The Lost Saint

by Bree Despain

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  Despain, Bree.

  The Lost Saint : A Dark Divine Novel / Bree Despain.

  p. cm.

  Sequel to: The dark Divine.

  Summary: When Grace Divine receives a frightening phone call from her brother Jude, whom she then cannot find, she knows she must turn to her supernatural powers, even though it threatens her relationship with her boyfriend Daniel.

  eISBN: 978-1-60684-200-3

  [1. Supernatural—Fiction. 2. Interpersonal relations—Fiction. 3. Christian life—Fiction.] I. Title.

  PZ7.D4518Lo 2011

  [Fic]—dc22

  2010036639

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  v3.1

  In loving memory of Mildred Coy Rane.

  I don’t know how much you cared for my fantastical stories of werewolves and demon hunters, but you were always supportive and proud.

  I miss you daily.

  Your granddaughter,

  Bree

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Consequence

  Chapter One - The Sky Is Falling

  Chapter Two - Benefit of the Doubt

  Chapter Three - Shattered

  Chapter Four - Bombshell

  Chapter Five - Helpless

  Chapter Six - The Way We Were

  Chapter Seven - What April Knows

  Chapter Eight - The Depot

  Chapter Nine - Talbot

  Chapter Ten - Barriers

  Chapter Eleven - Stranger

  Chapter Twelve - Good Samaritan

  Chapter Thirteen - Rescue

  Chapter Fourteen - A Normal Life

  Chapter Fifteen - Test

  Chapter Sixteen - Beasts of Gevaudan

  Chapter Seventeen - Basic Training

  Chapter Eighteen - Dances with Wolves

  Chapter Nineteen - Final Exam

  Chapter Twenty - Need

  Chapter Twenty-One - Terrible Grace

  Chapter Twenty-Two - The Big Bad Wolf

  Chapter Twenty-Three - The Were-House

  Chapter Twenty-Four - Abide with Me

  Chapter Twenty-Five - In the Lion’s Den

  Chapter Twenty-Six - Stuck

  Acknowledgments

  About the Author

  Consequence

  “Do what he wants, and you might survive,” a harsh voice said into the boy’s ear before he felt a sharp blow to the kidneys. He fell forward onto the concrete, his arms splayed out in front of him.

  “So this is the one who tried to get away?” another voice asked from the shadows. It was a deeper, older, more guttural voice. Almost like a growl. “This isn’t a clubhouse, boy. You can’t just decide to stop playing and go home.”

  The boy coughed. Bloodstained saliva dribbled from his mouth. “I wasn’t … I didn’t …” He tried to push himself up onto his knees, but a kick from behind sent him sprawling forward again on the ground. His mind raced, replaying what he’d done to get himself to this place.

  This place.

  They’d said he could call this place home. They’d said they were his friends. They’d called him their brother.

  And that was all it took. That was all he’d wanted.

  But this place wasn’t home.…

  “You belong to me,” the man said as he stepped out of the shadowed alcove. “And that’s why you’ll tell me what I want to know.”

  This place was a prison. And these people were not his family.…

  The man the others called Father towered over the boy, glaring down at him with glowing, yellow, murderous eyes. “Tell me!” the man roared, and slammed his booted foot down on the ring on the boy’s extended hand, grinding into it with his heel.

  The boy screamed—but not because of the searing pain he felt as the fragments of the ring sliced into his flesh, and his tendons ripped away from the splintering bones in his fingers. He screamed because he knew that for what he’d done, everyone he’d ever loved, everything he’d left behind, was going to die.

  CHAPTER ONE

  The Sky Is Falling

  THURSDAY NIGHT, SESSION #82

  “You can do this, Grace,” Daniel said between sharp breaths. “You know you can.”

  “I’m trying.” My fingers trembled as I tightened them into fists.

  It was the pain of the transition that always surprised me—no matter how prepared I thought I was. It started as an aching sensation deep inside my body. Pooling in my muscles, making my shoulders shake and my legs throb. My biceps felt like they were on fire.

  “Come on, Grace. Don’t quit on me now.”

  “Shut up!” I said, and took another swing.

  Daniel laughed and countered to the left. My blow missed his mitt entirely.

  “Agh!” I stumbled forward, but Daniel caught me before I fell and pushed me back up. I gritted my teeth and rocked back on my heels in the grass. I was supposed to be more agile than this. “Stop moving around.”

  “Your opponent”—Daniel panted—“isn’t going to stand still and just let you hit him.” He held his boxing mitts out in front of him, welcoming a new attack.

  “He would if he knew what was good for him.” I jutted forward with a combination of a hook and a jab, which Daniel deflected with his mitts. He spun out of my way, and my next swing went wildly into the air.

  “Gah.” I shook my head. My moonstone necklace bounced against my chest. It felt warm against my already flushed skin, pulsing with heat.

  “You’re pushing your punches too much. Save your energy. Quick jabs. Send your arm out with a snap and then bring it back immediately.”

  “I’m trying.” The pain in my muscles mounted. But it wasn’t from fatigue. It was my powers. My “abilities,” as Daniel called them. They were always lingering there, just out of reach, whenever we trained. And if I could just push through the wall of fire that stood between them and me, I could grab on to my powers and use them. Own them.

  I cringed as the crescent-shaped scar on my arm throbbed and flared. I dropped my arm and tried to shake out the pain.

  “Arms up,” Daniel said. “Rule number one: Never drop your guard.” He smacked me lightly on the shoulder. It was meant to be a playful hit, but the pain in my scar shot through my arm like electricity.

  I glared at him.

  “You’re getting annoyed,” Daniel said. That wry grin of his played on his lips.

  “You think?” I sent another combination into his mitts. Three jabs and a hook. I felt a surge of power through my body—finally—and the last punch flew faster and harder than I expected. Daniel missed deflecting it, and my fist slammed into his shoulder.

  “Whoa!” He jumped back and shook out his shoulders. “Rein it in, Grace. Don’t let your emotions have too much control.”

  “Then why are you trying to annoy me?”

  His smile edged from wry to devious. “So you can practice balance.” He smacked his mitts together and gestured for me to attack him again.

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sp; I could feel my powers pulsing through me—finally in my grasp. I laughed and bounced back several feet. “How’s this for balance?” I asked with a smile, and faster than I could think, my body went into a spin kick that landed squarely in one of Daniel’s outstretched mitts.

  Daniel grunted and stumbled back. His knee wobbled and gave out from under him, and he went flying backward toward the ground.

  “Oh no!” I lunged for him and caught him by the arm. But it was too late to stop him from falling, and I toppled with him onto the grass.

  We landed side by side on the lawn. I was momentarily stunned—hitting the ground had knocked the wind, and my powers, right out of me. Daniel rolled onto his side and moaned, startling me back into reality.

  “Oh no, I’m sorry!” I sat up. “I wasn’t thinking. My powers kicked in and I … Are you okay?”

  Daniel’s moan turned into a half laugh. “That’s not the kind of balance I was talking about.” He winced and pulled off his mitts and tossed them aside.

  “Seriously, are you okay?”

  “Yeah.” Daniel leaned forward and rubbed his knee. He’d trashed it pretty badly when he fell from the parish’s balcony a little less than ten months ago. And since I’d cured him of the werewolf curse right after he fell, he’d lost his superhuman powers and had to wait for it to heal like any other regular person. Even after spending weeks on crutches and doing a regimen of physical therapy, he still had a lot of trouble with his knee. “Beatin’ up on a gimp. What would your daddy say?”

  “Ha-ha.” I made a face at him.

  “Seriously, though. You’re getting good.” He groaned and lay back into the grass, tucking his arms behind his head.

  “Not good enough.”

  It took almost an hour of intense sparring before my powers even started to manifest, and once they kicked in, they lasted only, what, like thirty seconds? That was the thing about my abilities. They came in spurts whenever they felt like it—totally uncontrolled by me. My wounds healed over more quickly than those of a normal human, but I still couldn’t draw on that power the way Daniel used to be able to. I couldn’t heal myself on my own terms. I’d get bursts of speed or agility, like my body had a mind of its own—like when I kicked Daniel just now—but I usually couldn’t control when it happened.

  After Daniel’s doctor gave him the go-ahead to be active again, we started training together three nights a week—when I wasn’t grounded, that is. We’d go running, try out some parkour moves, box with mitts like we did tonight, practice trying to hear and see long distances. But even though I was notably faster and stronger than I had been even a few months ago, it was beginning to seem like, no matter how much I tried, I’d never be able to use my powers the way I wanted—instead of them using me.

  Daniel sighed. He pointed up in the sky. “Looks like we quit just in time. Meteor shower’s started.”

  I looked up as a shooting star streaked through the dark, clear night above us. “Oh yeah. I almost forgot about that.”

  Daniel and I had planned on tracking the meteor shower after tonight’s training session. We were supposed to count how many meteors we saw in a thirty-minute period for an extra-credit science project at school.

  I knew it bothered Daniel that Principal Conway wouldn’t even consider letting him graduate last year—he’d missed way too much school during the years he’d spent on the run from the curse that used to plague his every thought. But I, for one, was happy he hadn’t left for college yet. And with his attending summer school, doing some extra credit, and testing out of a few classes, we’d get to graduate together next spring.

  “I’ll get the light,” I said after I pulled off my glove wraps. I flexed my fingers, stretching out my sore knuckles as I crossed the yard behind Maryanne Duke’s old house. I flipped off the porch light, grabbed my hoodie, and headed back over to the lawn. With my sweatshirt draped over my chest like a blanket, I took in a deep breath of autumn air and melted into the cool leaves of grass next to Daniel.

  “That’s six,” I said after a long moment.

  Daniel grunted in agreement.

  “Oh! Did you see that one?” I pointed above my head at an especially bright star that glistened through the sky until it fizzled into nothing.

  “Yeah,” Daniel said softly. “Beautiful.”

  I glanced at him. He was lying on his side, staring at me.

  “You weren’t even watching,” I teased.

  “Yes, I was.” Daniel flashed me another one of his wry smiles. “I could see it reflecting in your eyes.” He reached out and brushed my cheek with his fingers. “One of the most beautiful things I’ve ever seen.” He hooked one of his fingers under my chin, drawing my face closer to his.

  I looked away from his deep, dark brown eyes, surveyed the curves of his muscles under the thin running shirt he’d worn for our training session. Then my gaze flitted to his shaggy hair, which had settled into a nice golden blond over the summer—all the dark had finally washed out. I followed the lines of his jaw and then rested my gaze on the curve of his smiling lips. It wasn’t his devious smile anymore, but the one he saved for moments like this—the one that meant he was truly happy.

  He was still warm from our sparring match, and I could feel the heat radiating off his body only a few inches away. Drawing me to him. Willing me to close the gap between us. I looked back at his eyes, loving the feeling that I could get lost in them forever.

  It was moments like these when I still couldn’t believe that he was even here.

  That he was still alive.

  That he was mine.

  I’d watched him die once. Held him in my arms and listened to his heartbeat fade away into nothing.

  It happened the night my brother Jude lost himself to the werewolf curse—just days before he left a note on the kitchen table, walked out into a snowstorm, and disappeared. The same night Jude infected me with the powers that taunted me now.

  The night I almost lost everything.

  “There goes another one.” Daniel leaned in and touched a kiss just beside my eye. He trailed his lips across my cheek and down my jaw, sending a tingling sensation through my body with the deliciousness of his touch.

  Daniel’s lips came to my mouth. He brushed them softly there at first and then pressed gently. His lips parted, and he mingled them with mine.

  My legs ached as I pulled him closer—finally closing the distance between us.

  I didn’t care that we were out in the yard behind Maryanne Duke’s old house. I didn’t care that we were supposed to be tracking the meteor shower for class. Nothing existed outside his touch. There was nothing under the falling stars except Daniel and me and the blanket of grass underneath us.

  Daniel jerked his head back slightly. “You’re buzzing,” he whispered against my lips.

  “Huh?” I asked, and kissed him.

  He pulled away. “I think it’s your phone.”

  I noticed the buzzing, too. My cell phone in my sweatshirt pocket.

  “So what?” I grabbed the front of his shirt playfully and pulled him closer. “They can leave a message.”

  “It could be your mom,” Daniel said. “I just got you back. I don’t want to lose you for another two weeks.”

  “Damn it.”

  Daniel smirked. He always thought it was hilarious when I swore. But he did have a point—about my mom, that is. She had only two modes since Jude left: Zombie Queen and Crazed Mother Bear. It was like her own personal brand of bipolar disorder.

  I’d left for the evening before she got back from seeing Aunt Carol off at the train station, so I wasn’t sure what mode she would be in, but if it was of the overbearing sort, I could possibly be grounded again just for the act of not answering her calls on the second ring.

  I sat up and dug into the pocket of my hoodie, but I’d already taken too much time, and the call ended before I pulled out my phone.

  “Crap.” I couldn’t take another two weeks of not seeing Daniel outside of school
. I flipped open my phone to check the missed call info, mentally crossing my fingers that it hadn’t been my mother, but what I saw made me cock my head in confusion. “Where’s your phone?” I asked Daniel.

  “I left it inside. On my bed.” Daniel yawned. “Why?”

  I stood up, still staring at the display on my phone. A dark feeling crept under my skin. My hair stood up on the back of my neck, and my muscles tensed in that way they did when my body sensed danger. The phone started ringing again in my hand. I almost dropped it.

  “Who’s calling you?”

  “You are.”

  I fumbled with the phone and almost dropped it again. I pushed the Answer button. “Hello?” I asked tentatively as I put it to my ear.

  Silence.

  I looked at the screen on my phone to make sure I hadn’t missed the call or accidentally hit the Disconnect button. I returned it to my ear. “Um, hello?”

  Still nothing.

  I looked at Daniel and shrugged. “It must be some weird kind of flyaway.” I was about to hang up when I heard something on the line. It sounded almost like a hand covering the receiver.

  “Hello?” My skin tingled. Goose bumps pricked up my arms. “Who’s there?”

  “They’re coming for you,” a muffled voice said over the phone. “You’re in danger. You’re all in danger. You can’t stop them.”

  “Who is this?” I asked, panic rising with the tension in my muscles. “How did you get Daniel’s phone?”

  “Don’t trust him,” the trembling voice said. “He makes you think you can trust him, but you can’t.”

  Daniel reached for the phone, but I shook him off.

  “What are you talking about?” I asked.

  “You can’t trust him.” The voice on the line seemed suddenly clearer—like the hand muffling the receiver had moved out of the way—and the familiarity of it made my heart nearly stop. “Please, Gracie, listen to me this time. You’re all in danger. You have to know that—” The voice cut off with a clatter, like the phone had been dropped, and the line went dead.

  “Jude!” I shouted into my phone.

  ABOUT TEN SECONDS LATER