Angelmass

by Timothy Zahn

  Painful, maybe, for everyone. But that was life, wasn’t it?

  There were only a few places the angel could be hidden, she knew, assuming that the Daviees had wanted her to be near it for as long as possible during that first trip out to Angelmass. The obvious place to start was her cabin; and it was barely two minutes’ work to discover that the Daviees were as unsubtle in this as they were in everything else. The flat angel holding box was underneath the head of her bed, fastened snugly against the mattress by a wire mesh frame.

  It took another minute to cut the mesh away, and three more to find an innocuous grocery bag in the galley to carry the box in. Then, changing back to the white makeshift dress she’d worn when she first arrived on Seraph, she left the ship.

  For the last time.

  Pedestrian traffic was light as she walked past the service yards and the rows of dusty ships behind their wire fences. That was normal, she knew—huntership crewers, when they left their yards at all, were usually in too big a hurry to walk anywhere that a line car or TransTruck would take them. It made Chandris more than a little conspicuous, but there wasn’t much she could do about it. Witnesses’ memories were vague; line car records weren’t.

  Still, she breathed a sigh of relief when she finally cleared the edge of the yards and headed into Shikari City proper. It was still a good couple of kilometers to the Gabriel receiving office, but she was young and healthy and the exercise would do her good.

  Besides which, she still had to figure out what the hell she was going to do once she got there.

  It wasn’t a trivial problem. She’d gone with Hanan on the last angel drop-off and knew the usual routine. But the usual routine wasn’t going to do her a lot of good. Assuming that the Daviees hadn’t been lying when they said angels couldn’t be traded for cash—and she’d seen no evidence that they had lied about that—she was going to have to somehow get the angel dumped into a credit line that she could then convert to cash. That wasn’t particularly difficult, but in the past she’d always had more prep time to work with. Now, she was going to have to make a chop and hop of it.

  She felt her lip twist, a stab of self-recrimination twisting her stomach. No, she’d had the time, all right. Four weeks’ worth of it She just hadn’t used it.

  Which just made it that much clearer how much she needed to get away from this place. Sitting around being comfortable instead of watching for opportunities was a sure way to lose that hard edge.

  And if there was one thing for sure, it was that Trilling hadn’t lost his hard edge.

  She forced her mind off depressing thoughts like Trilling and back to the problem at hand. What she really needed was a contact, someone here on Seraph who could help her get off the planet once she got the angel sold. Hopefully for a price she could afford; it was for sure she wasn’t going to have time to charm or score anyone into doing it for free. No one but soft-touches like the Daviees did anything for free, at least not on purpose. But making contact with Seraph’s criminal underground would take time.

  And half a block later, like a gift from the god of thieves, the opportunity dropped straight into her lap.

  It was a score in progress; the body language of the two participants showed that as clearly as if there’d been a sign hanging over them. One, dressed in shabby lower-class clothing, held something cupped in his hand as the other, upper-middle-class at the least, spoke into a phone. His face was still undecided, but Chandris could see from the way he stared into the other’s cupped hand that he was already more than halfway gone. A little extra nudge on her part, and she would have her contact.

  The targ hung up as she approached, slipping the phone back inside his coat with obvious uncertainty. The scorer said something Chandris didn’t catch, pushing his cupped hand toward the other with just the right blend of reluctance and resolve. “But I really don’t know if I should,” the targ said, reaching a hesitant finger into the cupped hand.

  “Look, like I told you before—” The scorer broke off, startled, as Chandris stepped up to them. “Hey, go away,” he growled, snatching his hand back from her. “This is a private discussion.”

  But Chandris had already seen the glint of metal. “What have you got there, coins?” she asked, ignoring the order. “Let me see, huh?”

  “I said go away—”

  “Oh, let her see them,” the targ interrupted. “He found them right over there in an envelope,” he continued as the scorer reluctantly opened his hand again. “With a phone number on it. I just called, and the woman there said she’d lost them. She’ll pay five hundred ruya to get them back.”

  “That’s a lot of money,” Chandris commented, stirring the coins around with her finger. Most of them were normal Empyreal currency, but there were a few that she didn’t recognize. “You get her address?'

  “Oh, sure—real fancy neighborhood in Magasca.” He jerked a thumb at the scorer. “The problem is that he doesn’t want to go there.”

  “Me, in a fancy neighborhood?” the scorer chimed in, looking plaintively at Chandris. “Come on. I wouldn’t fit in there. Someone’d call the police before I even got to the door.”

  “And I told you that no one would accuse you of stealing them,” the targ said, starting to sound a little annoyed. “She told me herself she lost them.”

  “All I want is for him to take them there,” the scorer said, still to Chandris. “He’d be okay up there, now, wouldn’t he?” He looked at the targ, almost sadly. “Fit right in with the rich people.”

  “But it’s your money,” the targ insisted. “Five hundred ruya. I can’t take that”

  “So just give me part of it,” the scorer said. “I’ll sell ’em to you right now.” Again, he pushed his hand toward the targ. “I’ll take whatever you want to give me.”

  The targ looked helplessly at Chandris, back at the scorer. “But I don’t have that kind of money with me.”

  “I’ll take whatever you can give me,” the scorer said again, more plaintively this time.

  “But—”

  “May I see them?” Chandris put in. Before the scorer could react, she plucked the coins out of his hand, sorting the unfamiliar ones out for a close look. It was a variant on the old antique ring score she’d pulled a number of times: the scorer would get whatever he could, leaving the targ with a phony address and a fist full of worthless coins.

  Which he obviously thought were worth a five-hundred-ruya reward. If she went ahead and confirmed their value, she would have her contact with the scorer clinched. Her contact, and the doorway she needed to get out of here.

  “Okay, look,” the targ said suddenly, reaching for his wallet. “I’ve got—I don’t know; maybe sixty ruya on me. If that’s really all you want I’ll go ahead and take them. But I’d be glad—really—to just go out to Magasca with you so that you can get the whole thing.” He reached into his wallet and began counting through the bills.

  Maybe it was the offer to escort the scorer to Magasca to claim his reward that did it. Or maybe it was the earnest expression on his face as he pulled out the money, an expression that somehow reminded her of Ornina hunched over a circuit board.

  But whatever it was, something deep inside Chandris suddenly snapped.

  “I’d save my money, if I were you,” she spoke up, dumping the coins into the hand that had been outstretched to take the targ’s.money. “These things aren’t worth anything.”

  The targ blinked. “What?”

  “I said they aren’t worth anything,” she repeated, watching the scorer out of the corner of her eye. At the moment he looked as if he’d been hit in the face with a brick, but the shock wouldn’t last long. And with his cord popped he might decide to flip this over into a straight robbery. “I know what I’m talking about,” she added. “My father used to collect coins.”

  “But the woman said she’d pay five hundred ruya to get them back,” the targ protested, still not ready to believe it. “She said she’d put an ad on the nets to get them b
ack.”

  “Ads with her phone number on them?”

  The targ looked at the scorer, back at Chandris. “I suppose so,” he said. “She didn’t say.”

  “Probably someone’s idea of a stupid joke,” Chandris shrugged. “They read the ad, got a half-ruya’s worth of coins together, and dropped it with her number on the envelope.” She let her gaze sweep the area. “In fact, he might be watching right now to see what happens.”

  “Lousy thing to do,” the targ growled, looking around as he stuffed his money back into his wallet. “Getting that woman’s hopes up for nothing. I suppose I ought to call her back and explain.”

  Except that the hook would be long gone from whatever phone she’d been using. And if the targ tumbled now, the scorer would be in for it “I wouldn’t bother,” Chandris said off-handedly as the targ put his wallet away and reached for his phone. “It’ll teach her not to put phone numbers on the net instead of a netsign where she’d know who was at the other end.”

  “But—”

  “And anyway,” the scorer chimed in, “you call back now and tell her they’re not worth nothing and she might think you’re just trying to steal them.”

  The targ grimaced. “You may be right,” he said at last, reluctantly. “Probably are.” With a sigh, he dropped his hand empty to his side. “So much for that.”

  “They’re probably still worth a couple of ruya at a coin .shop,” Chandris told the scorer helpfully. “Or else you could just keep them as a souvenir.”

  “Thanks,” the other murmured, lip twitching in a wry smile. A smile solely for the targ’s benefit. “Thanks for your help. A lot”

  “You’re welcome,” she said. For a long moment she held his gaze, warning him with her eyes. Then, turning her back, she continued on her way.

  Heading nowhere.

  She knew it right away, down deep. But she walked another block before finally admitting it to herself. She’d had the chance to lock in with the Seraph underground, or at least one small corner of it. Had had the chance to get off this nurking planet, to be rid of the Daviees and their nurking huntership and their nurking middle-class naivete.

  And she’d blown it. She’d deliberately blown it.

  And the most frightening part was that she didn’t know why.

  The only alcohol she could find on the Gazelle was four small bottles of cooking sherry stuck way back in one of the galley bins. It tasted terrible, especially chased by peppermint tea. But she managed.

  She had finished three of the bottles and was working on the fourth when the Daviees finally returned.

  “Well—home at last,” she growled when they poked their heads in the galley door. “Have a good little shopping trip?”

  “We got what we needed, yes,” Ornina said cautiously, her eyes taking in the empty bottles. “I see you’ve been having a little party. Any particular occasion?”

  “I’m drinking to stupidity,” Chandris told her. “Yours.”

  Their reactions were a great disappointment. She’d been hoping for anger or hurt, or at least surprise. But all she got was that maddening patience of theirs.

  And, of course, jokes. “A wide ranging subject, that,” Hanan said, clumping into the room to sit down across the table from her. “Our stupidity has been toasted from here to the south edge of Magasca. Toasted by experts, too, I might add. You’re not going to set any records with four bottles of cooking sherry.”

  “Is that your answer to everything?” Chandris snapped. “Jokes?”

  Hanan shrugged, his eyes hardening just a little. “What’s your answer? Getting drunk?”

  Chandris glared at him, trying hard to hate the man. But up his shirt sleeves she could see the glint of his exobraces …

  She looked at Ornina. Maybe she’d be able to hate her. “You want to know why you’re stupid? Do you? Well, I’ll tell you why. You left me here alone. Here. With your ship. Alone.”

  “We trust you,” Ornina said quietly.

  “Well, you shouldn’t,” Chandris flared. “What kind of fools are you, anyway? You know what I am—I’m a thief, damn it.” Abruptly, she ducked down to haul the angel holding box up off the floor. “You see this?” she demanded, banging it down on the table. “You see it? It’s your stupid nurking angel, that’s what it is.”

  “I see it,” Ornina said. “I also see that it’s still here.”

  “No thanks to you,” Chandris bit out. “You leave the damn thing just sitting there, the first damn place a thief would look. You don’t have any alarms or trippers or—nurk it all, I had it out of the ship and halfway to the damn Gabriel office.”

  Ornina nodded. “And then you brought it back.”

  “Only so I could tell you what I thought of you before I left.” Chandris got to her feet, grabbing for the table as her head suddenly went foggy. “Let me alone!” she snapped, jerking back as Hanan reached out a hand. “I don’t need your help—I don’t need anybody’s help.” She started around the table, cursing as she banged her knee on the edge of the chair.

  “Where are you going?” Ornina asked.

  “Where do you think I’m going?” Chandris retorted. “Thanks for everything. Don’t bother writing me a reference.”

  Ornina raised her eyebrows slightly. “The mood you’re in, I don’t suppose you care, but out here in the real world it’s considered proper etiquette to give at least a week’s notice before quitting a job.”

  “Funny woman,” Chandris snarled. “Leave the jokes to Hanan—he does a better job with them.”

  “I’m not joking,” Ornina said, taking a short step sideways to block the doorway. “If you really want to leave, of course you’re free to go. But I want to hear it from you first.”

  Chandris stared at her. Was she actually saying … ? “Are you people completely crazy? I just tried to steal your angel.”

  “But you didn’t,” Ornina pointed out. “That’s the important part.”

  “No, it isn’t,” Chandris shot back. “Maybe I just figured I couldn’t sell it. Next time I’ll know enough to take something else. I’m a thief, damn it.”

  “No,” Hanan said from behind her. “You’re a cat.”

  She spun around, almost losing her balance again. “What?”

  “You’re a cat,” he repeated. “Ever see a cat kill a mouse? A pet cat, I mean, not a wild one.”

  She frowned at him, the sheer unexpectedness of it sidetracking her anger. It was the setup to a joke, probably, and she wasn’t in any mood to listen to Hanan’s jokes. But he looked so serious …

  What the hell. “I saw a cat take out a small rat once,” she told him. “There were a lot more rats than mice in the Barrio.”

  He nodded. “So he killed it. Did he eat it?”

  She had to think back. “No. He stalked it and killed it, but then he just walked away.”

  “That’s because he wasn’t hungry,” Hanan said. “Cats behave like that. A hungry cat will locate some prey, stalk it, capture it, kill it, and eat it. If he’s not really hungry enough to eat, he’ll still stalk and capture and maybe even kill. But if he’s not hungry at all—” he waggled a finger at her for emphasis— “he’ll still stalk and capture, but then let it go without hurting it.”

  She eyed him. Even with three and a half bottles of sherry inside her it was obvious where he was going with this. “And that’s supposed to be why I brought it back?”

  Hanan shrugged. “It’s an interesting system,” he said, as if she hadn’t spoken. “Hunting and stalking take up a lot of time. If the cat starts the routine before he’s really hungry, chances are that by the time he is hungry he’ll have caught himself some dinner.”

  Chandris gritted her teeth, feeling her resolve slipping away. “I’m not a cat.”

  “No,” Ornina agreed softly. “You’re a little girl. And I’d say you’ve been hungry a long time.”

  Her vision was beginning to swim; angrily, Chandris clenched her throat against the tears. She would not cry. No mat
ter what, she would not cry. “I can’t stay here,” she said harshly. “There’s a man looking for me. A crazy man, getting crazier all the time. If he finds me here, he’ll kill all of us.”

  Hanan and Ornina looked at each other, communicating in that wordless way of theirs. Chandris held her breath, wondering what they would decide. Wondering what she hoped they’d decide.

  “Considering the circumstances,” Hanan said suddenly, “I’d say we’ve got a case here of a subconscious being smarter than the person it’s attached to.”

  Chandris blinked. “What does that mean?”

  “I thought that was obvious,” he said, still straight-faced but with that twinkle back in his eye. “You wanted to steal our angel and run; but your subconscious knew you’d be safer if you stayed here with us.”

  “Your friend will expect you to keep running,” Ornina added. “Or else to hide out with other thieves and con artists.” She raised her eyebrows. “Admit it: this is the absolute last place in the Empyrean he would ever think to look.”

  “You mean … ?” She swallowed, unable to finish the question.

  “We mean,” Hanan said, “that since we can always use a little extra intelligence around here—” he paused dramatically— “your subconscious is hereby invited to stay aboard.” He shrugged. “And it can bring the rest of you along if it wants to.”

  “You’re too generous.” Chandris’s voice broke on the last word, and once again she had to fight back the tears.

  “I’m like that,” he said with a flippant wave of his hand. But the flippancy was an act—she could see that in his eyes. A feeble attempt to shunt away some of the emotion charging the room.

  “Are you going to stay?” Omnia asked.

  Chandris took a deep breath. “I suppose I have to,” she said, trying to match Hanan’s tone. “Without me here, sooner or later someone’s going to steal this ship right out from under you.”