people with too much PDA.
I wonder if this is truly meant to be. I wonder if we are meant to be a couple in the way others are. But I’m scared. I didn’t think I had this much fear in me anymore but I do.
I want to fall into you. I want to feel your warm waters surrounding me. I want to dive deep down within you. I want to know your secrets and let you know all of mine.
I’m not sure what else to say… other than I’m sorry. Right now it’s all I can really say.
Sitting here in complete darkness save for the light that is trying to peer in on me through the windows.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: The Canadian PM seeks wider terror laws, some which state Beyond Humans as terrorists from birth.
BREAKING NEWS: Three women attack and behead a man in broad daylight in Belfast and then avoid police capture.
BREAKING NEWS: Warnings of extreme snow, rain, and thunder covering much of Scotland.
Love,
I’m sitting here attempting to study more of the words from what you wrote and nothing is sinking in or ringing bells.
I’m much rather be thinking about you and daydreaming and wondering what you are doing but I’m stuck waiting in a car for Joanna to show up.
I stayed up for a while after I jumped offline and test myself more… only I imagined you were there with me… sitting behind me or beside me in bed… looking over my shoulder while playing with my hair. Later I started to drop… out went the lights… and I felt like I was done.
As for me, I have to run up to the school and get a copy of my transcript to take with me Friday. I should have had it in the mail already but this is F.K.H.S. Yuck, someone shoot me.
I feel lost today for some reason… just want to sort of be online and surf the net… not study… ugh… I have to get back to that but I resist not sending you off a notie to you and just say that I’ve been thinking about you again.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: The A82, a major road in the Highlands, is restricted by government decree after something fell from the skies to land there.
BREAKING NEWS: The U.S. Army is setting up a new unit that will use psychological operation and social media to help fight information wars.
BREAKING NEWS: Former South African Apartheid era commander Kock De Pugene, The Prime Evil, escaped custody.
Love,
Well… I’m sitting here attempting to study with Pandora running and the TV in the background. I have forgotten volumes and it’s not looking good. But I’m still plugging along. I have to be at Joanna’s soon.
You weren’t rude. You weren’t an asshole. You don’t need to explain why you left. I have done that as well without explanation. I know how it is when you have to just sit and think for a while. It’s ok. It is. I’m sorry you got upset. I wish there was something more I could have done or said to you at that time. And to be honest, I wasn’t too talkative last night and I want to apologize for that. And also, because I was preoccupied for a while as well… sorry.
I appreciate the fact that you get emotional… whatever the emotions are. I’ve been with too many that seem not to have any emotions and to see you express yourself in whatever manner is like a breath of fresh air to my lungs.
As for me, I jumped offline about half hour after you left. I checked a few more things and by that time everyone in chat dropped out of sight. Just as well, I was very tired. I’m still tired. I don’t even want to work today but I have to. I went to sleep wrapped around my pillow with you wrapped around my mind. I hope you did sleep some as well. I kept imagining you with me.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: Twenty thousand people attend a rally in Madrid lead by a radical leftist who calls himself Hellas.
BREAKING NEWS: As Ukraine fighting heats up numbers of soldiers and civilians are disappearing. Both sides are meeting secretly in Belarus to discuss what could be happening. The U.N. has been told to stay away from this location during the time of the meeting.
BREAKING NEWS: Egypt says the nation is facing a long and difficult battle to keep other countries from causing it to rot from inside by planting Beyond Humans within its borders say from president.
Love,
Say hi to Rhoda for me!!!
I was just sitting here… going through your previous journal entries… I think we tend to think alike. I also see you’ve been to mine today.
Ugh… well… my day has just kinda come and gone. I’m listening to silence but have been on and off Pandora all day.
I had to call Mike after I got off the phone with you. He’s having some family stuff going on and I was happy to be here for him. I woke him up though, but he needed to unload, so it worked out ok.
I’ll be here prolly all night… I don’t intend on going anywhere currently. I’ll be bouncing in and off the net… as usual.
I couldn’t sleep last night... I was too charged to attempt to sleep after talking to you. Totally too excited. Plus, I want to update…
Your voice was totally not what I expected… but it rocked my world just the same. I think I was a little scared today… I’m not really sure why… just that… I wasn’t sure what you were thinking of me after hearing me on the phone.
I’m behind in some snail mail that I need to write out tonight as well… but I’m sure I’ll be in and out of Facebook and Gmail as well. Multi-tasking rules!
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: Bahrain revokes the nationalities and imprisons 1200 citizens for being Beyond Human. Human Rights groups secretly within country say almost none of these people have shown signs of Beyond Human abilities.
BREAKING NEWS: A former chemical weapons expert who worked with the Islamic State tells U.S. officials they are seeking out Beyond Humans at a fevered pitch.
BREAKING NEWS: The E.U. Space Agency says it will conduct no further searches for the lost manned comet lander that disappeared last year.
Jeff,
Hope all is well: I would have sent this to Fox but I know she’s still really pissed off at me so I sent it to you. Miss seeing you and I hope your life is well. Keep fight the good fight. I miss you my friend.
Karen
BREAKING NEWS: A NASA scientist disappears soon after releasing a paper online saying he has found evidence not only for a cosmic super expansion at the Big Bang but that it wasn’t natural.
BREAKING NEWS: Can the powers of a Beyond Human be eradicated with cold fusion plasma? One researcher says yes.
BREAKING NEWS: On the day Scotland says fracking is an evil industry, a U.S. senator calls Scotland short sighted in how it approaches the world economy.
Fox,
I see that you decided to add a little cut stationary thing to your letter like I always do. I have had some problems. HUGE PROGLEMS but I guess I will be able to deal with them. I just don’t know why my life is always so??????????????????BLASHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It sucks so bad because I try to keep from hurting people. I am too dang nice, that is the freaking problem. I missed talking to you. You should come to Karen’s on Tues morning so I will prob be a little late but you should come.
P.S. thanks for the vote of confidence! You are a great person and deserve the best yourself!
Thanks for being my friend.
Jeff
BREAKING NEWS: The Vatican will offer water to the starving. See, they care.
BREAKING NEWS: Tacoma, WA is now the 22 American city to pass laws against Beyond Humans being reported as such to federal authorities without proof.
BREAKING NEWS: Kansas Governor proposed cutting schools because, “As long as the right children are educated the country will remain strong.”
Fox,
You are silly!!! NUDE ESKIMO WOMEN??? HA HA. Would you actually go out in the cold to chase WOMEN??? I would go chase men so I guess I know where you are coming from, HAHAHAHAHAHA.
Did you have a good day yesterday seeing as how you didn’t get to go anywhere? I traveled around all day and last night I started tieboe or however it is spelled. Donald that w
orks at Karen’s was there taking it too, I am going again tonight and burn them calories, HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Oh, well, I guess I will run, it is supposed to snow about 6 inches tonight!!! SNOW IN FLORIDA!! Probably won’t be school again tomorrow, if there is school, I will probably see you at Karen’s, if not, I’ll see you in the funny papers! LOL
Did I really say “see you in the funny papers” I’ve been hanging around Gail too much I think.
Jeff
BREAKING NEWS: Maine kicks 7000 people off food stamps. Press release states, “Could be worse.”
BREAKING NEWS: Someone is burning homeless camps across Florida. Authorities say, “Not our problem.”
BREAKING NEWS: Chairman of the Senate HELP Committee says it’s not the governments duty to protect students’ rights to high quality education, “That’s up to the parents.”
Love,
Yeah, I think things are moving way too fast for me right now. I don’t run from zero to 100 so fast that I spat into a wall again. I couldn’t deal with it.
Lisa
BREAKING NEWS: CEO of Osip Industries says, “Regulators are unpatriotic” as they try to pass laws against big business.
BREAKING NEWS: Insurance company says, “The chronically ill will continue to pay more for drugs because that’s just good business. McDonalds doesn’t give fat people discounts because they eat more.”
BREAKING NEWS: Texas passes law to allow teachers to carry guns in case, as one lawmaker stated, “…a
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