, his eyes looking me up and down, "you should wear only shorts" I chuckle, "A bit of a problem when you live in London"
"Don't worry, few months there and suddenly 21 degrees feels like hell". He has a point.
We have a bite and grocery shopping. Walk the dog; I go to pick up the children; it feels natural; Andrew seems at ease with it.
I decided I'm going to explain to them everything like adults, their still children, but their not stupid, they probably understand, they saw us sleeping in the same bed. We get home; there's a tray of sandwiches for the children. Andrew sips coffee, stands up, he is so big I'm afraid they'll be scared of him. I seat, both of them sit on me, Andrew seats on the other couch, Matty waves to him calling him Ando.
I start speaking, explaining the best way I can. I start with work, how many competitions I have that this will take a year more or less if I pass everything I will go to Tokyo 2020. I tell them Andrew and I are partners; we work together; we share the same
house and the same bed. Sam looks between the two of us concern on his face. "Sam baby, what is it?"
"Is Andrew going to replace dad?"
that was my biggest fear; I want to answer, Andrew beats me to it. "Sam, nobody is going to replace your dad, he loved you very much, but mummy needs to move on, I make her happy, and I take care of her, I'm also going to take care of you, if you let me, and if you'd agree to come live with me in London?"
I'm overwhelmed by Andrew, he spoke so nicely, Sam and Matty look at each other, Matty asks "mummy too?". "Yes, baby girl mummy will come too," I answer.
Sam looks at Andrew, "you want us to live with you in London?"
"Yes"
"And you take care of mummy? She doesn't cry at night? Does she eat? She's happy?"
Angela was right, he takes everything on him, tears well in my eyes, Andrew again comes to my help, "Sam, I know you did a fantastic work taking care of mummy, but now I want to, I want to be there for her, for you, for Matty, she cries less every day, in no time she will stop crying, and she ate all her meals, didn't leave anything for me, also she hardly smoked, so what do you say?" With each sentence, I see Sam's body relaxing, he has a big smile on his face, and we need his agreement. So we explain to them our plan, when we're packing, when we're saying our goodbyes and when the family can come to visit, they'll go to daycare together, I tell them about the house, what we are taking what we leave here, we're going to keep this house, Matty runs to her room, comes back with her Fred the red doll and says "weady". We laugh, continue our talk, the children ask a lot of questions, when they finish they go to play, now and again asking another question, Andrew goes to call Marcus for a few work things, I make dinner, a big salad, scrambled eggs and toast, Matty stands beside me like always, giving advice. "What you eat in ondon?" She asks. "Baby because it's colder you eat hotter food, as mummy makes in the winter, fish, potatoes, sweet potatoes, meat". Sam shouts from the living room "Mexican night? Bacon? Pesto chicken?" I hear Andrew laughing, I shout back "everything you want baby, but you need to tell Andrew on Mexican night mummy needs the day off". Andrew shouts back "sorry, no Mexican" I laugh. "Sam, can you make the table please?"