Whatever you have to say is okay by me. No one else sees my e-mails. Well, except for the N.S.A. Not even Karen knows my password and she is my emergency contact person. You do know that it really helps to tell someone your problems, even if that person falls to have good advice. And I am not sure whether or not that person is Karen for you, but I do know we all need someone to talk to. All I am saying is that I am offering myself to be that person. And don’t think for one minute that everyone else’s lives are perfect. We all have problems. Some are worse than others, but every persons problems see really big to that individual person.
Fox
BREAKING NEWS: Royal Navy Lynx helicopter pilot Daisy Elwes goes missing flying a secret mission, family wants answers.
BREAKING NEWS: The Sumo Party takes over government control in Japan.
BREAKING NEWS: 15 people killed in protest against Prime Minister Carlton.
Jeff,
I stopped at the restaurant the other day and picked up my t-shirt. I just wanted to say thank you. So how has life been the last week? I haven’t heard from you in a while. I am really enjoying watching the trees turn colors. I’m not busy when the Strawberry Festival happens. Are you going to go to it? See there, I asked you a question so now you have to write me back with an answer. Well, I am going to go for now and fix my kitchen sink. Hope to hear you soon.
Fox
BREAKING NEWS: A terrorist calling himself Sylvester One have proclaimed a new age will come for a rebuilt Churches Of Rome with him reigning as Pope Supreme.
BREAKING NEWS: The British 3rd Commando Brigade have begun training for dealing with countries using superhuman soldiers.
BREAKING NEWS: Investigations continue as someone has been painting Peace Of Bautzen in off limits locations in the Vatican.
Love,
I’m thinking about you with only two hours of sleep tonight. I had to get up by 9 cause I had an appointment and that last longer than I thought. I was hoping on a nap but I don’t think I’m going to have time for one before I am due in at another appointment at 5.
I so enjoyed hearing your voice this morning. It’s music to my heart and soul and mind.
You are the magic to my day. You make the colors seem brighter, the birds sing louder, the sun seems brighter, and the world a better place just for knowing you. I love you so much. It hurts so much but in a good way, too.
Even though this is no ordinary relationship we have… I think that makes the pain even worse. I so yearn for you. I just want you in my arms and me to be in yours. Sometimes I think I can feel your touch despite the fact that you are so very far away from me. I can imagine the way your lips taste… the feel of your skin against mine… the deep feelings that will open up from looking into each other’s eyes. The feeling I have in me right now… is much a longing and a want… I feel it so very deep inside. I feel your passion in your words and in your voice… and it just sparks a fire within me.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: A strange message arrives addressed to Pulpy at the United Nations. The message read: The Trinity Peninsula is where The First Horseman shall arrive.
BREAKING NEWS: The two man deep space vehicle The U.S.S. Monitor blast off in two days from Cape Canaveral Florida.
BREAKING NEWS: Millionaire Vandal Huneric invites several Catholic and Muslim holy men to his home in Carhage for a secret meeting.
Love,
I’m sorry I kind of left rather quickly last night… but I was getting tired and Gmail was acting up on my laptop.
Yes. We do get intense… sometimes too intense. Sometimes I just think of how this can actually be happening to me at this time and in this place. Everything still feels a little surreal to me.
I slept in this morning… kind of… I was up and down most of the morning… and now I have the start of a migraine. I think I am just disgusted with myself that I can’t seem to motivate and get things done around here like I want before you come over.
I felt motivated when I first heard of you say you needed to come over finally… but now... I can barely move. Like a deer caught in a pair of headlights. But this is my problem, not yours. I keep thinking to myself that for all the whining I have done about this place in the last two years… I could have finished everything three times over by now. Ugh.
As for you… I guess sometime I get scared. This is like new ground for me… cos I never have talked to someone about sexual pleasures like this before. I mean I have a few times… but it was more to my amusement than theirs. I like to think that I do turn you on sexually… but… like I have said before… you haven’t been with me in the wild so to speak and you might not like what you see. This is what makes a relationship undercover difficult.
I think I want to write more on this… but it’s almost time for me to leave for work… I should have started this earlier as well… but I’m one for putting things off until the last possible minute.
I know I fantasize about you… but to get those thoughts form into words is a difficult thing for me to do. And even thought I have done lots of stuff… I mean look at me… I scored 35% on the purity test!!!.... there is still a lot out there I am scared of. Talking is one of them. Maybe that is why lots of relationships in the past with me failed miserably.
No one knew how to talk and maybe that is my problem only.
Off to school to daydream about how I should have written this better.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: A hacker reveals a government files was recently sent to the United States from Russia asking for Pulpy’s help capturing a group of Beyond Humans calling themselves The Teutonic Knights.
BREAKING NEWS: Press release from The Royal Canadian Mounted Police states- Unlike the C.I.A. and F.B.I. we are not afraid of Beyond Human children.
BREAKING NEWS: A street vigilante calling himself Joelma is running amuck in Brazil.
Love,
Knocked off line… then the laptop crashed… I think it was Gmail acting up on me again. Cos the screen blanked out for a minute.
I did call the doctor but by that time the whole office was out at lunch… that’s alright… I at least called two prescriptions into Osip Drug Stop this morning.
I can’t rest… I tried to. Sleep isn’t nearly long enough anymore. I have too much to do around here. And I’m trying to get some sort of act together to do some stuff here. Ugh. Never ending battle it is.
I will go to school for about four hours tonight… I think that will be kewl. Hopefully, I will get up early enough tomorrow to go in at seven so I can leave and get those concert tickets. Which puts me back at home around six pm. Hopefully, getting them won’t take too long.
Maybe I’ll see you online before I have to work today.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: The new version of The Communications Decency Act if passed will state support of Beyond Human rights over government controlled media will intel a fine of thousands of dollars.
BREAKING NEWS: Reports all over Hawaii of people hearing “Liliuokalani” in their sleep.
BREAKING NEWS: Osaka, Japan, trains stop all at once for no found reason and then start back an hour later.
Love,
EEK… well.. it’s one thirty am and I’m getting ready to push off. I’m still terrified… but happy to know you are in my corner with your support.
I don’t know if you had logged off or waited for me for a while but I took longer than I thought… I wonder if you are in dream land sleeping peacefully…
And right now… I would just like to drift off to sleep and think about you and our conversation tonight.
Mmmmmmmm…..
No more else to say here… Mmmmmmm…
Hope to be back online by 8 tonight… I hope.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: The Supreme Constitutional Court Of Egypt rules that only people who adhere to one of the three government recognized religions can register as Beyond Human and not have to be imprisoned for life.
BREAKING NEWS: The German government announc
es The Edict Of Worms which declares a goal, a goal that all German citizens shall follow The Diet Of Worms, a declaration of pride and purity towards the future of a united German future.
BREAKING NEWS: A man without any memories washes upon the shores of Saint Christopher Island in the West Indies. The mystery man had a tattoo of one word- Kitts.
Love,
I think I have been gasping for air since this morning. I’m sorry. So fucking sorry. I’m a blithering idiot. I was such a total fucking bitch this morning. I’m crying right now… I am so upset with myself.
God this is so hard to write. Maybe I just need to close my eyes right now and just type and hope the words I wish to say just float out. The whole day yesterday all I was thinking about was getting online with you and talking to you. And then once I did… I can’t even explain myself and why I acted the way I did.
It isn’t fair to you. It isn’t fair to drag you into this drama I created.
I pull you towards me and then I push you away. Makes a whole lot of sense doesn’t it? Not! It just comes down to the fact that I don’t like people getting close to me. I’m really weird that way.
I don’t know what to do about all of this. I wonder what it would be like to be with you openly. I wonder what it would be like to feel you close to me when others are around. I wonder what it would be like to gaze into your eyes while eating in a restaurant. I wonder what it would be like to fuck with
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