Take a Breath (Take 1)

by Jaimie Roberts

  “The problem with being in this Jacuzzi is I just can’t tell how wet you are.”

  I moan, “Believe me when I say I am always wet for you.” He rubs more and more and my breaths are coming away more frequently. I lift myself up and feel the nub of his cock sitting at the entrance of my pussy. It feels so good. I hold onto his head as he is trailing kisses from one breast and over the next. His incessant rubbing on my clit is sending the familiar tingly waves building through me and it feels so good. My body starts to go rigid and with that Jake stops. “You’re very close aren’t you Ana-Lucia? Not quite just yet I want to feel you come round my cock. I love the feel of you coming around me.”

  He is still kissing at my breasts as I slip myself down on to his still pulsating erection. How strange a sensation it feels having him inside me in the water. I lower myself down further and further and with each inch by inch our breaths are hitching up that bit higher. I finally set myself down as far as I can go and find his lips. Will the feeling of wanting him this much ever fade away? Even when we are together like this I am wondering when we will have the chance again. Will it last, are we destined, or will my bad luck finally catch up with me and snap him away as quickly as we have managed to finally find each other? At this moment all bad thoughts are pushed aside as I am riding him and the more I do the more I want to go faster and faster, but the more the water is going everywhere. Jake doesn’t seem to care, I don’t care. Jake finds my clit again as he starts rubbing the sensation lost when he stopped is soon back again with a vengeance. I can feel myself climbing and climbing. Jake buries his head between my breasts and gently bites on one as he moans into me. His bite seems to be the catalyst that starts the ferocious spiral and I start screaming his name as my body goes rigid and jerks me through another beautiful orgasm. Jake roars at my screams and grabs my shoulders as he yanks me down onto his cock, milking everything he has left. I collapse onto his shoulder and breathe deeply, still trying to come down off the climax that still tingles through me. I suddenly feel so relaxed, I don’t want to move and Jake makes no attempt to shake me off. We are content.

  We stay locked like this for a minute of two with Jake gently stroking my back and sending goose bumps everywhere. He starts laughing as I shiver. He always has that affect on me and he knows it. I bite his shoulder.

  “Ouch, you little minx.”

  I start giggling as he starts to tickle me. I go mad and the water again goes all over the place, I’m flailing my arms and legs everywhere and nearly slip in but Jake grabs me and hauls me back up in time before I do. “I surrender, I surrender,” I shout as he places me back on his lap. “You know I think it will look like a Tsunami hit your bathroom when we get out.”

  Jakes huffs, “I don’t give a fuck about the bathroom floor, not if you’re going to make me come like that all the time.”

  I gasp, “Now Jake, you watch your little potty mouth. You’re a very naughty boy and I think your mother should have spanked you more often when you were a child, then maybe you would be more respectful.” I give him a teasing grin.

  “Jake does not receive a spanking, Jake gives the spanking remember?”

  He raises that eyebrow at me and I roll my eyes at him.

  “Now, Miss Sinclair, you didn’t just roll your eyes at me then did you, because if you did then I may have to start my tickle fingers again?”

  I jerk back, “Tickle fingers? No, no of course not Jake. I would never roll my eyes at you.” He studies me a minute.

  “I thought not, now turn around, I’m going to sponge your back.” I do as I ask, but firm arms are gripping me and helping me round anyway. I feel his jerky movements as he is reaching for a sponge and grabs the soap.

  “I have a feeling I’m going to enjoy this.”

  I laugh, “And I’m the one on the receiving end. I guess we’ll both be happy. No one has ever bathed me before.”

  “You must have been bathed as a child.”

  I can feel the sponge now as the liquid oozes over me and it feels so relaxing. “Well, yes, that goes without saying but not with this level of intimacy.” I roll my head back, “This feels so good,” I sigh out.

  “Don’t Ana, you’ll get me hard again and I want to take my time with you, instead of you thinking I just want you on my cock every fucking five minutes. I just can’t help myself round you. I know I keep saying it, but it’s true. Let’s talk about something other than us having sex, cos I can feel myself twitching.”

  I slide myself down a bit and find that he is telling the truth. “Little fella wants to come out and play again.”

  “Fuck Ana, stop. Hey, what do you mean, ‘little’ fella?”

  I start laughing hard. Typical male ego. “You’re impossible Jake Bennett but I lo…” Oh shit, don’t say it, I nearly said. I can’t say it and spoil everything. “I love spending time with you.” Phew, nicely saved there I think, but as I have my back to him it is hard to gage his reaction. I sit in silence as I wait for him to say something and I’m consciously aware I’ve stopped breathing for a moment. The silence is killing me so I blurt out, “Tom thought I was gay.” What I didn’t realise is that Jake was sipping some champagne at the time and now it has just gone squirting all over my back.

  “Shit, sorry Ana, he said what?”

  He washes the sprays off my back and then hands me my glass so I can have a sip. Oh dear, now what? “Oh shit…”

  “Mouth,” he grunts.

  I sigh, “Oh for fuck's sake.” I couldn’t help that one, it just slipped out. I feel him go rigid as he grabs my arms and pulls me down onto him, holding me on for dear life. My breath is forced out of me as my adrenaline spikes. What is he going to do? I can feel he is still semi erect and it gets the fire between my legs going. Again.

  “I’m going to let that one slide as I am more intrigued about why Tom thought you were gay, but if you ever swear like that to me again, I will put you over my knee and spank your bottom so hard you won’t be able to sit on it for the rest of the day. Do I make myself clear?”

  His hot breath is close to my ear and my chest is heaving. My breasts suddenly become very swollen and my nipples erect just on his barrage of words. I moan out a yes. He lets go of my arms but I am lying against him still. I don’t want to move. He brings the sponge forward, dips it in the water and starts caressing my breasts with the sponge. I cry out. God, I want him all over again. When is enough, enough?

  “Now, you’re going to tell me now what Tom said to you.”

  I moan again, “Can’t we just…” He moves the sponge down to my sex and starts rubbing it there. I cry out, “Can’t we just, oh god, Jake please.”

  He stops rubbing, “No, not until you tell me.”

  He moves back to my breasts and my throbbing pussy is feeling the absence of his touch. I can feel just how aroused he is also, but he seems to holding on to some relevance of control, whether as I just want to grab him and push his beating cock inside of me all over again. “Because, agghhh,” I yell.

  “Because what Ana, tell me?”

  His vice like grip is strong, he knows I can’t move and he knows he has the control. “Because I’ve never had a, a, agghhh relationship and I, oh yes.” I feel the sponge down on my sex again. “Jake please, you’re going to stop, I know you will.” He stops again. This man is so infuriating.

  “Carry on please Miss Sinclair.”

  He starts his delicious onslaught again being as slow and as gently as possible, so he knows to prolong the agony further. “I was, was never interested in anyone.” Jake stops again. I cry out and almost elbow him.

  “Steady there Ana. Now why were you not interested in anyone?”

  He starts the rhythm up again and by now my pussy must look like it’s had ten rounds with Mike Tyson, red, swollen, waiting for his cock. “Do I have to spell it out?” The sponge is there, resting on my pulsating sex. I try to wiggle myself closer to it so I can get some release, but Jake pins me tighter to him. “Where do you think
you’re going? I want you to answer the question.”

  He rubs a little then stops and rubs again then stops. By now I’m about to explode in agony. “It was you, it was always you. Now are you happy?”

  He pulls himself up to my ear and whispers “Yes,” before he lifts me and places me on top of his cock.

  I scream out. He grabs at my hips and pulls me up and down and I try to regain my composure so I can take some control of the situation and rock with him. I finally manage it and I’m there with him.

  “Ana, you have such a beautiful pussy, do you know that? It’s so tight and warm and made for me.”

  I moan and lean my head back against him as he cups and fondles my breasts. I can feel him kissing my neck and it’s that feeling that eventually sends me into oblivion. All these sensations with his cock and my breasts and my neck, I can’t take it anymore. I scream out his name again.

  “That’s right baby, come for me now.”

  Again as with every time, I come apart as his command and the orgasm explodes within me. As if on cue with Jake, I can feel his cock pulsating inside me also, as he grunts out and finds his own release.

  I rest my back on his chest and can feel the heavy rhythm of his beating heart, as he tries to calm down from the beautiful onslaught of sex. I’ve never had it so good. I close my eyes and I lay there as our breathing calms. I snuggle up to him and he strokes my neck. All the troubles of the day fade when I am with him and I could stay like this with Jake forever. He is my forever.

  “You know I won’t let anything happen to you don’t you Ana?”

  I sigh and I realise I would give my life and soul to this man. “Yes, I know you would Jake. I know.”

  “And I shall speak to Tom about what you said.”

  I shoot up and turn to face him, “No you won’t Jake, it doesn’t matter does it? He certainly knows I’m not now. Besides, he’ll know that I told you and I don’t want any bad air, I have to work with the guy.”

  He looks deeply into my eyes, “I just don’t like that people are talking shit behind your back. I hate people like that. Tom sometimes needs to be reined in.”

  I lean over to kiss Jake lightly on the lips. “I’m a big girl Jake; I can take care of myself. Don’t worry; Tom didn’t get off lightly when he blurted that little gem out.”

  He smiles, “I should hope not. I knew that you didn’t have anyone, not that I would have probably let you. It sounds selfish I know, but I think I would beat the living shit out of anyone who touched you whether you’re mine or not. That night you disappeared and never came home I was frantic. Your mother was wondering why I was so worried about you considering you’re a grown woman and can do what you please. ‘Let her have her fun’ she said. I called around a few people and was eventually told you left a bar with a guy. I almost crushed the phone in my hand.”

  I look at him startled. I knew he was pissed when I saw him the next day. I remember it well.

  I stumbled in the next morning and Jake and my mum were sat at the kitchen isle. Jake’s face was like thunder but my mum was smiling from ear to ear.

  “Have a good time did we?” She said looking slightly amused.

  I felt like shit. I was hungover and angry at myself for letting anything get as far as it did. “I really can’t remember. I don’t feel very well.”

  Jake looked panicked, “Where were you all night, are you hurt, who was you with?”

  My head bangs as I look up at him, “I stayed round a friend’s house. No biggie.”

  He straightens his stance, “Who?”

  My mum then decides to pipe in, “For goodness sake Jake, leave the girl alone, she’s not 16, she can do what she likes.”

  He stormed off at that point and we never spoke of it again.

  “I found him you know. I found out who you were with. I paid him a visit this John guy. Told him that if he ever took advantage of you like that again, I would make it so his life wasn’t worth living.”

  My jaw dropped. I couldn’t believe he did that. John never said anything to me about this. He was a little strange with me at first but we did keep in touch. He must have seen my reaction, as he began to defend what he did, “Ana, you were obviously drunk, how he could not have seen that is beyond me. Why on earth would a decent guy take someone that drunk back home with them and take advantage of them like that? You must see the logic in it? Besides I fucking hated that someone else was lying next you do, inside you. I tried so hard not to hit the guy, as that would have got me into trouble and it would have caused a shit storm at work and at home. I couldn’t let it be known how I felt.”

  Taking in his words, I finally managed to gather my composure. “Jake, my caveman, what am I going to do with you?” I should have been mad as hell at him but somehow I found the whole thing rather amusing. I smile at him and he relaxes at my reaction. I think he too thought I was going to blow.

  “Wow, of all the things to expect it wasn’t that.”

  I place my hand on his chest and look at him, “Do you remember what you got me to confess a little while ago under the Jake torture chamber?” He laughs and it is a lovely sound.

  “Yes and it better stay that way as well. You’re mine now Ana and you know it don’t you?”

  I frown at him, “Well yes, but who do you belong to?”

  He takes my hand and kisses it, “You have me my beautiful lady, I am yours.”

  My knees tremble and I smile.

  “Well, I think we have been in the bath long enough now, time for bed but you stay here first whilst I get out and clean this mess up. I don’t want you slipping and hurting yourself.”

  The Adonis rises from the water and I gasp. What a sight, I’m practically drooling over him. Can he be any hotter? I smack his bum as he edges forward to get out. I want to sink my teeth into it, it’s so perky and so there for the biting.

  “Hey, what did I say about who smacks who around here?”

  I giggle, “I’m sorry Mr Bennett, I couldn’t help myself, it was just too tempting not to.” He gets out carefully and wraps a towel around his hips. I pout at the loss of the sight of him.

  “Ana, you’re not a child anymore, stop pouting.” After his mocking he disappears.

  I reach for the knob to turn off the Jacuzzi and set about washing myself down. I grab the sponge and soap and start to wash everywhere.

  “Fuck me what a sight to behold.”

  I jump and Jake starts laughing. I jump back on the water and rinse off the soap whilst Jake mops the floor. When he is done he comes over with a towel. I let the water go and jump up ready to leave the bath. I am helped out with the big strong arms of Jake and he wraps the towel around me.

  “You wouldn’t believe what time it was if I told you.”

  I stumble a bit and manage to regain myself as I look at the clock on the bedside in his room. It reads 00.06hrs. “Jesus, we’ve been in the bath for over two hours?” I can’t believe how much time passes with Jake around.

  “Matthew will be back tomorrow.”

  I look at him for a reaction. I don’t know if he wants to talk about this because of us. I feel awkward. “I know, I guess this will have to be the last time I get to be in your bed for a while.”

  He looks deflated, “I don’t think I could do that. It would drive me crazy knowing you’re just across the hall and I can’t be with you.”

  I place my hand on his shoulder and sigh, “I think for Matthew’s sake this is what we need to do, until we can figure something out. I don’t want it to be uncomfortable with Matthew. We get on so well and I don’t want anything to spoil that.” He grabs my hand and kisses it.

  “I’m his father and you’re trying to be the sensible one. I think I may have to order you to sneak into my room every night, how about that?”

  I laugh and walk out of the bedroom, “Maybe you could convince me.” I turn round and give him a cheeky wink. He runs towards me and grabs me. He growls in my ear and it makes me breathless. What is it that he d
oes to me that makes me want him so much?

  “I’m sure I can,” he whispers in my ear, as he gently bites my earlobe.

  I shudder and melt into his arms as he laughs. He obviously loves the way he makes me feel. My body gives me away every time. He lets me go and grabs some boxer shorts to put on and I watch in awe. I snap out of it as he climbs into bed and pats my side.

  “Well Miss Sinclair, what are you waiting for?”

  I quickly walk to the bathroom and towel myself down. I place the towel on the rail and walk back in the room. I want him to have free access to me all night, especially if this is the last night we will be able to freely be together. I climb in as appreciative eyes watch my every move. We both slide down into the bed and soon we are spooning.

  “You smell so good Ana, it's intoxicating.”

  I bring his arms up that are interlocked with mine and nibble at his knuckles. “So do you Jake, so do you.” We lay there for a while each of our breathing becoming shallower, as we both fall into a deep and wonderful sleep.

  Chapter 17

  It’s that smell again. I want to vomit but nothing comes. I can’t move and it’s dark in here. Where am I? I can hear heavy breathing and I try to open my eyes to see who it is. My only senses are my smell and my hearing and both are working overtime. I try to scream and nothing comes out. What is happening to me? I try to move and I am pinned down. Oh god, please no. Not again, please not this again. I feel the weight on top of me, feel the hardness pressed into my groin and I cry out, ‘No, please don’t do this to me, please. Please don’t hurt me.” I feel a hand squeezing my breast hard and a growling noise from his whiskey infested throat. I feel so sick, please, I don’t want this. I’d rather die. I hear laughter and my fear is heightened. A hand moves to my mouth and another is tugging at my panties. I try to wriggle, try to scream, try to kick, anything just to get him off me.