The Mary Russell Series Books 1-4: The Beekeeper's Apprentice; A Monstrous Regiment of Women; A Letter of Mary; The Moor

by Laurie R. King

  “What about the fear of being caught?”

  “It acts as a balance to the urge for self-defence. Most people know at least one person whom they could be tempted to do away with, were it not too unpleasantly messy, but for the fear of being caught and having freedom, honour, and perhaps even life itself taken away by the judicial system. Be honest, Russell. If you found yourself in a position where you could rid yourself of another person, and you were absolutely certain that no one would ever even suspect you, would you not be sorely tempted?”

  “Oh yes,” I said with feeling.

  Holmes laughed dryly. “I am glad your aunt could not see your face just then, Russell. I promise you that I won’t mention this conversation to the local constable if her body is found one of these days.” Holmes, who had never been formally introduced to my aunt, was no fonder of her manipulative ways than I, her orphaned ward.

  “I’ll remember that. But, Holmes, if all murderers—most murderers—are only acting in self-defence, then how can you condemn them? Any animal has the right to defend itself, doesn’t it?”

  His response was as unexpected as it was electrifying. My friend, my mentor, turned on me, with a look of such absolute disgust and loathing that I could not breathe, and had I not been frozen to the spot, my body would probably have fallen forward off the cliff just to be free of that awful gaze. His voice was tight with scorn, and it shattered my fragile adolescent attempts at self-assurance.

  “For God’s sake, Russell, human beings are not animals. For thousands of years, we’ve fought our way up from being animals, and the veneer is a fragile one at best. Some people forget this, but don’t you, Russell, you of all people. Never forget it.”

  He stood up swiftly and stalked away, and I began to breathe again. After a while, I took myself home, shaken, confused, angry, and feeling about four inches tall.

  That night after dinner, I went upstairs early to avoid my aunt’s eyes and to think. My room was small, had no view to speak of, and was located on the cold north side of the house, but it had one invaluable feature: The stones of the main chimney stepped up along the outside wall just under my window, so that with the aid of a fine, nearly invisible rope, I could leave the house unseen. I used the escape route rarely, but knowing it was available transformed the room from a prison into a safe haven. I had even mounted a bolt on the door, which I threw now, and I stood with my forehead against the cool painted wood as the confusion and the emptiness welled up in me. Holmes was my only friend, all the family I possessed, and the thought of his disapproval devastated me.

  A slight noise came from behind me. I whirled around, my heart in my throat, to see the man himself in the armchair next to the window, leaning forward to replace a book on the bookshelf, his unlit pipe between his teeth. I stared at him. He took the pipe out of his mouth, smiled at me, and spoke in a low voice.

  “Good evening, Russell. If you do not wish to have uninvited visitors, you ought to pull the cord up after you.”

  I found my voice.

  “Most people use the front door, for some reason.”

  “How odd. Would you prefer I went around…”

  “It would seem somewhat anticlimactic. What are you doing here? I’m afraid I can’t offer you any refreshment, if you are here because Mrs Hudson has decided to go out on strike.”

  “What a terrifying thought. No, I am not in need of refreshment. I came to apologise, Russell. My words this afternoon were unnecessarily harsh, and I did not wish you to be disturbed by them.”

  I turned to tidy an already-neat stack of papers on my desk.

  “It is not necessary to apologise,” I said. “It was a stupid thing to say, and I deserved your response. I am relieved that you aren’t angry with me,” I added.

  “My dear child, it was not stupid. The question of human responsibility is one that every adolescent must ask, or grow up never knowing the answer. The problem is that I forgot you are only sixteen. I often do, you know. It was a valid question, and I treated it as if it were a moral flaw. Please forgive me, and I beg you, do not let it stop you from asking questions in the future. You say what you like, and I shall attempt to avoid acting like an old lion with a toothache. Agreed?”

  Embarrassed and relieved, I grinned and stuck out my hand. He stood up and took it.

  “Agreed.”

  “I’ll be off, then, before Mrs Hudson sends out the hounds for me. There may be something in your macabre joke after all—this will be the third time in a week I have made her serve me a cold supper. Ah well. Until tomorrow, Russell.”

  He reached down and pulled up the noiseless window, then threaded his long body out into the darkness.

  “Holmes,” I called. His head reappeared.

  “Yes, Russell.”

  “Don’t come here again,” I said, then realised how it must sound. “I mean, while my aunt lives here, I can’t—I don’t—” I stopped, confused.

  He studied me for a moment, and then his hard face was transformed by a smile of such unexpected gentleness that I clamped my jaws hard to block the prickle in my eyes.

  “I understand,” was all he said, and was gone.

  But I never forgot his words on the cliff.

  WHAT HAD MISS Ruskin possessed that could turn two, perhaps three, human beings into killers? What of hers, what piece of paper or small, flat item could have driven someone to the extremity of running her down with an automobile? If I knew what it was, I would know who. If I knew who, I could deduce what it was. I knew neither.

  So I went to bed.

  PART FOUR

  SUNDAY, 2 SEPTEMBER 1923

  [In Nature there are] no arts, no letters, no society, and worst of all continual fear and danger of violent death.

  —THOMAS HOBBES

  SEVENTEEN

  rho

  SUNDAY MORNING BEGAN with the richly evocative sound of changes being rung on the bells and the sun streaming through a gap in the curtains, and deteriorated rapidly. For ten whole minutes, I lay happily contemplating the floating dust motes and deciding how best to use a beautiful, warm, free, late-summer Sunday in London. I luxuriously considered the riches available to me. Were I in Oxford there would be no doubt but that I should take to the river with boat, book, and sandwich, but where in London might I find a combination of strenuous work and pointlessness? Perhaps I could take a boat downriver to—

  My blissful self-indulgence was broken by a sharp rap on the door, followed by Isabella’s equally sharp voice.

  “Miss Small? Gennleman downstairs to see you.”

  “A gentleman? But—” No, surely not Holmes. Who, then? Lestrade? Could something have happened to—Oh God. “Did he give his name?”

  “A Colonel something, miss. Come to take you to church.”

  “To church!” I was absolutely flabbergasted.

  “Yes, miss, it bein’ Sunday and you new to the area and all, he says. What do you want me to tell him?”

  “Tell him—” Dear God, of all the things I did not want to spend the morning doing, sitting in a stuffy building and singing muscular Christian hymns was fairly high up on the list. “Tell him I’ll be down in ten minutes, would you please? No, better make it fifteen.”

  Make no mistake—I have nothing against Christian worship. Although I am a Jew, I am hardly a fanatically observant one, and at university I regularly attended church for the sheer beauty of the liturgy and the aesthetic pleasure of a lovely building being used for its intended purpose. However, I had a fairly good idea of where and how the colonel worshipped his God, and it was bound to be worlds removed from evensong at Christ Church. Nonetheless, a job was a job. And, I could always develop a headache or the vapours and return here.

  The flowery cotton frock, white gloves, and wide-brimmed straw hat I appeared in seemed to meet with Colonel Edwards’s approval, and he rose from his chair in what Isabella called her parlour and greeted me with an oddly formal half bow. He positively sparkled with his Sunday-morning polish, loo
king jovial and avuncular and nothing at all like the man whose pale rage had actually frightened me two days before.

  “It occurred to me this morning, Mary, that I was being remiss in my duty as a neighbour to abandon you to your own resources on Sunday morning. If you’ve already made your plans, I should be most happy to take you to your own church, but if not…” His voice trailed off in a question. I did not allow my baser self to take the offered escape.

  “I should be delighted to join you, Colonel. I had no plans.”

  “Good, very good. Come then. We’ll be late.”

  It was precisely as I had envisioned it, a nominally Anglican service conducted in an ugly Victorian monstrosity with no open windows, packed with overdressed enthusiasts, and complete with a sweating, roaring sermon based on an unspecified text but touching on topics ranging from employment problems to women’s suffrage to the duties of an imperial power. The sermon was one of the longest I have ever had the misfortune to be subjected to, and as the man could not even manage to cite his biblical references properly, I did not feel it incumbent upon me to listen properly. I let myself sink into a light hypnotic trance, fixed an attentive look on my face, and reviewed irregular verbs. I worked my way through Greek, Hebrew, Latin, German, French, and Italian, and had begun on Spanish when the sermon thundered to its foregone conclusion. We paid our silver, sang a few more thumping hymns, and were given a blessed release.

  But not to freedom. The ordeal moved to the next stage, which consisted of the stewed tea and watery coffee prepared by the Mother’s Union to accompany their pink- and green-iced biscuits. Everyone knew the colonel, everyone came over to talk with him, and everyone glanced sideways at me before being introduced. I was certain that at any minute some acquaintance would recognise me and all would be lost, but I was spared that. I suppose the circle Holmes and I moved in, if it can be described by that term, had little overlap with that particular church population.

  I was positively quivering by the time the colonel bade his farewells to the few remaining parishioners in the church hall, though whether my reaction was one of suppressed hysterical laughter or the urge to commit mass ecclesiasticide, I am still unsure. The colonel, however, was rarely unsure of anything, and he interpreted my withdrawn expression and trembling hands in a way that suited him.

  “My dear Mary, how thoughtless of me to make you stand about sipping tea and chattering; you’re obviously ready to break your fast. Come, I’ve made reservations at Simpson’s. Now, where is Alex?”

  Simpson’s! Where even the busboy knew me as Mrs Holmes? That would never do.

  “Colonel, I’d really rather not go to a restaurant just now. Do you mind?”

  “Oh, well, certainly, my dear.” My contradiction took him aback. “What would you like to do?”

  “I had thought this morning of going to Kew. I know that half of London will be there, but I should greatly enjoy a walk.” And hope that anyone who might normally know me would be put off by my change in dress, manner, and posture. I could always hide behind my hat.

  The colonel puzzled at my rebellion for a moment, and then his face cleared with inspiration.

  “I have just the thing, my dear girl. Just the thing. Here’s the car. Only a bit of a drive is all. Alex, we want Westbury’s.”

  “Very good, sir. We shall need some petrol before the day is through.”

  “They’ll have it there for us.”

  “Colonel,” I inserted, “I must be back by six o’clock. I told a cousin of my mother’s that I’d take dinner with him.”

  “Six, you say? Oh, that’s too bad. They do a very pleasant dinner at Westbury’s. Perhaps they’ll give us a good tea, though. Make yourself comfortable, Mary. We’ll be about three-quarters of an hour.”

  “What, or who, is Westbury’s?” I asked.

  “Who, definitely. Though I suppose ‘what’ would not be too far off the mark. Westbury is a friend of mine, with the most magnificent house set into grounds by Capability Brown himself. Westbury has a large number of friends, and he and his wife love to entertain and do it very well, too. Unfortunately, Westbury is embarrassingly short of the old folding stuff—the dratted new tax laws, don’t you know? So rather than confine themselves to the occasional small party, they hold one every weekend, Friday night to Monday morning.”

  He nodded to himself as if to admire a clever solution. I had obviously missed a key word somewhere.

  “I’m sorry, Colonel, I fail to see how this avoids the expense.”

  “Oh, well, you see, the servants present each guest with a bill for services, be it afternoon tea or the full weekend with Saturday-night dance.”

  “Ah, I see. Westbury’s is a weekend resort hotel.”

  “Oh, no!” The colonel was shocked. “The Westburys have guests, all friends. The servants handle the financial side of it, and it’s all quite fair, a reasonable bill—they have a superb kitchen, a cook who is totally loyal since Westbury saved his life in the trenches—plus ten percent, of course. I occasionally do wonder if Westbury isn’t given some part of it, by some means or another, but they aren’t in business, oh my, no. It’s just that their friends want to help out, and it’s really such a pleasant place, it would be such a pity to open it up to the Americans and have charabancs full of daytrippers pocketing the silver and treading down the flowers, and one doesn’t mind doing one’s bit to cover costs, don’t you know? They’re such very nice people. Unfortunate about the money, though. Hmm.”

  I opened my mouth, shut it, and sat back in the leather and laughed until the tears came into my eyes, in a manner of total abandonment most unsuited to Mary Small. I laughed at the startled eyes of Alex in the mirror and at the Westburys’ friends and the tax laws and the total madness of it, and the colonel eyed me uncertainly and then began to chuckle politely, as well. I very nearly told him then who I was, to put an end to the farce, but something stopped the words on my tongue, and I changed what I was going to say.

  “Colonel, I—the whole thing sounds most delightful. Considerably better than Kew. I only might wish I had worn more practical shoes, so that I might take advantage of the grounds.”

  That distracted him, and we both peered down at my fashionable and therefore impractical heels, topped by the sleek sheen of my silk stockings. He cleared his throat and glanced out the window.

  “Perhaps Mrs Westbury could help you. I say, do you ride?”

  “I do, but not in these clothes.”

  “Oh, that would not be a problem. Westbury’s is always prepared for that kind of thing. Course, the riding’s nothing like before the war, but the few nags they manage to scrape together are usually sound. Wrong time of year for a hunt, sorry to say.”

  “That’s just as well. My sympathy would be entirely with the fox.”

  He chuckled patronisingly, as if he had expected my reaction, then changed the subject. Actually, I am not against the killing of foxes, being a farmer myself and having lost numerous poultry to them over the years. What I dislike is the unnecessary glorification of bloodthirstiness. We no longer execute our criminals with the prolonged agony of stoning or torture, and I cannot see why we should grant a wild creature any less dignity. When we have a fox, Patrick and I take turns sitting up with a gun until it shows up, and we kill it cleanly. We do not run it to ground in terror and turn the dogs loose to tear it to pieces. Such a process demeans both hunted and hunter. But I digress.

  It was indeed a magnificent house, and circling past the playing fountain to the portico, I could well imagine that it would be an appallingly expensive establishment to maintain. Two acres of roof? Three? I said a short prayer of thanksgiving that my own inheritance was too nouveau to have been bogged down in stone, glass, marble, and lead. Oak, plaster, and tile were more to my taste. Besides, a house like this means a plethora of servants, and I prefer freedom.

  We were greeted by music and a gentleman who could have been a butler of long service or an hotel manager, a figure both subservie
nt and authoritative.

  “Good day, Colonel Edwards, it’s good to see you again. I’m sorry I was not informed that you were coming, or I should have arranged something for you.” There was just the slightest hint of reproach in his voice.

  “No, Southern, I didn’t know myself until we got into the car an hour ago. We’re not here for dinner, just the afternoon, if there are a couple of spare mounts. However, I think Miss Small here would appreciate a crust of bread first and a change of clothing. Do you think the missus could help us?”

  “Certainly, sir. I’ll take her in now, if you like, and then bring her around to the terrace buffet.”

  “That’s grand. You go with Southern, Mary; his good wife will fix you up with something to ride in.”

  The riding jacket I ended up wearing had been designed for a woman with less in the way of shoulders and height and considerably more in the way of breast and hip, but the breeches were long enough and the boots fit. Mrs Southern assured me that I need not dress for the terrace luncheon, and when I saw the gathering, I understood why. The guests wore everything from dazzling white linen and twenty-guinea sandals to egg-encrusted waistcoats and boots that Patrick would have scorned for mucking out the cow barn. I stood in the dark shadow of a portico and enjoyed the multicoloured crowd of perhaps sixty people, equally matched between men and women, eating and drinking and talking in the glorious sunshine all along the magnificent flower-blazoned terrace. Halfway down the terrace, stones cast out a triangular shelf into the formal flower beds, and on this platform a string quartet was playing gamely.

  The colonel was standing with a group of three other men, a stemmed glass small in one hand and a delicate sandwich in the other. I made to step out into the light, then stopped dead as my eyes lit on the group coming up the terrace behind him. Damnation, just what I had feared all morning, someone who knew me well enough to see through the façade: the sister and cousin of a housemate from my undergraduate days, with whom I had gone to a rather poor ballet and spent a dreary weekend in Surrey. They moved up to the colonel’s party and rooted themselves there.