Judged by Him

by Jaye Peaches

“Look at me, babe.” He tilted her chin up. “You’re released, Mrs Lucas.”

  He helped her to her feet. “Now, let me dry you. How is your bottom?”

  “Not as bad as I thought it would be. I’m going to ask Maria for some of her magic potion to take with me. I really would like to be able to sit comfortably through an opera.”

  “You could always use one of those rubber rings, the kind old dears sit on.” He rubbed down her legs with the towel.

  “Jason! Make everyone think I have piles. No way. I will grin and bear it.” She cheerfully took delight in calling her husband by his name. It re-enforced their return to the vanilla world.

  “Good. I’m sure you will be fine. Now, let’s go up to the sundeck and enjoy the view. Esteban can send up breakfast for you there.”

  By the time the yacht berthed in one of Venice’s many marinas, they had seen plenty of Venice. The Yacht had sailed past Lido and Giudecca into the lagoon. Gemma waved vigorously at the passing ferries and launches. Jason stood next to her with his arm about her waist, pointing out the different sights. He had been to Venice before.

  They said their first good-byes to Enrique and Maria in private. The luggage had been packed and sorted according to Gemma’s wishes. She only required two days of clothing, and the rest would be sent direct to the airport for stowing on the jet, including all of Jason’s toy collection. Nothing kinky would go with them to the hotel, except the ubiquitous lubricant tubes.

  “I really should take out shares in the company that makes this stuff.” Jason tossed another empty tube in the waste bin. She had laughed, listening to him muttering under his breath.

  Gemma shook Enrique’s hand, and he enveloped hers in both of his. “Thank you. I’ve not always been gracious to you. I hope you will send us your drawings when you have finished them. I would love to see them.”

  He released his grasp, putting a hand to his chest. “You will, señora. They are my gift to you and your husband. They never were for publishing.” He gave her a small bow and backed away.

  Jason approached from behind, kissing her earlobe and whispering, “Another collection of images to be locked away in my safe, Gemma.”

  She knew what lay in the strongbox already. “I can imagine the safe is going to get full of erotica by the time we’re old.”

  Gemma bid farewell to Maria as the little woman braided her hair one last time. “You’ve been so supportive of me. I couldn’t have managed without you. You know how demanding Jason is as a Dominant.”

  Maria gave her a knowing smile in the mirror.

  “I especially want to thank you for helping me with finding my versatile side. A new discovery, and you were so patient with me.” She tilted her head back towards Maria. “Great orgasms, too. Don’t tell Jason. Don’t want to make him jealous!” The two women sniggered.

  “So, now you are not his submissive, señora. Does he really change for you?”

  “Change? No, he is as he always is—the unceasing Dominant in my life, and I am his submissive, striving to please him. The big difference is he has to wait for me, accept I can deny giving him pleasure, and I don’t have to ask permission for my own. I am, though, his loving wife. That is an unending requirement. I am happy to be that person, always.”

  “He does treat you differently. I believe he has always had great respect for his submissives. He knows they gift him their submission. With you, he found romance and love. His need to protect you is enduring. I am pleased for you both.”

  Maria kissed her on the lips, not a passionate kiss or sexual, but a kiss of friendship. Gemma gave her a big hug and wiped a tear away. She would miss her Mexican friend.

  ***

  The crew had lined up in the main salon for the obligatory handshakes and displays of gratitude as Gemma descended the stairs one last time, hand in hand with Jason. She had removed the collar necklace and its padlock pendant. Its significance may have never been understood by the crew, but she missed it. She kissed Gaspar’s cheek and thanked him for his dancing lessons. Reminded Kevin his stories would make a great novel and applauded the toothy Dario for his delicious food. Each crew member received a personal comment regardless of their status or role. Her vivacious demeanour contrasted with her husband’s quieter one. He let her take the lead down the line, stepping back with his hands tucked behind his back.

  Reaching Esteban and McKenzie last, Gemma said good-bye to them, offering them her most charming smile and a long shake of her hand.

  “I’m sure there have been less stressful cruises for you two. I’ve had an amazing time. For Jason and I, it has been quite sublime.” She spoke softly so only the two men could hear. “A kinky girl’s paradise.”

  THE END

  Ruled by Him

  (Sublime Trust #2)

  Due out in Early Autumn

  A kinky lifestyle about to be exposed?

  Gemma Lucas’s life is about to be transformed by a new arrival and her ambition to become an artist. To help deal with the mounting challenges, Gemma enters into a new agreement with her Dominant, Jason, one which requires her to be his submissive full-time.

  Adapting to her husband’s increasing dominance requires adjustment, especially when a threatening letter is found in her bag at a dance class.

  Will the couple’s secret kinky lifestyle be exposed or will Jason’s ruthless approach to his enemies save them?

  ***

  Ruled by Him : Chapter One

  On her knees, resting between his legs, her thoughts centred on her job. An increasingly unexciting job. The lingering doubts and intrusive niggles, which interrupted her daily tasks and routines, amassed and multiplied. Try as she might, she couldn’t dampen them down nor tuck them back into their recesses.

  The trouble with long holidays was handling the break from work. Returning home put life into a different perspective, the cold light of day experience brought about by a freshly recuperated mind. After Gemma returned from a three-week cruise of the Mediterranean Sea on board the luxury yacht Sublime, she faced the knowledge her chosen career wasn’t all it was cracked up to be. Waking late on Sunday morning, she should have been engrossed with a particular task—giving her husband his wake-up dose of pleasurable sex. Instead, with her tongue poised, she pondered on the last few days.

  Saturday had been the unpack, make washing piles, and wander aimlessly about the house kind of day. She’d kept walking about restlessly because she felt a stranger in her own home. Blythewood House, the vast Victorian country mansion, seemed cast in darkness after the bright Mediterranean sunshine. There were no radiant hot rays bursting through the windows and the thick carpets dulled the sounds of her footsteps. Constantly cold, she wore a thick jumper even though outside it was a typical warm English summer’s day.

  Laziness struck her down, too. The ideas of cooking, keeping the kitchen clean, and all other tedious domestic stuff were daunting and unengaging. Thankfully, the housekeeper, Mrs Harris, had planned ahead and most of Gemma’s culinary skills required re-heating or finishing off the prepared dishes, which had been left in the fridge or freezer.

  Her husband, Jason, had vanished into his study. She’d known he would retreat into his den. All the same, she suffered a major drop. A depression brought on by the sense of being disowned by him as a Dominant, although certainly not as her husband. The two days post-cruise in Venice had been a married couple’s blissful escape before returning home.

  The luxury hotel off Piazzo San Marco had spoilt them. An unsurprising scenario, given Jason’s millions—he expected excellent service irrespective of the calibre of the establishment. As he had promised, they visited the opera—La Traviatta. Sitting in her prime-placed box seat, Gemma cried, as she always did when she listened to the soaring arias. Jason came prepared with a spare handkerchief and surreptitiously handed it to her when the tears silently dripped down her face. He, naturally, had been unmoved by either the opera or her overt display of emotion. He listened with head bowed and eyes shut. A cas
ual observer might have concluded he detested the music and had fallen asleep. She knew differently. His mother, a music teacher, had successfully instilled a love of the classical repertoire in him. Gemma’s first date with him had been at a concert. He preferred to enjoy music in a state of quiet contemplation and little fuss.

  He followed up the night at the opera with the obligatory ride in a sumptuous gondola complete with an aria-singing tenor serenading them as they serenely drifted about the canal system. While reclining in their seats, they had dined on each other’s lips. Gentle kisses and the odd flick of their tongues. She adored his unobtrusive seduction, giggled at his whispered quips, and squirmed under his roving hands. Nothing happened on the gondola that could have given away their true kinky natures. They played the part of a romantic, happily married couple to perfection.

  She’d asked for culture, and Jason had delivered. Gemma saw art: modern, classical, and old. From the traditional works of the Renaissance period to Cubism, metaphysical, and the abstract. Jason spent much of the time on the gallery seats, watching her peruse the displays or scanning through his messages on his smartphone. He gradually slipped back into business mode.

  By the time their vacation days had ended, they were both suitably exhausted. Sex had been very vanilla, with no trappings of kink: her submission not required and his dominance muted. It had been pleasantly unhurried, an unrushed coupling on the bed with both of them taking turns to touch and kiss. Orgasms had been sweet, nothing forced from her to please him, and his penetrations had been delicate and slow-moving. Knowing she was at the peak of her fertility, she had wanted him where he belonged, deep inside her.

  No matter how much Gemma had focused on enjoying their end-of-holiday romantic break, she missed the kink, the full-on BDSM that had played such a part in their lives for the previous three weeks. If Jason missed the domination and play, he didn’t let on. He had reassured her, lying in the hotel bed after she hinted at her mental angst, that all the hormones and neurochemicals that had been buzzing around their bodies were slipping away, oozing out of their neurological systems, leaving them as simple, sensual beings once again. Plain was certainly what she felt by the time they were back at the country mansion, Blythewood House, late Friday evening.

  Kinky play continued to be suspended. Her husband wanted a complete break and to concentrate on settling into domesticity. He made love perfunctory style, mindful she could still be in a state for conception. However, either work pre-occupied him or his libido had subsided. He would never declare it; she merely read between his vague lines of conversation. Her own sexual engine needed recharging. She felt drained. Their combined weekday working hours would bring a halt to their love-making. He wouldn’t be inclined if his mind settled into the frantic pace of business as usual.

  Wandering the rooms, she didn’t really miss the sexy toys or kink. For Gemma, the big drop had been caused by the lack of his control over her: the voice, the intense blue eyes, and the Master persona in all its glory. No more waiting for his instructions or obeying his commands. Instead, she had to plan her own day’s activities, see and do everything without a guiding voice in her ear. She had a hole in her head. A Jason-sized hole, which wouldn’t only have controlled her, it would have calmed her, made her complete and, like an empty glass of water in the thirsty desert, refilling it remained very necessary.

  She’d suffered before with submissive fallouts. When they came back from an intense week’s vacation in New York, their first trip there together, she had the blues badly. She’d been so desperate to re-engage him, she went to the lengths of defying her marital vows and enticing him into his Dominant role. The punishment had been severe and she’d learnt her lesson. This time she fired up her work laptop, sat down and with a heavy heart faced what seemed like a thousand e-mails. Not quite the same as being tied up and used.

  The contents of one message had consumed her interest completely. All Saturday evening Gemma re-read the e-mail in her head until they retired to bed. The morning came and shifting her body over to his side of the bed, she lowered her mouth on him. Then she began to revisit yet again everything that had happened since they had returned home.

  ***

  “Gem! Gemma!” His voice inched into her preoccupied brain. “You stopped sucking ages ago. Where are you?”

  Jason lifted her head off his semi-erect cock. Her drooling mouth was open and in position, but obviously not active enough for him. She sighed and flopped onto her side next to his languishing form.

  “Sorry. Miles away.” She rubbed her bleary eyes with her fingers, somewhat ashamed at her lack of oral skills.

  “I guessed that much. Where? Still on Sublime? You need to disembark, darling: mentally and physically.”

  He covered her with a sheet. She couldn’t adapt to the cooler air and her skin quickly developed a multitude of goose bumps.

  “No. Not there. Work, of all things. I read e-mails all yesterday afternoon, while you did yours. Wish I hadn’t.”

  She curled up on her side, staring out of the window, watching the morning light brighten up the garden. At least her beloved vegetable patch and the contents of the greenhouse had been well taken care of in her absence. Jason spooned around her, his erection diminished by her lack of decent blow-job.

  “Penny for them?”

  “There are loads flying around about one project I was working on before I left. Client turned out to be an awkward one. So Liz and Mick have been picking up the pieces on it and working long hours. It should’ve been me. I feel guilty I wasn’t there to run the show.” Gemma frowned. The three-week absence bothered her—far too long to stay on top of things.

  “What do you want to do about it?” He kissed the nape of her neck.

  “I’d thought about inviting my put-upon colleagues back to the White House after work one day. Tea and cakes or something. My way of saying thank you.” She waited to see what he thought about the unusual idea of having guests in their London townhouse during the week. Blythewood, the impressive country mansion, had always been their preferred location for entertaining.

  “It’s summertime, why not a barbecue? Brooks would be happy to do the grilling. Speak to him.”

  He referred to their butler, a retired soldier who lived in the attic apartment above their townhouse. She and Jason were very fond of the old gent.

  Relief bubbled up inside her. He hadn't dismissed her plan. “Yes, I will. Thanks. It means a lot to me, to be able to show my appreciation.”

  “That domesticated nature of yours—must please others! I’m surprised you haven’t entertained work colleagues before now. Especially Daniel.”

  Another pang of guilt—why had she not invited her boss? Jason’s social commitments always seemed to take precedence. Yet, he had never told her she couldn’t. Daniel, in particular, had been a good boss to her and, having seen yesterday’s e-mail, he clearly valued her opinions more than she realised.

  “Daniel. Yes. Well, there is the other issue. Daniel sent me a confidential e-mail yesterday. Not for discussion with anyone else at work. He’s been approached by a bigger US company. They want to merge the two. They would have a European outlet and Daniel’s company would benefit from the investment and experience of the other. I don’t need to explain this to you!”

  Jason was well acquainted with the pros and cons of mergers—a man who had made his millions from empire building. “Not really a merger. A takeover. Big corporations generally swallow up smaller ones, unless the brand is stronger in the smaller. Daniel’s company isn’t exactly known in the US.”

  “I know. We have a good reputation in the UK and some European countries, too.” Gemma sighed heavily, a lungful of air released through pursed lips.

  His hand gave her waist a little squeeze. “You’re not excited by this? More opportunities, career development. It’s unlikely to result in redundancies. There isn’t much overlap, if it’s a purely territorial grab.”

  He tried to reassure her, but his
soothing explanation was missing the point. The whole merger news had made her realise she wasn’t excited. She felt nothing, not even a sense of adventure burning within her. She seriously didn’t want the status quo to change because she was familiar with the work and that meant she wasn’t interested in developing her career. She didn’t want to go anywhere but tread water. Gemma pronounced herself twenty-seven years old and unambitious. Not what she had envisaged when she graduated.

  “Daniel wants me to go to the US with him. Meet the key people in the other company. See what I make of them. He told me he trusts my judgement. My ability to read between the lines. Load of rubbish, because my judgement has been appalling—”

  Jason’s hand clamped around her mouth.

  “Don’t. Your abilities in work are excellent. Do not put yourself down. If I see you as having poor judgement, it is because I push for high standards in you and my criteria for judging you is based on your weaknesses, not your strengths. There is no point striving to improve you in an area you already excel at, is there? So, do you want to go with him?” He removed his hand.

  Gemma tried to take the positive from Jason’s words, but it proved difficult. He often accused her of having poor judgement. Judgement in her trusting of strange people, of situations and her safety. Yes, she could be pretty crappy at evaluating certain things, she acknowledged. Was she a poor judge in the work environment? She didn’t think so. She knew in advance when a client was going to be good to deal with or a bad experience. She handled people with efficiency and both colleagues and clients liked her. Affable and easy to talk to, a sense of humour to break the ice and competent in her areas of expertise. She started to understand why Daniel might want to take her with him. The depressing thought was, she couldn’t be bothered.

  “To be honest, Jason, I’m not interested in asset analysis anymore. Equations, formulae, charts, numbers, and bullet points. I’ve seen so much more of the world these past few weeks. My head is filled with scenery, ambience, and colours. I want to be painting, exploring what is trapped in my head, and to put it on paper or canvas. All those sights call to me. The conversation we had in Genoa about my mother. She didn’t have a chance to live out her artistic dreams and here I am doing exactly the same thing.”