Forbidden First Times: A Contemporary Romance Collection

by Sofia T Summers

  “Have a nice evening,” she said tartly under her breath as she walked away, leaving a heavy cloud of Oriental perfume in her wake.

  As soon as she was gone, I nearly breathed a sigh of relief. It was crazy – I should have been angry with myself for not wanting her.

  Was it possible that I was developing feelings for Eden that somehow ran deeper than lust?

  The thought was a discouraging one, and a black cloud began to hover over my little evening of escape. I was in a thoroughly bad mood by the time I paid my bill, drained the last of my whiskey, and got in my car to drive back to Oakbrook, which I now considered my personal hell.

  It began to rain outside, which quickly turned into snow, only worsening my mood. It’s beautiful when it snows, I thought, recalling the words of the mystery brunette who I’d met in the bar. She had been classy and gorgeous with a killer body – and yet, I’d been completely unmoved.

  I felt like less of a man than ever when I pulled into my driveway. The automatic lights came on as I pulled in and I saw a figure flinch and stir on my front porch.

  Eden.

  “What the fuck are you doing here?” I hissed under my breath as I walked up the front walk and took her by the arm, nearly dragging her inside.

  “What were you thinking?” I demanded.

  Eden’s face was flushed and pink from the cold – even her nose was red – and her eyes were as wide as I’d ever seen them. Her soft, pink lips were glistening wet with spit and she licked them again as she stared up at me. In her puffer coat, leggings, and dirty Ugg boots, she looked every inch the college student.

  But there was a look in her brown eyes that I’d never seen before – a look of determination and excitement and strength.

  “I’m thinking that this is absolutely ridiculous,” she huffed. “But we’re both in it – together – and every time I close my eyes, I see you.”

  I stared at her.

  “I don’t know what you want me to do, or to say,” Eden continued hotly. “It’s like you can’t make up your damn mind how you feel about me. Well, I know how I feel about you! I like you ... a lot,” she added in a softer tone. “And I want to see where this goes. I know it’s wrong, but we already tried to stop it, and we can’t. So, I don’t even understand why we’re both still trying to ignore something so powerful!”

  Her words shocked me. For once in my life, I felt entirely speechless.

  Eden stepped closer, bridging the distance between our bodies. Her smell came over me – sweet and musky and floral, all at once – and immediately, my cock grew hard. A low growl emerged from my throat as I put my hands on her and pulled her close, pressing her mouth to mine.

  Eden melted against me. She moaned softly as my tongue roamed and explored the dark cave of her mouth, licking and sucking and tasting her. She tasted as sweet as candy and I groaned with urgent lust as I took her in my arms and half-carried her up the stairs to my bedroom. We didn’t stop kissing the entire time and Eden had to pull away, panting and desperate for breath.

  My bedroom was dark and I reached for the lamp but Eden grabbed my hand.

  “No,” she said softly. “I want this to be romantic,” she added in a quiet whisper that sent an exciting shiver down my spine.

  Then, she took my hand and lifted my fingers to her mouth. When I felt her soft lips and wet, velvet tongue moving over my hand, I groaned. It felt so good that if she had kept it up, I would have creamed my pants. Eden licked and sucked my hand, tasting the gaps between my fingers and moaning softly.

  “I’m so wet for you,” she whimpered sensually, moving my hand lower and sliding it beneath the elastic waistband of her leggings and into her panties. I could feel that her pussy was soaking and hot and just touching the wet curls of her hair made my entire body throb with desire and lust.

  I took my hand out of her panties, making Eden gasp and cry with frustration, then pushed her down on the bed. With her eyes locked on mine in the semi-darkness of my bedroom, Eden unzipped her jacket and threw it off the bed. Underneath, she was just wearing a skimpy little t-shirt that didn’t conceal the round curve of her belly or her hard, stiff nipples. She gulped again as she pulled off her boots, not breaking eye contact, then tugged her leggings down her hips. Immediately, the room was thick with the scent of her pussy juices and I growled with desire as Eden crawled towards me in just her t-shirt and her panties.

  “I always want you like this,” I groaned as we kissed wetly, our tongues dancing together. Eden tangled her hands in my hair and tugged, then moved them down to my coat and fumbled with the toggle clasps. She pulled it off and then went to work on my trousers. As she unbuckled my belt and threw it to the floor, I groaned in anticipation of her soft little mouth wrapping around my cock and sucking me dry.

  Eden crawled closer on all fours with her magnificent ass sticking up in the air. She shook her cheeks and got down on her elbows, brushing her face against the crotch of my pants and breathing on my hard dick through my pants. The sensation of her hot breath on my skin drove me wild and I pushed my fingers through her brown hair and tugged, pushing her face closer to my dick.

  “I want to taste you, Professor,” Eden whispered softly. She looked up at me and made a show of licking her lips with her pink tongue. I groaned eagerly as she fumbled with the zipper of my trousers and pulled them slowly down my hips, then tugged my boxers down. My cock sprang free and Eden immediately gasped with pleasure. She wrapped her hand around the base and tentatively pumped up and down.

  The thought that my cock was the first she’d ever sucked was so hot that I couldn’t stand it. My eyes rolled back in my head as Eden licked the head of my dick, then put her lips on it.

  “Oh my fucking god,” I groaned, thrusting my hips forward and shoving the entire length of my massive erection into her soft, waiting mouth. Eden sucked furiously, drooling over my girth and moving her hand. I looked down at the way her ass shook with every motion, every movement of her round body. The sight filled me with a desire so great and intense that I forgot to breathe, and Eden seemed to know it. She had me in the palm of her hand, and I sensed that she wasn’t going to release me any time soon.

  “Mmmn,” Eden moaned on my dick. I reached down, underneath her body, and slid my hand down the neckline of her shirt. Her tits were soft and warm and as I brushed my thumb and fingers over her stiff nipples, Eden moaned and panted and gasped on my dick.

  “That’s right, baby,” I growled. “Let me fucking touch you. I want to make you feel so fucking good,” I groaned in a low voice.

  Eden’s enthusiastic moan was her only reply and I closed my eyes, surrendering to the intense pleasure that was flowing through my body like hot lava.

  19

  Eden – Sunday

  I loved the taste of Will’s cock – he was so huge that I had to strain to take him all, but the sound of him groaning and grunting with lust was worth it. I sucked and licked, swirling my tongue over the head of his cock as he played with nipples and breasts. I’d never been more turned on in my entire life, on all fours, sucking him off like a total slut.

  I’m his, I thought with giddy lust as I bobbed my head up and down, sucking him faster and harder than before.

  “God,” Will groaned. He put his hands on my shoulders and pushed me back on the bed, staring at me with lusty fire blazing in his eyes. I sprawled on my back with my legs spread and before I could move, Will was between my thighs. He yanked my shirt up, exposing my huge breasts, and I flushed with desire as he pulled the thin fabric over my head and tossed it to the ground. Just ten minutes ago, I had been freezing cold as I waited for him to come home.

  But now, my entire body was blazing warm. Will put his face between my tits and groaned, rubbing his cock against the crotch of my panties as he took my nipples into his mouth, one at a time, and flicked his tongue over the sensitive skin. It felt so good that I cried out loudly, clapping a hand over my mouth to muffle the sound.

  “Baby, let it out,” Wil
l groaned. “I wanna hear you scream for me.”

  Lying on his bed and screaming with pleasure felt obscene and dirty, but also taboo and delicious. I took my hand away and did as he asked, screaming and shrieking as his tongue pleasured my nipples. Will’s mouth moved lower and lower, until he was swirling his tongue in my belly button and pulling the crotch of my panties to the side. My legs were spread and my hard little clit was exposed and I gasped as I felt the chill air of the room on my wet skin. Will slid two fingers inside of my pussy and started rocking his hand back and forth against my crotch, filling me with ecstasy. It felt so good that I gasped and cried and thrust my hips, grinding against him like a dirty little girl.

  “Fuck yeah, baby, rub that clit on my hand,” Will groaned.

  I couldn’t have stopped if I had tried. I wanted him so much, wanted the pleasure to keep going, that my eyes rolled back in my head and a hot sweat broke out all over my body. When he pulled his hand away, his fingers were glistening wet. He lifted them to his mouth and licked and sucked my juices from his digits, making me blush. I’d never liked the way I smelled and I had always been embarrassed to think about a man smelling me, but to Will, the musk of my pussy was clearly an aphrodisiac. He groaned and tore my panties off, throwing the useless scrap of fabric to the floor before kneeling between my legs and leaning in close for a hot, wet kiss. I could taste the juice and scent of my pussy on his lips and I blushed even harder as his tongue probed and searched my mouth.

  Without breaking the kiss, Will’s strong hands gripped my thighs and tugged me down on the bed until I was lying horizontal with my legs still spread wide. He crawled closer and I felt the stiff head of his cock brushing against the lips of my pussy, teasing me, making me want him so bad that my clit ached with lust.

  When he plunged inside of me, I screamed into his mouth. Stars exploded in front of my eyes and I dug my fingers into Will’s ass as he thrust in deeper and deeper. We stayed like that for a moment, locked together and frozen. Then, Will began to fuck me with long, slow strokes that made me blush and squeal and squirm. My nerve endings tingled and shook with every thrust and soon I was bucking my body underneath his, gasping and arching and straining for more, more, more of him. I wanted every inch of his cock, I wanted to bury him inside of my pussy, I wanted to clench and come so tightly around his massive member that he could never pull out.

  Will pumped his hips faster, driving into me with speed and reckless abandon. It felt so good that I couldn’t control myself – I was whimpering and shaking and trembling, wrapping my arms around his neck and holding him close.

  “Fuck,” Will grunted through clenched teeth. He put his hand between our bodies and rubbed my clit, but I wasn’t ready for him to finish, not yet.

  “Wait,” I gasped, gently pushing him away. Will gave me a curious look but didn’t resist when I scrambled onto all fours and swayed my ass at him.

  “I want you to take me from behind,” I said, blushing furiously. The idea had always seemed so dirty to me, but now it seemed like the hottest thing in the world. I was so worked up that my pussy was dripping juice all over the insides of my thighs and I felt so sensual, so erotic as I turned around and stuck my ass high in the air, eager for Will to take me.

  He spanked me on the cheeks of my ass, sending an almost-painful sensation through my body that mingled with the intense, honeyed pleasure, and I gasped as he spanked me again and again.

  “Take me,” I begged. “Please, Will, I want you!”

  Will dug his hands into my ass and got to his knees. I felt his cock teasing and searching for the entrance to my pussy, then slamming deep inside of me. From behind, it felt like he could drive all the way inside of me and I moaned with pleasure. Leaning down on my elbows, I wriggled my ass in the air and pushed back against Will’s thrusts, eager to take every single inch of his manhood. Will grunted loudly as he bucked his hips and sweat dripped from his body to mine. With one hand firm on my hips, he reached his other between my legs and began to furiously rub at my clit until I felt the insanely powerful clenching sensation of an orgasm starting deep within me.

  “Oh my god,” I shrieked, screwing my eyes tightly closed and burying my face in the blankets as Will plowed deep into me, over and over.

  “Fuck yeah, baby,” Will grunted. He slammed into my pussy as my orgasm shook every part of my body. I could hardly breathe as the golden ecstasy exploded inside of me, making my clit tremble and my pussy and asshole clench with the intensity of it.

  Will bucked harder and gasped and I knew that he was coming, knew that he was spilling his creamy seed deep inside of my body. We quaked and shook together and then I collapsed onto the bed with his cock still buried inside my cunt. Will was straddling me and he teased me, slowly bucking up and down until I gasped and whimpered.

  “I’m so sensitive!” I cried. “It feels too good!”

  I couldn’t see his face, but I could tell by the sound of his breathing that Will was grinning with lazy pleasure. He pulled out of me and flopped down to the bed, wrapping a damp arm around me and holding me close.

  “That was amazing,” I breathed.

  Will didn’t reply – he was panting and his whole body was soaked with sweat. The room was thick with the fragrance of our fuck – musky and delicious – and I inhaled, like I was in an opium den from the days of old.

  We lay together in silence for a few moments, sweat cooling on our bodies. Then Will grunted and stretched, making his joints pop as he got to his feet and started pulling his clothes on. I felt sexy and lazy and decadent, lying naked on his bed like that, but after a few moments I grew chilly and reached for my own clothes, save the panties that Will had ripped to shreds.

  He held them up and smirked. “Sorry about those,” he said. “You want me to buy you a new pair?”

  I flushed hotly. “How about a pair of your boxers?” I asked teasingly.

  Will’s smirk faded and I realized that I’d gone too far – if I took his boxers, that would be tangible proof that something had indeed happened between us.

  “Forget it,” I said quickly. “And no, I don’t need a new pair, I’m fine.”

  Will nodded. He tossed my ruined panties into the trash can and grinned.

  “I’d like to buy you a new pair, all the same,” he said.

  I blushed again. “Such a gentleman!”

  Will grinned – this was clearly the best mood I’d ever seen him in – and nodded.

  “Of course, I am,” he said archly. “You think I’m a cad?”

  I giggled. Playing with him was almost as good as having sex with him. It made me think that we could do this – play and fuck and fall in love – for the rest of our lives.

  Or at least, it made me hope for that.

  I pulled on my clothes and then went into the bathroom to pee and wash my hands. In the mirror, I saw that my hair was sticky from sweat and my face was puffy and flushed. But I didn’t care – I couldn’t stop grinning. Will had pleased every inch of my body, and I felt happy and sated and lucky. He had a basket of untouched L’Occitane toiletries on his

  When I went back into the bedroom, Will was gone. I found him in the living room, sitting on the couch and frowning down at his phone.

  “What is it?” I asked.

  “Nothing,” Will said. He put his phone down and patted the couch next to him, gesturing for me to sit.

  “I ... I know that I shouldn’t have come over here without asking,” I said hesitantly. “I’m sorry if I put you in a bad spot.”

  Will shook his head. When we were together like this, seated on his couch by the intimate light of his soft lamps, it felt like we were equals. No longer professor and student, but man and woman.

  Lover and lover.

  “I know this isn’t a good thing to keep doing,” I said as I gestured between Will and myself. “And of course, I wouldn’t want you to risk losing your job.”

  Will nodded. “I know that, Eden,” he replied quietly.

  “
I don’t think I can walk away from this,” I said, biting down on my lower lip. “At least not without trying.”

  Will didn’t say anything, but there was an ocean of emotion in his dark eyes.

  “And I promise, I won’t tell a soul,” I said. “I swear.”

  20

  Will – Sunday

  I clenched my jaw. I didn’t mean to – it just happened – but Eden must have seen the twitch in my cheek and she made as if to get to her feet.

  “Wait,” I said.

  Eden pressed her lips together. “I ...” She trailed off, still gnawing that deliciously plump lower lip of hers. “I don’t know what else to say,” she added weakly. “I’ve said everything on my mind.”

  I’d never been good at talking about feelings, and I had a feeling that things with Eden would be even harder. Being with her was so easy that nearly every care in my mind vanished. When we were together, I never thought about the consequences that could come from our relationship. It was too easy to get wrapped up in the soft brown velvet of Eden’s eyes, the way they crinkled up whenever she laughed at something I said. It was too easy to slip into bantering with her. I loved fucking Eden and making her scream.

  But I loved playing with her, too.

  Her eyes searched my face, looking for answers that I knew I couldn’t give. I didn’t know what she wanted me to say – that her words had suddenly brought reality crashing down on my head once again, that I wouldn’t be able to give her solid peace of mind.

  We were in my house with the door locked and yet, all I could think about was Oakbrook College and the massive amount of shit I would be in if someone happened to catch us. In a way, this was far worse than being alone with Eden on campus – this was being alone with Eden someplace that should have been private, someplace where we should have been able to hide ourselves away from the rest of the world.

  “Are you hungry?” I asked.