by Nini Lili
Jason's POV
She looked so cute when she slept peacefully. Okey, she always did ...
I forced myself to look away from her lips and up to my tongue. More and more often I've been startled by my own thoughts lately. Since when did I find a girl s ???
But this girl was expressing new, strange feelings in me. That scared me a little. Also, never before has a girl slept in bed next to me without us having sex with each other before. Not to mention that I only held someone in my arms like now. But it was a good feeling. Everything was different with Amy ... I was different with her. Somehow I had to shake off the feelings for her. I was a self-confident, arrogant macho who did not feel good and just wanted fun! I had to talk lately but fters. Only, that maybe I did not want to be that much anymore ....
Yesterday I had worried about Amy when she was not feeling well. And I had always caught myself wondering how it would be to kiss her.
But I was not allowed to let her in on me. Alone was better off ...
Of course, I still had the desire to lay the bitches flat, these were just my male impulses, but it was more often that I thought of Amy and her lips. Somehow I had to bring myself under control ....
But she was just so tender, and so fragile at the same time. I did not know what was going on with her last night. But something had something to do with her dad. She was a very secretive, secretive
girl, something was wrong, she hid something and lied. I knew it. Absolutely I had to get to the bottom of the matter, starting with her bruises. It was not normal that she had several in a few days. Her excuses were pretty bad, no one could be so bullish and fall so often. The outdoor pool was also weird, she had clearly lied with her sun allergy.
Relaxed she lay in my arms.
On her stomach, the shirt had slipped a little high, so you saw a thin, brown burned strip of her skin. I could not help but stare at her skin. How I would like to touch her now ....
My eyes moved to her eyes.
In my mind, I traced her features. She was still asleep ... should I dare to look ....?
Yes.
I took my arm from her back and pulled up her sleeve from the long top. Shocked, I stared at her bruised arm. That's why she had langmmlige things even in the summer ... I first had to swallow and take a deep breath. Her whole arm was totally battered !!
"Hey, what are you doing!" she cried suddenly startled and angry. I had not noticed that she had woken up ...
As if paralyzed I stared at the purple spots while she looked at me angrily. Energetic, she pulled her sleeve back down and slid away from me way to the other Bettseitenkannte. Shaken, I stared at her. Woe, if it came now: 'That's nothing.'
So it was certainly NOTHING. She should better have
looked at the doctor ... I saw in her eyes fear, insecurity, panic and anger flare up before she hissed: "Woe you say something to somebody, that heals again."
"What-what ...?" I stammered but she only shook her head. "I do not want to talk about it, and you almost hurt me while I'm asleep!" She said threateningly and I only nodded as I slowly recovered from the shock.
After that she left pretty fast and did not even stay for breakfast. Thoughtfully, she left me behind.
Amys POV
When I got home, I found my dad going wild with a woman on the sofa. So I was able to scurry quickly into my room and came around for a spanking - I thought at least.
An hour later, my dad came to my room and demanded to know where I was. Pff, as if that would take care of him ...
Then I got a decent load of strokes and cried again. But I was already used to that. I actually managed to get away with it and lay in my bed until the evening. I rested and wondered if maybe I should not go to the party. Jason would definitely appeal to my spots again and I wanted to avoid that. He was suspicious enough anyway ... on the other hand, he would otherwise talk to me about it when he did, in the party Getmmel I could at least dive under. I then decided to leave, maybe it was good to get out of my hole.
For a long time I stood in front of my wardrobe and wondered if I should dress a bit more chic than usual. I did that too and told my subconscious that I just did not want to attract attention in normal clothes. That did not bother me either, but I suppressed the fact that it was probably due to Jason.
Finally, I put on a smart black top and black tights. (Outfit above) On my legs, the bruises were already well healed, so they were not visible through the pantyhose. After I had weaned myself a long, gray chain and gray earrings infected, I ran. It was about 30 minutes walk to Jason, but I could not afford two taxi rides with my own money. Back then I would drive but then.
As I came closer, I already heard the loud bisses of the music.
Only a few hours later I was back in the driveways of Jason's villa. Only this time masses of young people just tummelten in the garden, the party was already in full swing.
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As good as all guests were already there, but I came intentionally later and did not have much to stay long. While I was walking through the garden some people puked right and left of me, others barked about the music or were in the pool.
When I entered the house, the stifling air hit me and only slowly one got through the many people. A disco ball that I had not noticed this morning turned on the ceiling. Everywhere people were standing with drinks in their hands, smoking or dancing. I first got an overview of the crowd, but did not recognize anyone known.
Jason had really saved nothing and even arranged a bartender. I lurched through the dancing crowd and ordered something to drink. The guy who gave me the alcoholic drink winked at me and also one, two guys whistled after me. I was not used to that and just ignored her. In itself, I had a very good body, but I was just too shy and wanted and could not show it that way. If the boys would see my bruises under my clothes they would run away.
The drink tasted very good, but I did not order anything new, with alcohol I was careful.
I jumped in surprise when Katy hugged me from behind. "Heiiiii, AMY! You are ... you are so ..." she mumbled and beamed at me. I was happy to see her too, only she had to be quite drunk.
"Do we want to dance?" she asked and I nodded and smiled at her.
We pushed through the young people to a freer space in the living room and then danced. I loved dancing and moved my body to music. With Katy it was really fun, dancing alone was never so great. Katy still knew what she was doing, but kept chuckling, which also made me laugh a lot.
We danced for about three quarters of an hour when my eyes narrowed and Jason saw me approaching.
"Hi, you are there." He happily stated and shamelessly glanced his gaze over my body. My cheeks turned red under his scrutiny.
"You look great." He breathed in my ear and a tense skin covered my body.
I smiled at him for a moment, then looked away in disgust as I noticed what he was holding in his hand. Even he smoked in his own house!
Then he was dragged away by Ryan and disappeared between the people.
"Mmh, you like Jason ..." Katy lolled, grinning and punching lightly in my side. In pain, I bit my teeth briefly and then ignored the throbbing.
"No, I do not care about anyone, and certainly not on a guy like him." I said but Katy only smiled knowingly.
" On a guy like that, " she chided me. "Amy, every man stands like a guy like him ..." she lolled. "And that's the problem ..." I said softly, then Katy had pulled me onto a free seat on the sofa. We talked for a while-as long as Katy got all the tricks out-and got on really well. We were just exchanging numbers when Katy waved to a brown-haired girl who came to us.
"Amy, this is my best friend Ayleen, Ayleen, this is my friend Amy." I felt warm when Katy called me her friend and then smiled at Ayleen. We sat squeezing on the sofa for a while, then Katy got really fucked and Ayleen went with her to the bathroom, where she could vomit.
I decided to go out and catch some fresh air and then stopped dead in my tracks when I saw Jason on the wa
ll. Only he was not alone .... He pressed a girl with heaps of makeup on the face of the house wall, while she was kinking him. Neither of them held his hands and I looked away in disgust. It was not that I was shocked by the sight, but it was a tiny twinge on my heart. I thought Jason might have finally strayed from his scam, but what did I expect? He was a boy and it was clear what they would do when they later went to Jason Zimmer. He had not changed after all.
"Well, not a nice sight, huh? The girls are lining up with him." said Ayleen, who suddenly appeared behind me.
"Are you jealous?" She asked as she looked at me from the side. Relieved, I turned my eyes back to her, who had somehow found his way back to Jason and the girl. "No way!"
In the process, I feel deeply inside that Ayleen was already a little bit right, even though I did not want to realize it.
Shortly thereafter I had already said goodbye to Ayleen and Katy, who had turned up pale, and ordered me a taxi. These few hours were quite enough for me, with all the noise, stench and the many people it was too much after a time.
The next morning I did not do anything important. At noon I read a book and wrote a bit with Katy. She was now much better after an aspirin tablet.
In the afternoon I went by bike to the nearest cemetery. That's what I did when I just could not keep it up with my dad in the house anymore. Often I went there too, when I felt particularly bad, when I needed advice or just felt lonely. At the moment I felt lonely and missed my mom again terribly. I crouched in front of her grave and looked at the epitaph in silence for a while.
"I miss you so bad Mum ..." I whispered softly and then sobbed. Here, I was able to give free rein to all my emotions and let the tears flow over my face like torrents. After about half an hour I stood up exhausted with cheeks cheeks. It was good sometimes to let everything out, otherwise I would despair with my dad ....
At 6 o'clock I tied my jumper to the Blue Spar Bar and went through the door with the inscription: "Only for staff"
For over 2 years I mixed the drinks and took over the washing up of the bar. I earned a lot and it was not difficult work. The first 2 hours were normal. Then suddenly appeared Jason, Dustin, Ryan, Zac, Melly, Lavina, Melina and another girl my age. I watched her steer for a table and Antony, the waiter, picked up her order.
At first, Jason did not notice me until Zac alerted me. Jason smiled briefly at me and I turned away quickly and rumzte the clean glasses in the closet.
"Amy, a vodka, a cocktail and 6 beers for table 5!" Antony shouted to me.
I nodded and made the drinks. In the meantime I kept watching Jason's table.
Antony brought them the drinks and within the next half hour she ordered more glasses of vodka and beer. They were swiped on a short time and laughed at every sentence.
Disgusted, I watched Jason as he pulled Lavina onto his lap and gave her a sharp kiss.
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Lavina devoured him frantically and he tugged at her section, pulled her closer by the hips and groped her breasts. Oh man! I really did not have to watch how they messed around with each other .... Could not they take a room?
Okay, that's probably what they'd be after, but just the idea of Jason laying her flat or the other way around ..... wh.
I did not like such people. Just do something together for a quick number, I did not think that was possible. A miracle that Jason has not already tried with me ... He could have fallen for me in the middle of the night ... Well, he was different with me, somehow always so considerate, but I was well in there He was wrong.
He was still as feminine as ever.
It was best to keep away from him and keep my distance. I did not want to have anything to do with such people ....
"Hey, Amy hurry up, I'm waiting for the drink for table 10!" Antony brought me back to the present. Scattered, I continued to take his orders and never once looked at the other two. Often I only heard Lavina's silly giggling.
But what am I so upset at all? Jason was allowed to do what he wanted, I would not do anything to him anymore.
Last night, Jason's troupe left only late and I was finally relieved to breathe. Jason ignored me, but that was fine with me.
Before the first lesson I saw Jason come to me, but then I quickly evaporated.
Unfortunately, during the first break I could not fight and he caught me at my locker. "Hi Amy!" He said quite normal as if nothing had happened, but yesterday and the day before yesterday I saw his true face again. He could no longer fool me. And if he tried to use this scam on me, because I was a 'challenge', that would not work! What had I imagined he might like me to do?
"Leave me alone Jason, I do not want to have anything to do with you anymore!" I said in a neutral voice.
Jason's POV
Confused, I looked at her. What did she suddenly have ??
"What is, have I done anything wrong?" I asked because I did not like it when she was mad at me. Somehow it was important to us that we
got alongwell ..."You did not do anything wrong, I just do not want to talk to you anymore, you have the good right to sleep with those who want it, I just thought you were actually talking Otherwise, you were different to me at least for the last few days. " she said with a disdainful look, then turned and left. Stunned, I stared after her. She said definitely determined last night in the bar. Shit! That's right, she had seen everything that Lavina and I had done ...
I was drunk and somehow completely forgot that she was there .... On the other hand, I just needed that with Lavina, that satisfaction. Only when we landed in bed with her at home did a picture of Amy flash in my mind's eye. That had annoyed. Lavina was undoubtedly really good at what she did, but yesterday I somehow could not enjoy it as I kept thinking about Amy. I wanted to make it more likely that my feelings, which I undoubtedly had for Amy, vanished. I wanted to deny it, but two days ago at the party it had not worked out yet.
Only 2 weeks ago I still enjoyed everything the girls did and now I was constantly wondering what it would feel like with Amy ... or her lips on mine ... My body was totally crazy and although I already had it all Time tried, I could not feel my feelings for her. Feelings that I did not know, but were strong and pulled me over to her again and again. I had an ongoing urge to protect her ... On the
other hand, I did not think it was good of her that she thought right after such an incident that I could only be macho. Well, that was me at the time too, but I also showed her my other pages. She was angry, but I was also a free man who could do what he wanted ... only that I was not so sure WHAT I wanted.
Amy's POV
The next few days I avoided Jason and he also leaves me alone. Sometimes I catch myself, as I just missed the small talks with him during the break. Often I get his eyes on me in the classroom, which seem to pierce me. I was uncomfortable and even though I had met Katy once, I felt lonely. Almost every day I was at my grave with my mum and always put a fresh rose on the tombstone.
That would not be possible for a while, because I did not feel so well. Okey, I never felt well, because every day my dad found a reason to beat me out of Spa. And always so that it left no traces and could be covered with clothes. I'm fraying this thing more and more into me and the fiber could also come in part because I was simply totally flabby from the ground up.
In addition, constantly ran my nose and every now and then it shook me violently and I was cold. 3 days ago I called the school and got sick. Every day I sat wrapped in my bed and dragged me down to the kitchen when I was hungry or thirsty. In addition, my dad did not care what I was doing and he was always shooing me around the apartment to get things done for him.
This morning, Jason wrote me a text message:
Hi Amy!
Is everything ok, I have not seen you at school for 2 days ... please answer me!
And indeed, I had told him earlier that I was not feeling well and that I would stay away for several more days.
Amazed, I slipped down to the Haustre when it rang, because my oh so
great dad NEVER went to the door. Startled, I gasped as Jason stood in front of me. How did he fucking know where I lived?
Well, yes, after the pool he had once driven me home ...
Speechless, I just stared at him. He looked at me with a worried look. "How are you?"
"What are you doing here?" I asked irritated the counter question.
"I thought I'd drop by." When I looked at him in disbelief, he added, "I wanted to tell you the things we did."
"Oh, that's nice." I croaked, because my neck hurt and for a long time I could not stand here in the door with my strength.
His brow creased. "You look awful ... you should not be in the cold breeze here, you're going to bed!"
"Thanks, very nice," I said ironically, I knew even that I was pale and had to look like a rattle rack. "Yes mum." I added with a grin, but quickly closed the door behind me as he took a step towards me and wanted to go inside.
"Can I come in please?" He sighed and I shook my head. "No."
"Do you really want to discuss this here in front of the door? You're trembling, you should lie down!" He did not relax and looked at me worriedly.
I could not stand any longer soon, I was already panting and said softly: "You can not go in there ..
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Shit, now he was still suspicious!
"Why not...?"
I just told him half the truth. "Because it's awful in there, it's totally messy and my dad needs his ... h .... rest."
