Complete Works of Stephen Crane

by Stephen Crane

  The fight at El Caney had been furious. General Vera del Rey with somewhat less than 1000 men — the Spanish accounts say 520 — had there made such a stand that only about 80 battered soldiers ever emerged from it. The attack cost Lawton about 400 men. The magazine rifle! But the town was now a vast parrot-cage of chattering refugees. If, on the road, they were silent, stolid and serene, in the town they found their tongues and set up such a cackle as one may seldom hear. Notably the women; it is they who invariably confuse the definition of situations, and one could wonder in amaze if this crowd of irresponsible, gabbling hens had already forgotten that this town was the deathbed, so to speak, of scores of gallant men whose blood was not yet dry; whose hands, of the hue of pale amber, stuck from the soil of the hasty burial. On the way to El Caney I had conjured a picture of the women of Santiago, proud in their pain, their despair, dealing glances of defiance, contempt, hatred at the invader; fiery ferocious ladies, so true to their vanquished and to their dead that they spurned the very existence of the low-bred churls who lacked both Velasquez and Cervantes. And instead, there was this mere noise, which reminded one alternately of a tea-party in Ireland, a village fête in the south of France, and the vacuous morning screech of a swarm of sea-gulls. “Good. There is Donna Maria. This will lower her high head. This will teach her better manners to her neighbours. She wasn’t too grand to send her rascal of a servant to borrow a trifle of coffee of me in the morning, and then when I met her on the calle — por Dios, she was too blind to see me. But we are all equal here. No? Little Juan has a sore toe. Yes, Donna Maria; many thanks, many thanks. Juan, do me the favour to be quiet while Donna Maria is asking about your toe. Oh, Donna Maria, we were always poor, always. But you. My heart bleeds when I see how hard this is for you. The old cat! She gives me a head-shake.”

  Pushing through the throng in the plaza we came in sight of the door of the church, and here was a strange scene. The church had been turned into a hospital for Spanish wounded who had fallen into American hands. The interior of the church was too cave-like in its gloom for the eyes of the operating surgeons, so they had had the altar table carried to the doorway, where there was a bright light. Framed then in the black archway was the altar table with the figure of a man upon it. He was naked save for a breech-clout and so close, so clear was the ecclesiastic suggestion, that one’s mind leaped to a phantasy that this thin, pale figure had just been torn down from a cross. The flash of the impression was like light, and for this instant it illumined all the dark recesses of one’s remotest idea of sacrilege, ghastly and wanton. I bring this to you merely as an effect, an effect of mental light and shade, if you like; something done in thought similar to that which the French impressionists do in colour; something meaningless and at the same time overwhelming, crushing, monstrous. “Poor devil; I wonder if he’ll pull through,” said Leighton. An American surgeon and his assistants were intent over the prone figure. They wore white aprons. Something small and silvery flashed in the surgeon’s hand. An assistant held the merciful sponge close to the man’s nostrils, but he was writhing and moaning in some horrible dream of this artificial sleep. As the surgeon’s instrument played, I fancied that the man dreamed that he was being gored by a bull. In his pleading, delirious babble occurred constantly the name of the Virgin, the Holy Mother. “Good morning,” said the surgeon. He changed his knife to his left hand and gave me a wet palm. The tips of his fingers were wrinkled, shrunken, like those of a boy who has been in swimming too long. Now, in front of the door, there were three American sentries, and it was their business to — to do what? To keep this Spanish crowd from swarming over the operating table! It was perforce a public clinic. They would not be denied. The weaker women and the children jostled according to their might in the rear, while the stronger people, gaping in the front rank, cried out impatiently when the pushing disturbed their long stares. One burned with a sudden gift of public oratory. One wanted to say: “Oh, go away, go away, go away. Leave the man decently alone with his pain, you gogglers. This is not the national sport.”

  But within the church there was an audience of another kind. This was of the other wounded men awaiting their turn. They lay on their brown blankets in rows along the stone floor. Their eyes, too, were fastened upon the operating-table, but — that was different. Meek-eyed little yellow men lying on the floor awaiting their turns.

  One afternoon I was seated with a correspondent friend, on the porch of one of the houses at Siboney. A vast man on horseback came riding along at a foot pace. When he perceived my friend, he pulled up sharply. “Whoa! Where’s that mule I lent you?” My friend arose and saluted. “I’ve got him all right, General, thank you,” said my friend. The vast man shook his finger. “Don’t you lose him now.” “No, sir, I won’t; thank you, sir.” The vast man rode away. “Who the devil is that?” said I. My friend laughed. “That’s General Shafter,” said he.

  I gave five dollars for the Bos’n — small, black, spry imp of Jamaica sin. When I first saw him he was the property of a fireman on the Criton. The fireman had found him — a little wharf rat — in Port Antonio. It was not the purchase of a slave; it was that the fireman believed that he had spent about five dollars on a lot of comic supplies for the Bos’n, including a little suit of sailor clothes. The Bos’n was an adroit and fantastic black gamin. His eyes were like white lights, and his teeth were a row of little piano keys; otherwise he was black. He had both been a jockey and a cabin-boy, and he had the manners of a gentleman. After he entered my service I don’t think there was ever an occasion upon which he was useful, save when he told me quaint stories of Guatemala, in which country he seemed to have lived some portion of his infantile existence. Usually he ran funny errands like little foot-races, each about fifteen yards in length. At Siboney he slept under my hammock like a poodle, and I always expected that, through the breaking of a rope, I would some night descend and obliterate him. His incompetence was spectacular. When I wanted him to do a thing, the agony of supervision was worse than the agony of personal performance. It would have been easier to have gotten my own spurs or boots or blanket than to have the bother of this little incapable’s service. But the good aspect was the humorous view. He was like a boy, a mouse, a scoundrel, and a devoted servitor. He was immensely popular. His name of Bos’n became a Siboney stock-word. Everybody knew it. It was a name like President McKinley, Admiral Sampson, General Shafter. The Bos’n became a figure. One day he approached me with four one-dollar notes in United States currency. He besought me to preserve them for him, and I pompously tucked them away in my riding breeches, with an air which meant that his funds were now as safe as if they were in a national bank. Still, I asked with some surprise, where he had reaped all this money. He frankly admitted at once that it had been given to him by the enthusiastic soldiery as a tribute to his charm of person and manner. This was not astonishing for Siboney, where money was meaningless. Money was not worth carrying—”packing.” However, a soldier came to our house one morning, and asked, “Got any more tobacco to sell?” As befitted men in virtuous poverty, we replied with indignation. “What tobacco?” “Why, that tobacco what the little nigger is sellin’ round.”

  I said, “Bos’n!” He said, “Yes, mawstah.” Wounded men on bloody stretchers were being carried into the hospital next door. “Bos’n, you’ve been stealing my tobacco.” His defence was as glorious as the defence of that forlorn hope in romantic history, which drew itself up and mutely died. He lied as desperately, as savagely, as hopelessly as ever man fought.

  One day a delegation from the 33d Michigan came to me and said: “Are you the proprietor of the Bos’n?” I said: “Yes.” And they said: “Well, would you please be so kind as to be so good as to give him to us?” A big battle was expected for the next day. “Why,” I answered, “if you want him you can have him. But he’s a thief, and I won’t let him go save on his personal announcement.” The big battle occurred the next day, and the Bos’n did not disappear in it; but he disappeared i
n my interest in the battle, even as a waif might disappear in a fog. My interest in the battle made the Bos’n dissolve before my eyes. Poor little rascal! I gave him up with pain. He was such an innocent villain. He knew no more of thievery than the whole of it. Anyhow one was fond of him. He was a natural scoundrel. He was not an educated scoundrel. One cannot bear the educated scoundrel. He was ingenuous, simple, honest, abashed ruffianism.

  I hope the 33d Michigan did not arrive home naked. I hope the Bos’n did not succeed in getting everything. If the Bos’n builds a palace in Detroit, I shall know where he got the money. He got it from the 33d Michigan. Poor little man. He was only eleven years old. He vanished. I had thought to preserve him as a relic, even as one preserves forgotten bayonets and fragments of shell. And now as to the pocket of my riding-breeches. It contained four dollars in United States currency. Bos’n! Hey, Bos’n, where are you? The morning was the morning of battle.

  I was on San Juan Hill when Lieutenant Hobson and the men of the Merrimac were exchanged and brought into the American lines. Many of us knew that the exchange was about to be made, and gathered to see the famous party. Some of our Staff officers rode out with three Spanish officers — prisoners — these latter being blindfolded before they were taken through the American position. The army was majestically minding its business in the long line of trenches when its eye caught sight of this little procession. “What’s that? What they goin’ to do?” “They’re goin’ to exchange Hobson.” Wherefore every man who was foot-free staked out a claim where he could get a good view of the liberated heroes, and two bands prepared to collaborate on “The Star Spangled Banner.” There was a very long wait through the sunshiny afternoon. In our impatience, we imagined them — the Americans and Spaniards — dickering away out there under the big tree like so many peddlers. Once the massed bands, misled by a rumour, stiffened themselves into that dramatic and breathless moment when each man is ready to blow. But the rumour was exploded in the nick of time. We made ill jokes, saying one to another that the negotiations had found diplomacy to be a failure, and were playing freeze-out poker for the whole batch of prisoners.

  But suddenly the moment came. Along the cut roadway, toward the crowded soldiers, rode three men, and it could be seen that the central one wore the undress uniform of an officer of the United States navy. Most of the soldiers were sprawled out on the grass, bored and wearied in the sunshine. However, they aroused at the old circus-parade, torch-light procession cry, “Here they come.” Then the men of the regular army did a thing. They arose en masse and came to “Attention.” Then the men of the regular army did another thing. They slowly lifted every weather-beaten hat and drooped it until it touched the knee. Then there was a magnificent silence, broken only by the measured hoof-beats of the little company’s horses as they rode through the gap. It was solemn, funereal, this splendid silent welcome of a brave man by men who stood on a hill which they had earned out of blood and death — simply, honestly, with no sense of excellence, earned out of blood and death.

  Then suddenly the whole scene went to rubbish. Before he reached the bottom of the hill, Hobson was bowing to right and left like another Boulanger, and, above the thunder of the massed bands, one could hear the venerable outbreak, “Mr. Hobson, I’d like to shake the hand of the man who — —” But the real welcome was that welcome of silence. However, one could thrill again when the tail of the procession appeared — an army waggon containing the blue-jackets of the Merrimac adventure. I remember grinning heads stuck out from under the canvas cover of the waggon. And the army spoke to the navy. “Well, Jackie, how does it feel?” And the navy up and answered: “Great! Much obliged to you fellers for comin’ here.” “Say, Jackie, what did they arrest ye for anyhow? Stealin’ a dawg?” The navy still grinned. Here was no rubbish. Here was the mere exchange of language between men.

  Some of us fell in behind this small but royal procession and followed it to General Shafter’s headquarters, some miles on the road to Siboney. I have a vague impression that I watched the meeting between Shafter and Hobson, but the impression ends there. However, I remember hearing a talk between them as to Hobson’s men, and then the blue-jackets were called up to hear the congratulatory remarks of the general in command of the Fifth Army Corps. It was a scene in the fine shade of thickly-leaved trees. The general sat in his chair, his belly sticking ridiculously out before him as if he had adopted some form of artificial inflation. He looked like a joss. If the seamen had suddenly begun to burn a few sticks, most of the spectators would have exhibited no surprise. But the words he spoke were proper, clear, quiet, soldierly, the words of one man to others. The Jackies were comic. At the bidding of their officer they aligned themselves before the general, grinned with embarrassment one to the other, made funny attempts to correct the alignment, and — looked sheepish. They looked sheepish. They looked like bad little boys flagrantly caught. They had no sense of excellence. Here was no rubbish.

  Very soon after this the end of the campaign came for me. I caught a fever. I am not sure to this day what kind of a fever it was. It was defined variously. I know, at any rate, that I first developed a languorous indifference to everything in the world. Then I developed a tendency to ride a horse even as a man lies on a cot. Then I — I am not sure — I think I grovelled and groaned about Siboney for several days. My colleagues, Scovel and George Rhea, found me and gave me of their best, but I didn’t know whether London Bridge was falling down or whether there was a war with Spain. It was all the same. What of it? Nothing of it. Everything had happened, perhaps. But I cared not a jot. Life, death, dishonour — all were nothing to me. All I cared for was pickles. Pickles at any price! Pickles!!

  If I had been the father of a hundred suffering daughters, I should have waved them all aside and remarked that they could be damned for all I cared. It was not a mood. One can defeat a mood. It was a physical situation. Sometimes one cannot defeat a physical situation. I heard the talk of Siboney and sometimes I answered, but I was as indifferent as the star-fish flung to die on the sands. The only fact in the universe was that my veins burned and boiled. Rhea finally staggered me down to the army-surgeon who had charge of the proceedings, and the army-surgeon looked me over with a keen healthy eye. Then he gave a permit that I should be sent home. The manipulation from the shore to the transport was something which was Rhea’s affair. I am not sure whether we went in a boat or a balloon. I think it was a boat. Rhea pushed me on board and I swayed meekly and unsteadily toward the captain of the ship, a corpulent, well-conditioned, impickled person pacing noisily on the spar-deck. “Ahem, yes; well; all right. Have you got your own food? I hope, for Christ’s sake, you don’t expect us to feed you, do you?” Whereupon I went to the rail and weakly yelled at Rhea, but he was already afar. The captain was, meantime, remarking in bellows that, for Christ’s sake, I couldn’t expect him to feed me. I didn’t expect to be fed. I didn’t care to be fed. I wished for nothing on earth but some form of painless pause, oblivion. The insults of this old pie-stuffed scoundrel did not affect me then; they affect me now. I would like to tell him that, although I like collies, fox-terriers, and even screw-curled poodles, I do not like him. He was free to call me superfluous and throw me overboard, but he was not free to coarsely speak to a somewhat sick man. I — in fact I hate him — it is all wrong — I lose whatever ethics I possessed — but — I hate him, and I demand that you should imagine a milch cow endowed with a knowledge of navigation and in command of a ship — and perfectly capable of commanding a ship — oh, well, never mind.

  I was crawling along the deck when somebody pounced violently upon me and thundered: “Who in hell are you, sir?” I said I was a correspondent. He asked me did I know that I had yellow fever. I said No. He yelled, “Well, by Gawd, you isolate yourself, sir.” I said; “Where?” At this question he almost frothed at the mouth. I thought he was going to strike me. “Where?” he roared. “How in hell do I know, sir? I know as much about this ship as you do, sir. But you is
olate yourself, sir.” My clouded brain tried to comprehend these orders. This man was a doctor in the regular army, and it was necessary to obey him, so I bestirred myself to learn what he meant by these gorilla outcries. “All right, doctor; I’ll isolate myself, but I wish you’d tell me where to go.” And then he passed into such volcanic humour that I clung to the rail and gasped. “Isolate yourself, sir. Isolate yourself. That’s all I’ve got to say, sir. I don’t give a God damn where you go, but when you get there, stay there, sir.” So I wandered away and ended up on the deck aft, with my head against the flagstaff and my limp body stretched on a little rug. I was not at all sorry for myself. I didn’t care a tent-peg. And yet, as I look back upon it now, the situation was fairly exciting — a voyage of four or five days before me — no food — no friends — above all else, no friends — isolated on deck, and rather ill.

  When I returned to the United States, I was able to move my feminine friends to tears by an account of this voyage, but, after all, it wasn’t so bad. They kept me on my small reservation aft, but plenty of kindness loomed soon enough. At mess-time, they slid me a tin plate of something, usually stewed tomatoes and bread. Men are always good men. And, at any rate, most of the people were in worse condition than I — poor bandaged chaps looking sadly down at the waves. In a way, I knew the kind. First lieutenants at forty years of age, captains at fifty, majors at 102, lieutenant-colonels at 620, full colonels at 1000, and brigadiers at 9,768,295 plus. A man had to live two billion years to gain eminent rank in the regular army at that time. And, of course, they all had trembling wives at remote western posts waiting to hear the worst, the best, or the middle.