Make Me, Sir

by Cherise Sinclair

  Her throat constricted, and she swallowed against the nausea accompanying the memory. “Jang got rough.”

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  His mouth tightened, but he only nodded and examined the bruises on her back and hips and shoulders. “How did you get these?”

  “Falls.” She found a smile for him. “Being dropped into a big box. Knocked onto a dock.” She touched the abrasion on her forehead. “This was the dock too.”

  He traced around the ugly bruise on her right side, and she winced. He frowned. “Are your ribs cracked or broken?”

  “Bruised.” She sighed when he lifted his eyebrows. “Only a crack or two from when Jang kicked me. Then again, I did kick him in the balls.”

  A dimple appeared beside his mouth when he smiled. “Good for you, darlin".”

  With firm hands, he sat her on the edge of the bed. Cupping her cheek, he examined the bruise there and the others along her jawline. “From the dock?”

  “Jang.”

  “I owe Z a drink for taking care of him for me.” His words were mild, but she saw the fury in his eyes and the tension in his muscles. Oddly enough, his anger on her behalf drained some pain from her own memories.

  She rubbed her cheek against his palm. “Vance said Z did a thorough job.

  Jang"s ribs were definitely broken.”

  “Knowing every breath he takes will hurt for a long time does help.” He tipped her chin up and scrutinized her face. “He put his hands on you… How badly is that still bothering you? I would think it might bring back some ugly memories.”

  “A few.” She closed her eyes, unable to tolerate the piercing gaze. “I was…scared.” Trapped, hurt, no way out. She shivered.

  He sat down beside her and enclosed her hands in his warm ones. “Go on.”

  She tried to shrug. “I"ve had a few panic attacks. It"s getting better, maybe because I managed to fight back a little this time. And I chose to play decoy, so everything didn"t happen out of the blue, for no reason. I"m more upset about…” She swallowed against the lump in her throat. “My friend. K-Kim. There"s not much hope now.”

  “Ah, darlin", I"m sorry,” he said softly. “Come here now.” His hard arms closed around her and pulled her against his chest. Her eyes pooled with tears because she had someone to lean on, even if for only a short time. The comfort… No one had held her since the hospital, and God, she"d needed that. As if he could tell, he simply cuddled her for a while, rocking slightly. His chin rested on the top of her head, and she felt enclosed in warmth and safety.

  “You know, you scared me spitless, li"l subbie. First when I heard you"d been kidnapped, and then…even worse, seeing your box tip toward the water.”

  She smiled against his shirt. Other people besides her could be frightened.

  “Thank you for not letting me drown. Vance said you got hit by a pipe when you swung me back onto the dock.” She pulled back and touched the bruised, abraded spot on the edge of his forehead, half covered by hair. He had a bruise on his jaw too. He"d taken a fist in the face. “Thank you for rescuing me.”

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  “My pleasure.”

  She unbuttoned his shirt. The white gauze bandage on his left shoulder seemed horribly wrong on his golden tan skin. A yellowing, round bruise bloomed over his left ribs, and she gave him the same inquisitive gaze he"d used on her.

  “Took a punch.”

  God, look at him. Bandages, bruises, cuts. All from knowing her. She"d almost gotten him killed. Her eyes filled with tears.

  “Now don"t you start watering up over a few marks, sugar.” He pulled her back against his side. “I get worse in karate classes.”

  “You almost died,” she said. She pushed her head against his arm, shaking inside so hard she might shatter. She"d gotten past most of the aftereffects, but the nightmares of those few minutes hadn"t lessened. Cesar yelling, ―Fucking cunt.‖ Her body no longer her own. Freezing. Marcus’s yell, ―Gabi, down!‖ The crack of the pistol. “If I"d dropped like you ordered, you…” The sound he made, the blood, so horribly red. “I"m sorry, Marcus. You worked so hard on getting me past freezing up, and still I didn"t move and you—I"m so sorry.”

  “And you"ve felt guilty ever since.” He actually chuckled, and she looked up to see the amusement on his face. “Did you really think one evening would fix you all up? A problem like yours doesn"t disappear so easily, Gabi, and if you were thinking straight, you"d know it, Miz Counselor.”

  She stared at him. “You don"t blame me?”

  “For something you have no control over? Hardly. And if you"ll trouble yourself to remember, one minute before you froze, you kept me from getting shot. That bullet probably would have killed me. We"re even, darlin".” He wiped the tears from her cheeks with his thumbs and smiled down at her. “Besides, taking a bullet in a successful FBI operation has made my reputation in the DA"s office.”

  “Oh. Well.” Men. Strange, strange creatures.

  “Anything else we need to discuss about the fight?”

  She shook her head. So that"s why he"d wanted her naked—to check her injuries. All her worries about having to tactfully refuse him were silly.

  Relieved…and disappointed, she reached down and picked up her jeans and thong.

  “Nope.” He pulled them out of her grip and pointed to the center of the bed.

  “Put yourself there.”

  “But—”

  “We"re not finished yet, darlin".”

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  She opened her mouth to argue, caught his “I"ve spanked you once and I can do it again” stare, and slid backward on the bed to the designated spot. Pulling her legs up, she wrapped her arms around her knees, feeling very exposed. When she noticed his leather toy bag sitting by the headboard, a quiver shook her. Sneaky.

  What was the sneaky lawyer planning? Her hands started to sweat, and her heart thudded hard enough to do damage to her rib cage.

  He shrugged out of his shirt and tossed it over a chair. Joining her on the bed, he leaned against the headboard. “Now we"ll discuss you and me. Come here.”

  Why did he get to keep his jeans on? But it was…a little reassuring. Maybe he didn"t plan to make love. Then why couldn"t she put her clothes back on? I’m so confused. “I think I"d rather stay here. Marcus, can"t you understand this won"t work? There is no you and me. We"re totally incompatible.”

  He snorted in exasperation, snagged her arm, and pulled her gently onto his lap. At the feeling of his hard arms around her, she felt her eyes blur with tears.

  Again. Don’t do this to me, Marcus.

  “What we have here is a failure to communicate,” he said, his dark, rich drawl thicker than normal. “You best tell me why you ran away from me and sent Galen with a letter.”

  “I didn"t run. I came here to stay with my parents.”

  “Do not even try to bullshit me, Gabrielle.”

  The sound of the less than polite term halted her thoughts for a second. His darkened expression and the dangerous look in his eyes warned her his tolerance had reached a limit.

  She pushed away her internal “don"t do this” voice and gave him the simple truth. “I"m not a sweet submissive, Marcus.”

  “I do believe I have grasped that fact.”

  “You don"t want a brat. You don"t want the problems or the troubles. I know that and…” She stared at her hands. “I thought about pretending to be a sweet, quiet submissive for you, but…after staying with my parents, I know I wouldn"t be able to do it for long, and it"d break my heart to put that look in your eyes again.”

  He put one hand on each side of her face, and his thumbs stroked over her cheekbones. “What look, sugar?”

  “Disappointment,” she whispered.

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  “You"re going to disappoint me sometimes,”
Marcus said. Her gaze got caught in the blueness of his. “If I disappointed you, Gabi, would you want me to leave?”

  “No. But it"s different. I know who you are, and I wouldn"t want you to change.”

  “There we go. Gabrielle, I don"t mean for you to change. I love who you are, little brat.”

  Her breath caught, and joy spiraled up inside her like a whirlwind of glitter.

  Love? He loves me? Me? And then she shook her head. “No. No, you don"t.”

  “Contrary little sub—never accepting anything. Why am I not surprised?” He smoothly reversed positions with her so her back rested against the headboard and he straddled her bare thighs. “Gabrielle, over the last month, you"ve made every sweet, obedient submissive seem boring.”

  The spurt of hope faded quickly as logic returned. “You hate when I disobey you. I saw that.”

  “Sugar, when you were acting and I didn"t know it, you drove me crazier than a june bug,” he agreed.

  Absentmindedly he ran his hands over her breasts, distracting her. Damn him, she craved his touch like a drug, wanted to be in his arms, under him. She closed her hands on his wrists, needing him to hear her. “I wasn"t pretending all the time.

  Don"t you understand?” she said. “And—”

  “I do understand, Gabi.” His lips curved. “I"d guess only about half of your bratty behavior was an act.”

  She blinked. He knew? “Then why are you here?”

  “I discovered I like matching wits with you. I like your honesty. I like seeing you struggle to submit, and sometimes winning and sometimes losing.” He tugged on her blue lock of hair.

  Everything in her body started to turn to mush. But this couldn"t be right. He had to be confused. “No.”

  “Oh yes.” He frowned. “But I want you in Tampa. Or me in Miami. And you in my house.”

  She remembered how Vance had mentioned he could get her transferred to Tampa. No. Leaving now.

  His lips curved. “If I wake up needing to beat on a little sub in the morning, I want her bottom available.”

  The glint in his eyes said he was joking—mostly—but not all. She swallowed hard, imagining his hand spanking her butt. The flash of heat bunched her nipples into jutting peaks.

  He glanced at her breasts and raised his eyebrows. God, that smile of his. “I reckon you like the idea of a morning beating,” he murmured.

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  “No, I don"t.” Hope and fear fought, drowning her in churning emotions. I can’t think. She clung to the one fact—he needed to understand it couldn"t work. “I won"t cooperate. Not always, and then you won"t like me.”

  “You"ve set your teeth into that notion, haven"t you?” He pulled a huge wrist cuff from his bag and a roll of gauze. “Best we test it, then.”

  Wait. “No. We"re not going to do this.”

  Ignoring her struggles, he pinned her with his weight, captured one hand, and held it securely. She couldn"t fight him and chance hurting his shoulder, but trying to yank her arm out of his grip got her nowhere. After he wrapped gauze over the abrasions on her left wrist, he buckled the cuff on. “Nolan happened to own an extra wide set of cuffs,” he commented. He lifted her arm and snapped the cuff to a rope attached to the headboard.

  How could she not have spotted the restraints? But nooooo, she"d been too busy staring at him.

  He did her other wrist and patted her hand. “These shouldn"t rub on your arms where you"re still sore.” He snapped the right cuff to another rope and sat back.

  He"d restrained her wrists against the headboard on each side of her head. She tugged at them and winced when the movement pulled on her ribs. “I can"t believe you!”

  “Oh, I"m not done yet, sweetheart.” The big corner post of the headboard had a rope wound around the wood…and a cuff attached.

  “You set everything up. You planned this.”

  “Darlin", I wasn"t just a Boy Scout, I was an Eagle Scout.” He proceeded to attach the cuff to her ankle. He did the same on the other side. “I do like how flexible you are, but you let me know if this hurts your ribs.” He watched her closely as he tightened the ropes, forcing her legs upward toward the corner posts on the headboard.

  “After you"re all healed up and we"re home, I"ll have your feet almost to your head,” he said. At the thought of being tied up in his bed, desire edged beneath her frustration.

  He tied off the restraints. “I reckon this will do for today.” She was slouched against the headboard, wrists on each side of her head. Her legs were pulled up and widely separated, and her feet high in the air halfway between her hips and her shoulders. She tugged on her legs, unable to even make the board wiggle—solidly made bed—and realized he was watching her with a faint smile on his face. His pleasure at seeing her bound showed clearly.

  And knowing he was aroused by her helplessness heated her blood.

  He ran his hands down the insides of her thighs, pausing on either side of her pussy. “I do like seeing you so spread and exposed.” He touched her clit, the merest brush of his fingers, sending a burn through her, a growing need for so, so much more. “And havin" your feet waving in the air tilts that pink li"l pussy up so I can Masters of the Shadowlands 5: Make Me, Sir

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  play with it.” His gaze on her seemed as warm as his fingers as he touched her, teasing between her folds. “Seems you"re a tad excited.”

  “I"m n—”

  A gentle swat right on her open pussy sent fire stinging down her nerve endings. She gasped.

  “Don"t lie to me, Gabrielle.” His eyes were firm. “That"s not the same as defying me. We will be honest with each other. Am I clear?”

  “I"ll try. I don"t lie, unless sometimes… But I can"t talk about…“ Her words tangled.

  His smile showed his approval, warming her deep inside. “I understand, darlin". You haven"t lied unless you"re being a brat. And you have trouble sharing your thoughts. We"ll work on that one.”

  He kept assuming they"d be together…

  “However, I will not accept lying even when you"re acting sassy. No lies.

  Anytime. Understood?” His fingers stroked the crease between her hip and thigh.

  Then he shot her a hard look. “Answer me.”

  “Yes, Sir.”

  She was beautiful, Marcus thought. Her big brown eyes were stormy with emotion, her breasts jiggled with her breathing, and her nipples had peaked tight from her excitement. I love this woman.

  Too soon, Marcus would usually think, to be so certain, but he"d been involved with enough women to know when one felt exactly right. Seeing her chatting with his grandparents—and teasing Gramps—confirmed his belief. Gabi fit with them and him like a missing piece of the puzzle, snapping into place in a way that other women, even his ex-wife, never had.

  “Marcus?”

  He smiled down at her. Tied and quivering. So appealing. Her expression showed desire and trust…and worry, a mixture more stimulating to a dom than any aphrodisiac. Having him in control excited her, and although she trusted him not to hurt her, she knew he could and would push her out of her comfort zone. Especially today.

  He did enjoy that smidgeon of worry in Gabi"s wide eyes.

  “So sass me now, little sub,” he said.

  She fired right up at his patronizing tone. “I sass when I want to, not at your command.”

  “That"ll work,” he murmured and pushed a finger into her. Hot, wet tissues enfolded him, and damn, his cock wanted to be in her sweet little pussy. She arched, giving a shocked squeak. Talking’s over, little sub.

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  inhaled. Oh yes. Her aroused female scent had overwhelmed the fragrance of soap.

  Still watching her face, he gently licked her clit.

  The stifled gasp of shock and pleasure she gave made him smile. Did
she have any idea of how cute she was?

  Then she stiffened, starting to get a glimmer of his intent and how much he planned to take from her. “Marcus,” she whispered. “No.” She tugged frantically on the restraints and winced.

  Her ribs. “Stop, Gabi.”

  She didn"t—in fact—pulled harder, her teeth gritted.

  Stubborn woman. He slapped her round little butt hard enough to sting, and she froze. Her startled eyes met his.

  “Struggling will hurt your ribs. You will not continue.”

  At his hard command, her pupils dilated. The muscles in her thighs relaxed, then her arms. She sighed.

  Such sweet surrender. As he"d suspected, her brattiness was only superficial, her submissiveness went heart-deep. Unable to help himself, he nuzzled the line between her hip and thigh, fragile and soft. “I love you, Gabi, and we are going to remove these doubts of yours. Today.”

  Her breathing increased when she realized she couldn"t stop him. Couldn"t even fight back.

  And then he got right down to business, moving around to each of the hot spots he"d noted in previous encounters—the high sides of her clit, the firm area on top of the hood. He smiled as he felt the bundle of nerves harden. Pushing her right to the edge didn"t take long at all, considering she"d heated up the minute he"d cuffed her wrist.

  Quivers ran through her body as he kept her on the pinnacle with teasing, leisurely licks and measured in-out movements of his finger. Soon she was trying to pull her hips up toward his mouth, despite the restraints.

  “Say „I love you, Master."” His lips curved. She wasn"t blind with need yet, and he knew what would happen.

  “You"re not my master. You"re an asshole is what you are. Stop teasing me,”

  she said in a hoarse voice.

  “An asshole? Didn"t you have an anatomy class in college?” He reached into his toy bag and took out an anal plug, one larger than any he"d used on her before. “Let me show you what an asshole is. Considering I"ll be using yours one of these days, we might as well start getting you ready.”