Endless Things

by John Crowley

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  Copyright ©2007 by John Crowley

  First published in 2007, 2007

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  Endless Things

  a part of

  ÆGYPT

  John Crowley

  This is a work of fiction. All characters and events portrayed in this book are either fictitious or used fictitiously.

  Copyright © 2007 by John Crowley. All rights reserved.

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Crowley, John, 1942—

  Endless things : a novel / John Crowley.—1st ed.

  p. cm.

  "Being the fourth part of Aegypt."

  ISBN-13: 978-1-931520-22-5 (alk. paper)

  ISBN-10: 1-931520-22-4 (alk. paper)

  I. Title.

  PS3553.R597E53 2007

  813'.54—dc22

  2006102023

  Cover art © 2007 Rosamond Purcell. From Bookworm by Rosamond Purcell, published by The Quantuck Lane Press.

  "But then,” I said, feeling a bit bemused, “would we have to eat again from the Tree of Knowledge, in order to fall back into the state of innocence?"

  "Of course,” he answered. “That is the final chapter of the history of the world."

  —Heinrich von Kleist

  "On the Marionette Theatre"

  I

  REGNUM

  1

  Y-tag was the designation that Hitler and the German high command gave to the day—it was September 2, 1939—on which they had determined to send their forces across the border into Poland. I don't know if this was the strategists’ usual way of naming such a day, or was only invented for this day of this year. Y-tag: a juncture, a crossroads that could not ever afterward be returned to.

  The weather was beautiful in that season of that year, endless hot golden stasis of possibility and sweetness: everyone remembers. In New York City the World's Fair was open, “Building the World of Tomorrow,” and Axel Moffett went out with Winnie Oliphant in late September, along with Winnie's brother Sam and Sam's new wife, Opal. There was a special subway train that took them out from Grand Central, an express that stopped at its own brand-new station right at the Fair's gate. Tickets to the Fair cost seventy-five cents, but Axel noted that you could spend as much as five dollars for a book of tickets to all the big shows and a lunch too. “Let's just get in,” said Sam.

  Sam and Opal, living in Kentucky, hadn't met Axel Moffett before; he had been courting Winnie for some time, and she had been writing funny little disparaging notes about him to Sam in Kentucky, who said to Opal that he thought maybe the lady doth protest too much. Axel lived in Greenwich Village, and had met Winnie in Union Square, near where he worked and she was trying business school. They both liked to get a frank from a cart for lunch on nice days. Sam and Opal had come north in Sam's old Buick so Opal could meet the Oliphant family. Opal was pregnant already. “I hope it's a girl,” she said when Winnie touched the dove gray gabardine over her stomach.

  Axel bought a guidebook, whose cover showed the Trylon and Perisphere, and a white city, and crossing searchlights illuminating little airplanes. He searched in its pages, falling behind the others and then hurrying to catch up on his oddly small and well-shod feet. They came to the center, the Theme Center. “The only all-white buildings at the Fair,” Axel read, and they looked up and up, shading their eyes, at the impossibly slim, impossibly aspiring thing. Inside the great white sphere there was a model city of the time to come, a small World of Tomorrow inside the big one. The line of people who had come from all over the country and the world to see it wound up the white ramps and bridges and stairs in their hundreds to the little door that gave into the sphere. “Too long,” said Sam.

  "We came on too nice a day,” Opal said. “We should have come in the rain.” They all laughed, because rain seemed so unlikely here; here the sky would always be this azure.

  "Well, it is the Theme Exhibit,” Axel said wistfully. He read from the guidebook: “'Here in the “Democracity” exhibit we are introduced to the tools and techniques necessary to live full lives in the world to come.’”

  "We'll just have to take our chances, I guess,” Sam said. “Where now?"

  "I'd like to see the Kentucky exhibit,” Opal said loyally.

  "I don't think there is one,” Axel said. “Not every state has one."

  Everywhere they wandered they saw things vastly oversized, as though brought back from some titanic elsewhere by explorers, like King Kong. The cash register that counted the visitors to the Fair, as big as a cottage; an auto piston, working away obscenely; the world's largest typewriter; a giant bank vault door; the worker with his flame held aloft atop the tower of Russia's building. “USSR,” said Sam. “Not Russia."

  "So what do you think?” Opal asked Sam, taking his arm and glancing back at Winnie and Axel coming along behind.

  "Well,” said Sam. “I don't think he's the marrying kind."

  "Oh Sam."

  "I don't think so,” Sam said, smiling.

  "She's taller than he is,” Opal said. Axel had stopped to light Winnie's Old Gold, though he didn't take one himself; he shook out the match with care. “That's always a little tough."

  "Is that so?” said Sam, still smiling.

  It was the cleanest public place they had ever been in. The thousands of well-dressed people walked or rode in little teardrop-shaped cars or took pictures of one another in front of gleaming buildings of white and pale pink and citron. Best dressed of all were the Negroes, in groups or couples, bright frocks and spectator shoes and wide hats like flowers. Opal took Sam's hand and glanced up at him (she was small, he was tall) and they were both thinking (not in words) that there really was going to be a new world, and maybe it wouldn't be possible to stay and raise a child—children—in the Cumberland highlands of Kentucky where nothing changed, or seemed only to get worse. No matter the pity and commitment you felt.

  "Where now?” said Sam.

  There were a hundred maps of the World of Tomorrow, all of them a little different. Some showed the buildings standing up in perspective, the spire and sphere, the strange streamlined shapes. Others showed the plan of colors, how each sector had its special color, which grew deeper the farther you got from the white center, so you always knew where you were. There were maps engraved on stone and maps on the paper place mats of the restaurant, blotted by the circles of their frosted glasses.

  "Maybe Axel and I should head over to the Congress of Beauties,” said Sam, who had taken Axel's guidebook and bent back the cover as though it were a Reader's Digest. “'A tribute to the body beautiful,'” he read. “'In a formal garden and woodland, there is room for several thousand people to view the devotees of health through sunshine.’”

  "Sam,” said Opal.

  "It's okay,” he said, grinning at Axel. “I'm a doctor. I'd be there if you fainted, too."

  In the AT&T Building they took a hearing test and tried the Voice Mirror that let them hear their voices as others heard them; they sounded thin and squeaky in their own ears, even Axel's, which was studiedly rich and low. In the Demon
stration Call Room, Opal was chosen by lot to be one of those allowed to make a telephone call to anywhere in the United States, no part of it unreachable any longer.

  "Oh, that's too funny,” Winnie said. Opal stepped up to the operator in uniform and headphone and gave her the number of the county clerk of Breshy County, Kentucky, who lived in the town of Bondieu. The operator turned to her switchboard and put through the call. Everyone in the Demonstration Call Room could hear the call make its way through the national web, from operator to operator, as lights lit up on a great map of America.

  Central, said the operator in Bondieu, and the people in the Demonstration Call Room in Long Island made a small sound of awe.

  The World's Fair operator gave her the number of the county clerk.

  Oh, he ain't home, said Central. (Her name was Ivy. Opal felt a stab of homesickness.)

  "Please put the call through,” they heard the operator say.

  I can tell you he ain't home, said Central. I just now seen him out the winder, on his way to the drugstore.

  Now people in the Demonstration Call Room were starting to laugh.

  "This call is coming from the New York World's Fair,” the operator said, as primly, as mechanically as she could. “Please connect."

  Well, all right, said Ivy. But y'all gone get no satisfaction.

  Everyone but the operator was laughing now, listening to the phone ring in the empty house far away; laughing not in an unkind way, but only to show they knew that the World of Tomorrow might be a little farther off than it seemed to be here, which was no surprise really, and reflected badly on no one, not the backward little town or the flustered uniformed lady in her swivel chair. It was just time, time passing at different rates everywhere over the world, faster or more slowly.

  It was said that in that very moment the Polish cavalry officers were riding into battle on their horses against the German tanks, their swords lifted.

  Before Poland's building at the Fair, tall and steely, almost hard to look up at in the noon sun, there was a statue of a Polish king on horseback, his two swords lifted and crossed in an X as though to bar entrance. “Ladislaus Jagiello,” said Axel, not reading from the guidebook, where this king was unmentioned. “It must be."

  "Well, sure,” Sam said.

  "Yes. Who defeated the Teutonic Knights. Yes.” And he touched his straw fedora, to tip it back, or to salute.

  They had come into the Court of the Nations, having lost the main way, so many forking paths. Axel kept stopping to pick up things on the ground, study them, discard them in the trash bins: helping to keep the place pristine, Sam said to Opal. There were flowers everywhere, banks and carpets and reaching spires, the same now as they had always been, always would be. “I love hydrangeas,” Opal said, and cupped tenderly a round blue bloom as big as a baby's head.

  It seemed that among these orgulous or clean-limbed buildings with their muscleman statues and ranked flags an argument was being conducted, claims put forward or refuted, that Americans like them were supposed to hear, if they could. “The Jewish Palestine pavilion,” Axel read, somewhat asweat, unable to stop reading to the others even when they didn't listen. “A series of dioramas depicts the Holy Land of Yesterday and Tomorrow. Various displays portray the work of reclamation accomplished by Jewish settlers—the irrigation of desert wastes, the cultivation of farmlands. An answer to the charge of unproductiveness leveled at the Jew."

  "Maybe it's time for lunch,” said Sam.

  Without noticing where they walked, they had come before the Czech pavilion. There was no longer a Czechoslovakia, and yet the pavilion was not closed, a plain smallish place like a new clinic or grade school. They walked around it but didn't go in, as though they might intrude on a private grief. They remembered hearing on the radio, the Red and the Blue Networks: the German army coming into Prague, the distant noise like the sea's roar that was the engines of the trucks and tanks or the sound of people cheering, for there were some who cheered.

  "Where will they go now, what will become of them?” Winnie asked. She meant the stranded Czech workers inside.

  "They can go home. I think they can."

  "I think I wouldn't, even if I could."

  "'An exhibition is devoted to the country's history and civilization,'” Axel read. “'A colorfully arranged travel exhibit illustrates scenic attractions within the recently revised borders.’”

  "Bastards,” said Sam.

  There were letters running along the top of the building, carved in the stone, or made to look so. “What does it say?” Winnie asked.

  "'When the wrath of the nations is passed,'” Axel and Sam read together, pointing up, “'the rule of thy country shall return to thee, O Czech people.’”

  "Oh my God."

  "It means the founding of the republic, after the war,” Sam said. “It was meant to suggest that, I'd guess. Means something else now."

  "Who said it? Whose name is it there?"

  "Comenius,” Sam read, and shrugged to indicate the name meant nothing to him, and turned away.

  "Comenius,” said Axel loudly, standing forth and seeming to glare at Sam, as though finally he had had enough, but of what? “John Comenius. The Bohemian educator and thinker. Sixteen hundreds. The founder of education, of modern education, educational methods, yes right. A man of peace, exiled, roamed the world looking for help. From every king and ruler. Every king and ruler."

  He snatched his hat from his head, and pressed it to his bosom. “Yes. Yes. The Thirty Years’ War. The wrath of the nations. He fled. Fled the invading Hapsburg army. Wandered the world for years, never to return."

  They all looked at him, for they hadn't heard anyone say never to return like that and mean it.

  Never to return. To many Fair visitors in that month, not just to those four, there would come a moment like this one, when they knew what way the world would take, indeed had already set out on. Sam and Opal, Winnie and Axel: even though almost two years followed in their lives that seemed not so different from other years, when people got married and had children and died and were buried and the world of tomorrow both arrived and came no closer, everything at last did take that way, which no one wanted and everyone expected.

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  Pierce Moffett, Axel and Winnie's son, would come to know this story well: he would make his mother tell it over to him before he could really understand it, for it contained the mystery of his origins. How his mother- and father-to-be rode out to the Fair side by side in the subway, and said not a shy word to each other; how his aunt Opal put in a call to the little town in Kentucky, and everyone laughed. How Axel then took Winnie to spaghetti restaurants in the Village, museums uptown; how they got their marriage license at City Hall, amid the soldiers and sailors and the girls they'd soon be parted from. And how in the middle of the war he, Pierce, came to be; how glad they were, how much they loved him.

  The day after Pearl Harbor, Sam Oliphant went down to the recruiting center, and within weeks he was uniformed and in command of a medical unit. Doctors were badly needed. He came home on leave for a week and kissed his children and his wife farewell and flew out to Hawaii, and then he was sent farther and farther into the great Western sea. Winnie watched the gray battleships cut the brilliant water in the newsreels, the flotillas of planes cut the foamy clouds, planes whose crews Sam attended. Opal sent on to her the flimsy sheets of V-mail that Sam wrote, jokey and sweet and scary. Often he couldn't name the places he was, but sometimes he could, and Axel and she would look at the atlas and try to find them. Adagios of islands, Axel said.

  Axel was not called up: something, some weakness or problem, kept him out. He did war work alongside people with exemptions or disabilities that were often a lot more obvious than his. He had a lapel button to wear, and moved it carefully each night from blue suit to gray. Before Winnie too could find something to do, she learned she was pregnant.

  On hot nights in that summer, when she could no longer bear to sit in thei
r apartment by the fan, legs splayed like a fat person and mouth open, Axel took her on the Staten Island Ferry to get a breeze. Some days when he was at work, she went to the air-conditioned movies. Or she went over to Manhattan and uptown to the Metropolitan Museum, cool and huge, or the Museum of Natural History, not walking far within but finding a gallery or room she liked and sitting, placid as a houseplant in the dimness.

  Natural history: the words soothed and calmed her all by themselves, not merely different from corrosive human history but its antidote. A nightmare from which I am trying to awaken: that's what Axel said history was. That was only another quotation, though; Axel didn't mind history, he loved it actually, and seemed not to see that it led to this, to people's brothers and husbands being sundered from them and sent far away for remote causes, for vengeance or conquest or to stop wrongdoing, whatever history's reasons were.

  She walked in the room of Asian fauna, where animals and birds from the Pacific were mounted and put behind glass in spaces that reproduced the lands they came from, far islands whose names she read with a shock, for they were the very ones that were now in the papers and in Sam's letters, where the terrible fighting was going on; they appeared in the newsreels blasted and smoky and gray, but here they were green and altogether still. New Guinea. Samoa. The Solomons. Fabulous birds in a thousand colors who had lived there unobserved for centuries, for all time. The diorama of Samoa was set high on a cliff above the sea, looking down through the leaves and vines to an empty beach; it took you a while to see, perched at the end of a twisted limb, a small brilliant bird.

  Empty. Before humans. Winnie after the months of fear—months of thinking about those soldiers and their fear when they had to go ashore on such beaches against the Jap machine guns and then pour fire into their holes to burn them out—was tempted to wish men or Man had never gone to those places, never found them and put them at risk so thoughtlessly. For there were no birds there now, she bet, no blossoms. Which led to the thought that it would be better if men hadn't come to be at all, the peace and endlessness without them: and she drew away from that thought in a little awe.