Stepbrother Forever: A Stepbrother Romance

by Marx, Jessica

  “Shit. You scared me, Eve.”

  “Sorry. Where are you rushing off to?” I ask.

  “AGR. They need me to come in again. I don’t know how they expect me to be ready to leave on Monday if they keep asking me to do more stuff over there,” he mutters.

  I can’t help but stare at him in his towel. Not like I’ve never seen him like that before, but something about today is different. It could be because I think I love him that I’m looking at him in a new light. Ryan’s body is very toned and he has nice, olive skin. His dark hair is all wet and hanging around his face, instead of its usual style. My eyes wander downward to his chiseled abs and then continue to his Adonis belt, and I get a sudden urge to rip off his towel. I’ve never had this feeling about Ryan before, but I like it.

  “Are you okay?” he asks me when I don’t reply.

  “Me? Yeah,” I say startled. “Just tired.”

  “Me too. We were up pretty late last night. Will you be home tonight? I gotta get going.”

  “Not sure. I asked for the night off, but haven’t heard yet,” I reply trying not to look at anything other than his face.

  “Okay. Well, maybe if you don’t, I’ll come by for a drink,” he offers.

  “Sure. Cool.”

  Ryan walks into his room and closes the door to get dressed. I exhale without realizing I had been holding my breath. Shit. After all these years, I have never looked at Ryan the way I’ve been these last few days... I mean, ok, maybe there were a couple of times when we first met, but we just hit it off so well that I quickly made him off limits. Now I have to hide my sadness and disappointment about him leaving on top of my possible love and sexual attraction to him. I consider myself a strong woman, but that’s a lot to handle, even if he will only be here for a couple more days.

  I send my manager a text to see if he got my message about taking the weekend off. Ryan comes out of his room, looking gorgeous after only a few minutes of preparation. He is dressed in dark jeans and a white t-shirt. He is buttoning up a casual collared shirt over it as he enters the kitchen, and I find myself staring again. At this point, I’m watching him partly because of how hot he looks, and partly in disbelief that I’m seeing him this way.

  My phone buzzes and it’s my manager letting me know I have to work today, but can have off tomorrow. I’m bummed, but there’s really nothing I can do it about it, so I will have to suck it up.

  “What’s wrong?” Ryan asks while he puts on his coat. He must notice the disappointed look on my face.

  “I have to work tonight,” I tell him. “I was hoping I’d be able to hang out with you.”

  “That sucks. No worries, though. Tomorrow night, it’s just me and you.”

  “Oh? Where’s everyone else gonna be?” I ask.

  “I don’t know. I just figured a quiet night at home with you would be cool. I figured you could help me pack and stuff, anyway.” He glances at the time. “I have to get out of here. I’m going to be late. Maybe I’ll stop by for a drink or something later.”

  “Sure,” I reply, “Good luck.”

  Ryan leaves for the studio and I am alone with my thoughts again. I’m touched that Ryan wants some time to say goodbye, for whatever that’s worth, but if we are going to be alone tomorrow night, I don’t know if I can handle that. I have to help him pack. I will try to keep myself together, but I have a feeling I’m going to be a mess. I think in that situation, though, it will be understandable.

  I get up from the table and decide to get ready for my day. I elect to work out, which helps calm me down when I feel like this. I sense I’ll be exercising a lot in the coming months, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing.

  After I finish, I shower and get ready for work. At least if I’m not spending time with Ryan, I’ll be making some money. I’ll be happy if he stops in, but I won’t get my hopes up.

  I bundle up and walk outside to find that it’s snowing out. Just some flurries, but still. I love the city in the snow; it seems so peaceful and quiet.

  I walk to the bar and I’m greeted by the warm air. I notice Ken sitting at the bar already. He must be starting Happy Hour early today. I put my belongings in the back room and get settled in behind the bar.

  “Hello, Eve,” he says.

  “Hey Ken. What brings you in so early today?”

  “Just decided to get my weekend started early. I don’t have a drink yet,” he hints at me.

  “No one helped you?” I ask.

  “Nah, just got here a few minutes ago,” he says, “and you’re the only one who knows how I like my drink.”

  “It’s a beer, Ken. it’s pretty easy to make,” I tease him.

  “Yes. But you know how I like it,” he says with a smile.

  I laugh. “You’re crazy. Maybe you aught to introduce a little variety into your life,” I reply, filling a chilled glass from the tap.

  “Nah. Not my thing,” he replies. “Still waiting for one special lady to notice me.”

  “Well, I hope she does. You’re sweet, and you deserve a good woman.” I know he’s talking about me, but there is no way I’m getting into that conversation with him—or that situation. Fraternizing with customers is a big no-no. Not that I would. He might be a nice guy, but Ken isn’t my type.

  I continue to help the other patrons, and as early evening approaches, the crowd thickens and the music gets louder. I talk to Ken intermittently while he eats dinner at the bar and I serve some others. I notice Ryan’s face by the entrance and I light up. I didn't think he would be coming in, and I’m so happy he’s here. He’s flanked by Adam and another guy who I don’t think I’ve ever met. They walk over to the bar and push their way to the counter.

  “Hey, barkeep,” Ryan yells with a smile.

  “Seriously?” I reply, walking over. It’s busy, and as much as I’d like to, I don’t have much time to chat.

  “Just wanted your attention.” Ryan smiles, and for a moment, I melt.

  “You got it. Now, what can I do you for?”

  “Just three beers, please,” he replies.

  “Sure,” I answer, reaching into the cooler.

  “We’re only staying for one drink. We’re going to a bar on the east side that we used to hang at, but I wanted to stop in before we went out.”

  I smile at him. “Well, isn’t that sweet.” I notice a couple looking at me to refill their drinks.

  “You’re busy. I’ll see you later,” Ryan says, taking the beers and walking back to his friends.

  I help the customers that are giving me the evil eye and then the constant rush of others trying to celebrate the beginning of the weekend. I glance at Ryan and see him and his friends just talking together near a bar table. I’m happy there are no girls around them—not yet, anyway. I’m sure Ryan will want one last fling before he leaves.

  Ken looks like he’s finished his dinner and is draining what’s left of his beer, so I walk over to check in.

  “How was your dinner?” I ask.

  “It was all right. I see your movie star friend is still here,” he says with a hint of jealousy.

  “Yes. Celebrating the last of his days in New York as a ‘nobody,’_” I reply, sneaking a glance at Ryan. He is still just with the boys, and it looks like they are finishing their drinks.

  “Too bad,” Ken says, wistfully. “I’m sure he will be missed.”

  “Yes, I’m sure he will.” I’ve never seen this side of Ken.

  “Well, I’m going home. It’s been a pleasure as always, Miss Eve,” Ken says with a smile.

  “Goodnight. Enjoy your weekend.”

  Ken walks towards the door and Ryan and his friends approach the bar.

  “Okay, lady, we’re out,” Ryan announces.

  I smile and nod. “Have fun. Thanks for stopping in.”

  “We will. Sorry you were so busy, but I guess that’s a good thing,” he says. I nod again and wave to his friends. They say goodnight and leave the bar.

  Having Ryan stop in just to se
e me for a short time uplifts my mood and the rest of my night flies by. I happily help the customers I have until last call, and then clean up. When I go outside to walk home, I notice the snow has stopped and there is just a light dusting on the ground that I’m sure will be gone by morning.

  I walk into my warm building and up the many flights of stairs to my apartment. I don’t hear any noise on the other side of the door, so I assume Ryan’s friends didn’t come back here, and I’m relieved. I’m beat, and wouldn’t mind climbing into bed.

  I close the door behind me, and I’m bothered when I see Ryan’s door is open and the apartment is empty. I know there are places that will stay open after hours, but I also don’t think that’s necessarily where they are. I’m disheartened thinking that Ryan found a girl to go home with for the night and hope that’s just my inner jealousy talking. He’s not really that kind of guy, but it wouldn’t be completely out of the question, either.

  I get ready for bed, and even as the sun comes up, Ryan still isn’t home.

  Chapter 16

  I wake up to the sound of the front door opening and Ryan coming in. I look at the clock and it’s after eleven already, so I slowly sit up and stretch. Apparently, I slept like a baby all night. I must have needed that. I get out of bed, put on a sweatshirt, and walk into the living room as Ryan flings himself onto the couch.

  “Rough night?” I ask.

  “You could say that,” Ryan answers. “There were a lot of beers involved. I think I’ve consumed more alcohol in the last week than I have in the last year.”

  “Sounds like fun,” I reply drily. “Did you sleep somewhere last night, or were you out this whole time?” I’m a little afraid that he might tell me he was with a woman. I don't know if I’ll be able to hide my disappointment. I’m silently hoping he was out all night, or at one of his friend’s, sleeping.

  “We went to some afterhours club, and it was already morning when we went back outside, so we decided to have breakfast,” Ryan explains.

  “So, what now? Are you going to sleep?”

  “Definitely. I need to get a nap. I have to get some packing done when I get up. Will you be here? Are we still hanging later sis?” Ryan asks, getting cozy on couch.

  “Of course. I wouldn’t miss it,” I say with a smile.

  I make myself some coffee and get dressed so I can leave and let Ryan sleep. He’s already out like a light, so it’s not like I have to be quiet, but there’s not too much to do here. At least I can go pick up some food for myself, or something. I can also get some munchies for later when we are home packing. I put on my coat and leave the apartment to make myself busy for a while.

  It’s freezing out again, and they are predicting snow again later. We may even have some accumulation. I don’t have any place to go later, or tomorrow, for that matter, so a little snow on the ground would be nice.

  I go into the supermarket to grab some food and decide I should cook dinner, since I don’t have much else to do today. I’m not a good cook, but I can make something simple, and I’m sure Ryan will appreciate it. I choose some items and check out. It doesn't take terribly long, but I don’t have much else to do, so I bring the groceries home.

  Ryan is still snoozing, so I put everything away and get prepped as quietly as I can. I’m making a simple chicken and pasta dish, but the apartment already smells amazing. It hasn’t had the aroma of a fresh-cooked meal since my mom was here.

  I put the chicken on the stove to braise and prepare some garlic bread. I put a pot of water on the stove that I will turn on when Ryan is awake. I remember the bottle of champagne I had bought in anticipation of Ryan getting this part. It will be perfect for tonight. I won’t have any need for it after he leaves, anyway.

  I take a shower and watch some television. I see it’s starting to snow outside and I’m getting restless. I decide to make some noise to “accidentally” wake Ryan, so I go back into the kitchen and bang a few things around. Ryan begins to stir on the couch, and then slowly sits up.

  “What’s that smell?” he asks.

  “And good morning to you, too,” I reply.

  “Shit. What time is it?”

  “Just after four,” I tell him. “And that smell is dinner.”

  He rubs his eyes. “Damn, it’s late already. Where did you order from?”

  I puff out my chest proudly. “I didn’t order, I made it.”

  “You made it?” Ryan asks incredulously. “I feel honored.”

  “You should. Are you hungry yet, or do you need some time to wake up?”

  “I’m pretty hungry. I could use a shower, though. Can you wait a few?”

  “Of course. I still have to make a couple of things, anyway, so take your time.”

  Ryan walks to the bathroom and I turn the burner on for the water to boil. I spread some butter and mashed garlic on a nice loaf of Italian bread I bought at the market and put it in the oven. I look at the table and think it would be a nice touch to set it and make it look pretty.

  I take out two real plates and salad bowls instead of the regular paper products and take out tins we’re used to. I want Ryan to have a nice memory of me and our time here—I think this will be perfect. I look down at myself and suddenly wish I was wearing something nicer than leggings and a flannel, but it would feel strange to dress any different for dinner at home.

  The bathroom door opens and Ryan walks out in a towel. This is the second time in two days he’s done this. Maybe he knows it’s making me feel awkward and getting a kick out of it. More likely, though, he just has no clue and doesn’t care anymore since he knows he’s leaving.

  He smiles at me and walks into his bedroom to dress. I’m thankful for the champagne. I don’t know if Ryan is going to want to drink again, but I sure need some help relaxing.

  “So, what’s on the menu?” Ryan asks, entering the kitchen.

  “Salad, pan roasted chicken with rosemary, pasta, and garlic bread.”

  “And you set the table? Damn, girl. You really know how to make a guy feel special. Who knew?”

  “I have many hidden talents,” I reply, taking a bow.

  “This may be the first time I’ve seen you cook. I hope it tastes as good as it smells.”

  “Me too,” I laugh. “But first, a toast.” I open the fridge and take the bottle of champagne from the back. I expertly pop the cork and fill the two glasses I had taken out earlier. “Cheers.”

  “Cheers,” Ryan replies, clinking my glass. “Thank you for doing all of this. If I didn’t know better, I would think you were trying to seduce me—or poison me, but I’m pretty sure you’re not trying to kill me. If you haven’t by now, I think I’m okay.”

  “Ryan. I didn’t mean…”

  “Oh, please, Eve. I’m only messing with you,” Ryan laughs. “I know you’re not looking to get in my pants, and I hope you’re not trying to kill me.”

  I’m relieved. I’ve been so caught up in my new feelings for Ryan that I think he might be on to me. He’s kind of intuitive for a man, so he must have some idea, but I don’t want him to think I’ve planned a night of romance for the two of us.

  “Good. I don’t want you to think anything like that. I just wanted to give you something to remember me by,” I explain nervously. “I wanted to buy you something, but I couldn’t find anything that I liked. Nothing felt right.”

  “I don’t need anything, Eve. Not even this dinner, although I’m really happy you went through all this trouble for me. It means a lot.” Ryan smiles at me. “We’ve made so many memories together already. That’s all I need.”

  An awkward silence lingers between us and we each take a sip of champagne. Mine is more like a giant gulp and I finish off the glass and pour another.

  “So, how about we eat so we can get to packing?” I suggest, breaking the silence.

  “Sounds good. Let’s eat,” Ryan says.

  We sit down to one of the most formal meals we’ve eaten here, and it actually tastes good. The snow falling out
side our small window is a nice touch. We make some conversation and talk about what he and his crazy friends did last night. He lets me know his plans and what AGR did to set him up when he gets to California. It sounds like he’s getting the star treatment already, and I’m so happy for him.

  Ryan and I finish our meal and together clean the table and wash all the dishes. I pour us each another glass of champagne. We’re not drunk, but it’s definitely helping to keep the edge off my nerves.