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by Adelaide Crapsey


  Behond the maiden hath chosen a lover:

  She hath woven for herself a bride-wreath of white poppies,

  She hath given herself into the arms of him that knows her,

  And the maiden and her love are content.

  The Two Mothers

  The evening before the serpent came,

  Just at the hour of the Angelus,

  “Body o’me what thing is this,”

  Said Eve, sighed Eve,

  “That if I be merry and glad,

  Or if I be sorry and sad,

  I cannot tell;” — and a strange sweet name,

  The evening before the serpent came,

  Whispered and cried in the heart of Eve.

  All alone in Eden’s bowers,

  Eve went gathering Mary’s flowers.

  The evening before the serpent came,

  Just at the first hour of the night,

  She reached a flagon of crystal bright,

  Sweet Eve, Young Eve,

  Snow-white, rose-red, a twi-forked flame,

  The evening before the serpent came,

  Kindled and burnt in the heart of Eve.

  “Where have you been, my bride, my bride?”

  “Through the garden’s dusk to the sealèd well

  ‘Neath the green hillside.”

  “What did you see, my wife, my wife?”

  “A little white dove in the silvern leaves

  Of the Tree of Life.”

  Oh dew! Oh tears! in Eden’s bowers

  Fell sweet, fell bitter on Mary’s flowers.

  The Expulsion

  Adam, thou banished man,

  Who may not come again,

  From thy lost Eden,

  Thy loved Garden,

  What wilt thou take,

  What wilt thou take with thee?

  These will I take

  These will I take with me:

  Odours of cinnamon

  Of spikenard of saffron

  Dooms-Day

  With terror and delight

  I meditate Thine eyes

  That must, all-seeing, just,

  My doings scrutinize

  I offer my self to you as cool water in cup of crystal

  I offer my self to you as cool water in cup of crystal,

  So, sweetly fulfilling the needs of thy body

  For thou must drink water or die.

  I offer myself as wine graciously held in golden goblet

  A subtle drink of fire —

  Thy soul hath need of this to live.

  Between us two no thanks save knowledge that the gift is life to both:

  Were it not sin and bitter waste that thou should die thirsty —

  Or poured wine and water lie undrunk?

  Evil.

  In place secluded from the skies

  A silent woman with strange eyes

  Hiddenly waiting sits alone

  Upon a royal-massive throne

  Of smoothly polished malachite;

  An emeraldine curious light

  Fills all the place and through its chill

  Sapphired pale glow, arrested still,

  Unpalpitant as heart of death,

  I watch her soft-drawn patient breath..

  I will go creeping softly in

  Her eyes are promises of sin.

  La Morte

  Vision of vice grown old,

  Harlot with wisped grey hair

  Streaked drab and green

  Where once was false gold’s sheen,

  Slack chin, rough wrinkled cheeks, lips bloodless cold,

  Going at mid-day through the city streets

  In hideous slattern guise;

  She whose whole business was to show her body’s sweets

  Alluringly, indifferent leaves her ugliness unobscured.

  And yet look long and secretly..

  Doth there not emanate from where

  She is a strange concentrate glow?

  Doth not the air about her show

  A dove-throat iridescence copper-blue?.. beauty mysteriously

  Present in scum blurred thin on stagnant ill-odoured pond?

  Corpse-light of lust.. desire’s fixed death-filmed eyes.

  Still ghost of touch once live and eager-fond..

  Who kissed her pale stale lips would kiss ten thousand thousand kisses

  sepulchered.

  Girl Fleeing Love

  Bridget! Saint Bride!

  Whither shall I go

  Lest my red cheeks show,

  Lest my cheeks sudden-pale

  Cry aloud, a tale

  I am fain to hide;

  That my heart not know

  Its own secret oh!

  Whither shall I go?

  Bridget! Saint Bride!

  It’s oh, my dear, the sun shines clear

  It’s oh, my dear, the sun shines clear,

  And the white road’s fair to see;

  And it’s will you follow by hill and hollow

  The long white road with me?

  It’s love, my dear; it’s joy, my dear,

  Oh it’s life calls, sweet and free: —

  By hill and hollow, oh will you follow

  The long white road with me?

  What is to fear when skies are clear

  And lover and lass are we?

  Then, dear, ah follow, by hill and hollow

  The long white road with me!

  Clotilda Sings

  What is the bitter song that young

  Clotilda sings and works all day,

  And will not go where lad and lass

  Are met in joyous village play?

  Oh, young Clotilda sings, how clear

  How high and sweet for all to hear, —

  Blossoming plum and cherry,

  Flowering apple and quince,

  In springtime I was merry,

  I’ve learned weeping since,

  Bitter weeping since.

  Her baby at her woeful breast,

  Clotilda sings who hath no rest.

  Journey’s End.

  The sea swings out, the sea swings in,

  The grey gulls fly afar,

  Each sun-beam catches a crested wave

  Like the gleam of a separate star.

  She looks to East, she looks to West,

  She laughs in the wind and sun;

  “He sailed for a year and a day,” she saith,

  “And this time is almost done;”

  “He has found the gold and the shining gems,

  He is bringing them home to me.

  Oh long-winged gulls, have you seen his ship?

  Where is he, oh swaying sea?”

  The gulls fly grey across the clouds,

  Sunless the grey waves beat..

  Look down, look down, oh doomed woman,

  Your love lies at your feet.

  There’s a gay girl laughing.

  There’s a gay girl laughing

  For pleasure of the sky,

  Oh, laughing low and tenderly

  In love of soft-breathed sigh

  Of wind and greying shadows,

  That incorporeal lie

  Across sun-ardent grasses

  Where bird wings poise and fly.

  There’s a woman very sorrowful

  As empty days go by,

  Uncounted hours watched hopelessly

  By heart too hurt to cry;

  There’s a gay girl laughing

  For joy of earth and sky,

  And a woman dumbly sorrowful,

  Who am I... Who am I..

  Champagne.

  Yellow-pale and bubbling-bright,

  Effervescence of delight,

  Froth of laughter, foam of song,

  Rain of rose leaves blown along;

  Pretty women dressed in pink,

  Kisses swift as glasses’ clink: —

  Over brim of lifted light,

  Yellow-pale and bubbling-bright,

  Life, a laugh’s length old is he, />
  Tips alluring wink at me!

  The Black-mailing Ruffian.

  But let him try, the Sinner with the Key,

  To block my way; I’ll make him let me through!

  A tip-toe stand, (ha! ha! now do you see?)

  Flap crooked-up arms.. Cry Cock-a-doodle-doo!

  Bob White.

  Bob White! Bob White!

  On brink of night,

  On edge of day,

  While dawn is grey

  In eastern sky,

  I hear your cry

  Bob White! Bob White!

  And what do you say

  Bob White? Bob White?

  That the sun is up,

  That it’s light, light, light!

  That it’s time to be out,

  Out, out and away,

  The day is here,

  The glorious day!

  That’s what you say

  Bob White! Bob White!

  In sweet of day

  While dawn grows bright.

  An Early Christian Hymn: “How doth the Heathen rage”

  How doth the ramping Roman rage

  These peaceful vales among;

  How wide the swathe his comment cuts,

  How fatal is his tongue.

  We may not smoke, we may not drink,

  Our work he holds in scorn;

  Of joy bereft, of use despoiled,

  He leaves us all forlorn.

  A cultured bunch, we hang our heads

  While he our faults reveals;

  And yet, O Lord, we often write

  Our Lectures for ourselves.

  Protect, O Lord, thy simple sheep,

  These peaceful vales among;

  Protect them from the Roman ramp,

  The raging Roman tongue!

  Non Solo.

  The stars are up there in the sky,

  I cannot tell the reason why,

  Nor call a single one by name —

  And yet I love them just the same.

  The grass is cool and green and sweet,

  I like its feel beneath my feet;

  But why it’s green and how it grows

  I don’t think anybody knows.

  That human beings all should be

  Is not a thing that troubles me,

  I let the simple facts suffice,

  We are — and most of us are nice.

  The way a person’s mind can change

  From day to day is very strange,

  Yet, though I only see it’s true,

  I like variety — don’t you?

  Oh, many things I do not know;

  It’s rather nice to have it so.

  The Universe is heaps of fun

  If I can’t say how it is run.

  To Anacreon.

  On his Age.

  What thoughtless, silly nymph was she,

  The Lesbian, whose divinity

  Of darling charm set worshiping

  The heart to love’s enrapturing

  Sweet service ever dedicate;

  But briefest moment would she wait

  For the immortal golden ode

  To hers and love’s dear beauties vow’d,

  Then, careless-mocking, took her flight

  Because for-sooth the snow of white

  Advancing age lay on the brow

  Of him who sang. Ah, let her go,

  Belov’d Anacreon, nor grieve

  To think that therefore he will leave,

  Venus’ wing’d and laughing boy,

  His votary bereft of Joy.

  Beguiling girls there many be,

  As fair, and wiser far, than she.

  They welcome time whose coming brings

  The art that deep enlighten’d sings

  More perfectly their blandishments.

  The fine-discerning eye resents

  Not signs of wisdom throned secure,

  For youth was never connoisseur

  And added years do but improve

  The heart that’s warmed by wine and love.

  Bewail not then the coronal

  Of snowy age and venerable

  That binds your brow with shining band.

  For him whose song-inspired hand

  Strikes tunefully the eternal lyre

  Of vibrant flaming-stringed desire,

  The day of bliss is never over;

  He is forever ardent lover.

  Traces of the Rustic in Amos.

  Tis sad but true that Amos he

  Was less polite than ought to be

  A prophet though he is but minor;

  If he were bidden out to dine or

  Sup with colleagues then who knew

  What Amos would or wouldn’t do!

  When he was urged a fork to try

  “A knife is good enough for I,”

  The rural Prophet would return,

  And, careless, smash the coffee-urn.

  Polish he lacked and eke repose,

  And now in Paradise he goes.

  Are his rough ways still with him there?

  For all his colleagues what a care!

  How, burdened with a social sinner,

  Must they lament his lack of manner!

  How, blushing, bitterly regret

  His rudimentary etiquette!

  Saying, What will the Seraphim

  And all the angels think of him!

  Crying, Alas how grieve, how shame us

  These rustic traces in our Amos!

  Truthful Love.

  Oh smiling-eyes and darling-heart;

  I’m sitting at your feet;

  Who ever thought to find on earth

  One so beguiling-sweet?

  I long to kiss your pretty hands,

  My heart cries out aglow,

  I love you, love you, smiling-eyes —

  And goodness knows, it’s so.

  Oh darling-heart and smiling-eyes

  You’re so bewitching-dear,

  I’d like to spend enchanted days

  Just sitting by you here;

  My voice implore, ah, may I stay

  And never, never go?

  You are so sweet, dear darling-heart,

  I’m sure you will say no.

  The Golden Princess.

  Under the lemon trees and orange trees,

  Where the birds sing and airy fountains play,

  She laughs to feel the laughing breeze,

  She laughs to feel the shining of the day.

  The fair corn’s silken colour is her hair,

  A broidered aureate shimmering is her gown,

  Amber and topaz are her chosen wear,

  Crowned is she with her royalty’s bright crown;

  Sing, birds, for her whose heart sings radiantly

  Fountains and breezes laugh as laughs her heart,

  Day’s glories, lighten on her lovingly,

  Who glorious-loving takes love’s glorious part.

  Oh, gallant princess, soul and self sun’s hue,

  As heaven tender are thine eyes of blue.

  The changed request

  O que m’importe que tu sois sage

  Sois belle et sois triste

  “Be sad, be beautiful, my love,”

  He prayed, oh ardent lad;

  “Be never a lesser thing, sweet love;

  Than beautiful and sad.”

  But now what while the coffee steams,

  And he grows wise the while,

  His ardour prays— “The coffee steams,

  Good Lord, my dear — please smile!”

  The Poems

  Saint Andrew’s Episcopal Church, Rochester, New York — Crapsey’s father was the Rev. Algernon Sidney Crapsey, who became the rector of Saint Andrews in 1879. The family, along with the one-year-old Adelaide, relocated to the rectory at Rochester soon afterwards.

  List of Poems in Chronological Order

  Loneliness.

  Time Flies.

  The Heart of a Maid.

  Repentance.


  Hail Mary!

  Birth-Moment

  The Mother Exultant

  John Keats —

  Cinquains

  November Night

  Release

  Triad

  Snow

  Anguish

  Trapped

  Moon-shadows

  Susanna And The Elders

  Youth

  Languor After Pain

  The Guarded Wound

  Winter

  Night Winds

  Arbutus

  Roma Aeterna

  He’s killed the may and he’s laid her by / To bear the red rose company.

  Amaze

  Shadow

  Fate Defied

  Madness

  The Warning —

  Saying of II Haboul

  The Death Of Holofernes

  Laurel In The Berkshires

  Niagara

  The Grand Canyon

  Now Barabbas Was A Robber

  Refuge In Darkness

  To Walter Savage Landor

  The Pledge

  Hypnos, God of Sleep

  Expenses

  Adventure

  On Seeing Weather-Beaten Trees

  Warning To The Mighty

  Oh, Lady, Let The Sad Tears Fall

  Dirge

  The Sun-Dial

  The Entombment

  Autumn

  Ah me.. Alas..

  Perfume of Youth

  Rapunzel

  Narcissus

  Vendor’s Song

  AVIS

  Doom

  Grain Field

  Song

  Pierrot

  The Monk in the Garden

  The Mourner

  Night

  Harvesters’ Song

  Rose-Mary Of The Angels

  Angélique

  Chimes

  Mad-Song

  The Witch

  Cry of the Nymph to Eros

  Cradle-Song

  The Lonely Death

  Lo, All The Way

  The Crucifixion

  The Immortal Residue

  To The Dead in the Grave-Yard Under My Window

  To an Unfaithful Lover

  To A Hermit Thrush

  The Source

  For Lucas Cranach’s Eve

  Blue Hyacinths.

  Fresher

  Why have

  Lunatick

  Thou art not friendly sleep that hath delayed

 

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