THE HOT BAD BOYS BOX SET: A Bad Boy Romance Collection

by Wood, Lauren

  He had a smile on his face as he made me look at him, telling me that he wanted to watch me come because it had been so long since I had done so for him. Dennis had always been so obsessed with my orgasms, almost more than his own.

  His emerald eyes were holding mine and I couldn’t look away. He started to move inside of me slowly at first and I found it hard to hold the contact of his expressive dark green pools. I didn’t want to because my eyes were trying to close. It felt so good that all I wanted to do was hold him tighter and close my eyes for the ride that I knew was coming soon. He has never been able to make love slowly and I was waiting for the onslaught that I knew was going to begin. I needed it as I felt the build up from his penetration, just shy of pure pleasure that awaited me.

  “Are you ready Kendra?”

  I met his gaze again and nodded my head that I was. I knew what it was he was asking about. He was asking me if I was ready to really start doing it. Right now was just a reintroduction. “Good, because I can’t hold back any longer. You are so damn tight. It feels like you haven’t been with another since me.”

  I wasn’t going to argue with him about the validity of that statement, but I did pull him to me for a kiss before he started to pump inside of me harder and faster than before. This is what I remembered when I thought of Dennis and my fingers gripped his shoulders as hard as I could so that I didn’t lose it. It was the only thing grounding me and I clung to him as the first wave of pleasure ran through me. It was different than before, stronger somehow because he was inside of me. Nothing was ever going to feel this good again and the idea of that made me hold on a little tighter than before.

  “Fuck Dennis.”

  I felt the world around me spinning and all of the thoughts in my head leaving me. I had never felt a feeling so strong in my life. I came so hard that it hurt my insides and when he pulled away, some of the fluid shot onto his stomach. That brought the biggest smile to Dennis’ face and I didn’t know what else I could do but hide my own.

  Dennis slammed back in, the wetness making him go deeper than before and I was unable to control myself any longer. My hands hooked around him, as did my legs and he picked me up from my place on the counter. Dennis had always been so strong and he was showing it as his arms bunched up with each thrust in. I was unable to stop the barrage of orgasms that came my way. It was like one that kept going, no breaks in between and my body started to go limp. I just couldn’t take anymore and it was only Dennis that could ever bring me to this state of being.

  “Please Dennis, I can’t.”

  It was as if the permission was all that he needed to find his own end. He let me fall onto his thick manhood one last time before I felt the hot surge of his fluid inside of me. It was only then that I thought about the fact that he didn’t have a condom on. It had been the last thing from my mind when I had gotten out of the shower and saw him there.

  My body had been awakened further with the way the water had moved over my body like a caress. It was one of those times that I hadn’t been able to control myself. I was in his arms now, he was still holding me up against him and he was still inside of me. Now all I could think about was what now? I had invited him over for one last time for old-time sake, but now I didn’t want him to go. I didn’t want to remember it all, feel how real it was between us again and then have it all thrown away.

  Dennis set me down on my feet and I almost fell because my knees were so wobbly and weak. There was nothing that I could do about it, nothing that I could do about the way he made me feel at the present moment. I was at a loss for words and when I moved away from him, I was still trying to catch my breath. I forgot how hard he was on my body and mind. Dennis was the kind of man and the kind of lovemaking that I had to recover from.

  “Are you okay?”

  It was such a simple question, but I was afraid that the seemingly innocuous question had an answer that was just as benign. I couldn’t seem to figure out what that was though. I knew that I wanted him for good and that was not a possibility. I was okay physically, save from being sore, but emotionally I felt like I had just opened another can of worms and I didn’t know how to get it back in. How did I do something like that with him and feel nothing going forward? How could I lose Dennis again?

  I felt close to tears and I hid my face. All of the orgasms must have brought on a river of emotions that I was doing my best to beat back. I didn’t want him to see how he had affected me, how he had affected me before when he left me. All of the old emotions came back all at once and it was like I had a huge knot in my throat that was impossible to swallow down. How could it ever be any different?

  Dennis’s hand touched my shoulder and he pulled me to him, spinning me around to look at him. I didn’t know what it was that I wanted to say to him. I wanted to say nothing. I wanted to leave, but this was my place so there was nowhere that I could go.

  It was then that I realized that I wasn’t wearing any clothes. I searched for the towel that I had come out of the shower with. It was on the floor where I had discarded it in the heat of passion. It had always been that way with Dennis, forgetting everything for just a little while, only to have it come back in waves that made it all feel worse. He had rattled my mind and now I had to somehow make it all better.

  “What’s wrong Kendra?”

  His green eyes had such concern on them. “Was I too rough? I didn’t hurt you, did I? I didn’t mean to get so excited. It was just so tight and you felt so good. I forgot how good you felt wrapped around my shaft.”

  It was always that way with him. He never understood the emotions of it all. My heart was breaking, even as my body still sang his praises for what he had done to me. It was like getting a piece of me back and now I was mourning the loss again, because that was all I could do. There was nothing that could be done to change anything.

  “No Dennis. It was great like it always is with you. You were perfect.” I could hear the disappointment in his voice. Why did I hate that I was so wrong about everything and that it was just as good as I remembered it? Why did I hate the fact so much that he really was perfect?

  “So then why are you sad Kendra? You look upset.”

  I didn’t have a ready answer and I just shrugged a little bit because I really didn’t know what to say. He pulled me into his arms and hugged me, helping me remember the safety that I had felt in his arms and treasured before. Whether it was real or not, it was always how I felt about it all.

  I melted into his arms and tried to pull myself together. He was still naked and it wasn’t long before he was hard again. I eyed his hardness, still wet from my pleasure and tried to look away. My body responded in kind and before I knew it, he was kissing me and I was doing the best I could to hold it together. When he picked me up and started to cart me off to my bedroom, I had no more protest in me. This is what I wanted, if only I could shut my brain up long enough to understand that it was only going to be for tonight. Might as well make the best of it. Let tomorrow sort itself out.

  Dennis half-threw me into the bed. The towel that I had put back around me was falling off again as I bounced a couple of times on the bed before I settled on my back. He had such determination in his eyes that I had to close my own for a moment to stop the wave of anxiety that flowed through me. How had I gotten back to this place again? It was a place that I said I would never find myself in again, I was I love and lust with Dennis.

  I fell asleep for a little while in Dennis’ arms. I don’t remember going to sleep, but just this peaceful feeling that had gone over me with all of the orgasms he had provided. I was just laid out, something that Dennis had done to me many times in the past. I felt a kiss on my forehead and that was the very last thing that I remembered. Everything else after that was blissfully black and void.

  Chapter 97

  Dennis

  I woke up feeling better than I had felt in a long time. The warm body next to me moved a little when I shifted positions on the bed. Kendra made a small moan
ing sound and I was left growling at her from where I laid. I wanted more of her body, my need already full and ready for her again.

  Kissing her, I didn’t worry about the time. It was late and we were both going to be late to work, but I didn’t care. I wanted her again, knowing that I would never be sick and tired of Kendra. One night was never going to be enough. All of the feelings that I had of her all of those times in the past were coming up with a vengeance and there was nothing I could do about it. I felt it all rush back and knew that this was because she was to be mine. It was meant to be or I wouldn’t feel this way. While Kendra wanted to say that she didn’t feel the same way, her body doesn’t lie and I just know that she wants us back together too.

  “Wake up Kendra. I need you. I don’t want to wait anymore so I am going to get started without you.”

  She made a sound and then moved to her other side, away from me. I wanted her badly and I started to kiss on her neck and shoulders. She whimpered with the touch and it wasn’t long before I was moving her to her back. I had to have her again and Kendra was ready for me already. She wasn’t awake yet, so I set about kissing her and climbing on top on her. Her eyes opened and met mine. “What are you doing?”

  “Waking you up, baby. We are late for work, so we might as well make it worth our while to be late.”

  I hoped that she would play along. She always had before, telling me that she liked to be awoken this way. If I woke her up and asked she would be upset, but if I had her body ready, the rest of her was far more willing.

  This was not the case this time around. She shot up and pushed on my chest to get me off of her. I didn’t want to back away, but I was left little choice. “I have to get up and go. I can’t be late for work lying in bed with you. I have a lot that I am supposed to be doing today.”

  “I think your boss will be okay with it. I only need a few minutes.”

  She waved me off and told me that I didn’t know her boss. And that she didn’t understand women if I thought that the statement was going to help me any.

  “Come on Kendra, you can’t be serious. I don’t know why you work there anyways. It is beneath you to work in such a place. That neighborhood is dangerous.”

  This wasn’t going as I wanted it to and I could see by the expression on her face that I hadn’t won any awards for saying that to her. It was literally the first thing that popped into my mind when I saw the state of the place she was working at and the neighborhood in which it was in. If it was for the money, I could remedy that quite easily. I couldn’t understand why else she would be working there. I know that Kendra had a rough background, but that didn’t mean that she was meant to work in such a place.

  “Don’t say that Dennis because I don’t want to hear it. My job means a lot to me and I don’t really care what you think. Those girls depend on me and I am not going to let them down for another romp in the sack with you.”

  She was mad and I didn’t want her like this. I pulled her to me and tried to kiss her to make her see that this was just a silly spat, but Kendra’s hands were on my chest, trying to stop me from changing her mind. What just happened? The temperature in the room should have gone down ten degrees with the sudden frost I was feeling from her.

  “I have to go Dennis. Thanks for a good time. It was nice to do it one last time. It had been a while.”

  She was getting dressed and I looked at her as if she were crazy. I don’t know what the hell just happened, but I wanted to fix it before it got worse and snowballed into something that I couldn’t talk my way out of. I didn’t like her mad at me and I had thought everything had gone so well. She had come all over me and been thoroughly satisfied many times last night. So I know that I had done my job, very well if I do say so myself, so why was she leaving in a huff? What changed?

  I just didn’t understand it and I tried to stop the madness before she left me there alone in her apartment. Maybe she would see reason.

  “Wait Kendra, don’t you think we should talk about this?”

  She turned back to me, my hand on her arm. She looked down at the connection and shook her head that we didn’t need to talk about it at all. She shrugged me off to break the contact.

  “It was just the night. It was great, you know it was. You have always known every button to push Dennis. Nothing has changed though. It was just for the night and it was good to see you again and to get together like that.”

  Kendra left out the door before I could say anything else. My pride was wounded and I didn’t know what to say to her to make her see that she had this all wrong. But then she was gone, saying something about locking up if I could before I left. I was left sitting on the side of the bed, asking myself what had just happened, again, not sure at all. Kendra hadn’t even given me a sideways glance before she walked out of my life.

  My cock was still hard and I still wanted her, but after a cold shower I knew that I was going to have to figure this all out. I was still stumped on the sudden change in her attitude, but I was going to get to the bottom of it before we had a repeat of before.

  I went to the social media site that we had been talking on and I left her a quick message. What was so weird was the fact that if she was any other woman, I would have liked her even more for just walking away. It meant that I didn’t have to worry about clinging. But that just wasn’t so with Kendra. I wanted her to stay in my arms. Again I was wanting more than ever before and of course, Kendra didn’t want to play along.

  Kendra never did message me back. I checked my phone several times an hour just to make sure that the ringer hadn’t been bumped to vibrate. I felt like I had been reborn and finally given another chance at the one regret I had, but now I started to wonder if it was all I my head. It was becoming clear that Kendra didn’t feel the same way. It hadn’t been the sex. It was perfect as it always was. So what was holding her back from me? Did she really not feel the same way that I felt about her?

  When I got into work, I will be the first to admit that I didn’t want to be there. I had a mean mugging look on my face that I couldn’t wipe off. Peggy steered clear of me once I got snappy with her. I could tell that I had hurt her feelings. It seemed to be a theme today and I didn’t even make it to lunch before I was done with the whole thing. I had Peggy hold my calls and I told her I wasn’t sure when I would be back. It looked like I had some thinking to do.

  I found myself in a bar, one that I went to a lot more before Kendra had popped back into my life. I was surrounded by beautiful women, many working there and I didn’t feel the same excitement as before. Nothing that I enjoyed before was the same. Kendra hadn’t taken away the joy of life. She was just such a bright new light that Kendra seemed to dim all of the rest of the things around me. I didn’t want to admit it, but part of me still couldn’t figure out what I had done without her all of these years. I had a feeling though, she wasn’t filled with the same warm sentiment. She had been upset this morning and I wasn’t sure why.

  I tried to call her again and she didn’t pick up. I tried to tell myself that it was because she was working, but I had a feeling it was something else. To say that I always understood what was going on in her head was a lie. Before we were together most days and I didn’t get her sudden mood swings. Either she had a bad dream or she was thinking about it all a bit too much.

  I left her a text. It was a little dirty. I hoped that when she saw it she would smile. Drinking the last bit out of the first glass, I left the bar. The establishment didn’t hold the same power and allure to me as it had before. There was nothing for me here, so I instead went back to work and threw myself into it. I had a lot that I had been putting off and it helped take my mind off of last night. It had been great to be with her, but for weeks I had been neglecting work because of Kendra in my brain. It was good to have her out of it a bit so that I could get some work done.

  I was so busy with everything at work, calls, meetings and deals that I didn’t hear the sound for the text message. When I saw that it
was Kendra, it was my face that broke out into a grin. I had wanted to hear from her all day and I waited a moment before I opened it to see what she said.

  “While that sounds good Dennis, I don’t think we will be doing that again. It was good to see you, but that was a one-time thing. Talk to you soon.”

  Floored, I reread it several times, trying to find a clue as to why she said such things. I tried to call her and when she didn’t answer, I knew I was going to have to go down to her apartment and see her. I wasn’t going to let this stand. She was going to have to give me a reason and quite frankly, I was ready for her again, had been since this morning.

  So when it was time to knock off for her, I made my way across town to her apartment. I had brought dinner from a restaurant I thought she would like, a bottle of wine from my cellar and flowers from a local florist by her place. I had to see her, but I didn’t want to come empty handed. I knew that some pasta would keep her from wanting to push me away, at least until she wasn’t hungry anymore.

  When I got there, her car was parked out front, but it had condensation on the windows like it had been sitting there all day. Her job wasn’t far from here, so she could have walked. I had a feeling that she wasn’t going to be at home though. None of her lights were on and I knocked, not expecting much to happen. I wasn’t surprised when there was no answer. She didn’t know I was coming. Would she have been here if she would have known?

  I decided to wait. I wasn’t going to be able to concentrate on anything, anyways. I just didn’t know that it was going to be such a long wait. And I certainly didn’t think that she was going to have someone with her when she got home.