Galen's Redemption
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I grabbed him by the back of his head, gripping his hair. “Funny thing about dreams is as we grow up, we’re given new ones that let us know the others were just musings of a child’s mind. When I met you, everything I thought I needed went out the window, and you were the only thing left.”
He opened his mouth to say something, but I kissed him hard. I could feel the warmth of his tears as they mingled with mine. I knew that I would spend the rest of my life reminding him he was loved, and the thought filled me with hope for my—our—future.
Putting the book on the coffee table, I stretched out on the couch and closed my eyes. I knew I’d dream of Brian, just like I had every night since he died. They always ended the same way, though. Me curled up on the couch, clutching the small, sunflower-patterned pillow that Brian had made, with a hole in my heart that I knew would never heal.
All this talk about moving on? How in the hell was I supposed to do that without him? Hell, I hadn’t even realized what life could be like until I saw him, held him in my arms, had him under me. We were each other’s first and last, and that was perfectly fine with me.
When it came time to meet my parents, he demurred. He told me he’d rather wait at home. At first I thought it was his fear of heights and being up in a plane, but when I said I’d drive us from our dorm in Northfield, Minnesota, to my home in Milwaukee, Wisconsin, he went white as a sheet. I pulled him to my chest and asked him to let me in on what was wrong. I wasn’t expecting the story he gave me.
“My parents are strict traditionalists. It was expected that I was going to come to school and meet a young Asian woman, with whom I would fall in love. I would marry her, and she would bear my children. When I tried to explain to them that it was not the life I wanted, they….” He turned away from me, his skin darkening.
“They what?”
He wouldn’t look at me, and when he spoke, I had to strain to hear his voice. “I’ve shamed my family. Dishonored them in the worst way. I am now alone in the world, as my father has said he no longer has a son. He told me I could never use my true name again, as it would disgrace him and my family.”
“Your true name?”
A sound like he’d been hit in the stomach emanated from him. “My name is… was… Jun Chen.” He stood there, a look of absolute devastation on his face.
I reached out and put a hand on his arm, stroking it gently. “No. Your name is what you want, not what he says. If you want to be Jun, then we’ll call you Jun.”
His eyes welled with tears. “You don’t understand. I can’t be Jun any longer. I won’t shame my father.”
I was desperate to stop him from crying. No one that beautiful should ever be so unhappy. “We can fix this.”
He snorted. “You always need to be the white knight, don’t you? There are some things you can’t fix, you know. I can no longer be Jun.”
Anger bubbled up inside me at his words, but I stomped it down. It was his choice, and he’d claimed Brian, so that’s what it would be. “Then Brian it is. It’s my pleasure to know you.”
He smiled, but then his eyes went wide. “You can’t tell anyone. Promise me.”
“I swear I won’t. You’re Brian, and that’s all that matters.”
“But your parents….”
“My family will love you. I promise. My mother will take one look at you, and she’s going to push me aside just so she can throw her arms around you. And my father? He’s going to say it’s about time I found someone.”
The moment the words left my mouth, I regretted them. I hadn’t even told Brian yet that I cared for him. When he smiled and pulled me down to plant a soft, gentle kiss on my lips, I was confused for a moment.
“I’m glad you found someone. I’m especially glad that someone is me.”
And then he kissed me for real. It was sweet and chaste, and it melted my insides. With that one act, Brian Chen owned my heart.
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By Parker Williams
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LINKS IN THE CHAIN
Lincoln’s Park
Galen’s Redemption
LOCK AND KEY
The Spirit Key
With K.C. Wells
COLLARS AND CUFFS
An Unlocked Heart
Trusting Thomas
Someone to Keep Me
A Dance with Domination
Damian’s Discipline
Make Me Soar
Dom of Ages
Endings and Beginnings
SECRETS
Before You Break
An Unlocked Mind
Threepeat
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